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As the night was getting darker, Assistant Lin sat on the office chair and kept tilting his head to look out the window, and then raised his hand to look at his watch. It was already 08:30 in the evening, and he didn't know how long the boss would stay in the office.

Fang Yi wore glasses on the bridge of his nose, and was burying his head in front of the computer to process documents. He suddenly coughed a few times and raised his head. Only then did he remember that Assistant Lin was still with him in the company.

"If you're in a hurry, go back first. I'll do the work here."

"I'm not in a hurry, I have nothing to do when I go home anyway."

Assistant Lin smiled guiltily. Recently, the boss has been uncharacteristically diligent. He has done all the big and small things by himself. I am ashamed to paddle every day, so I can only stare and spend time with Fang Yi, for fear that there is no place to show my value and lose my job.

"Manager Fang, are you hungry, or I'll go out and buy you food?" Assistant Lin stood up and asked him.

"No, you can go back first." Fang Yi raised his hand and pressed his temple, closed his eyes and showed an extremely tired expression, his lips were a little pale.

After the elevator door opened, there was a rush of footsteps in the corridor, and Xie Qi appeared at the door of the office with a grim expression.

When Assistant Lin saw that the boss was coming, it was time for him, an outsider, to get out of the way, so he left the company with his briefcase in his hands.

Xie Qi came to the desk and asked him angrily: "You want time to calm down, and I will give you time to calm down. When will you go home?"

"I go home every day now." Fang Yi looked indifferent, typing on his notebook without raising his head. Of course, the home he mentioned refers to the house where Yan Qinsheng lived.

Xie Qiyin held back his anger and gritted his teeth and nodded, "Fang Yi, you are determined to break up with me, aren't you?"

Fang Yi closed his notebook, heaved a long sigh of relief, and then looked up at him with a complicated expression.

"Xiao Qi, to be honest, I am really tired when I am with you. It seems that something is wrong from the beginning. I can't describe the feeling, but it just feels that nothing is right."

He frowned and thought hard, "It's like a key that doesn't match at all and is trying to open the lock abruptly. Everything doesn't match, and life is messed up."

"It's Yan Qinsheng who made you mess up, not me! He's the slut who ruined our relationship!" Xie Qi grabbed the documents on the table and threw them on the ground, shouting angrily, "If he didn't appear suddenly and pour you down Water, we won't make trouble like this at all!"

"Have you scolded enough?" As soon as the words were finished, Fang Yi slammed the table and stood up suddenly, and the only bit of guilt left in his eyes was crushed by anger.

"The matter between us, you call me a bastard, I admit it, don't get involved with irrelevant people to vent your anger."

"You still protect him?" Xie Qi couldn't believe it, and turned into an aggrieved expression. The next second, tears rolled in his eyes. He grabbed Fang Yi's collar with both hands and asked: "Since I was young, I Parents are reluctant to yell at me, but now you are attacking me for a sloppy duck, Fang Yi, is your heart made of iron?"

Fang Yi didn't answer, he closed his eyes decisively and stopped looking at him, and let Xie Qi beat him hard, Fang Yi's cold violence made Xie Qi even more unhappy, tearing and smashing the things in the office , threw a pile of documents and the tortoiseshell ornaments on the table all at Fang Yi, Fang Yi just supported the desk with one hand and endured silently, still ignoring him.

Seeing how he lost his temper and couldn't attract attention, Xie Qi was discouraged, and threw down the purple sand teapot in his hand and threw it on Fang Yi's chest.

"Have you ever loved me?"

This time Fang Yi was silent, obviously he had told Xie Qi so many crooked love words when he coaxed Xie Qi before, and he had read English love poems for him when he went to Australia.

But now he only feels that his throat is dry, and he can't even say a consoling and false "loved".

He can no longer say things against his will, if he has never loved, he has never loved.

Xie Qi chased after him and forced him to recall the past: "You swore that you would treat me well. You always keep your word."

"Am I a man who keeps his word?" Fang Yi smiled self-deprecatingly. He only remembered that he never kept his promise to Yan Qinsheng. eat into.

"Xiao Qi, Xu Jinhao often says I'm an asshole, and I think so too."

Fang Yi was very confused, guilt towards Xie Qi and longing for Yan Qinsheng had turned into two incompatible emotions playing silently in his body, morality and nature were tearing at his exhausted nerves all the time.

If he had a choice, he didn't want to be a scumbag with two feet on his back. Reason told him to take responsibility for Xie Qi, but Yan Qinsheng appeared in dreams countless times, easily destroying all his moral values, and then Sink down together.

Later, he stopped worrying about it and made up his mind. What Xu Jinhao said was right, he was just a bastard with the appearance of a gentleman, so let's just be a bastard, he's pretended enough.

It doesn't matter what kind of person Yan Qinsheng is, whether he sees Qianqian openly or looks at Qin Muchu, Fang Yi only knows that if he can't find Yan Qinsheng again, he will collapse soon.

"Brother Yi, I was wrong, don't break up with me, I can't change anything." Xie Qi was about to cry.

Fang Yi looked at him without saying a word, Xie Qi's pitiful face was reflected in the dark pupils, and the scene in front of him overlapped with Yan Qinsheng's face again, but soon he woke up again, his mind was full of Yan Qinsheng holding flowers The look of bowing his head and smiling, that smile was not given by him, thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel anxious and uncomfortable.

"Xiao Qi, I don't want to deceive myself and others. I admit that I can't forget Yan Qinsheng. Whether there is him or not, we can't go back."

The death knell of love finally sounded, and Fang Yi's words undoubtedly gave him a blow in the head, leaving no room for maneuver.

Xie Qi grabbed his suit collar and was stunned for a long while, then retreated to the door with a choked throat.

"Fang Yi, you will be punished." He gritted his teeth with red eyes, turned and slammed the door away.

Fang Yi bent down to pick up the torn and shredded documents on the ground, smiled wryly and looked at the night sky with floating lights outside the window, a haggard face was reflected on the glass window.

Coincidentally, there are other things to be busy with, and when you are tired, you won't miss Yan Qinsheng.

After breaking up with Xie Qi, Fang Yi devoted all his attention to his work. Three days later, he got on the plane with his laptop and went to a certain city in Northeast China to discuss business and expand his business.

After taking his seat in the business class, Fang Yi turned on his laptop. The high-intensity work and lost emotions finally crushed Fang Yi. After 10 minutes of facing the computer, he felt sleepy and fell asleep groggyly with his head tilted. The stewardess came over to wake him up, and then he put away the computer and got off the plane in a daze.

When Fang Yi walked out from the airport, the familiar figure flashed by not far away. He stopped abruptly, woke up instantly, and opened his eyes wide to see a person whose back was very similar to Yan Qinsheng.

Fang Yi took a closer look at Zhou Pingkang in the distance again, and recognized Yan Qinsheng's tough, straight male university roommate.

"Hey, Qin Sheng's side." Zhou Pingkang stood at the gate of the airport and waved excitedly. Yan Qinsheng also waved at him, and hastily trotted over dragging his suitcase.

Zhou Pingkang took the initiative to carry Yan Qinsheng's suitcase, and then led him to the parking lot.

"Didn't you have lunch? I'll take you to a restaurant."

"I ate on the plane just now." Yan Qinsheng replied.

Zhou Pingkang's eyes widened: "How can there be food on the plane? It's as small as cat food. Don't be polite to me. Let's walk around. Today I will show you the amount of food in our Northeast restaurant."

Yan Qinsheng smiled and patted Da Zhou's protruding beer belly: "You can't eat any more."

"Hey, what's the matter, it's called happiness and fat." Zhou Pingkang proudly touched his belly, and he was ashamed to call himself a man without a belly in the Northeast.

"I'll take you to my house after eating, and I'll ask my wife to take the baby out for you to see, the little guy is really funny."

Fang Yi lowered his head and silently followed the two about five or six meters away, watching Yan Qinsheng get into a domestic SUV, and he quickly opened the door of a taxi on the side of the road and got in.

"Quick, follow the blue-label Harvard in front."

The driver glanced at him from the rearview mirror with a complicated expression. The young boss was handsome, tall, well-dressed, and his accent was not from the north. Unexpectedly, he was very impatient. He seemed to run away, and he can kill him later when he collects the money.

Zhou Pingkang took Yan Qinsheng to the restaurant to order a few dishes. When the waiter brought the dishes, Yan Qinsheng was shocked: "You all serve dishes in pots here."

Holding the chopsticks, Zhou Pingkang smiled and said, "You've seen it, this amount is just a regular amount here."

"If this pot is placed in a hotel in Huaiyuan, it will have to be served on four plates, and the price will be 20 yuan more expensive."

Yan Qinsheng remembered that the hotel with an indoor garden that Fang Yi took him to before sold more than 100 dishes a plate, and the palm-sized plate contained four small ribs. Two pieces of meat were thrown into his bowl.

Zhou Pingkang knocked on the edge of the copper basin with his chopsticks: "Why are you in a daze, eat vegetables, I specially ordered stewed pork ribs with Chinese cabbage for you, and stewed pork with vermicelli. Don't be too polite when you are full."

Zhou Pingkang saw that he was still wearing the clothes he used to wear in college, and he didn't know he was wearing a new one when he came out to play rarely, he just thought he was nervous.

"How are you doing out there?"

"It's okay, just go to work and earn money." Yan Qinsheng put a mouthful of plain rice into his mouth.

"You are too boring, and you don't know how to make friends. Don't say anything when you are bullied again. According to me, if you work in Huaiyuan alone, you might as well come to me to find a class. Although it is not as developed as a big city, it is good anyway. I can take care of you."

Yan Qinsheng smiled, "No one bullies me, my colleagues and bosses are all very nice."

"Tch," Zhou Pingkang didn't hide his contempt and disbelief, "I don't know you yet, you are a boring gourd, you can't make a fart, and you must be used as a servant by your colleagues in class."

Da Zhou really hit the mark, Yan Qinsheng replied sullenly: "Vulgar."

"Hey brother, I'm just like this. I don't care too much. Seriously, don't mess around there. What's so good about it? A higher basic salary and more job opportunities. What else can you do? Housing prices are ridiculously high, and no matter how much money you make, you will be tight."

Zhou Pingkang didn't like Huaiyuan's economically developed but impersonal city at all. The people there were too powerful, too selfish and indifferent. It was hard for him to understand when he was in college. The shrew vomited blood when she was beaten, so she didn't stretch out her hand to fight, instead, she cheerfully took out her mobile phone to shoot a video and posted it on the Internet, and she didn't forget to take a close-up of the school gate, a college student from a famous school was taken care of by others, as if it was an honor to spread the news .

"Xiaoyan, think about it for yourself. If I hadn't stopped you at the school gate that time, you might have been kicked to death. A group of people saw that someone reached out to help you? No!" Zhou Pingkang said The more resentful he was, he took a sip of the boiled water in the glass as wine. If he hadn't been worried about driving, he really wanted to have a few bottles of wine and have a good chat with his old friends.

"I'm afraid that you will be angry there alone, and I'm not here. You don't have a friend to take care of you. It's inconvenient to do anything. If something happens again and someone beats you, who will hold you back."

"Crow's mouth, when did I get into trouble, it's all those messes that piled on me." Yan Qinsheng was moved and aggrieved, lowered his eyelashes and said, "Don't worry about me, I have friends over there, and they are very friendly." Okay, very mature and taking good care of me."

"That kind of friend?" Zhou Pingkang asked.

Yan Qinsheng stopped his chopsticks, smiled awkwardly, and hummed lightly.

Zhou Pingkang nodded with satisfaction: "If you are really kind to you, live a good life with him. If you are a man, you can be a man. As long as you can bear it, you can get along. If the two of you have enough money, go to the orphanage to adopt a child. It can also make a good day."

"He has a daughter who is in the second grade of elementary school." Yan Qinsheng blurted out.

Zhou Pingkang's face changed when he heard it, and he put down his chopsticks and asked him, "No, why are you getting involved with an old man with a family again?"

"No, he's divorced a long time ago." Yan Qinsheng hurriedly explained: "What are you thinking, I can't do things that meddle in other people's feelings."

As he spoke, he felt guilty, and his voice was like a mosquito, because he thought of Fang Yi and Xie Qi, didn't he just obviously intervene in their originally happy life, and the people around Fang Yi didn't know who he was. Being secretly raised, how could he have the confidence to say that he had never done anything wrong.

Seeing Yan Qinsheng's expression, Zhou Pingkang also guessed about seventy-eight percent, he sighed a long time, flattened his mouth helplessly, stretched out his hand and patted Yan Qinsheng's shoulder to comfort him: "Xiaoyan, I don't have much to say, people can't do things that hurt their hearts, As a college roommate, I hope you are well too."

Zhou Pingkang's words stabbed him unintentionally, but Yan Qinsheng was not glass-hearted, and he didn't get angry because of a word, and he didn't want to explain more. There are many people who look down on him, and it doesn't matter if one more or one less.

"Qin Sheng, I don't mean to look down on you, I just want to remind you that this road is not easy." Zhou Pingkang touched the glass in front of Yan Qinsheng with his wine glass: "If possible, I still hope that you will work hard. ordinary people's lives."

Yan Qinsheng held the cup and smiled bitterly, "I know you are worried about me."

After the meal, Zhou Pingkang sent Yan Qinsheng to the hotel to pack his suitcase, and then drove him to his house as a guest.

Yan Qinsheng was quite tired from the exhaustion of the car, and he wanted to rest in the hotel room, but Da Zhou was so hospitable that he couldn't refuse, and he didn't have the nerve to refuse, so he forced himself to carry the baby clothes and various gift boxes that he had prepared. Get in the car again.

Dinner was eaten at Zhou Pingkang's house. Zhou Pingkang and his wife were busy cooking, while Yan Qinsheng sat on the sofa and played with Da Zhou's baby.

The little guy looked as tiger as Big Zhou, grinning with a toothless mouth and babbling at Yan Qinsheng, Yan Qinsheng also smiled at the child, feeling inexplicably sad when he smiled.

If he hadn't met that bastard Tang Xiande, what would his life be like? Maybe he would find an ordinary woman to marry and have children, work hard to earn money to support the family, be a good husband and father, and occasionally sneak out at night on a sleepless night Reminiscing about the time in high school when I was chasing after Fang Yi on a bicycle, turned it into the most unspeakable thought in my life.