Miss Tsushima

What is love?

The so-called love is nothing but a sense of stability and security, hoping to be with someone for a long time, right?

But what is stability and security?

Dazai didn't understand.

The more beautiful the existence, the more frightening it will be. Only in the moment of life and death wandering, in front of Tsushima Hiiragi who is also not a "normal" existence, can he feel calm and safe.

"The more people fear people, the more they want to see hideous monsters with their own eyes." (Note [-])

Occasionally, Dazai would suddenly think of Tsushima Hiiragi's face when the two gangs were fighting each other, amid flashes of light, explosions, machine gun fire, screams and wailing.

He stood in the middle of the explosion, stepped on the cracked ground, and watched his subordinates deal with it expressionlessly.

The bullet whizzed past the cheeks, and the sound of the explosion tore the fragile nerves, like fireworks, red and yellow interlaced, emitting a dazzling light.

In the blink of an eye, amidst the hail of bullets, he thought of Tsushima Hiiragi gently holding his wrist and leading him forward.

The day she brought herself home was two years ago.

Tsushima Hiiragi's fingers were cold, resting on his wrist, and his eyes followed the figure in front of him aimlessly.

The shadow cast by her thin figure was stretched long, surrounding him and his shadow.

He was playing the game of stepping on the shadow, stepping hard on the shadow that should be the position of the woman's head, and holding his woman's figure in a big stride, he held the soft and cold hand tightly, shaking it deliberately go.

The woman looked back at him helplessly, her eyes were full of tolerance, she looked at Osamu Dazai lovingly as if looking at her own child.

she says:"……"

what did she say?

Dazai wiped away the blood running down his cheek with his thumb, thinking,

"Hey, bastard mackerel, why are you in a daze, are you crazy?" Seeing that the bullet was about to punch through the madman who was in a daze at the scene of the fight, Zhong Yuanzhong also manipulated the gravity to change the bullet's route.

crazy?He must be crazy, he thought.

Nakahara never felt that Osamu Dazai was normal, but he has become more and more sick recently, and he actually started to be dazed during the mission, which is obviously abnormal.

As a candidate for a cadre, if he died in a daze during the mission and was hit by a stray bullet, wouldn't that be too embarrassing for Mafia at the port?

Although he didn't know what happened to him, Zhong Yuanzhong, who was naturally worried, also became worried.

He told Koyo Ozaki about his worries.

The woman in a gorgeous kimono shook her red wine glass, smiling and covered half of her face with the wide sleeves of her kimono, "Ah, maybe Dazai-kun has a sweetheart, isn't it?"

Sweetheart?This word made Zhongyuan Zhong also excited.

Imagine Osamu Dazai has a woman he likes, every day because she doesn't think about food and tea, Nakahara Nakahara also gets goose bumps.

Hey, impossible impossible.

Will Osamu Dazai like someone?

Chuya Nakahara complained that even I, a poet, like a person more realistically than Osamu Dazai.

But when Osamu Dazai was in a daze during the mission again, and was almost slashed by the enemy, Zhongya Nakahara pulled him back, but he fell to the ground with too much force.

A photograph fell out from under his baggy black overcoat.

It was a photo of Dazai Osamu and a person, it should be a woman, standing in the shade of flowers, her face is blurred, wearing a dark green simple and elegant kimono, her hair is coiled up, her demeanor is very dignified and beautiful.

Nakahara only had time to take a look, saw a white and small chin, Dazai Osamu hurriedly grabbed the photo, and rudely stuffed it back into his inner pocket.

In that photo, the curvature of the smile of the woman who couldn't see her face clearly seemed familiar...

But it can be crumpled up and put back into the clothes. It's impossible to do this to the photo of the person you like, right?

Forget it, let's not think about these things for now, in short, Osamu Dazai was lonely, and Nakahara Chuka put aside the doubts in his heart for the time being, and concentrated on dealing with the enemy facing him.

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Dazai Osamu's anomaly, even Nakahara Chu has noticed it, and Mori Ogai has also noticed it a long time ago.

After being summoned, Osamu Dazai came to the chief's office. Two bodyguards who were nearly two meters tall outside the door immediately bowed to him.

In Mori Ogai's office, Mori Ogai sat on a chair, propped his chin and waited for Osamu Dazai.

On the table in front of him, there were many photos from different angles, all of which were taken by Tsushima Hiiragi without exception.

"Dazai-kun, do you have anything to explain to me about you?"

Mori Ogai smiled and entered the topic straightforwardly.

"No, it's just like what you investigated, Mr. Sen."

"Is it true that you fell in love with this woman?" Mori Ogai clicked on the photo with the tip of his pen.

"Yes."

Osamu Dazai tilted his head and smiled, and admitted decisively.

"Oh? Is that so? Then how much are you infatuated with her?"

Mori Ogai turned the office chair and turned his back to Osamu Dazai, as if he was thinking about something.

"I think..." Osamu Dazai smiled brightly, "Is it to the point that you can't live without her?"

Can't live without her, meaning if this woman is there, can he live?Mori Ogai didn't ask, and tapped the armrest of the chair lightly with his fingers.

Ogai Mori and Osamu Dazai are a community of destiny. Regardless of the future, the current Ogai Mori is tied to Osamu Dazai, and the power left by the previous leader has not been completely absorbed by him. Now Ogai Dazai can prove that the legacy of the previous leader Nothing can happen if there are no witnesses for him.

But Osamu Dazai is a restless person.

Mori Ogai has been lining up people to protect him in secret. Of course, there is nothing wrong with calling it surveillance.

Dazai "accidentally" fell into the water, and these people rescued him. They were responsible for these things. Osamu Dazai knew about it, and he did not respond to these people who were spying on him.

Mori Ogai often feels that he is precocious like a monster who doesn't care about everything.

He mobilized these people and sent them to protect a woman, Mori Ogai found it incredible, would Osamu Dazai fall in love with humans?

Or, was this something he did on purpose?

What good would it do him to make Mori Ogai think he liked a woman?No, if it was Dazai, would it be so obvious that he liked someone?Or……

So what is his purpose?No, he should have guessed that, as the leader, he must be suspicious of his performance, so his purpose is...

Confess, and let him send people to protect that woman?

He handed over his weaknesses and handles to Mori Ogai, which was also important news for him, and Osamu Dazai was willing to disclose it to him.

quid pro quo.

Mori Ogai understood.

Osamu Dazai knew that he was living under strict surveillance, and Mori Ogai would always know what he was doing, so it was better to be honest and ask Mori Ogai to help him protect this woman.

Dazai at this moment is very important to Mori Ogai, and he knows it himself, so he told Mori Ogai in such a roundabout way that Dazai Osamu can live until the day when he has no interest in Tsushima Hiiragi.

Osamu Dazai can't have an accident at this moment, this is the prerequisite for everything, for this, Mori Ogai can meet his condition at all costs.

But, does Osamu Dazai really like her so much that he can't live without her?

Mori Ogai thought, no, he is just very interested in this woman at the moment, like a child who is having fun and doesn't want to lose the toy in the middle of the game, so he hugs her tightly and doesn't let go.

"..."

"I understand what you mean, Dazai-kun." Mori Owai turned around and looked at Dazai with a smile, "Our port mafia is not such an impersonal organization."

"It won't interfere with your private affairs, and it's no big deal that you like this young lady."

When Dazai Osamu walked out of the office door, Mori Ogai's expression darkened.

Osamu Dazai's speculation about his psychology was very accurate, and the plan was seamless. If it was normal, Mori Ogai would definitely send someone to protect Tsushima Hiiragi, and everything went according to Osamu Dazai's ideas.

However, Osamu Dazai missed a point.

Mori Ogai picked up the phone and turned the dial. After a while, he put it down again and picked up the phone. Alice beside him watched his movements expressionlessly.

If Mori Ogai didn't know Tsushima Hiiragi, all of this would go according to Dazai Osamu's plan.

But, by the way.

While talking on the phone, Mori Ogai threw the photos on the table into the trash can.

A person without any desire to "live", and a person yearning for eternal sleep, collide with each other, but can they support each other and live for each other?

It was too funny, Mori Ogai knew that he couldn't let Osamu Dazai go on like this.

When you fall in love with Tsushima Hiiragi, it is tantamount to self-destruct.