President Qi, I don't despise you

更新时间：2019-11-2720:27:44

"I don't need you to save me, I can't die if I avoid the danger, but you are different."

Shen Yan's voice sounded harsh, he couldn't watch him fall in front of him again, he would go crazy.

Hearing his words, Qi Muye froze there with a pale face, he didn't need his help, he couldn't die without him, he was just adding to the burden.

The young man's words echoed in his ears over and over again, and his tinnitus gradually became so severe that he could only see the young man's mouth opening and closing, but he couldn't hear what he was saying, but the slightly cold and decisive expression still hurt his eyes.

His chest tightened intermittently, his chest was beating violently, his lips were stained dark purple, he wanted to raise his hand to press his chest, but he had no strength at all, he closed his eyes weakly, neither wanting to listen nor to look.

The detector beside the bed flashed red light and screamed piercingly. Shen Yan woke up like a dream. Seeing the person on the bed with his eyes closed panicked, the doctor rushed in quickly, and he was squeezed behind the crowd. The nurse closed the door .

What did he just say?He couldn't even believe that he was the one who said such ignorant words, he was blaming a person who risked his life to protect him, Shen Yan raised his hand and slapped himself, and the people in the corridor looked sideways at him frequently.

The waiting time was extremely long. When the doctor opened the door and came out, Shen Yan's knees were weak. He was afraid of hearing bad news, "Doctor, how is he?"

The attending doctor in his 50s pushed his eyes, "He had a heart attack, and the blood loss itself caused a heavy burden on his heart, so he can't be stimulated anymore, please take care of his family members, he should be awake, you go in Bar."

Shen Yan pressed his hand on the doorknob, a little afraid to go in, hesitating for a long time before pushing the door open, the person on the bed closed his eyes with a gray face, half of his face was buried in the shadow, he looked exhausted Great, he only opened his eyes when he heard the door open.

Shen Yan met those exhausted eyes, and rubbed against his bed, wanting to apologize but didn't know what to say, lowered his head, not daring to look at him, and tentatively grabbed him with the blood oxygen clip attached. hands, the tentacles are cold.

"I, I didn't mean that."

A dry voice squeezed out of his throat,

"I'm tired these days, go back and rest."

Slowly relieved the throbbing pain in his chest, and broke out in a cold sweat, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength to say a word, and he barely opened his eyelids, saw the young man who was at a loss in front of him who had lost a lot of weight, and said a word to him with effort.

He believed that Shen Yan had no other intentions, but it would be a lie if he didn't feel sad when he heard such a sentence.Yes, without him, Shen Yan might not be able to do anything, but he still didn't dare to bet, but if he said such words nakedly, no one would care less.

But, fortunately, fortunately, he is fine, isn't it, how much difference does one more shot or one less shot make in one's own body?

Qi Muye always has a rationality beyond ordinary people. He has seen Shen Yan's emotional depression these days. The inside faces the patient and the disinfectant.

If Shen Yan was at a loss just now, he was really panicked now, he didn't dare to guess what Qi Muye meant by "tired", but he really expressed it by letting him go.

"I won't go, I'm sorry, I was wrong just now, I shouldn't have said that, me, can you not let me go? I promise I won't say that again, I don't want to go, can you let me guard you, please?" I'll be watching you outside the door."

Shen Yan's eyes were red, and he half-kneeled in front of the hospital bed, speaking incoherently, with his head down like an abandoned puppy, he was afraid that he would be really sad and drive him away.

Hearing this crying voice, Qi Muye couldn't bear it, so he raised his hand and stroked his hair, sighing softly, knowing that if he didn't make it clear, it would be a knot in his heart.

In the past two days, Shen Yan's mood has been not right, he pushed himself too hard, he understands his guilt, and faintly knows that he still has something in his heart, but it's not a problem to continue like this, he must let himself go first. Find the exit.

"Xiaoyan, do you know the value of health?"

The hoarse voice drifted low into Shen Yan's ears, and he understood it.Even if he avoids the vital point, he will still be injured, and if he misses the heart, he will definitely be injured in the pronation, and no one can say for sure how he will recover.

"But you can't take risks, just in case, just in case"

Shen Yan couldn't continue, he understood what he meant, he might not die from the injury, but he was definitely seriously injured, in the eyes of that person, his body might be worse when he was shot, but he would be intact .

"I'm still alive, Xiaoyan, don't be afraid, I said I'll be with you."

Knowing what he was afraid of, she shook his hand hard to comfort him.

Shen Yan didn't know what to say, he just lowered his head and his eyes were red, refusing to say anything.

"I haven't rested here these days, okay, go back and have a good sleep, huh?"

Qi Muye calmed down and persuaded him softly.

"I do not go."

The young man quickly raised his head like a conditioned reflex, staring at him with red and bloodshot eyes.

"Be obedient, go out and relax. Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll be here waiting for you to come back."

The young man was indeed too nervous, there was no benefit in staying in the hospital, Qi Muye tried his best to maintain his spirit and told him.

In the end, Shen Yan couldn't get him to go out. He left the hospital alone without driving. He walked along the street and entered a quiet coffee shop. He ordered a cup of coffee without sugar, and sat by the window to watch quietly. People come and go.

The quiet piano music flowed quietly, slowly forgetting the great changes in the past few days, and a wry smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Sure enough, he has someone he cares about. He has experienced a lot of hijackings of this level. Except for the nervousness of the first mission, being shot and killing people are considered commonplace in his eyes.

It's not that there have been comrades who fell by his side, he was sad, but he was never as afraid of losing someone as he was at that time.Worrying about gains and losses these days is not like himself anymore, he once again admires that person's wisdom, and he may have seen clearly his own state a long time ago.So you shouldn't let him down, right?

Some afternoons, Shen Yan drank coffee, drove to the largest amusement park, played all the exciting events with VIP tickets, and shouted loudly in the air. When his legs stepped on the ground again, he felt that he was alive again. coming.

[The author has something to say:]

President Qi is strong except physically, he can be the spiritual pillar supporting Yan Gouzi

A weak body does not affect a strong mind

Yan Gouzi speaks unscrupulously, but he still thinks about him and plans for him.