time for sysyphus

The acrobatics were more thrilling than the last, setting off bursts of climax.In the exciting place, the music creates a high tension atmosphere like being on the cliff,

The acrobat made an eye-catching movement, slowly spread his arms, and posed a posture about to fall from a high altitude. Except for Ji Zhongnian who was expressionless, all the audience held their breath nervously.

"My God...this, so high..." Lin Si looked at the stage with all his heart, even his breathing was tight.

He stared straight at the acrobat, and subconsciously grabbed Ji Zhongnian beside him, which would make him feel more secure.

Ji Zhongnian felt a pain in his arm, and looked down, but didn't move away, and didn't say anything.

Sola Circus is a good interpretation of their performance spirit - freedom, whimsy, and challenging the impossible.The various performances brought a dazzling effect, Lin Si was fascinated by watching, and was completely immersed in it.

"The following is - double acrobatic tightrope walking."

As the music became more and more urgent, the atmosphere became more and more tense.Lin Si watched the actor do the splits on the wire, he couldn't help holding his breath, and his grip on Ji Zhongnian became tighter and tighter.

"Ahhhhhhh...why does it feel like he's about to fall! My god, my god, be careful..."

Lin Si seemed to be on the scene, and even subconsciously took Ji Zhongnian's hand, and firmly held the other's arm, holding him in his arms the whole time to suppress his shock.

Ji Zhongnian was a little speechless, even he didn't realize that the corner of his mouth was actually twitching.

The acrobat leapt forward, his feet bouncing smoothly on the jumping net below. The moment he landed safely, the audience including Lin Si breathed a sigh of relief and offered the highest respect applause and cheers.

Lin Si lowered his head inadvertently, only to realize that he was like a crab, holding on to Ji Zhongnian's arm all the time, and even scratching out the creases in his sleeve.

"Hey, I'm sorry..." Because he was afraid of making Ji Zhongnian anxious, he rarely regained some restraint, immediately let go of the other's hand, and politely smoothed out the wrinkles on his sleeves.

When he raised his head, Ji Zhongnian's complexion turned out to be very ugly.

Lin Si couldn't read Ji Zhongnian's expression, but he guessed that the reason for his displeasure...it should be because his expensive suit was scratched and wrinkled.

"I'll go back and iron it for you," he said.

Ji Zhongnian didn't speak.

In the second half of the performance, Lin Si was cautious and didn't dare to touch Ji Zhongnian too much, but carefully kept a little distance.

He tried his best to restrain his nervousness, thinking that in this way the atmosphere of the date would not be spoiled, but he didn't know that after watching the whole performance, Ji Zhongnian's face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

——It’s loose, it’s loose, and it doesn’t let you catch it.

Ji Er Shao's black face continued until he left the stage. Lin Si was puzzled and looked at his expression carefully: "Acrobatics... don't look good?"

Ji Zhongnian snorted coldly: "Stupid, don't bring me to this kind of place next time."

Because of his words, Lin Si was startled suddenly.

He thought of the things in his previous life, and couldn't help but sighed a little sadly, and secretly murmured: "That is. You brought me here after that."

*

After leaving the theater, they walked along the street with few people, and they could see the distant sea and the beach from a distance.

Along the coast, there is a greenway that surrounds the seaside, extending long and out of sight, and decorated with two rows of orange street lights on the left and right, named "Lover's Road".

Wei Ping, who had been the driver all night, was about to drive up to catch up. Ji Zhongnian turned his head and gave him a wink, and Wei Ping silently slowed down the car, keeping a long distance slowly without disturbing him.

Lin Si didn't notice what was going on behind him. He was in a happy mood after watching the circus, and he jumped in front of Ji Zhongnian. The night wind blew his forehead hair up. This feeling of walking along the river with someone he likes is really refreshing.

"The sea breeze is so comfortable, it's a bit salty in the mouth." He sighed.

Ji Zhongnian kept silent and followed behind him, keeping a staggered distance of half a meter.

When Lin Si walked, he left, and when Lin Si stopped, he stopped, and his eyes always unconsciously stayed on Lin Si's profile and back.

——For many years after that, he would always think of this night, of the brackish sea breeze and such a happy little pervert, and then...

I regret not being able to walk slower at this moment, or shout "Lin Si", and take advantage of the warm yellow street lights to say "You make my heart move".

Lin Si looked at the surrounding traffic and night lights, and his eyes were twinkling with stars.

He was born in a slum, before he met Ji Zhongnian, he never thought that he would come to live in Dongcheng, or escape from the dilapidated slum.

He stopped in his tracks, leaning against the waist-high wooden railing, and said to the people behind him, "Actually, regardless of whether you like it or not, I am very grateful to you."

"What?" Ji Zhongnian stood beside him.

"Thank you for bringing me out of the slums, like pulling a piece of stinky tofu out of swill. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to come to Dongcheng to live, let alone see the night view here, it's so beautiful."

No matter in his previous life or in this life, he was grateful that he had met Ji Zhongnian.

The only difference is that in his previous life, he used the most hypocritical mask to approach Ji Zhongnian with superficial ambition and hidden stupid greed in order to live the same life as the rich people in Dongcheng.

And in this life, with the determination not to hit the south wall and not look back, with the memories of parting from his lover in the previous life, he approached Ji Zhongnian with the most simple sincerity, in order to live a life of being able to grow old together with the one he loves life.

"Ahem," Ji Zhongnian's ears were reddish, and his eyes deliberately moved away, "I just want to thank you, you saved my life, so...you don't have to be too—"

"I know, but thank you anyway," Lince interrupted him softly.

"Ah."

"Also, I like you."

The last four words jumped out of Lin Si's mouth lightly, as if he had prepared a confession for a long time, but also seemed to be touched by the scene, and he was excited.

It was very solemn and natural, and it was completely told to the sweetheart.

Ji Zhongnian stared at him blankly.

"I'm always joking, so what I usually say to you, um, you may not take it seriously. But now...I'm telling you very seriously, Ji Zhongnian, I'm really very very very very—"

Lin Si walked around Ji Zhongnian, saying every "very" very hard.

"I like you very much."

The sea breeze mixed with the starlight, and Lin Si's eyes were cleaner than the moonlight on the sea. When Ji Zhongnian looked in, he seemed to be unable to see to the end.

"...I like it that much?" Ji Zhongnian said half-jokingly, his heart pounding.

"Yeah, I like it very much, like it unconditionally." Lin Si looked into his eyes, "If I die eight hundred times, I still like it."

Ji Zhongnian pretended to ask unintentionally, but Lin Si answered sincerely.

——I am alive and still love you.

Ji Zhongnian asked again with a smile, "Eight hundred and one deaths?"

"If you die countless times, you will like it so much." Lin Si said.

Ji Zhongnian was stunned, and his joking smile slowly faded away. For some reason, the emotion in Lin Si's eyes was very real, and the tone of his speech was also very real, as if this was not a joke, but an oath to do what he said. .

There was a thud in his heart.

Lin Si looked into his pupils, stepped forward and said, "I like you, I'm afraid I can't change it. As long as I think... one day in the future, you will definitely sleep on the same bed with me, hug me Look at me, kiss me and kiss me, I feel that I can hold on, and I will definitely wait until you fall in love with me."

Remember everything, only him, only him.

But so what, in order to get the love he once had, he can wait slowly and work hard until Ji Zhongnian loves him like he did in his previous life.

"Hey, you will love me very much in the future, really." Lin Si moved his chin closer, like a flattering and complacent little stupid dog, "Then it's better to love me as soon as possible."

They looked at each other, the tips of their noses were only one centimeter apart because of Lin Si's crazily approaching. They were so close that they could even feel each other's gradually scorching breath spraying on each other's faces.

Ji Zhongnian laughed and scolded him, "You know how to be ashamed."

"I'm not kidding, you will not only love me deeply, but also want me every night," Lin Si said exaggeratedly, raising his voice so loudly that the people passing by would not hear him.

"madman."

It is close to the river, facing the dazzling night scene, and the salt is blown by the wind, making it sticky.

Ji Zhongnian lifted Lin Si's face, lowered his head and kissed the lunatic.

The author says:

Finally got to the writing part