President Qi, I don't despise you

更新时间：2019-11-1420:58:22

The clothes were taken off, and the injury on the shoulder was more obvious. The right shoulder was obviously higher than the left one.

Song Yi didn't dare to raise his head to meet the man's eyes, "Sit over here."

Cang Ye said in a calm voice that he took out the medicine for traumatic injuries from the medicine box, and it smelled a bit offensive. He poured some and put it on his hands. He rubbed his hands to heat them and put them on Song Yi's shoulders. Song Yi's aching muscles trembled.

This kind of medicated oil has to be pushed away to be effective, Cangye didn't care whether it hurt or not, and raised his hand to massage the wound.

It hurts, it really hurts, every time the gun is fired, the recoil will shock the shoulders, once or twice, ten times or eight times it doesn't feel anything, but a thousand bullets are a thousand times.

The shoulders hurt so bad even if they were touched, but Song Yi still gritted his teeth and remained silent.

Cangye watched him endure with clenched fists, and his heart became even more inexplicably angry, and the strength in his hands did not stop at all.

Song Yi finally couldn't help but let out a cry, and Cang Ye quietly took back some strength.

"Do you know it hurts now?"

Aoye's voice was still icy.

"understood."

I don't know if it really hurts too much, and there is a hint of mist in the voice.

Cangye knew that he couldn't be soft-hearted this time, so he dared to go to the training ground without saying a word?Does he know where that is? "Don't go next time."

Cangye said calmly, "No, I said that I will protect you in the future, how can I become stronger and protect you if I don't?"

Song Yi was unusually persistent about this point.

"I don't need your protection."

Why can't I explain to him that he doesn't need his protection, it was indeed his wishful thinking before, and he never regretted saving him in Qiushui Mountain Villa last time, even in this situation now, he didn't take it to make him feel guilty Come and tie him.

In Cangye's view, Song Yi went to training now, threatened to protect him and take care of him, all because of guilt in his heart, and because he didn't want to look directly at the "incompetent" he once was.

, he felt that as long as he was good at his skills, he wouldn't have saved his life with Cang Ye last time, so he was very persistent in practicing his skills.

Song Yi's smoke ring from the pain just now was a little red, but after hearing what he said, he felt a little emotionally broken for some reason.

Regardless, he turned around and hugged him, his voice choked up, "I'm going to protect you, I'm going to protect you, why don't you believe me, I know I hurt you deeply before, I deserve it now, but I I really fall in love with you, hiccup, Cangye, I really fall in love with you."

Song Yi's head fell into Cang Ye's arms. At first, his voice was choked up, but he couldn't control his emotions as he spoke. Later, he simply didn't want to lose face, and let out his uncontrollable crying mixed with sincere emotions. come out.

Cangye was also shocked by his reaction, hugged tightly by him, listening to his tearful voice, it would be a lie to say that he didn't feel distressed.

This person was once regarded by him as the only light in his life, and he would not hesitate to let him die immediately for him. It's not that he didn't see what he did these days, but he just didn't want to believe it.

In other words, he didn't want to believe that he was really sincere. He took out his heart and soul, wishing he could give him a good word, but when he saved him, he only had half his life left. It is also impossible to get him to treat each other wholeheartedly while keeping him behind all the time like before.

So what if he is sincere?How long can such feelings last?How long can he persist in taking care of his half-disabled body every day?He deliberately didn't want to think about these things. How many years had he begged for the days before him?To live like this is to earn a day.

"You said you fell in love with me, how long can this love last?"

Cangye stared blankly ahead and sighed.

Before Song Yi could reply, he said again, "You know, even if I never get you, I don't want to accept any pity and guilt from you."

"And I'm not the Cangye you knew before, I can't do many things.

I can't accompany you to climb mountains, I can't accompany you to many places, and I don't even know when I won't be able to walk anymore. "

"How long can you take care of me like this every day? I don't want to see you tell me one day that you regret it."

Cangye's voice didn't show any ups and downs, and there wasn't even any emotion in it. It just spoke slowly in a low voice, as if explaining the truth to an ignorant child, telling everything that might happen in the future.

Every word Cang Ye said cut into Song Yi's heart like a knife. He even felt a little cold when he heard the words behind him. There is nothing that Aoye can't solve.

But now such a person is saying that he has no way to go out with him to do what he wants to do, and he dare not face himself who regrets it many years later.

Why is he afraid to face himself, maybe his most real thought now is not to delay him.

He doesn't want to wait anymore, he wants to tell him clearly now "Cang Ye, you should know who I am best, if it's just because of guilt, I won't leave the current chaotic situation of the Song family behind, and go all the way with Shen Yan They ran to country M to find you.

I am very selfish, I always think of myself first, but this time I still want to be selfish again, I want to stay by your side selfishly.

I selfishly want you to continue to love me after I have hurt you so much, because I am really in love with you. "

Tears were left in Song Yi's eyes, but he still smiled and looked at the person opposite. He really wanted to be selfish once more, and continue like this for the rest of his life.

This is the second time hearing him say that he loves him, Aoye sighed.

"I don't care if you can accompany me to many places. I will take you wherever you want to go in the future. If you can go, I will walk with you slowly. If you can't, I will carry you to where you want to go. ,OK?"

Cangye couldn't bear to watch the man's tears fall in big drops, so he should give himself a chance to get the warmth he longed for half his life.

Cang Ye raised his hand to help him gently wipe the tears on his face, and said softly, "Okay, if you want to stay, you can stay."

Song Yi opened his eyes wide, and even looked at him in disbelief.

"You, are you serious?"

Song Yi held his arm tightly and said, "Well, just try it, if one day you feel tired, tell me, I"

Before he finished speaking, Song Yi blocked what he was about to say with his lips, because there would never be such a day.

[The author has something to say:] The two finally got together, Mr. Cang is actually not unbelief, but the collection of comments in the comment area that he is no longer confident and thinks about Yun Xiaopang next door