Professional God
Chapter 42
Chu Chuan's estimated awakening time was 12 years old, but it was estimated that he was affected by the damaged glands, and it was delayed until he was 14 years old before he awakened reluctantly.
The expert team of the Eden Project also felt very difficult about this, and spent the most torturous two years since the Eden Project began.Chu Chuan's gland damage prevented him from excessive exposure to any sentinel and guide pheromones, and he could not artificially stimulate his awakening.In addition, Chu Ze clenched his tongue and refused to let anyone go. In the past two years, the expert group could only stare at each other, and even held several self-defeating meetings to change the content of the plan.
But that's not the saddest part.
The worst part is that Chu Chuan only awakened as an ordinary sentinel.Even an ordinary sentinel with a delicate body and weak pheromone, and only the last seat, instead of the strong and stable dark sentinel in the plan.
At the same time, Chu Ze's mental state was getting worse day by day.At the beginning, when Chu Chuan was by his side, the situation would be a little better.But as the situation became more and more serious, he began to have uncontrollable symptoms such as hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, and violent tendencies. Even if Chu Chuan was by his side, it would not help.
During the time when the two lived together, Chu Ze thoroughly understood Chu Chuan's heartlessness and whimsy.Like a real five-year-old child, he maintains unspeakable enthusiasm and curiosity about everything. After being reprimanded, he turns his head and shuts himself for 3 minutes, and then comes back alive and kicking, as if nothing happened.
Even if he didn't wake up for a long time, he didn't show any anxiety at all, he still went his own way, happy as if he was really an ordinary person without any attribute pheromone, pure natural and pollution-free.
The only change was that after a very reluctant awakening, he inexplicably became obsessed with dressing himself up as a little girl.
As long as he wears a wig, a small skirt, and blinks his big eyes, he looks like a weak and pretty girl.
At first, Chu Ze thought that he could not accept that he had awakened as the last sentinel, which caused psychological distortion. He could only vent his pressure and disappointment in this way, and he didn't say a word about it.
After a while, he vaguely noticed that Chu Chuan's state was not right.Finally one day he tried to communicate with Chu Chuan, wanting to ask Chu Chuan what he was thinking, so as to comfort or enlighten him.
As a result, Chu Chuan told Chu Ze coyly that he heard people say that dressing softer and more feminine can more easily weaken other people's sense of vigilance and psychological defense.Since his awakening, he had been worried that Chu Ze would dislike his taste after his attributes were differentiated. He wondered if this would make Chu Ze's sentinel allergies a little better.
God knows Chu Chuan has been taking inhibitors after awakening, and the smell is so weak that it is almost inaudible.Two 100% compatible, youthful teenagers live under the same roof, not to mention bonding fever, and they don't even blush and heartbeat under the influence of each other's pheromones.
Chu Ze was speechless for a while, and let him go.
In the blink of an eye, junior high school is about to graduate.
On the day when the junior high school exam ended, the White Tower exaggeratedly spread red carpets on the teaching floors, adding some warm and festive vulgarity to the elegant and noble White Tower.Chu Ze handed in the answer sheet ahead of time, and when he came out of the examination room, the security office at the gate hadn't released him yet.Chu Chuan was already waiting for him at the door, skipping across the cordon and running towards him, the security guards couldn't stop him.
Chu Ze didn't know if he had taken the exam. In fact, he didn't even know about Chu Chuan's higher education system.However, with a deputy prime minister's father and an elder brother who has already started to participate in Qingta government affairs behind him, Chu Chuan can point to where to go even with his eyes closed.The only task this alliance gave him was to be the stupid son of a landlord, and obediently make a humanoid weapon ready to explode at any time happy.
"Brother, brother, where are you going to study in high school?" He stuffed a beautifully packaged small four-inch rose cake into Chu Ze's hand.
Since wearing skirts, many of his actions have become increasingly feminine.Chu Ze didn't care too much, and said casually, "Stay here. Ji Qinglian said that the Beiling White Pagoda is not stable recently, and told me to go back to the snowy field, but I'm too lazy to run."
Chu Chuan responded with a vague understanding.
They waited at the door for a long time, but still did not let them go.
After a while, the bell rang for the end of the exam, and the students came out of the exam room one after another.Not only the students who finished their exams in the junior high school, but also the teenagers who finished school in the high school came out one after another, stranded at the gate of the White Tower.
However, instead of opening the door, it was tightly closed.Many guides with unfriendly faces released their mental images to stop the students trying to leave the school at the gate.
Seeing this, Chu Ze did not ask questions or continue to try to leave like other students, but led Chu Chuan back to the classroom, and the two began to share the cake.Letting the downstairs gradually become noisy, they looked down through the window to watch the commotion, but they were not moved at all.
"Oh, it seems to be fighting." Chu Chuan poked his head curiously. "How could there be guides fighting at the gate of the White Pagoda?" "Look at this posture, it's not a terrorist attack, or it's preparing for a demonstration. I don't know why." Chu Ze ate very reservedly, sipping butter, not at all Like Chu Chuan, he ate all over his face.
"Doesn't brother care? You can beat them all by yourself."
"As a member of the White Tower, of course I have the obligation to contribute to maintaining a peaceful and stable living environment." Chu Ze said, took out a tissue and wiped the cream flower on the corner of Chu Chuan's mouth, and said obligatoryly, "I will call the alliance for peacekeeping in a while." The department complained about the poor law and order here."
They continue to have their cake and eat it.
Ten minutes later, the White Tower's entire tower broadcast was turned on.
Chu Ze listened intently for a moment, and under Chu Chuan's curious eyes, he summarized the content of the broadcast: "Borrowing from the experience of the Black Tower's independence from the Qing Tower, the Beiling White Tower also demands independence. Silver Tower', create a pure land of guides without sentries."
Chu Chuan gave a soft "ah": "Why are there no sentries?"
"Because the sentry is vulgar, rude, and animalistic, and is not a creature of the same dimension as the guide. So either sign a contract and become a slave driven by the guide, or be expelled from the domain of the guide of the noble civilization."
"I'm going to be deported too?"
"……you do not need."
"Hey, why?" Chu Chuan asked while biting his plastic fork, "Aren't I also a sentinel?"
Chu Ze was about to say that it was nonsense.The sentinel claims to be the ruler because his body is stronger than the guide, and now the guide claims to be superior to others because his spirit is better than the sentinel. In essence, it is nothing more than the ridiculous self-righteousness and sense of superiority of human beings.But seeing Chu Chuan's bewildered expression, he couldn't help teasing him: "Because you are my little slave?"
Chu Chuan stared at him blankly.
After being dazed for a moment, he suddenly realized: "So it is like this!"
This time it was Chu Ze's turn to be stunned: "Won't you feel embarrassed when you say that?" In the Pure Land, the Sentinels are either slaves to the guide or expelled. I became my brother’s slave, so I don’t need to be expelled, there is no problem with the logic.”
Chu Ze laughed: "You are really stupid."
Chu Chuan pouted and looked at him.
"There is no so-called pure land in the world. Although people are born unequal, no status or ability is absolute." Chu Ze rubbed Chu Chuan's head, "No one is qualified to expel you, and no one will persecute you." You make any choice. I agree with you to stay, not because you have the potential to become a dark sentinel and can be a partner who can share the pressure for me, but because you are a child worthy of being loved."
"The world is big, and there are many new and interesting things. I can't enjoy the joy of survival, but I hope you can. Maybe one day, the horror of loneliness will kill me, and I will be swallowed by my own power. I hope to get there One day, you can still live in this world as an independent and dignified person, as my younger brother. Instead of being a tool made for me, collapsing without me, losing the meaning of existence, and being buried for me. "
Chu Chuan looked at him with a puzzled expression.
Chu Ze said: "Maybe this is not the reason why I rejected you in the first place, but it is indeed the reason why I don't want to establish a spiritual connection with you now. Chu Chuan, you may not understand, but I can't use your innocence and dependence to monopolize you. I I can't bear my own despicableness."
"No, I think I understand very well." Chu Chuan looked at him still very confused, "Isn't the two people establishing a spiritual connection because they like each other? You don't like me, and you don't want to compromise and change yourself for me, so you don't get along. My spiritual link, I understand this. On the other hand, if you like me and can accept my existence, then stay with me and establish a link. It’s very simple. What I don’t understand is why my brother wants to prove that he is free , Refuse to choose what you want to choose; make a decision that makes me feel better in order to make me better. I think the person who doesn’t understand is my brother.”
"Tong Guanlu once told me that the desire to love and be loved is a human instinct. It is a birthright to choose to love or not to love. I am very surprised why everyone thinks that because I am The sentry made for you, so I was forced to bind you. How should I put it... Brother, if one day I die because of you, it will definitely not be because I am your tool and I want to be buried with you. Because I love you, I am willing to die for you."
Chu Ze laughed: "Where did you learn the love talk? It's really nice. I'm almost convinced by you."
Chu Chuan took out a booklet solemnly, and made gestures: ""How to Deal with Your Unreasonable Guide Guide" Chapter 3, how to answer the guide's questions about 'Do you love me or my pheromone'."
Chu Ze was really convinced.
I really don't know whether to comment on Chu Chuan's lack of brains or his wisdom.
Chu Chuan asked expectantly: "So can I humblely have a spiritual link with my most beloved brother?"
Chu Ze smiled and said, "Since you are so humble, I can only show mercy and say, 'Okay'."
Even in the abyss, if you throw a stone, you will hear a faint echo after 190 seconds.
If someone has no hesitation, knowing that there is no hope, he still jumps towards the black hole.Pour care, love, and all the teenage delights.One day, you will get an unexpected response.
Love never disappoints long expectations.
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
happy New Year to all! ! !
The expert team of the Eden Project also felt very difficult about this, and spent the most torturous two years since the Eden Project began.Chu Chuan's gland damage prevented him from excessive exposure to any sentinel and guide pheromones, and he could not artificially stimulate his awakening.In addition, Chu Ze clenched his tongue and refused to let anyone go. In the past two years, the expert group could only stare at each other, and even held several self-defeating meetings to change the content of the plan.
But that's not the saddest part.
The worst part is that Chu Chuan only awakened as an ordinary sentinel.Even an ordinary sentinel with a delicate body and weak pheromone, and only the last seat, instead of the strong and stable dark sentinel in the plan.
At the same time, Chu Ze's mental state was getting worse day by day.At the beginning, when Chu Chuan was by his side, the situation would be a little better.But as the situation became more and more serious, he began to have uncontrollable symptoms such as hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, and violent tendencies. Even if Chu Chuan was by his side, it would not help.
During the time when the two lived together, Chu Ze thoroughly understood Chu Chuan's heartlessness and whimsy.Like a real five-year-old child, he maintains unspeakable enthusiasm and curiosity about everything. After being reprimanded, he turns his head and shuts himself for 3 minutes, and then comes back alive and kicking, as if nothing happened.
Even if he didn't wake up for a long time, he didn't show any anxiety at all, he still went his own way, happy as if he was really an ordinary person without any attribute pheromone, pure natural and pollution-free.
The only change was that after a very reluctant awakening, he inexplicably became obsessed with dressing himself up as a little girl.
As long as he wears a wig, a small skirt, and blinks his big eyes, he looks like a weak and pretty girl.
At first, Chu Ze thought that he could not accept that he had awakened as the last sentinel, which caused psychological distortion. He could only vent his pressure and disappointment in this way, and he didn't say a word about it.
After a while, he vaguely noticed that Chu Chuan's state was not right.Finally one day he tried to communicate with Chu Chuan, wanting to ask Chu Chuan what he was thinking, so as to comfort or enlighten him.
As a result, Chu Chuan told Chu Ze coyly that he heard people say that dressing softer and more feminine can more easily weaken other people's sense of vigilance and psychological defense.Since his awakening, he had been worried that Chu Ze would dislike his taste after his attributes were differentiated. He wondered if this would make Chu Ze's sentinel allergies a little better.
God knows Chu Chuan has been taking inhibitors after awakening, and the smell is so weak that it is almost inaudible.Two 100% compatible, youthful teenagers live under the same roof, not to mention bonding fever, and they don't even blush and heartbeat under the influence of each other's pheromones.
Chu Ze was speechless for a while, and let him go.
In the blink of an eye, junior high school is about to graduate.
On the day when the junior high school exam ended, the White Tower exaggeratedly spread red carpets on the teaching floors, adding some warm and festive vulgarity to the elegant and noble White Tower.Chu Ze handed in the answer sheet ahead of time, and when he came out of the examination room, the security office at the gate hadn't released him yet.Chu Chuan was already waiting for him at the door, skipping across the cordon and running towards him, the security guards couldn't stop him.
Chu Ze didn't know if he had taken the exam. In fact, he didn't even know about Chu Chuan's higher education system.However, with a deputy prime minister's father and an elder brother who has already started to participate in Qingta government affairs behind him, Chu Chuan can point to where to go even with his eyes closed.The only task this alliance gave him was to be the stupid son of a landlord, and obediently make a humanoid weapon ready to explode at any time happy.
"Brother, brother, where are you going to study in high school?" He stuffed a beautifully packaged small four-inch rose cake into Chu Ze's hand.
Since wearing skirts, many of his actions have become increasingly feminine.Chu Ze didn't care too much, and said casually, "Stay here. Ji Qinglian said that the Beiling White Pagoda is not stable recently, and told me to go back to the snowy field, but I'm too lazy to run."
Chu Chuan responded with a vague understanding.
They waited at the door for a long time, but still did not let them go.
After a while, the bell rang for the end of the exam, and the students came out of the exam room one after another.Not only the students who finished their exams in the junior high school, but also the teenagers who finished school in the high school came out one after another, stranded at the gate of the White Tower.
However, instead of opening the door, it was tightly closed.Many guides with unfriendly faces released their mental images to stop the students trying to leave the school at the gate.
Seeing this, Chu Ze did not ask questions or continue to try to leave like other students, but led Chu Chuan back to the classroom, and the two began to share the cake.Letting the downstairs gradually become noisy, they looked down through the window to watch the commotion, but they were not moved at all.
"Oh, it seems to be fighting." Chu Chuan poked his head curiously. "How could there be guides fighting at the gate of the White Pagoda?" "Look at this posture, it's not a terrorist attack, or it's preparing for a demonstration. I don't know why." Chu Ze ate very reservedly, sipping butter, not at all Like Chu Chuan, he ate all over his face.
"Doesn't brother care? You can beat them all by yourself."
"As a member of the White Tower, of course I have the obligation to contribute to maintaining a peaceful and stable living environment." Chu Ze said, took out a tissue and wiped the cream flower on the corner of Chu Chuan's mouth, and said obligatoryly, "I will call the alliance for peacekeeping in a while." The department complained about the poor law and order here."
They continue to have their cake and eat it.
Ten minutes later, the White Tower's entire tower broadcast was turned on.
Chu Ze listened intently for a moment, and under Chu Chuan's curious eyes, he summarized the content of the broadcast: "Borrowing from the experience of the Black Tower's independence from the Qing Tower, the Beiling White Tower also demands independence. Silver Tower', create a pure land of guides without sentries."
Chu Chuan gave a soft "ah": "Why are there no sentries?"
"Because the sentry is vulgar, rude, and animalistic, and is not a creature of the same dimension as the guide. So either sign a contract and become a slave driven by the guide, or be expelled from the domain of the guide of the noble civilization."
"I'm going to be deported too?"
"……you do not need."
"Hey, why?" Chu Chuan asked while biting his plastic fork, "Aren't I also a sentinel?"
Chu Ze was about to say that it was nonsense.The sentinel claims to be the ruler because his body is stronger than the guide, and now the guide claims to be superior to others because his spirit is better than the sentinel. In essence, it is nothing more than the ridiculous self-righteousness and sense of superiority of human beings.But seeing Chu Chuan's bewildered expression, he couldn't help teasing him: "Because you are my little slave?"
Chu Chuan stared at him blankly.
After being dazed for a moment, he suddenly realized: "So it is like this!"
This time it was Chu Ze's turn to be stunned: "Won't you feel embarrassed when you say that?" In the Pure Land, the Sentinels are either slaves to the guide or expelled. I became my brother’s slave, so I don’t need to be expelled, there is no problem with the logic.”
Chu Ze laughed: "You are really stupid."
Chu Chuan pouted and looked at him.
"There is no so-called pure land in the world. Although people are born unequal, no status or ability is absolute." Chu Ze rubbed Chu Chuan's head, "No one is qualified to expel you, and no one will persecute you." You make any choice. I agree with you to stay, not because you have the potential to become a dark sentinel and can be a partner who can share the pressure for me, but because you are a child worthy of being loved."
"The world is big, and there are many new and interesting things. I can't enjoy the joy of survival, but I hope you can. Maybe one day, the horror of loneliness will kill me, and I will be swallowed by my own power. I hope to get there One day, you can still live in this world as an independent and dignified person, as my younger brother. Instead of being a tool made for me, collapsing without me, losing the meaning of existence, and being buried for me. "
Chu Chuan looked at him with a puzzled expression.
Chu Ze said: "Maybe this is not the reason why I rejected you in the first place, but it is indeed the reason why I don't want to establish a spiritual connection with you now. Chu Chuan, you may not understand, but I can't use your innocence and dependence to monopolize you. I I can't bear my own despicableness."
"No, I think I understand very well." Chu Chuan looked at him still very confused, "Isn't the two people establishing a spiritual connection because they like each other? You don't like me, and you don't want to compromise and change yourself for me, so you don't get along. My spiritual link, I understand this. On the other hand, if you like me and can accept my existence, then stay with me and establish a link. It’s very simple. What I don’t understand is why my brother wants to prove that he is free , Refuse to choose what you want to choose; make a decision that makes me feel better in order to make me better. I think the person who doesn’t understand is my brother.”
"Tong Guanlu once told me that the desire to love and be loved is a human instinct. It is a birthright to choose to love or not to love. I am very surprised why everyone thinks that because I am The sentry made for you, so I was forced to bind you. How should I put it... Brother, if one day I die because of you, it will definitely not be because I am your tool and I want to be buried with you. Because I love you, I am willing to die for you."
Chu Ze laughed: "Where did you learn the love talk? It's really nice. I'm almost convinced by you."
Chu Chuan took out a booklet solemnly, and made gestures: ""How to Deal with Your Unreasonable Guide Guide" Chapter 3, how to answer the guide's questions about 'Do you love me or my pheromone'."
Chu Ze was really convinced.
I really don't know whether to comment on Chu Chuan's lack of brains or his wisdom.
Chu Chuan asked expectantly: "So can I humblely have a spiritual link with my most beloved brother?"
Chu Ze smiled and said, "Since you are so humble, I can only show mercy and say, 'Okay'."
Even in the abyss, if you throw a stone, you will hear a faint echo after 190 seconds.
If someone has no hesitation, knowing that there is no hope, he still jumps towards the black hole.Pour care, love, and all the teenage delights.One day, you will get an unexpected response.
Love never disappoints long expectations.
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
happy New Year to all! ! !
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