time for sysyphus

That night, the night was as dark as twilight, and the cool wind was blocked by the thick window glass.

Ji Zhongnian was so angry that he couldn't sleep.

As long as he closes his eyes, that pervert will swing his butt and dangle in front of him, still naked and white, like a ripe peach with both sides sensual.

He hadn't felt this kind of burning desire for a long time, and he tossed and turned agitatedly, even if he lifted the quilt and took off all the pajamas on his body, he still didn't feel excited.

The man with only a pair of underwear left on his lower body sat up straight like a carp, with his right leg propped up on the bed, and the moonlight streaming in from the window illuminated his tight thighs with smooth lines.

In the silence, he could be heard trying his best to adjust his disordered breathing, but the restless blood was still very restless, so he lowered the temperature of the air conditioner a little.

But this physical cooling didn't have a significant effect, so he got out of bed again and went to the kitchen downstairs to fill two glasses of water with ice cubes floating on it, which made him feel better.

The living room was dark and quiet, Ji Zhongnian sat alone on the cool leather sofa, casting a dark figure on the marble floor.

He pressed the Qingming acupoint, and now he has to admit that this matter worries him more than all the bottlenecks in his work——

He couldn't bear the idea that he had fallen with that pervert, and he couldn't accept that he was really attracted by an ordinary guy from the slums. These thoughts are crazy and uncontrollable. If this continues, he will become real sooner or later abnormal.

After spending the whole night in the living room, in the early morning of the next day, Ji Zhongnian's eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes, Uncle Dong asked him if he didn't sleep well, but he shook his head embarrassingly.

He rarely fell asleep in the car going to the company, with his head tilted against the car window, and he didn't wake up until the driver called him several times.

In the evening, Ji Zhongnian returned to the mansion almost at midnight. When he entered the door, all the servants, including Lin Si, were shocked by the second young master——

Ji Ershao didn't wear a suit jacket or tie, and his black shirt looked messy and loose, with two buttons undone at the neckline.

He swaggered in his arms with two beautiful women in his arms, his appearance and figure were all hot, and he snuggled into the man's arms softly.

Ji Zhongnian thought about it all night last night. In order to save his precarious sexual orientation, he decided to rein in the precipice and firmly prove that he really likes women, and he used the most direct and rude way——

find a woman.

So here's the scene now...

Everyone froze in place, staring straight at Lin Si, who was less than a few meters away from Ji Zhongnian, was squatting in the living room wiping vases. When he raised his head and saw this scene, a flash of fleeting surprise flashed in his eyes.

But he quickly restrained his surprise, and didn't let his displeasure show. He just looked at Ji Zhongnian with complicated expressions for a moment, and the two came and went, with different thoughts.

Lin Si looked as usual, and smiled like a spring breeze at the corner of his mouth. He stood up and nodded slightly to Ji Zhongnian, "The second young master is back?"

Ji Zhongnian said "Yes" indifferently, and after a while, he put his tone in a very frivolous manner, and added: "I'm out for a social event today, so I'm late. But——"

He glanced at the young lady in his arms frivolously, "I have someone to accompany me."

The superfluous level of the last sentence almost made Lin Si's hard-pressed face collapse. He couldn't help laughing until his shoulders trembled, and he screamed in his heart, "Duplicate men are so fucking cute."

Ji Zhongnian got angry when he saw him laughing, he gritted his teeth and said, "Are you busy?"

"No." Lin Si quickly wiped the vase next to him twice.

Ji Zhongnian put his arms around the slender waist of the beautiful woman in his arms, turned to Uncle Dong behind him and said, "Arrange more work for Lin Si, if you have any rough and heavy work, just leave it to him."

"..." Lin Si couldn't laugh anymore, "As for you."

Looking back on his previous life, Ji Zhongnian pampered him lawlessly, even if he boiled water, Ji Zhongnian was afraid that he would burn his hands.It's good at this moment, abuse his heart and body, the slaves in the sweatshop are better than him.

Lin Si thought, as long as he has a better future, he will stand here and be angry with Ji Zhongnian who is hugging a woman.But he is useless, he depends on others, he has nothing to like and a useless memory, and it is even more difficult to capture a straight man of steel.

However, didn't you come here like this in your previous life?

Since he was able to make Ji Zhongnian fall in love with him back then, he will definitely be able to do it this time.

The momentum of Lin Si's slumping decline picked up again, and he approached Ji Zhongnian with a shameless face, and said in a good voice: "I chase you every day, and Kuafu chases you not as hard as I chase you. You are so hard-hearted. Bringing people back now is deliberately pissing me off."

However, Ji Zhongnian didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so he sneered, and went upstairs with his arms around the two ladies with fluttering skirts, the backs hugging left and right were really romantic.

This is equivalent to a kind of blatant disregard. Lin Si admitted that he was agitated. He grabbed the rag in his hand and rushed forward. It was the first time he choked with Ji Zhongnian so excitedly, "Are you pretending not to know me well?"

Despite the fiery gaze behind his back, Ji Zhongnian still didn't bother to look back at the pervert.

Lin Si followed closely behind him, beeping: "You deliberately hide from me because you have a ghost in your heart, but you don't owe me anything, so there is only one explanation, that is, you like me!"

The last sentence made Ji Zhongnian's footsteps stop suddenly. For a moment, his temper nestled in his body was about to explode, but he restrained it with the last bit of self-control.

He turned around slowly and met Shanglin's determined gaze.

Lin Si hurried forward, pushed off the hands of the two ladies on Ji Zhongnian, put them on himself, swayed around Ji Zhongnian's arms like a swing, and coquettishly.

"Am I right?"

After a moment of silence, Ji Zhongnian took a deep breath. He thought that he could still stand here and talk to this pervert, and he had exhausted all his patience in this life ahead of time.

When he spoke again, his tone was extremely bad: "Pervert, you are sick."

"I'm not sick."

Lin Si was still overjoyed by the idea of ​​"Ji Zhongnian likes me a little bit", and asked the other party for an answer again, "Ji Zhongnian, if you like me, just tell me, if you say it openly, it's hard to hold back in your heart."

Except for the two of them, everyone who heard these words held their breath, and thousands of "digging" in their hearts turned into bullets and flew past.

But the more frank and fearless Lin Si was, the more guilty and flustered Ji Zhongnian felt.

He has always been used to maintaining a strong disguise in front of the world, but at this moment he suddenly has the feeling of being seen through, or being seen through by a neurotic pervert. This makes him feel extremely humiliated and frustrated.

The man's face changed from blue to white, and his gaze also flickered back and forth in fear of meeting Lin Si's gaze, so he pretended to be indifferent to cover up his guilt that he could hardly hide: "Have you lost any self-esteem?"

Lin Si was taken aback.

The two stood facing each other on this marble-paved staircase, one at a higher position and the other at a lower position. Ji Zhongnian stood on a few steps higher and looked down at Lin Si who was standing on the lower steps. His eyes were as dark as a pool. Bottomless.

——Their origins have long determined where they should stand. One is high and the other is low, and they have never been at an equal height.

Lin Si looked up at him for a while, the last smile on his face disappeared, and he said slowly in a hoarse voice: "If you were me, you would understand what I have experienced... I Why don't you even have self-esteem now."

He also knew that he was shameless, but he just couldn't let Ji Zhongnian go.

Obviously this person used to be his pillow person, and he had shared weal and woe with him, but they who loved each other were about to be separated by a death.

Maybe it was God who took pity on them and let them meet again in the backward time, but they became two strangers who have nothing to do with each other. Who can accept this?

Lin Si found tears in his eyes, and lowered his head to wipe them off, then heard Ji Zhongnian's irrelevant voice above his head:

"I'm not you, so I don't understand your so-called persistence, and I won't abandon my self-esteem to please others like you."

——This is what he has never understood about this pervert.

The two of them seem to form a self-contained aura, surging with each other and unable to accommodate other substances.No one around them dared to interrupt, and no one could join them.

So after Ji Zhongnian finished speaking, Lin Si was temporarily speechless, forming a tense and quiet atmosphere.

Until Lin Si slowly closed his eyes and opened them again, hesitatingly said: "I'm pleasing the person I like, what's wrong? Even if it's wrong, so what, I don't think self-esteem is much more expensive than love. You said that I am in love, and I also admit it, but... I have lost, lost the most important things, so now, I just want to get back those things I once had... You can't understand, but you can't blame I."

He stared at the man in front of him without blinking. The firmness exuding from his bones was something that Ji Zhongnian had never seen from others. Because of this, Ji Zhongnian was even afraid of this kind of gaze, because this kind of gaze made him shake from the heart. .

He told Rings: "Giving that doesn't get paid back is best done in moderation."

"But..." Lin Si stepped on the first step of the stairs, and he was one step closer to Ji Zhongnian, "I don't think I haven't gotten any return from you so far, don't you think , Did you also give me a lot of hope and feedback invisibly? It’s just that you didn’t realize it yourself.”

He's not a nerd who only pays one-sidedly.In fact, he is extremely sensitive, so at certain times, he can clearly feel that Ji Zhongnian has some special reactions and feelings towards him, even if it is only a little bit.

——Because he once fell in love with Ji Zhongnian, he had experienced true love in this person.

A layer of almost transparent window paper between the two sides is about to be pierced, and only someone needs to stretch out a hand at the end and gently push it...

Before that, Ji Zhongnian stopped all this in time and rationally, "Enough."

He seemed to understand Lin Si's words, and seemed to ignore it on purpose. In the end, he only gave Lin Si an indifferent look, then turned around, put his arms around the two protruding beauties, and went straight upstairs into the room .

There was a bang, the sound of him closing the door.

Lin Si stood quietly on the stairs for a long time, lost even breathing, and looked as if he had been severely hit.

After a few minutes, even Uncle Dong couldn't bear to come forward to persuade him, but he suddenly seemed to realize something, his frustration turned into raging anger, he rushed up the stairs in two or three steps, and ran out of Ji Zhongnian's room He slapped the door hard a few times.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

Three loud beeps but no response.

The idiot Lin stared at the door resentfully, imagining that Ji Zhongnian was doing some dirty things with those women in the room, the eyes shot out of his eyes were full of jealousy, as if they wanted to turn into a fiery beam of light and penetrate the door.

"Ji Zhongnian, you fucking still play 3P? You won't die if you're dirty!"

The author says:

Master Ji actually didn't.Play. . 3. . .Not even a P. . . .