time for sysyphus

Ji Zhongnian condescends to feed people, which is probably a rare spectacle in a thousand years.

...But this miracle is happening.

He put the dishes carefully prepared by the back kitchen into a bowl, and mixed some white rice with chopsticks, then scooped it up with a white porcelain spoon and handed it to Lin Si's mouth.

"Open your mouth." Master Ji ordered.

"Ah—" Lin Chihan opened his mouth obediently, and let out a groan, and the hala flowed out, mainly greedy for the body of the feeder.

"It's too big for a spoon..." His mouth was stuffed to the brim, but he still couldn't finish it, looking like a pig holding a spoon.

"Eat slowly."

Ji Ershao, who had been pampered since childhood, had never done anything to serve others, but he was very willing at this time, willing to take care of this half-dead pervert Lin himself.

He thought of the blow that Lin Si blocked for him, and the lingering shock still filled his heart.Seeing Lin Si suffer in front of him with his own eyes, the fear is heart-wrenching.

He was very scared, and he would rather be the one who was hurt.

Looking back at that moment, everything happened unexpectedly, but when Ji Zhongnian saw that Lin Si was injured for him, he really wanted to kill Ji Xiao.

He wanted the life of anyone who hurt Lin Si.

Ji Zhongnian was distracted, and he missed the right mouthful, and accidentally sprinkled it on Lin Si's chest, causing Lin Si to let out a scream and bounce off the bed like a jumping fish.

"Ahhh, it's burning to death!" He was so anxious that he jumped on the spot.

Ji Zhongnian looked at him quietly: "Didn't you say that you have no strength and can't move?"

"..." Lin Si immediately became weak, bent his legs slowly, and fell back on the bed like ointment, "Oh, I have no strength."

"Still pretending? You can act without an Oscar winner!" Ji Zhongnian dragged him back, took a few tissues from the bedside table, and pressed them on Lin Si's chest to wipe him.

After wiping it twice, Ji Zhongnian was still spitting out some reproachful words, which Lin Si couldn't hear clearly, probably meant to keep him from getting hurt in the future, and it would be troublesome to do anything if he got hurt.

Inexplicably, Lin Si had the feeling that all the hard work has been rewarded, and even the unfinished rice in his mouth seemed to be returning to the sweetness.

Probably the process of chasing Ji Zhongnian was too bitter, and the feeling of chasing Ji Zhongnian was too sweet, so when he could enjoy Ji Zhongnian's natural love, he would feel his whole heart trembling.

For a long time, it seemed that he was the only one who was chasing the unattainable unilaterally, but now, it finally turned into a two-way pursuit of his heart and mind.

"Master Ji," Lin Si looked down at Ji Zhongnian's hand, and suddenly put his palm on the back of Ji Zhongnian's hand.

Ji Zhongnian paused.

Lin Si gently pressed his hand on his heart.

"You..." This intimate gesture made Ji Zhongnian's ears warm.

Lin Si felt the other party's momentary stagnation, but he didn't let go, but pressed even tighter, until Ji Zhongnian's palm could feel his beating heartbeat, as well as the hot skin on his chest.

"I'm fine, and the arm injury will heal soon," Lin Si said softly, "If someone hits your head with a stick next time, I will still block it for you, and I am willing."

"Why are you talking about this for no reason..." Ji Zhongnian lowered his eyes slightly, his eyelashes covering half of his pupils.

He never said that he was guilty or blamed himself, but Lin Si could see those inconspicuous details, or he didn't need details at all, but understood from the bottom of his heart.

In the past two days, Lin Si saw Ji Zhongnian's worried expression, frowning eyebrows, and almost overflowing rage, trampling off Ji Xiao's fingers, and uttering humiliating words.

Now I take care of him personally, obviously I am not good at it, but I am trying my best to spend all my patience and temper for him...

Ji Zhongnian has always been shy about expressing his emotions because he is afraid that others will find his weaknesses, so only Lin Si, who has been with him day and night, can see through the above.

"Master Ji, I have a unique skill, which is that I can easily detect your emotions, just like a weather forecaster detects changes in the weather." Lin Si smiled, "You are sad, aren't you?"

"I didn't, pervert, don't think about it."

"Still stubborn."

Ji Zhongnian's self-covered small emotions, the words he never said outright in his heart... In the eyes of Lin Si, they are the bullet screens floating above Ji Zhongnian's head all the time, and he clearly sees them in his eyes.

"You don't have to worry about me, and you don't have to blame yourself." Lin Si lightly stroked Ji Zhongnian's hand, "I blocked that blow for you, I voluntarily."

"Thank you," this seemed to be the first time Ji Zhongnian said these two words to him.Thank you not only for this incident, but also for Lin Si's unreserved kindness to him all the time.

Lin Si said to him seriously: "This is what it takes to love someone, to give unconditionally. You are the one I love, and I am willing to give anything for you."

His love is very simple and rough, it is giving, giving constantly, giving unconditionally.

The moment he saw Ji Zhongnian was in danger, Lin Si actually didn't think about anything, he was afraid that the stick would really fall on Ji Zhongnian's head.

When he reacted, his hand had already been stretched out. At that moment, he was glad that Ji Zhongnian was fine before he felt the pain.

"Fortunately, you're fine," Lince said.

Ji Zhongnian didn't speak, and closed his eyes tiredly.

After a long while, he hugged Lin Si, gently avoided Lin Si's injured hand, and wrapped him cherishedly in his arms, feeling the peace of mind and sense of rest that he had never had before.

He was indeed blaming himself deeply as Lin Si said, and what he felt towards Lin Si was not only apologetic, but also distressed.

The moment he saw Lin Si injured, his heart felt like a piece of flesh full of painful nerves was cut off, and he wished to tear Ji Xiao apart on the spot.

Ji Zhongnian's emotions were captured by Lin Si again, and he asked, "What do you plan to do to Ji Xiao in the future? After all, he is your biological elder brother..."

"I'll keep him alive," Ji Zhongnian's eyes darkened again, "but with me around, he won't be able to live a good life."

For example, blocking all his sources of income, leaving him with nothing and having to live on; sending his wife and children to a distant place, so that he can experience the pain of parting from his dearest relatives.

"Zhongnian, sometimes... you are too terrific in doing things, and it's not a good thing to leave no room for it." Lin Si persuaded tactfully.

Lin Si didn't want to be a holy father to advise each other. After what happened that night, he also found that the phrase "to forgive others and forgive others" was too idealistic. The hatred between the two brothers was deep-rooted and impossible to pull out.

He was just worried that something bigger would happen if this went on.In his previous life, Ji Zhongnian was too cruel to Ji Xiao, so he was retaliated by Ji Xiao later, and he died in Ji Xiao's hands.

Of course, if Ji Zhongnian was persuaded with this reason, the other party would never believe it.

"I'm dead? He, Ji Xiao, once wanted to kill me." Ji Zhongnian sneered, "I'm dead? If it wasn't for my father's last words, I would have killed Ji Xiao directly."

The rough days of his homelessness and the heartbreaking loss of his sister were all thanks to Ji Xiao.

Ji Zhongnian said again: "I never regarded him as my elder brother, nor did he regard me as his relative. Instead of saying that, it would be better to say that we are enemies."

Lin Si separated from Ji Zhongnian, staring at the pair of pupils in front of him filled with black clouds, and really felt the emotion in it.

He wanted Ji Zhongnian to let go of those hatreds, at least to make himself feel more comfortable, but these were just his thinking about the problem from his own perspective.

If you can personally experience Ji Zhongnian's many years of bearing humiliation and those years of persecution, you shouldn't say those high-sounding words.

——From this moment on, he deeply understands this point.

"Lin Si, I think you should know that I am a person who will take revenge."

"I know. I understand."

It is precisely because Lin Si knows Ji Zhongnian and Lin Si loves Ji Zhongnian, so he thinks that maybe he should stand in Ji Zhongnian's perspective, to experience the hatred and hatred in the other party's heart, and take the other party's right and wrong as his own right and wrong.

After a while, Lin Si moved closer and kissed the corner of Ji Zhongnian's lips lightly.

"Okay, I won't persuade you to be lenient again." He said, "Master Ji, no matter what decision you make, good or bad, right or wrong, I will definitely stand by your side."

The author says:

Happy Double Day everyone!The two protagonists in this article are neither right nor wrong. Ji Zhongnian has his own persistence and stubbornness, and Lin Chihan's persistence and stubbornness are Ji Zhongnian.In this story, except for Lins, everyone's behavior pattern is fixed and will not change due to changes in time.If there is a cause, there must be an effect, so the final result is brought about by everyone, including the protagonist and supporting actors.The next chapter will enter the state of old man and old man (the time span will be about three years later