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On the drive back, Liang Yushu kept thinking about Fang Yi's words.As we all know, most of the words spoken by the rival in love are to sow discord, and the credibility is not high.

However, Yan Qinsheng seemed to have something to hide from him, and kept silent about his past. This is what Liang Yushu felt uneasy about.

Of course he was willing to trust Yan Qinsheng, and firmly believed that his vision of seeing people would not make mistakes.Although he really wanted to know everything about Yan Qinsheng, he only wanted to hear Yan Qinsheng's confession, and the information he obtained from other people's mouths was not very credible.

Liang Yushu returned home full of worries, and it happened that Yan Qinsheng had also prepared a meal and came out of the kitchen with the dishes.

"Mr. Liang, you are back." He put the dishes on the living room dining table, and turned back to the kitchen to serve the meal.

In the afternoon, Yan Qinsheng went to the barber shop on the street and spent 20 yuan to cut his hair. He didn't spend much effort on styling, but simply cut it short, which made people feel refreshed and refreshed.

There was the rest of the money and a supermarket shopping list on the table, and Yan Qinsheng came over with the bowl and chopsticks, "I spent 20 yuan on a haircut today, and I will pay you back when I get back to work."

Liang Yushu looked at the money on the table and felt ashamed. Yan Qinsheng was a person who kept accounts for every dollar spent by others, but because of Fang Yi's malicious provocative words, he started thinking wildly.

Liang Yushu took out his ID and mobile phone from his purse and put them in front of Yan Qinsheng, "I'll ask you to come back. See if there are a lot of things missing."

"Thank you." Yan Qinsheng picked up the things and found that Liang Yushu even wanted to return his salary card.He sighed helplessly, and he clearly said that he didn't want the money from Fang Yi, but in the end it was returned to him.

"What's wrong?" Liang Yushu asked him.

"It's nothing." Yan Qinsheng put his salary card and ID card into his pocket, bowed his head and ate in silence.

Liang Yushu asked him, "What time does your night school start and end?"

"From six to nine in the evening, all day on weekends."

Liang Yushu nodded, "Okay, I will pick you up every day in the future, so I can feel more at ease."

Yan Qinsheng was very sorry, "I really don't need Mr. Liang, you are already busy with business in the store, and you have to take Xiao Mu to and from school every day, and you can't leave the child alone at home at night. I am so old, and I travel by subway. Nothing will happen."

Speaking of Xiao Mu, Liang Yushu was indeed a little embarrassed. He propped his forehead and let out a long sigh, feeling weak all over for the first time.

"Then you...be more careful at ordinary times, and call me immediately if there is anything you can't solve."

Yan Qinsheng nodded, "I will."

Seeing his stupid appearance, Liang Yushu didn't know if he understood what he said, so he still felt somewhat uneasy.

He repeatedly warned himself not to treat Yan Qinsheng too harshly, and raised his hand to touch Yan Qinsheng's face.

"I have to start a new job tomorrow, so go to bed early at night, and don't play too late with Xiao Mu."

The next day, Liang Yushu personally drove Yan Qinsheng to work.

Although the salary of this company is not as high as that given by Fang Yi, the treatment is not bad. Liang Yushu and the leader are friends and have greeted him beforehand, so Yan Qinsheng's work is very smooth. Nothing bad happened.

After get off work, Yan Qinsheng took the lost and recovered salary card to the bank to withdraw money, intending to return the medical expenses to Liang Yushu, then went to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables, and made a hearty meal to welcome Xiao Mu back home.

Xiao Mu returned home from school without losing her schoolbag, ran to the kitchen and hugged Yan Qinsheng's leg, "Brother Qin Sheng, you really live in our house!"

"Yeah, I might disturb you and Dad for a while, and I'll go out and find a house to live in after I get a stable job." Yan Qinsheng put the children's steak into the frying pan and turned it over with a shovel.

"There is a lot of oily smoke in the kitchen. You go to the room to do your homework. I will call you when the meal is ready."

Xiao Mu blinked her big eyes and looked up at him, then nodded obediently: "Okay."

After dinner was ready, Yan Qinsheng stood by the dining table and called out, "It's time to eat."

Xiao Mu quickly ran out of the room, sat on a chair and ate the children's steak she had been thinking about.

"Come out for dinner, Mr. Liang." Yan Qinsheng walked through the corridor to the door of Liang Yushu's room, and saw him staring solemnly at the money beside the bed.

"Mr. Liang, these are the money for medical treatment and the money you have recently used. You can count them to see if they are right. If there is less, I will make up for you." Yan Qinsheng explained.

Liang Yushu got up and walked in front of him, "Do you have to be so alien to me?"

"It's not a matter of seeing outsiders." Yan Qinsheng felt Liang Yushu's displeasure and shook his hands again and again, then lowered his head and fiddled with the small pocket on the apron uneasily, "We always have to pay back the money owed to others."

"Others..." Liang Yushu grabbed Yan Qinsheng's shoulder nervously and asked, "Tell me honestly, are you planning to leave, and you will leave me after using me?"

Yan Qinsheng's shoulder hurt a little from being pinched by him, he took a step back and leaned against the door, looking at Liang Yushu anxiously, he didn't understand why Mr. Liang, who had always been calm and gentle, suddenly acted so agitated.

"I'm sorry to scare you." Liang Yushu restrained his emotions a little, and relaxed the strength in his hands.Although he was very reluctant to admit it, Fang Yi's words still pierced his heart.

He didn't fall asleep all night last night, not because he was afraid of Yan Qinsheng cheating money, but because he was worried that he would become the second Fang Yi, who gave everything but couldn't even keep himself alone.

Liang Yushu pulled Yan Qinsheng's arm into the room, then closed the door and pushed him against the door, "You want to move out?"

"I've always planned to go out and live when my job is stable. I can't always live here with you and disturb you and Xiao Mu." Yan Qinsheng replied truthfully.

When he thought of Liang Yushu pouring out his precious coffee with regret, he felt very sorry. As long as he stayed in this room for one more day, Liang Yushu would even give up his leisure hobbies.

"I want you to stay." Liang Yushu's eyes were extremely sincere.

"But Mr. Liang, you know that I..."

Liang Yushu interrupted him: "Don't leave me a chance, Qin Sheng, don't you think this is too cruel?"

It was the first time that someone used the word "cruel" to describe him, and Yan Qinsheng was slightly taken aback.cruel?That's right, he owed Liang Yushu too much unknowingly, and he got the money but not the favor.

"Let's go out to eat, Xiao Mu is still outside alone." Liang Yushu let go of him, opened the door and went to the living room.

Today's dinner was very silent, Liang Yushu, who is always funny, didn't speak, and the atmosphere in the room seemed particularly dull.Yan Qinsheng just buried his head in picking up a small ball of white rice in the bowl, like a suffering little daughter-in-law.Liang Yushu couldn't stand it anymore, so he picked up a bunch of vegetables and put them in his bowl.

After dinner, Yan Qinsheng silently cleaned up the dishes, cleaned the house, and then went to Xiaomu's room to check her homework.

Xiao Mu lay on the desk and tilted her head to look at him, "Brother Qin Sheng, did you quarrel with Dad?"

"No." Yan Qinsheng smiled slightly, took the homework book and continued to check the homework.

"But Dad is angry." Xiao Mu sat up straight, and put her two little hands in the shape of claws next to her mouth. "When Dad gets angry, he will turn into a big fire-breathing monster."

Yan Qinsheng couldn't help laughing, and rubbed her head with his hand, "How can you say that about Mr. Liang, he is a very good father, don't be ignorant of your blessings."

"You always say that Dad is a very good person, so why don't you like him?"

Yan Qinsheng froze his smile, stared blankly at the homework for a moment, and then said softly: "Xiao Mu, my heart has been eaten by a real monster, so I can't fall in love with your father."

"But Dad likes you very much." Xiao Mu hugged Yan Qinsheng's arm with her small hands, and leaned forward with a flushed face, "I also like Brother Qinsheng."

Hearing the sweet voice of the little girl, Yan Qinsheng felt soft in his heart. He glanced at the small alarm clock on the desk and urged softly: "It's getting late, please correct the questions I circled. Tell me, after finishing writing, take a shower and go to bed obediently."

"Okay." Xiao Mu grabbed the pencil and continued to struggle with the arithmetic problem.

Xiao Mu dawdled in the room doing homework, Yan Qinsheng took the time to go to the bathroom to fill the bathtub with hot water before calling her, Xiao Mu stepped on her little pink strawberry slippers and slapped on the floor to take a bath in the bathroom.

Children are playful and like splashing in the water, so Yan Qinsheng waited patiently in the living room for Xiao Mu to come out of the shower and blow-dry her hair before hugging her to bed and telling two bedtime stories.

After Xiao Mu fell asleep, Yan Qinsheng gently put down the storybook, turned off the light and left the room to take a shower.

He also dawdled in the bathroom for a long time before coming out, instead of going back to the guest room, he walked to Liang Yushu's room door and stood there.

After a long period of psychological struggle, he mustered up the courage to gently knock on Liang Yushu's door.

Liang Yushu opened the door and stared at the person outside the door in surprise, his chest seemed to be hit by a strong emotion.

Yan Qinsheng had just taken a shower and was wearing a white bathrobe. His half-dry hair was still dripping with water, and it slid into the neckline to reveal a small piece of smooth skin.

"Qin Sheng, do you know what will happen if you appear at my door dressed like this at night?" Liang Yushu stared deeply at his slender neck that was soaked in hot water and turned pale pink.

"I know." Yan Qinsheng dodged his eyes and pretended to be calm, but his hands were nervously tucked into the sleeves of his bathrobe and clenched into fists.

Liang Yushu couldn't help stretching out his palm to pick the wet hair around Yan Qinsheng's ears. Yan Qinsheng's panicked appearance naturally couldn't escape his eyes. He grabbed Yan Qinsheng's neck and pressed him into his arms, then pulled him into the room and closed the door.

Yan Qinsheng simply closed his eyes tightly, putting on a look of letting others slaughter him, only Liang Yushu's heavy breathing could be heard in his ears.

"You are trembling, Qin Sheng." Liang Yushu withdrew his hand and cupped Yan Qinsheng's cheek, "If you are so scared, why did you come to me?"

Yan Qinsheng opened his eyes a little, and what he saw was Liang Yushu's pupils, which were darker than the night.

"Mr. Liang, I don't want to owe you anything."

Liang Yushu lowered his gaze with a complicated expression, "Who taught you to do this?"

Who taught it?Yan Qinsheng thought about it, probably it was Fang Yi, who told him that any help was contrived, and he had to repay the kindness he received from others.

"Qin Sheng, to be honest, you let me down very sad." Liang Yushu lowered his hands and sighed quietly: "You have belittled me and yourself invisibly."

"I'm sorry Mr. Liang, I, I just don't want you to be angry, I thought you would think..." Yan Qinsheng stammered and explained in a panic, Liang Yushu's words made him very embarrassed, he felt like a joke that he was dissatisfied with his desires and rejected for pleasure.

"I was wrong, I'm leaving now." Yan Qinsheng turned and left in a panic.

Liang Yushu grabbed him quickly and hugged his thin body quietly from behind.

"You can give me your body, why can't you give me your feelings as well."

Yan Qinsheng lowered his head and was silent for a long time before he said dryly: "Many things are beyond my control."

It's like people who suffer from insomnia, but they can't control their minds not to think wildly; it's like people can lose love, but they can't control their hearts not to feel uncomfortable.It is precisely because we are human that there are so many powerless and helpless.

If only he could control his emotions at will, Yan Qinsheng felt bitter in his heart, he didn't want to be a self-destructive fool, he also wanted to give his heart to someone who knew how to take care of it, so that he wouldn't be tossed and turned for thinking about Fang Yi sleep.

"Mr. Liang, I really think I'm a very useless person." Yan Qinsheng sucked the sore tip of his nose, he couldn't even control his emotions, so he was a waste.

Yan Qinsheng realized that he was too small and powerless, and the only thing he could control was this body riddled with holes, and he was given to various people as a bargaining chip for repayment.

Sometimes he felt that it was natural for Fang Yi to look down on him, because he even looked down on himself, how could others take him seriously.

"Qin Sheng, I now feel that I am the useless person."

Liang Yushu was very depressed, and gradually tightened his arms to hug Yan Qinsheng tightly.He claimed to be a very patient person, even the hardest coffee beans could be patiently and slowly ground into powder, but his tenderness had no effect on Yan Qinsheng.

Obviously he is a soft persimmon that can be kneaded by others, but Yan Qinsheng's persistence in his feelings has reached the point where it is hard to shake. In Liang Yushu's view, this is not affectionate, but stupid, but he has to admit that he is very jealous of Fang Yi, so jealous that he is about to crazy.

Liang Yushu suddenly took Yan Qinsheng back to the bedside and pushed him down. Yan Qinsheng exclaimed in a low voice hastily, his eyes widened as he watched Liang Yushu press on him, and then he closed his eyes and obediently accepted his fate, lying on his back on the quilt without moving.

Surprisingly, Liang Yushu did nothing.

"Qin Sheng, I know what you are thinking. Once I touch you, you can leave me with a clear conscience, so I will not do this. I am the one who takes care of you in the hospital. I want you Owe me."

Yan Qinsheng slowly opened his eyes, and smiled wryly with a sad expression: "Mr. Liang, why are you doing this..."

Liang Yushu lowered his head and buried his face into Yan Qinsheng's side neck, sniffing the scent of shower gel on his body to numb his nerves. He was much older than Yan Qinsheng, and he didn't want to show his helpless side easily.

"I know it's really despicable to kidnap you with favors, but I can't do anything about it, Qin Sheng, I don't know what else I can do to keep you by my side." Liang Yushu's voice sounded dull, hiding his sadness It's very good.

Yan Qinsheng stared at the lamp above his head in a daze for a moment, then raised his hand to lightly rest on the back of Liang Yushu's head.

"I'm sorry Mr. Liang."

He didn't know what to say other than sorry.

Liang Yushu put on his glasses, calmed down his emotions silently, got up and touched the cigarette case on the bedside table, then sat by the bed and smoked without saying a word. After a while, he said: "I am troubled by you tonight." I can't sleep, how about you, can you sleep?"

"Can't sleep." Yan Qinsheng answered truthfully.

"Then stay and chat with me."

Yan Qinsheng propped his elbows on the bed and sat up: "What are you talking about?"

"Anything, as long as it's about you, good or bad, I want to hear it, and I won't feel sleepy after listening to it all night."

Liang Yushu's infinite tolerance made Yan Qinsheng's tight heart slightly loosen. Yan Qinsheng didn't know whether he should be thankful or sad. How could such a good man hang on to his crooked neck tree with all his heart.

He accidentally said: "Mr. Liang, I have been taken care of by others."

Yan Qinsheng himself felt ridiculous when he said the word nurturing. He used to reject this word from the bottom of his heart, but after he was actually adopted by Fang Yi once, he broke the jar and slammed everything into his mouth.

Liang Yushu paused, turned to look at him with a cigarette in his mouth.

"I know, it's not that manager Fang of yours who is dressed like a beast."

"It's not him," Yan Qinsheng subconsciously denied, and soon realized that what Liang Yushu said was right, so he grinned miserably and changed his words: "Fang Yi... is the second one, so I don't want to let You are the third person."

Liang Yushu looked at Yan Qinsheng in surprise, and forgot to shake off the ash for a while, until the naturally falling ash burned the back of his hand before he came back to his senses.

He frowned and pondered for a long time, took a cigarette between his fingers and exhaled a puff of white mist, and said decisively: "Qin Sheng, no matter what you say is true or not, I only believe in my own feelings, even if what you say is true , I don’t mind being the third person either, I just hope I can be your last man.”

Yan Qinsheng originally thought that Liang Yushu would dislike him if he said such disgusting words, and he would stop wasting his feelings for him, but Liang Yushu's indifferent reaction caught him off guard.

"I'm very glad that you can open up your heart and tell me these things, at least it proves that you are an honest person." Liang Yushu forced a smile, tried to maintain his demeanor and continued to be persuasive: "I still want to know more, such as you and the first nurturing person How did your people get started."