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"If one day I die, what will you do?"

For the first time, Lin Si asked Ji Zhongnian this question without hesitation.

Ji Zhongnian was taken aback by this question.

He originally thought that Lin Si's sensibility this night was just acting like a baby, but when he asked such a question, Lin Si seemed to be serious, staring straight at him with dark black pupils, waiting for an answer impartially.

He was caught off guard by the question because Ji Zhongnian had never thought about this question deeply. Moreover, asking his brain to associate his lover with the word "death" was like a sudden electric shock.

After being stunned for a few seconds, he hesitated a bit when he spoke, and shrugged slightly, "That's it."

Lin Si: "...huh?"

Ji Zhongnian pretended to be relaxed, and pinched his face jokingly: "Then I'll find another one, someone who is gentle, considerate, and understanding. There is no grass anywhere in the world—"

"Hey!"

"Just kidding."

Ji Zhongnian suppressed his smile, and then he became serious. He hugged Lin Si tightly, as if he wanted to melt into his bone marrow: "You are dead, I can't live, how can I find someone else?"

Lin Si was stunned, and he realized that the answer sounded good, but it was not what he wanted.

Master Ji...wouldn't he be able to survive?A biting chill spread over Lin Si's skull.

He didn't answer for a long time, but Ji Zhongnian's answer was like an awl piercing down, making him very sure at this moment: in the world that he can't see after his death, Ji Zhongnian's heart will die with him.

The room was quiet for a while, Ji Zhongnian didn't notice that Lin Si's eyes were red, he still hugged him and said, "Don't worry, I won't let you die before me, then I will definitely not be able to bear it, I will go crazy."

Some kind of uncontrollable liquid gushed out from the corner of Lin Si's eyes, his eyes were sore, and he suddenly sobbed like a bank burst.

Sometimes, he wished that Ji Zhongnian would not love him too much, the deeper he fell, the more painful it would be, no less than his piercing pain.

"What's wrong?" Ji Zhongnian was startled by him.

Lin Si didn't seem to hear, he buried his head down, his shoulders were shaking uncontrollably, and wept hard, like a mentally unstable lunatic.

"Did I say something wrong?" Ji Zhongnian couldn't see that Lin Si was uncomfortable, so he patted Lin Si on the back in a panic and anxiously, giving him comfort, "I was joking with you before, I don't look for others, I just like it You, you will never change for the rest of your life!"

Lin Si grabbed his hand and raised his tearful eyes: "No, don't pay for it for the rest of your life. If I die tomorrow, you will like me until tomorrow... If I die today, you will end up until today... .It has to be like this."

His request was really new, Ji Zhongnian had never seen such a request, so he didn't know whether to call Lin Si stupid or weird.

"Love has a time limit, but the time limit is uncontrollable. Master Lin, do you think I like it if I want to, and I don't like it if I don't like it? Also, don't just keep your mouth shut and die. I said I don't love you." listen."

"I—" Lin Si wanted to speak, but Ji Zhongnian leaned over and kissed him heavily for a long time, which could be regarded as blocking the mouth of this cranky Lin pervert.

The warmth of their lips was very scratchy, and when they parted, they were all gasping for breath because of instability.

Ji Zhongnian rubbed the tip of Lin Si's reddish nose, "Why didn't you think you had well-developed tear glands before? You still like to think about things and things."

Lin Si was a little disappointed, "I know you didn't take my words seriously, but you just listen to me..."

"Listen, I listen to you, ancestor."

"You're perfunctory again."

Ji Zhongnian smiled helplessly, and he was so unhappy that he talked a lot, he actually started to read, "The last time the doctor said that you are in good health, and I am also in good health. We will live a long life and live so long that we don't want to live anymore." until."

We will live a hundred years, until we don't want to live.

——Ji Zhongnian made an impossible oath to Lin Si, as beautiful and fragile as glass.

Lin Si looked at him for a long time before agreeing, "Okay."

*

The winter season is gradually passing, and now it is spring.The master of Huachaiju, who has been active in Ji's family for many years, will provide you with the latest TV drama plot introduction, TV drama diversity plot introduction, movie plot analysis, and star personal information.

In the garden, the vine with white sparrows blooms the most beautifully and flourishes.

White flower vines curled up on the row of corridors, with clusters of calyx bell-shaped flowers hanging down, like hundreds of smart white sparrows perched in the shade of the forest.

Lin Si still loves this sparrow tree. He took two tools and worked with the gardener Awen to carefully trim the branches and leaves of this sparrow tree and play with its shape.

While cutting, someone came up behind him and touched his face, and when he turned his head, he saw Ji Zhongnian with folded arms and raised eyebrows.

"I cut this, does it look good?" Lin Si asked him enthusiastically.

"It's okay," Ji Zhongnian replied, but his eyes glanced at Awen, the little gardener standing next to Lin Si, his cheerful expression gradually changed to thick and cloudy.

He has long been dissatisfied with the gardener, because he can always see Lin Si staying with this guy, and the back view of the two of them trimming the grass side by side is very annoying.

Awen said respectfully, "Second Young Master, hello."

"Ji's has recently developed a golf course that lacks a few lawn mowers—"

Before Ji Zhongnian finished speaking, Lin Si knew what he wanted to do, and quickly stopped him: "Hey, what's the matter, don't bully my teacher."

"teacher?"

"I rely on Awen to teach me a few hands every day. He is my bonsai teacher."

Ji Zhongnian snorted dissatisfiedly, and stared at Awen with a bad expression for half a second. Awen's hairs stood on end, his feet were oiled, and he retreated in a hurry.

Lin Si put down the tools in his hand, and led the jealous Ji Zhongnian back to the house. When he entered the bedroom, Ji Ershao still had a smug face, "You seem to have gotten very close to that gardener recently."

"I learned how to prune potted plants from him, it's fun," Lin Si said with an upright and innocent look.

"Mr. Lin still has this kind of sentiment? Then I will invite a professional teacher to teach you another day."

"No need, it's enough for Awen to teach me, he's a good crafter."

"Him?" Ji Zhongnian's expression was not good, "Oh, is he very good? Isn't he just an ordinary gardener, don't teach you badly."

Lin Si didn't argue with him any longer, he deliberately sniffed the air twice, and leaned over to sniff around Ji Zhongnian, "Strange, do you smell a sour vinegar smell?"

"Stop yelling."

Ji Zhongnian pinned him down on the sofa and tickled him.

Lin Si simply sat down on Ji Zhongnian's lap, and hugged the man's neck stickily, "I'm not embarrassed, I'm just happy, hehe."

Ji Zhongnian turned sideways, opened the drawer of the table next to him, took out a palm-sized box from it, and put it in Lin Si's hand.

"It's for you, open it and have a look." Ji Zhongnian said.

"What is this?" Lin Si asked knowingly.

In fact, for him, this small gift was not a surprise. He had received it from Ji Zhongnian in his previous and previous lives. This was the third time he had received this "surprise".

When it was opened, there was a pair of custom-made earphones inside, with a low-key style and pure white.

Lin Si picked it up and took a closer look. There were two letters engraved on the earphone—"ZN", Ji Ershao was very upset.

Lin Si put the earphones into his ears and tried them on, pretending not to know, and asked, "Z, N, Zhong, Nian, are these your initials?"

"When you cut your flowers and plants in the future, put on these earphones, listen to music more, and talk less to the gardener."

"Pfft!" Lin Si laughed triumphantly, "Of order."

Ji Zhongnian hugged him tightly, put his lips against his ear and said, "There is something I've wanted to say for a long time, just... Lin Si, thank you for falling in love with me. I have a bad temper, and recently I seem to be It's easy to get jealous."

"I've always liked you, not just now." Lin Si recalled the days when he and Ji Zhongnian were pushed and pulled, and suddenly regretted accepting Ji Zhongnian so late in his life.

"I don't just like you, I love you very much."

Ji Zhongnian leaned down, kissed the corner of Lin Si's mouth, and unbuttoned the clothes with his hands.

"Hey! Wait...my earphones are about to fall off!"

The author says:

Second watch.The next chapter is an independent episode, following the previous Zhongnian episode (3)