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Fu Yue and Xu Zheng slept inadvertently and soundly in the hospital. The patient next door just came out of the ICU and cried out in pain all night.

This caused the other two patients in the entire ward and the accompanying family members to sleep intermittently, but the pain was really painful just after the operation, and he was young and hadn't arrived yet, so the howling pain was understandable.

No way, in the hospital, even if patients can't encourage each other, at least they won't blame some uncontrollable behaviors.

Fu Yue fell asleep several times, and several times he was startled awake by heart-piercing cries. When it was daylight, he opened his eyes, and the insides were obviously red and bloodshot.

Xu Zheng also woke up, and he didn't seem to have slept well, so he asked, "Are you hungry?"

Fu Yue shook his head. He felt that he had preoperative phobia, and now he was only nervous and uneasy. Whether he was hungry or sleepy was out of his range of feeling.

Xu Zheng got up and opened the window wider.

Fu Yue looked out the window, breathed in the fresh but harsh air, and said, "Brother."

Xu Zheng: "Huh?"

Fu Yue pursed his lips and said after a while, "Tell me, will I be like that child who cried all night because of the pain after the operation, making you unable to sleep."

"You won't." Xu Zheng leaned down, kissed him on the forehead, and said firmly.

Fu Yue asked, "Why do you trust me so much?"

"Because I feel bad when you cry, so you will try not to cry." Xu Zheng said, "But I hope you cry, if crying can really relieve the pain."

Fu Yue hummed and said, "Let's go wash up and have breakfast, and pick up my parents later, otherwise they will be more worried when they see it."

After the two washed up in the bathroom of the ward, they went downstairs to have breakfast in the hospital cafeteria. The breakfast in the hospital cafeteria had the most porridge, and there were all kinds of porridge. Fu Yue felt that it might be a long time after the operation. I have to drink porridge for a while, so I decided not to choose porridge, and ate both buns and dim sum.

When they returned to the ward, the family of the child who had been crying all night came to apologize to them and said, "You two, I am really sorry. He has been crying for so long. It must have affected your rest. I'm sorry." .”

"It's okay, it's okay, everyone understands each other." Fu Yue glanced at the child who finally fell asleep, and asked in a low voice, "What kind of operation did he have?"

The child's parents said: "Spine surgery. The doctor gave him painkiller medicine, and there was only one bottle, and it was gone after he was suspended. But he still felt pain while hanging, so we opened the medicine to the fastest dripping mode." , the pain lessened."

Xu Zheng said: "But there is only one bottle of potion, so wouldn't it be finished soon? What should I do after that?"

"Take painkillers." The child's parent sighed, and said, "Or bear with it and see the situation later."

"It's not easy." Fu Yue said.

The child's parents said: "No way, just carry it over. By the way, do you want to have an operation?"

Fu Yue said calmly: "Yes, there is a benign tumor, which needs to be surgically removed. Hey, yes, this is the oncology department. Why do you live here for spinal surgery?"

The child's parents shook their heads and said, "The hospital beds are tight, and the orthopedics department is full. There just happened to be a vacancy here, so we were inserted."

"That's it." Fu Yue nodded in understanding.

The two chatted with the child's parents for a few more words, and then returned to their hospital bed.

Dr. Li Chaohai just walked into the ward at this time, saw them, and said, "It just so happens that you are back."

He took out an inspection form to Xu Zheng, and said: "Go for these inspections today, and submit the inspection report to my department after the inspection. I can arrange the operation tomorrow after I see that there is no problem. That's right." , don’t eat or drink after eight o’clock tonight.”

Xu Zheng agreed, Li Chaohai smiled and told them not to be nervous, and went out.

Fu Yue asked in puzzlement: "Why didn't Dr. Li give me the checklist? Obviously I am the patient."

Xu Zheng chuckled and said, "Maybe he can tell that I'm your guardian. Go, go for an examination. By the way, did your parents say when they'll be here? Do you want me to pick them up?"

Fu Yue looked at the time, it was nine o'clock in the morning, and his parents would arrive at least an hour later, so he said, "Don't worry, they just come to the hospital by themselves, and we'll pick them up when they arrive at the hospital. "

"Are you nervous?" Fu Yue asked again.

Xu Zheng shook his head and said, "I've met them before. Uncles and aunts are very good people. There is nothing to be nervous about."

"Did you use the skill that the more nervous you are, the calmer you appear?" Fu Yue stared at him, trying to see through him, but the other party's ability to cover up was too strong, and after staring for a long time, he couldn't see anything.

Xu Zheng bent his lips and said, "Guess."

Fu Yue said: "I don't guess, I can't guess."

While arguing, they went to the door of the examination room to get a number and line up.

Fu Yue said, "Brother, I really hate doing checkups."

Xu Zheng hummed and said, "I hate it too."

Fu Yue said: "When those cold machines pressed against my body, I imagined that I was a mass of flesh and blood without a soul, because only by imagining it in this way would I feel better."

Xu Zheng said, "Yu Zhu, do you think being a patient has no dignity?"

Fu Yue nodded.

Think about it, lying on the hospital bed during the operation, under general anesthesia, knowing nothing, powerless about everything, and even not knowing that you are still alive?

If the operation fails, there is nothing but resignation to fate in the end.

The most heinous thing about the disease is that it deprives some people of the dignity they regard as life.No matter how dignified a person is, when he is entangled in a serious illness, he can't even eat, drink, and scatter on his own. He can only close his eyes and open his heart to expose his fragility and filth.

Fu Yue thought a lot, and said: "Actually, when I couldn't sleep last night, I was very scared. I was afraid of many things. I was going to have an operation, and I was also afraid that you would accompany me to do the operation. I was afraid that you would see me when I couldn't take care of myself. Look at me. When you see me who is dirty, emaciated and violent, I am afraid that you will no longer love me because of this, and you will be disgusted and disgusted with me like this, I am afraid..."

Xu Zheng covered his mouth with his hand, stopping his next words.

Fu Yue raised his eyes to look at him, and there were already tears in his eyes.

Xu Zheng swears very rarely: "I'm afraid of a fart."

"If I am going to have an operation now and you take care of me, will you not love me because you see me dirty, emaciated and violent?"

Fu Yue thought about it for a moment, then shook his head.

"That's right? So there's nothing to be afraid of." Xu Zheng put down his hands, "I love not only your bright side, but also your flawless place, understand?"

"Understood." Fu Yue asked belatedly, "Brother, did you swear for me just now?"

Xu Zheng calmly denied it: I am not, I am not, please don't slander me.

Fu Yue turned his head to the side and snickered for a few seconds, feeling that he was capable enough to force Xu Zheng into a rough situation.

When Fu's father and Fu's mother arrived at the hospital lobby, Fu Yue was queuing up for the third examination. Xu Zheng said, "Yuzhu, you continue to line up here? I'll go and bring my uncle and aunt."

Fu Yue said: "It's ok, don't worry, I'm already 30 years old, and I can do the checkup even if you're not here."

Xu Zheng hurriedly went down to pick up his parents after he came back quickly.

I've met them in the community before, and it's not hard to find. Xu Zheng took a deep breath and walked towards the two of them.

Before they got there, Mama Fu recognized her and said, "Xiao Zheng!"

Xu Zheng nodded calmly, and said, "Uncle, Auntie, hello, Fu... Ayue is queuing up for inspection, I'll take you up."

He straightened his back, had a slender neck, and kept his eyes fixed, exuding a military demeanor abruptly.

Fu's father and Fu's mother already knew Xu Zheng's identity last night. They liked the side they met before, but now they like it more and more. They think their son has a good eye.

Father Fu couldn't help asking: "Xiaozheng, have you ever been a soldier?"

Xu Zheng was startled, and said, "No."

Father Fu said: "That's it, it's good, it's good."

He said twice that he was very good, but Xu Zheng didn't know what he meant by "very good". At this moment, Fu's mother said, "We didn't cause you any trouble, did we? I heard from him that you even took a week off. You have worked hard."

Xu Zheng said: "It's not hard, it's my responsibility to take care of him."

In this way, the three chatted awkwardly all the way, and finally came outside the department where Fu Yue was inspecting. Fu Yue happened to inspect the project, and when he came out, he saw Xu Zheng sitting between his parents, looking very upright.

"Dad! Mom!" Fu Yue strode forward.

Fu's father and Fu's mother immediately stood up, grabbed him and looked up and down several times. Fu's mother said distressedly: "Oh, I only stayed in the hospital for a day, and I haven't had an operation yet. Why are you so thin?"

One day hospital?Xu Zheng asked Fu Yue with his eyes: Didn't you tell your uncle and aunt about your previous injury?

Fu Yue replied with his eyes: Don't talk about small things, so as not to worry them.

The two were flirting with each other, and Fu's mother saw it, but she pretended not to see it and asked, "Yue Yue, did the doctor say when the operation will be performed?"

Fu Yue said: "I still have one more examination to be done, and I will show the report to the doctor after I finish it, and make a decision after the doctor reads it."

Fu's father and Fu's mother came, and Xu Zheng was also by his side. Fu Yue suddenly felt that this hospital was not so cold, and it was quite lively. After all the examinations were done.Several people left the hospital and had a meal outside together. Since Fu Yue was going to have an operation tomorrow, the dishes they ordered were relatively light.

Father Fu put food into Fu Yue's bowl desperately, and said, "Son, eat more, or you won't be able to eat for a day after the operation, and you will be hungry."

Fu Yue couldn't laugh or cry, and said: "At that time, it won't be a question of whether you are hungry or not. It doesn't matter if you are hungry or not, as long as the operation is successful."

Fu's mother said: "Fortunately, you did a full body checkup to find out this benign tumor so early. By the way, why did you suddenly have a full body checkup? Don't our family usually do it together in July?"

Oops, actually forgot about this.

Fu Yue coughed and said, "I just suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. I was afraid that something might happen to my body, so I went to the hospital for a physical examination. After all, it has been half a year since the last physical examination."

Mother Fu didn't become suspicious, and said, "Is that so." Seeing that Xu Zheng hadn't spoken, she was afraid that he would be reserved, so she brought the topic to Xu Zheng and asked, "Xiao Zheng, I heard more and more that you are a few years younger than him. At the age of [-], do you want to have a physical examination as well, I think it is more reassuring to check, since everyone is in the hospital anyway."

Xu Zheng had no objection: "Okay, I'll go for a full physical examination when Ah gets better."

Fu Yue glanced at Xu Zheng next to him, thinking to himself, bully the weak and fear the strong, call me a pig in private, but dare not call me like that in front of my parents, hum.

He didn't know that his glance was lingering and gentle, with a bit of spoiled arrogance, a look that turned back and forth.Just happened to be seen by the parents on the opposite side, and goose bumps all over the place, Fu's father didn't control the volume at all, and asked Fu's mother: "Children's mother, do you think we have become light bulbs?"

Fu's mother was very cooperative: "I think our light bulb is a little bright."

Xu Zheng didn't know why, so he said solemnly: "No."

Fu Yue guessed that they saw his eyes, and felt a little embarrassed, so he buried his face in the rice bowl to eat.

Although Fu Yue told them many things, there were still many things they didn't know. Mother Fu grabbed Xu Zheng and asked, "How long have you been together?"

Xu Zheng replied, "A little over two months."

It's Father Fu's turn: "Who's chasing whom?"

Fu Yue pointed to himself: "Me."

Xu Zheng said firmly, "Me."

"It's obviously me." Fu Yue gave Xu Zheng a dissatisfied look.

Xu Zheng didn't change what he said: "It's me."

"That's all right, all right, stop arguing, we're chasing together." Fu's mother was afraid that they could argue until next year, so she said with a smile, "Other couples like to say that the other party chased me, but when it comes to you, it's the other way around." Now, I like to say that I am chasing the other party."

The two of them didn't know how to answer, so they lowered their heads to eat in a tacit understanding.

On the way back, Fu Yue and Xu Zheng fell behind Fu's father and Fu's mother. Fu Yue asked, "How was the first meal when I met my parents? My parents are not fierce, they like you very much. All accepted."

Xu Zheng said: "I also like uncles and aunts very much."

Fu Yue said: "As long as you like it, as long as you like it. From now on, you will be a member of our family."

Xu Zheng smiled and said, "Okay."

After reading Fu Yue's examination report, Dr. Li Chaohai found nothing wrong, and scheduled Fu Yue's surgery for tomorrow morning.

When the time was set, Fu Yue suddenly became less nervous.

Relatives and lovers are all around, he has the strongest backing, no worries, just look forward.

That night, Fu's father and Fu's mother bought a folding bed and insisted on sleeping in the ward, refusing to leave.Fu Yue had no choice but to let them sleep in the ward.

On his right is Xu Zheng, and on his left are his parents.

As night fell, the lights in the ward were turned off.

Fu Yue lay on his side, stretched his hand down, and shook it for a few seconds, trying to find Xu Zheng's hand.

Xu Zheng stretched out his hand and held his hand precisely.

The two interlocked their fingers silently, waiting for the dawn of dawn.