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The predicament of Xiangzhu Office was finally resolved. On a rare weekend where he could relax, Fu Yue kidnapped Xu Zheng to his home, and the two ate hot pot at home.

What I ate was mandarin duck pot, the mushroom part was to take care of Xu Zheng's habit, and the spicy part was to satisfy Fu Yue's taste.

They chose the movie "This Killer Is Not So Cold" and watched it while eating hot pot.In fact, the two of them have watched this movie separately a long time ago, but due to differences in age, experience and people around them, watching the same movie will have different feelings.

Not long after the film started, it was broadcasting to one of the classic scenes, which is what Matilda asked when he took Leon's tissue to wipe his nosebleeds.

-Is life always this hard, oris it just when you'reakid

-Always like this.

Mathilda asked with wide eyes, is life always this painful?Or does it only happen when you're a kid?

Leon barely showed any expression, saying, always.

Xu Zheng was putting fat beef into the pot when his cell phone rang suddenly.He glanced at it, and the note was his mother.Xu Zheng put down his chopsticks, picked up his phone and said to Fu Yue, "I'm going to answer the phone."

Fu Yue nodded, and he pressed the pause button of the playback.The television stopped just as Matilda asked Leon if he wanted her to bring some milk.

"Mom, what's wrong?" Xu Zheng walked to the balcony.

Xu's mother said, "Zhengzheng, I'm at your door, and no one answered when I rang the doorbell. Where have you been?"

Xu Zheng subconsciously glanced at Fu Yue in the living room. Fu Yue fished out the cooked beef and put it in his bowl, waiting for him to eat when he came back.

"Why did you come here suddenly? Do you want to continue talking about what happened last time?" Xu Zheng didn't answer Xu's mother's question.

Mother Xu said frankly: "Yes, I just want to continue talking about what happened last time. Today is Saturday, did you go out to play?"

Xu Zheng was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I'm at Fu Yue's house."

Mother Xu chuckled and said, "Welcome me to go? With the purpose of breaking up you."

"You can try it." Xu Zheng said calmly, "Don't hang up, I'll ask him."

Xu Zheng walked back to the living room, and directly looked at Fu Yue's call on the phone.Fu Yue saw the note at a glance, his face darkened, and he asked silently: What's wrong?

"My mother was at the door of my house and asked if she could come over." Xu Zheng said softly.

It turns out that your mother is still in City H, Fu Yue feels a little pain in his heart.

Xu Zheng added: "She came here with the purpose of breaking us up. If you don't want to see her, then I'll go back and talk to her."

"No, it seems like I'm too rude." Fu Yue smiled and said, "Go and ask auntie to come in."

Xu Zheng asked again: "Is it really okay?"

Fu Yue shook his head and said, "Go ahead, it's not good to keep auntie waiting for a long time."

Xu Zheng walked out of the door, saw Xu's mother, hung up the phone, walked up to Xu's mother, and said, "Mom, you can talk to me as harshly as you like, but you'd better not treat him too much."

Mother Xu just heard their conversation on the phone, and said, "What do you want to do if it's too much? Will you please let me go?"

"If you really get to that point, I will ask you to leave." Xu Zheng gave an affirmative answer.

Mother Xu sighed silently, but she couldn't see anything on the surface, she just said, "Let's go."

Fu Yue got up early and was waiting for Xu's mother inside the door. Seeing Xu's mother coming in, he politely called: "Hello, Auntie."

Xu's mother looked at Fu Yue seriously for a few seconds, and said, "We met last time, and I had a good impression of you at that time."

The implication is that if you haven't fallen in love with my son, you shouldn't have a bad impression now.

Fu Yue pretended not to hear, and asked: "Auntie, have you eaten yet? We are eating hot pot, do you want to go together?"

Mother Xu said, "It's okay for the three of us to have a meal together."

Xu Zheng went to the kitchen and brought out new bowls and chopsticks.

Mother Xu sat beside Fu Yue and looked at the paused movie. Fu Yue asked, "Auntie, what TV do you want to watch?"

"Don't bother, just keep watching this one. I've seen it before, and it's pretty good."

Xu Zheng sat on the other side of Fu Yue, and Fu Yue pressed the continue button to continue the movie.

Mother Xu looked at the mandarin duck pot and asked, "Zhengzheng, when did you start eating spicy food?"

Fu Yue said, "I ate the spicy ones alone."

Xu Zheng said, "It started very early."

Fu Yue and Xu Zheng looked at each other, but couldn't say anything.

Xu's mother said seriously: "You defend him, he defends you. It can be seen that you have a good relationship. But I still don't agree with you being together, Xiaoyue, what Auntie said is not against you, but I hope my son can be positive. Get married normally and start a new family in peace and stability. Don’t look at him like this, in fact, he likes children very much. If he can have his own children one day, he will be very happy. My father and I Will be happy too."

Many people died in the movie, but no one pays attention to the movie anymore.

Fu Yue's brows and eyes were cold, and he said: "Auntie, I think that if there is no love, even if you have your own child, you will not be happy. I know you have talked to him, and I also know that because brother Give what you want, that's why you're talking to me, you want me to quit, you want me to decide what happens to the two of us. But sorry, I can't."

Fu Yue put down his chopsticks, grabbed Xu Zheng's hand, and said, "This man, he is your son, and you are indispensable and extremely important roles in each other's lives. As for me, I am the lover he promised his whole life , unless one day I don't love him or he doesn't love me anymore, we won't let go of each other's hands. Auntie, I especially don't want you to force him to make a choice, such as you let him choose between you and me , I am very glad that you haven't said such a thing yet. Because even if you are his mother, if you hurt him, I will definitely stand by his side without hesitation. This is the only time I have lived for 30 years. The man I fancy, my determination is no less than yours."

Xu Zheng silently scratched Fu Yue's hand.

Xu's mother looked at the hands of the two, and suddenly felt very tired. She said, "Xiao Yue, you are Zhengzheng's favorite person. From this alone, I know how good you are, and I can also learn from you. I can see that you are good from your speech and demeanor. You are worthy of being liked and loved. During the days I stayed in H City, I have been thinking about how to talk to you. You may think that I am a remnant of feudalism. I am a stubborn person who regards homosexuality as a scourge, but the era in which my values ​​were constructed has not been so open. When I was 20 years old, I have been imagining what my future daughter-in-law and grandchildren will look like. It is really hard for me to accept this. I also know that there is nothing to talk about today, you have no way to ask me to bless you, and I have no way to let you leave each other."

Xu's mother put down her chopsticks and said, "Actually, I've already eaten. Saturday afternoon is still very good, so I won't bother you. I've already bought the plane ticket to go home. I'll leave City H at [-]:[-] p.m. Next time I may I'm not here alone. I'll hold back on your dad's side, and I don't know how long I can bear it. "

Xu Zheng said, "Mom, let me take you to the airport."

"If Auntie doesn't mind, let's see you off together." Fu Yue also said.

Xu's mother supported her forehead and said with quite a headache: "Okay, after all, we don't know when we will meet next time."

In the end, Xu's mother had a hot pot meal with the two of them, Xu Zheng went to wash the dishes, Fu Yue and Xu's mother sat in the living room, chatting, only using the relationship between the elders and the younger generations.

"Auntie, I actually didn't know you were still in City H today. I thought you left a few days ago." Fu Yue confessed.

Xu's mother was a little surprised, looked at Xu Zheng's back in the kitchen, and asked, "Did Zheng Zheng tell you?"

"If I asked him, he would definitely say it." Fu Yue said, "But I didn't ask him. I wanted to see if he would take the initiative to tell me about this matter. But he didn't."

"Xiao Yue, why are you telling me this?"

"Because I really want to find someone to talk to."

Xu's mother said: "It's strange, I smell the breath of a quarrel, but I, the enemy, can't be happy."

Fu Yue smiled and said, "Perhaps in your heart, you have gradually accepted the two of us, but you haven't discovered it yet."

The movie stopped when Leon was still alive, Fu Yue turned off the TV and sent Xu's mother to the airport with Xu Zheng.

That way Leon never seems to die, and the movie is a happy ending.

After Xu's mother left, the two of them didn't bother to go home to cook, and settled for dinner at a wonton noodle shop.

If there is no business on weekends, the two are used to staying in the same house. Sometimes they stay together at Fu Yue's house, and sometimes they stay together at Xu Zheng's house. The two houses have already been merged into one.

"Go to my place." Fu Yue said.

Xu Zheng said yes.

After Fu Yue returned home, he smelled himself and Xu Zheng's clothes, and said, "We both smell like hot pot, why don't we take a shower earlier tonight?"

Xu Zheng also smelled it himself, and the smell was really strong. He said, "Okay, do you go first or should I go first?"

Fu Yue said, "You go first."

Xu Zheng hummed, went to the closet to find clean clothes, and went to take a shower.After Xu Zheng came out, Fu Yue immediately went to take a shower.

Xu Zheng sat on the sofa and read a book. After reading for a while, a pair of wet hands wrapped around his neck. Fu Yue jumped onto the sofa and hugged him from behind.

"How do you wear short-sleeved shorts?" Xu Zheng frowned, put down his book and stood up, hugged the knees of the person behind him with both hands, and went directly to the bedroom to dress him.

After entering the bedroom, Fu Yue jumped down from behind him and dragged him down, and they both fell on the bed.

Xu Zheng raised his arms and kissed the troublesome Fu Yue, vaguely guessing what Fu Yue was thinking: "Huh?"

Fu Yue asked very straightforwardly: "Brother, do you want to have sex/love?"

Xu Zheng choked for breath.

Both of them are good-natured young men, but they are also sexual conservatives. Before they knew their sexual orientation, they thought that if they have someone they like, they must fall in love first, then get married, and then have sex. Yes, any missing step before that would not be solemn enough.

After the two were together, they didn't say anything about it.But they don't want to be in such a hurry, just take it step by step, first hold hands, then hug, then kiss, talk sweetly for a period of time, still like each other very much, and then it will be a matter of course, and then move forward logically.

The physical urge is not without.But both took the relationship too seriously and cared too much.I also want to give everything willingly when the love reaches its peak.

Fu Yue felt that it was not enough, raised his head slightly, put the tip of his nose on top of his nose, and asked again: "Brother, do you want to have sex with me?"

He chose this moment.

Xu Zheng said in a hoarse voice, "I think, what about you?"

"Do you still need to ask?" Fu Yue pulled Xu Zheng's neck violently, pulled Xu Zheng down, turned over, pressed on him, and kissed his eyes, nose, face, and mouth carefully and seriously. real.

While kissing, he opened the bedside table, without looking at it, he took out two boxes of things and put them on the top of the table.

Xu Zheng let Fu Yue kiss him for a while, and then turned back to the guest and took the top position.

Forgot how the chaos started.

The two were close to each other, Xu Zheng gasped, kissed off Fu Yue's sweat, and called him: "Yuba."

Wait for his response.

"elder brother."

Fu Yue groped for the wall and turned off the light, and the night staggered in through the window.

Xu Zheng felt that he had fallen into a pool of spring water, and the water spread over him, wrapping him silently.There are stones in the water.He slid down the water and touched a slightly inward depression, which was a cliff of skin.

Cliffs of skin.

his ribs.

my sweetheart.

my sweetheart.

Words extend down the distinct spine, and the two embrace each other in a trembling, they have long been inseparable.

Fu Yue was so tired that he didn't want to move his toes anymore. Xu Zheng carried him to take a bath. After washing, he put on long-sleeved trousers, wrapped them tightly, and was brought to sit on the sofa.

Xu Zheng put on new sheets and cleaned up the bedroom.

Fu Yue's willpower was extremely poor at this time, and the moment he saw Xu Zheng coming out, he almost said goodbye to his plan.

But sanity remains.

Fu Yue waved to Xu Zheng, Xu Zheng walked over, Fu Yue made him bend down, and kissed him a lingering kiss.I thought it was the tenderness after the satisfaction of passion/desire, but the next sentence was unexpected.

"Xu Zheng, let's separate for a while." Fu Yue looked at Xu Zheng and said, there was no joke in his eyes.

The address is formal and the expression is serious.

Xu Zheng seemed to have been tapped and remained motionless. After a long time, he asked hoarsely, "Why?"

Fu Yue raised his head and said: "What you want me to do, you can't do yourself. I don't know if you have discovered it. In this relationship, you have always spoiled me. Basically, what I want to do, Whether you like it or not, you will follow my way. But when it comes to bigger things or uh, issues, you like to take the lead, and your desire to control is very strong. You know that?"

Xu Zheng stood up straight, as if someone was holding a ruler against his back. He couldn't refute Fu Yue's words. His mother's incident was the best example, so he could only say "hmm".

Fu Yue didn't feel much better than Xu Zheng when he said those words. He suppressed the soreness in the corners of his eyes and said, "This is actually not a big problem so far. I can tolerate you, I care about you, and I can accommodate you." Compromise is also possible, but this is not the best way to deal with it. So I hope that we can separate for a while, calm down, and think about how to do it better. You think about it, and I will think about it too. Just a few days later It’s going to be a month’s business trip to T City, so we don’t have to avoid it deliberately.”

Xu Zheng wanted to hold his hand, but Fu Yue avoided him.

Fu Yue looked at Xu Zheng's injured eyes, and his heart ached so badly, but he could only say: "Don't touch me, I'm afraid my heart will soften."

Xu Zheng restrained his desire to touch Fu Yue, and asked, "Just for a while? You promise me that you definitely don't want to break up, so I agree."

Fu Yue said word by word: "It is definitely not to break up. I have already said that unless we stop loving each other, I will not break up with you when the king of heaven comes."

"Okay, I promise you, we'll be separated for a while." Xu Zheng squatted down, "Business trips, and sex/love, are you thinking about it in advance?"

Under Xu Zheng's gaze, Fu Yue nodded slowly.

Xu Zheng smiled wryly, and said, "It's my fault about the dominance and desire to control. But Yuba, you are so cruel."

Fu Yue didn't dare to look at Xu Zheng anymore.

"One..." As soon as Xu Zheng said it, he realized that his voice was too hoarse. He covered his mouth and coughed a few times before asking, "How long is a period of time?"

"It depends on the situation and when we can figure it out." Fu Yue said, "There is herbal tea in the refrigerator."

Xu Zheng said, "I'm fine."

He asked again: "Then during this period of time, can I contact you?"

Fu Yue said: "If you have anything to do, you can contact me on WeChat. I don't need to meet before I go on a business trip, and I don't need to see me off."

"Are we arguing?"

Fu Yue shook his head and said: "We are doing well, this is called the running-in period." He couldn't help but want to touch Xu Zheng, but when he raised his palm, he held back abruptly, and instead scratched his neck, he said: "Brother, No matter how much you love each other, there are also things that need to be adjusted. Our matter is not a result of quarreling. There must be a reason for you to be like this. When you think it is appropriate, tell me the reason, and we will solve it together. okay?"

Xu Zheng regained his usual calmness, but only he knew whether it was superficial or real.

He said, "Okay."

After thinking for a while, he said, "Winter in T City is very cold and damp. It's hard to live. If you're going to go for a month, bring a few more clothes to change, and drink more soup to dispel the cold. If you have time Remember to do some exercise, eat three meals a day, and avoid staying up late."

"Also, you can tell me about your work when you are free. I want to hear both the good and the bad."

Fu Yue rubbed his eyes and said yes.

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