Full-time spare tire, no love and no love [Transmigration Book]

As the reputation of Huo's Pharmaceuticals fell to the bottom, he was ordered to rectify and fined, and the reputation of scientific researchers such as Lin Yubai was rising day by day. Jiang Meisheng's serial novel "Life-saving Medicine" made more people understand the importance of scientific research. Hard and difficult, there are patients and their families who come to the gate of medical research to send flowers and milk tea.

This day, Jiang Meisheng came to the morning shift with Lin Yubai as usual. After sitting in the office for a while, two cars got into the entrance of the medical research institute.Jiang Meisheng saw from the window that the director took Lin Yubai and the team leader Xu Qing up to greet him.

An elderly man got out of the car, followed by a man in his early thirties.A few middle-aged men got off from the other car. They had their hair combed back, wore shirts and trousers, and wore dark blue suits. They looked like leaders.

The man in his early thirties was Lin Yubai's younger brother Hong Shansi whom Jiang Meisheng had met in Meizhou.So this old man is Lin Yubai's teacher Jiang Congxin?

Director Fang welcomed the group into the R&D building and went upstairs.Jiang Meisheng continued to paint quietly, and it was around eleven o'clock when Hong Shansi appeared at the door of Jiang Meisheng's office, and called shyly, "Zhuoyu Da Da."

Jiang Meisheng laughed and said, "You should call me Jiang Meisheng. What's the matter?"

Hong Shansi brought the complete set of "The Illustrated Book of Sealing Demons" and asked Jiang Meisheng to draw it.

Jiang Meisheng signed it seriously for him, and Hong Shansi was very embarrassed: "Mr. Jiang, why didn't you say that you are Zhuo Yuda?" If I knew that you were my favorite author, I would invite you last time you went to Meizhou time to eat."

"What about eating? There are so many opportunities." Jiang Meisheng asked him curiously, "Is it Mr. Jiang who came here today?"

"Yes, the drug developed by my senior brother has already completed the first phase of clinical trials. The teacher is very concerned about it. Come and have a look. I just came to Yanzhou, so come and see the excitement." Hong Shansi said: "There is a year-end festival abroad recently. I want to invite the teacher to the research and development exchange meeting, and the teacher can bring someone. I reckon he wants to take the brother to go."

"How long will it take?"

"Usually seven days."

Thinking of being separated from Lin Yubai for seven days, Jiang Meisheng felt a little bit reluctant.

Hong Shansi rubbed his hands and asked, "Mr. Jiang, I heard that Director Fang asked you to draw a promotional cartoon for medical research, can I have a look?"

Jiang Meisheng took out the finished figure, and Hong Shansi recognized it at a glance: "This is my senior brother!"

...Is it so obvious?

Jiang Meisheng explained: "There is no prototype, the characters are all fictional."

Hong Shansi snorted, and pointed to a picture made by a family member: "But the necklace he is wearing in this picture is similar to my senior brother's. My senior brother's necklace is said to be given by someone he likes. Who is it?" Not allowed to touch."

Jiang Meisheng: ...Huh?

He stared at Hong Shansi with wide eyes: "What?"

"Didn't my senior brother tell you?" Hong Shansi explained: "When we were studying together, once we played together, he passed out due to hypoglycemia, and we sent him to the hospital, but when he woke up, he couldn't find the necklace. I was so anxious that I pulled out the needle and ran to the court. It was later learned that the nurse was worried about suffocation and took off the necklace.”

"No... you just said that this necklace was given by someone he likes?" Jiang Meisheng couldn't believe it.

"Yes. I heard from Wenxin."

Jiang Meisheng felt confused, didn't he give the necklace by himself?Could it be that the person Yubai likes is himself?

But...but they are both sufferers, what future can they have?

No... The problem is not this, the problem is, once he knows Lin Yubai's intentions, Jiang Meisheng doesn't know how to face Lin Yubai now.

He can't pretend to be a fool to Lin Yubai's intentions, and enjoy his tenderness towards him without paying attention, but how should he respond to Yubai?Want to be lovers with him?But Jiang Meisheng felt terrified at the thought of developing a deep relationship with Lin Yubai.

No matter who he falls in love with, it will turn bad in the end. He doesn't want his relationship with Lin Yubai to become like that with Qu Zhi or Fu Yan.

Maybe Hong Shansi made a mistake?

"Mr. Hong, if Yubai has someone he likes, why is he still single for so many years? Are you and Miss Jiang making a mistake?"

Hong Shansi was also puzzled: "I just heard Wenxin say that he has someone he has loved for many years and never forgets...Maybe it's a mistake."

Jiang Meisheng nodded indiscriminately.Hong Shansi is a bit stubborn.

At noon, Mr. Jiang, Director Fang and several leaders ate in the box. Jiang Meisheng and Hong Shansi were originally sitting at the long table outside the box. After a while, Lin Yubai came out of the box and ordered food to eat with them .

Jiang Meisheng asked, "Why don't you eat with the teacher and the others?"

Lin Yubai smiled: "It's okay, come out to accompany you."

Hong Shansi interrupted: "My senior brother doesn't like that kind of social occasion, and I don't like it either. I'm too tired, so leave it to the teacher."

The three sat at the same table, Hong Shansi suddenly asked: "Brother, did your necklace be given to you by someone you like?"

Jiang Meisheng raised his head immediately, and Lin Yubai happened to be looking at him at this time, their eyes met, and the air was silent for a few seconds.

Lin Yubai picked up a shiitake mushroom and looked at Hong Shansi: "Why are you asking this?"

"You are so precious and that necklace, everyone can see it. I remember that I used to tell me warmly that it was given by someone you like, and I was curious. Teacher Jiang was also curious." Hong Shansi pulled Jiang Meisheng out to stand in line.

Lin Yubai paused and looked at Jiang Meisheng.Hong Shansi became impatient and said, "Why do you keep looking at Mr. Jiang?! Just tell me if it was given by someone you like."

Lin Yubai lowered his eyelids, and said lightly but solemnly: "Yes."

There was a buzzing in Jiang Meisheng's head, his ears rang, and his heart beat like a drum.

The hand holding the chopsticks was trembling slightly.

What's wrong with me?It's just that he learned that the person Lin Yubai likes is himself. Is it necessary to be so shocked?

No... More than shock, Jiang Meisheng couldn't deny that when he learned that the person Lin Yubai had liked for so many years was actually himself, his heart burst into bloom in an instant.

Feeling Lin Yubai's gaze staring at him, Jiang Meisheng didn't even dare to raise his head.

Because he didn't know how to respond.

"Mr. Jiang... What's wrong with you, Mr. Jiang?" Hong Shansi was still chattering: "Mr. Jiang, your face is so pale, are you feeling unwell?"

He stretched out his hand and touched Jiang Meisheng's wrist: "Well, your heart is beating a little fast, did you stay up late last night? Why don't you go and have a look after dinner."

Jiang Meisheng withdrew her hand in a panic, forced a smile and said, "I'm fine, I just didn't have a good rest last night."

Bowing his head to clean up the rice, Jiang Meisheng stood up: "I'm done eating, let's go first."

He picked up the tray and wanted to leave, Lin Yubai stood up and called him, "Brother!"

Jiang Meisheng hurried, Lin Yubai chased him out of the cafeteria.

God assists Hong Shansi with a confused look on his face.

Lin Yubai grabbed Jiang Meisheng's shoulders and pulled him to a secluded place, panting and laughing, "Why is brother running so fast?"

Jiang Meisheng was a little embarrassed, at a loss, and still tried to avoid: "I... didn't hear you calling me. I was in a hurry to go back and draw..."

Lin Yubai laughed, and asked, "Then why doesn't brother dare to look at me?"

Jiang Meisheng glanced at him, the more he tried to calm down, the more flustered he became: "I don't dare to look at you, I'll go first."

Lin Yubai stopped him: "Don't leave. Brother, did you hear what I just said?"

Jiang Meisheng lowered his head and remained silent.

"This necklace was given by someone I like." Lin Yubai untied the plum blossom chain that had been worn around his neck for many years, "I have loved him for many years. Although I know that if I say it, I may lose all friends." Gotta do it, but I think at least let him know."

Jiang Meisheng's mind was in turmoil. For a while, he thought of Lin Yubai holding his hand to draw a portrait on the wall of No. [-] Middle School, and for a while, he thought of Lin Yubai saying "the person I like is very good, kind and gentle", he was very sure I also like Yubai, but how should he respond?

Just being with Yu Bai hastily like this, and then going to the point where they turned against each other like they were with Qu Zhi and Fu Yan?

No, he wants to be friends with Lin Yubai for the rest of his life.

Just keep the original distance, okay?

Jiang Meisheng wiped his eyes and looked at Lin Yubai: "I already know what you mean, but now my mind is in a mess, let me think about it first."

Lin Yubai didn't dare to press too hard, so he could only take a step back: "Okay."

Jiang Meisheng was so upset that she went back to the office to pack her painting tools and notebooks and prepared to go home.Lin Yubai chased after him again, rushed to the door of the office, and asked, "Shall I take you back?"

Jiang Meisheng subconsciously wanted to refuse, but Lin Yubai said, "You are absent-minded now, and I don't worry about going back alone."

Jiang Meisheng walked up to him: "Yubai... I've lived in your house for a long time, and I want to go back to my house for a few days."

Lin Yubai was stunned, and smiled and said: "Brother, can you stop doing this... If you really don't want to accept me, then just pretend I didn't say anything before, okay?"

At the end of his speech, his voice trembled uncontrollably.

Jiang Meisheng shook his head, upset, and the only reason left in his mind told him that this was not Lin Yubai's problem.It was him, deep down, terrified of intimacy.

"Yubai, let me go back and think about it."

Lin Yubai sighed, "Okay, wait for me for a while, I'll borrow a car."

The two of them came together on shared bicycles in the morning. Lin Yubai asked Ling Yuanfang to borrow the bicycle and took Jiang Meisheng to the gate of Jiangjia community.

Jiang Meisheng stood on the side of the road, waving at Lin Yubai, Lin Yubai looked at him for a moment, then suddenly got out of the car, put a scarf around Jiang Meisheng, and said softly: "I believe my brother likes me too, don't lie to yourself Heart. I'll wait for you to return the scarf."

Jiang Meisheng didn't speak, Lin Yubai let go of him, and drove away in the car.

When Jiang Meisheng returned home, he realized that he hadn't been home for a long time, and he didn't even remember bringing the keys.This is great, Jiang Yusheng is still at work, and he doesn't want to go to Lin Yubai's house to get the keys, so he can only sit in front of the house alone, waiting for Jiang Yusheng to come back from get off work.

It was past seven o'clock when Jiang Yusheng returned home.

Seeing a big lump sitting in front of the house, Jiang Yusheng was startled and took two steps back.The voice control light came on, and Jiang Meisheng raised his head in confusion.

Jiang Yusheng was taken aback: "Jiang Meisheng, why are you so scary here?"

Jiang Mei got angry, "Wait for you to come back and open the door, miss."

"How long have you been waiting?" Jiang Yusheng hurried forward and pulled his brother up. His hands were cold. It seemed that Jiang Meisheng had been sitting at the door for a long time.She couldn't help asking: "What are you doing? Sitting at the door waiting for someone, making yourself so pitiful, have you been driven back by Dr. Lin?"

Jiang Meisheng sighed deeply, touched the scarf around his neck, and sat for the whole afternoon. Fortunately, the scarf gave him warmth, but now he didn't know how to respond to the person who gave him this warmth.

"What are you doing? You have a sad face." Jiang Yusheng opened the door and pulled Jiang Meisheng into the house, "What happened?"

Jiang Meisheng shook his head, Hanyu was still a little girl and didn't understand anything, telling her was just one more person to worry about.

He went back to the bedroom, changed into his home clothes, made the bed, and lay down under the covers.

Jiang Yusheng brought out the meals made by his aunt, and went outside Jiang Meisheng's bedroom: "Brother, don't you want to eat dinner?"

Jiang Meisheng lay down and didn't want to move: "Leave me alone for a while."

"Okay. It just so happens that I didn't cook your meals today." While eating, Jiang Yusheng sent a message to Lin Yubai: What's wrong with you and my brother?

Lin Yubai replied in seconds: What's wrong, brother?

Hey... brother brother's screaming is really nasty.

Jiang Yusheng complained in his heart, and typed quickly: When he got home, he was sitting by the door alone, not eating dinner, and he was autistic.

Lin Yubai: How could this be?Otherwise I'll go now.He needs consolation for his illness.

Yun Zhongyu: You first tell me what happened.Did you bully my brother?

Lin Yubai had no choice but to tell the confession.

Jiang Yusheng was dumbfounded.

Yun Zhongyu: So you never confessed to my brother? !You are developing too slowly!

Lin Yubai: My brother is used to avoiding questions, so I confessed because I was afraid of scaring him away.Ask him for me, what is he afraid of?

Yun Zhongyu: OK, don't come here, don't irritate him.

After eating dinner, Jiang Yusheng hiccupped and came to Jiang Meisheng's door: "Jiang Meisheng, I'm going in."

She walked into the bedroom and turned on the light. Jiang Meisheng frowned and covered his eyes with his elbow: "Jiang Yusheng, what are you doing?"

"Why did Dr. Lin confess to you and scare you like this?" Jiang Yusheng lay on the side of the bed, staring at his brother: "Could it be that you are afraid of getting pregnant?"

Jiang Mei was helpless, and squinted at her: "I just... don't know how to face him. I like him too, but I'm really afraid that if I can't handle my relationship with him, it will make us go our separate ways. .I don't want to lose him, you understand?"

Jiang Yusheng didn't understand: "You are too delicate, I don't understand your artist's twists and turns. All I know is that even if you don't accept him, there are plenty of people who like him. He can't be single all the time. of."

Jiang Meisheng is autistic.

Although he used to always think, just like this, to be friends with Yubai for life, but can they really stay the same?When Yubai has his own family, he will definitely spend more time with his partner. By then, he will no longer be Lin Yubai's most important friend.

Jiang Mei felt uncomfortable.

He couldn't ask Lin Yubai to never change just because he was afraid of intimacy.

Jiang Yusheng kindly advised: "Brother, don't worry about it so much for now, get up and eat first."

Jiang Meisheng was persuaded to get up by her, and took a few mouthfuls of food in front of Lin Yubai's photo. Although his stomach was not full, he had lost his appetite.

After eating, Jiang Yusheng pulled him to watch TV together, chatting while watching.As a science student, Jiang Yusheng believes that everything in the world is like solving a problem, just find the only correct path and walk through it, so she really can't understand Jiang Meisheng's twists and turns.

Since I like Dr. Lin, why don't I want to fall in love with him?Why are you afraid of falling in love?Isn't it just a love affair?Just break up if we can't agree!

"Why are you afraid? What is there to be afraid of?"

Jiang Meisheng is also confident: "Some people are afraid! Just like I have been bullied by the Internet, so I am afraid of going online, and I have been scumbags, so I am afraid of falling in love. What is so difficult to understand? I know this too Not good, but this is not something you can really overcome by just saying that you work hard to overcome it lightly. Just like you know that there are no ghosts in the world, aren't you still afraid of ghosts?"

Fine, Teacher Jiang not only failed to convince his brother, but was about to be persuaded by him.

Jiang Yusheng scratched his head and sighed in defeat: "Oh, I really can't help you this time."

The two were relatively silent, only watching TV.It was almost eleven o'clock when Jiang Meisheng's cell phone rang, and it was Lin Yubai.

[Brother, I'm downstairs with you, do you have time to come down? 】

Jiang Meisheng walked downstairs slowly.

Lin Yubai was wearing a thick windbreaker, standing in the night waiting for Jiang Meisheng, with a food bag in his hand.

He handed the things to Jiang Meisheng: "Did you not eat anything tonight? I bought you octopus balls."

Not to mention, when Jiang Meisheng saw Lin Yubai, his appetite surged and his stomach was rumbling.He was a little embarrassed, took the food bag, and poked the octopus balls with a stick.

Lin Yubai pulled him to the leisure area in the community, and found a bench to sit down.

Seeing Lin Yubai's lonely face, Jiang Meisheng felt guilty: "I'm sorry, Yubai, if you liked a normal person, it would definitely not be like this now..."

Jiang Meisheng knew his problem, because he was afraid of the end, so he didn't start at all, and because he was afraid of the flowers withering, he simply refused the flowers to bloom.But as he himself said, knowing the problem may not necessarily solve it. If psychological problems were so easy to solve, there would not be so many psychologists.

Lin Yubai held Jiang Meisheng's hand, warmed him by surprise, and shook his head with a smile: "A normal person? Actually, everyone has a little problem. Actually, I have it too. I'm busy with work. If I fall in love with someone else, maybe I will be complained that I don’t have time to accompany me. Besides, I don’t want to fall in love with others, but I just think it’s unacceptable.”

He looked at Jiang Meisheng: "You don't need to feel guilty for not being able to respond to me, liking you is my own thing."

Jiang Meisheng sighed, Lin Yubai was so kind that he made himself feel so guilty.

"I'll go abroad for an exchange with my teacher tomorrow, and I'll be back in about a week." Lin Yubai's meaning was very clear, and Jiang Meisheng had to think about it this week.

"Then you have to pay attention to safety."

That night, Jiang Meisheng had a dream. He dreamed that when he was a child, he was practicing riding a bicycle downstairs, and was chased by the neighbor's pet dog. As a result, he fell and broke his knee.

His mother carried him to the health center to apply medicine, and bought him a cute bear doll on the way back.

The little Jiang Meisheng lay on her mother's back and whispered, "Dogs hate..."

Mom comforted him with a smile: "The dog wants to play with you."

"But it's so fierce, it keeps attacking me... Anyway, I don't want to play with it." After thinking for a while, Xiao Jiang Meisheng announced: "I don't want to ride a bicycle anymore, I will fall."

"If you learn it, you won't wrestle again."

"Anyway, I don't want to learn it. I can wrestle and it hurts."

"Then you don't know how to ride a bicycle, how will you go to school in the future?"

"Mom sent me."

"But mother and father will leave you sooner or later."

"Can't you not leave me?" Xiao Jiangmei put her arms around her mother's neck in vain, and clung to her mother's back coquettishly.

Mom laughed, hugged him to her chest, and nodded his forehead: "You little squeamish."

The dream ended here. When Jiang Meisheng woke up, he didn't know why he suddenly remembered something so long ago.He even wondered if it really happened that he was chased by a dog while practicing cycling?

Maybe I missed my mother.

Jiang Yusheng went to work in the morning, Jiang Meisheng had breakfast facing Lin Yubai's photo, wrote [-] words, and tidied up his father's paintings.

There is a box in the corner of the study, which was moved from the previous home.Jiang Meisheng flipped through it casually, and saw a little bear.

The little bear is a bit old, the hair on the back of his head is bald, and he is wearing a floral skirt.Jiang Meisheng thought about it for a while. This skirt seemed to be designed by Qu Zhi when he was a child. His mother bought the fabric and made clothes with the two children.

Thinking of the days when he was with his mother in the past, Jiang Meisheng felt heartwarming.

This little bear has a name, Meimei.

At night, I still have to sleep with Meimei in my arms.

Mom put him to sleep and told him the story of little bear Meimei:

Once upon a time there was a little bear named Meimei, who was the bravest and kindest bear in the world.

One day, Little Bear was walking in the forest and met a little rabbit.The little rabbit said: "Little bear, little bear, let's play together."

Little Bear said, "Okay."

Little Bear and Little Rabbit are good friends, picking flowers and honey together in the forest every day.One day, the little rabbit met a sika deer, so he left the little bear.

Bear lost his best friend and his heart broke a notch.

One day, Little Bear met a little pony by the river, and the little pony said, "Little Bear, little bear, let's be friends."

Little Bear said, "Okay."

The little bear and the little pony have become good friends and race and run in the forest every day.One day, the little pony told the little bear that he was going far away and would never come back.

The foal leaves the bear.

Little Bear lost another good friend, and his heart was broken again.

One day, little bear met a very beautiful crane, and the crane was lying on the ground, dying.

Little Bear asked him, "Little Crane, what's wrong with you?"

The little crane said: "When I was flying in the sky, I was shot by poachers. They broke my heart. Now, my heart is not complete, and I am going to die."

Little Bear felt sorry for him. He took out his broken heart and put it together with Little Crane's heart.

Something magical happened and their hearts merged into one whole heart.

After that, Little Bear and Little Crane became best friends. They share a heart and are inseparable every day.

Jiang Meisheng recalled that he once drew this little story into a painting, and that Qu Zhi had designed beautiful clothes for Little Bear.

He remembered that his mother touched his head after telling the story and said: "Little bear is very brave, because he is never afraid of setbacks, never afraid of losing, so he finally made a good friend."

Jiang Meisheng was confused and asked her mother, "What about me? Am I brave? Can I make good friends?"

Mother hugged him and kissed his little cheek: "It would be better if you were a little braver."

Jiang Meisheng remembered the past, looked at the little bear in his hand, and smiled with a complicated mood.