I'm poor

When Fang Yi returned to the ward, Yan Qinsheng had already woken up, with his back to the door, sitting on the bed wrapped in a quilt, looking out the window at the neon lights on tall buildings that never went out all night.

The ward with the lights off was shrouded in darkness. From Fang Yi's point of view, Yan Qinsheng looked like a snowman, with an indescribably lonely back.

Fang Yi walked up to him and asked, "Why are you awake?"

"There is no one in the room, so I dare not sleep." Yan Qinsheng looked out the window and said lightly.

After a short sleep, Yan Qinsheng gradually calmed down from the fear, and the huge sense of helplessness and despair was overwhelming. He no longer knew who to trust or rely on. After much deliberation, there was only himself.

Fang Yi looked at the moonlight trembling on Yan Qinsheng's eyelashes, and remembered what Liang Yushu said just now, and his heart ached.He reached out to caress Yan Qinsheng's cold cheek and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I won't leave you."

Yan Qinsheng still rejected Fang Yi's concern, and clenched his hands under the quilt, showing a state of self-protection, then turned his head to look at the small window on the door of the ward, his eyes dimmed bit by bit.

He asked Fang Yi in a low mood, "Is Mr. Liang gone?"

Fang Yi didn't answer, got up and poured a cup of hot water and handed it to him: "Drink some water and go to sleep, I'll be with you."

"What did Mr. Liang tell you?"

Fang Yi frowned, his tone slightly displeased: "Don't mention him, drink water."

"Did Mr. Liang tell you..."

"Can you stop yelling at Mr. Liang one after another in front of me, he doesn't want you anymore, why are you still thinking about him!"

Fang Yi couldn't help but yelled at him, Yan Qinsheng froze for a moment holding the corner of the quilt, and didn't blink for a long time with his eyes open.

Fang Yi immediately realized that he was angry with Yan Qinsheng again, quickly curbed his temper, squatted in front of the bed, held Yan Qinsheng's hand, stuffed the water glass into it, and then changed his soft tone to coax him: "Don't think about those things that are available or not. , be obedient, drink some water, your voice is hoarse."

Yan Qinsheng came back to his senses, looked down at Fang Yi for a long time, then suddenly raised his hand and poured the water in the cup onto Fang Yi's face.

Looking at Fang Yi's mixed expression of surprise and anger, Yan Qinsheng lowered his head and laughed lightly, his shoulders trembled from laughing, and he cried while laughing, his tears could not be wiped away with his hands.

He was lost again, first by Fang Yi, then by Liang Yushu.That's right, knowing that he has such a past, who would be willing to have it, it's too late to be dirty.

When Yan Qinsheng cried like this, Fang Yi panicked immediately, and he didn't care about being splashed with water, so he reached out his hands to wipe his tears.

"I didn't control my temper for a while, don't cry, okay, be good, be obedient, don't cry."

Yan Qinsheng waved his hand away and yelled at him angrily: "Kick me twice and give me a piece of meat. I'm not your dog, why should I be obedient!"

"That's not what I meant. I'm sorry. I didn't speak well. I apologize. Don't get excited." Fang Yi no longer cared about what Yan Qinsheng was angry about. He just wanted to calm him down and stop crying, and squatted in front of him. Apologizing indiscriminately, his knees almost touched the ground and he knelt down. This was the first time he was so useless.

Covering half of his face with the back of his hand, Yan Qinsheng choked up and said, "Get out, leave me alone, let's go, let's go, all of you, let's go."

"Qin Sheng..."

"Let's go!" Yan Qinsheng raised his leg and kicked forward, with little strength, but Fang Yi's leg became numb after squatting for a long time, and he was kicked and sat on the ground immediately.

Fang Yi stood up with a gloomy face, his emotions seemed to have been kicked to the bottom by the kick just now, he was more disappointed than angry, he squeezed his fists forbearance, and finally left the ward angrily without saying a word.

Accompanied by the loud slamming sound of the door, Yan Qinsheng shrank into the quilt and whimpered, no matter if it was Fang Yi or Liang Yushu, let's go, whoever is clean, you go to whoever, if you don't like me, don't come to give alms.

That night, Fang Yi sat on a chair in the hospital corridor until dawn and did not leave. He did not dare to leave Yan Qinsheng alone in the hospital. His anger was temporary, but he knew that Yan Qinsheng was helpless. A dead end.

Leaning on the chair outside all night, Fang Yi's shoulders were dry when he fell into the water. He stood up and moved his stiff body and opened the door to look into the ward. Yan Qinsheng was still curled up under the blanket, his head covered by the blanket. Inside, only a lock of hair was left on the snow-white pillow.

Fang Yi walked over, trying to lower the quilt to expose Yan Qinsheng's head to breathe, but as soon as his hands touched the quilt, Yan Qinsheng's eyes opened, vigilant like a sensitive herbivorous animal.

Fang Yi lowered his head and planted a kiss on the corner of his red eyes, and before he could speak, the murderer hurriedly asked: "What do you want for breakfast, I'll go buy it."

Just as Yan Qinsheng was about to say that he would not eat, his stomach screamed in resistance through the bed, and he could only turn his face away in embarrassment to avoid Fang Yi's sight.

"Sweet soy milk and glutinous rice cakes, are they good? They were sold at the breakfast shop in front of your rented house before. I think you often go there to eat." Fang Yi saw that his mood had eased a lot today, so he boldly added a few more words talk.

Yan Qinsheng actually wanted to eat that, but when he saw Fang Yi, he subconsciously duplicity, buried half of his face in the quilt and shook his head gently: "I don't have to eat this, whatever, anything is fine."

"It's okay, I can drive to buy it, it's rare that you have something you want to eat." Fang Yi picked up the car key next to the bed and left the ward.

When a person is awake, the fear will be infinitely magnified.

Yan Qinsheng stared at the clock on the wall to keep time, and soon, the door of the ward was pushed open again.

It was Tang Xiande.

Yan Qinsheng's heart instantly rose to his throat. He guessed that Tang Xiande would come to him, but he didn't expect it to be so soon. The man appeared at the door of the ward without warning, walked over step by step, and stared at him intently.

Yan Qinsheng curled up on the hospital bed, fear seeping out of his blood like countless ice needles, he grabbed the quilt and pulled it towards him, feeling like a poisonous snake was slowly approaching him with its triangular head raised high and spitting out dangerous messages.

"Don't be afraid, I just came to see you." Tang Xiande still had a smirk on his face, he came to the bed and stretched out his palm to grab Yan Qinsheng's hair and forced him to raise his head, then gritted his teeth and said ruthlessly: " How did you run away yesterday, I haven't had time to talk to you about the old days."

Yan Qinsheng's scalp tightened, and he whimpered in pain, staring at the shadow pressing down on him with terrified eyes.The man's thumb rubbed his faded lips repeatedly with a hint of provocation, as if he couldn't wait to relive the ecstasy in his memory.

The rough touch on his fingertips made Yan Qinsheng's body tremble uncontrollably. He was already mentally prepared to face Tang Xiande, but when he faced this face up close again, he was still too timid to know what to do.

He had to recall the days when he was dominated by cruelty and pain. He was so frightened that even his teeth were chattering. He clearly wanted to call for help, but his throat seemed to be choked and he couldn't make a sound.

Everything that he wanted to forget all this time was clearly remembered by his body, remembering the humiliation and fear, and he didn't dare to make the slightest sound that would make this man hate him, for fear that he would be beaten to shut up in the next second.

Tang Xiande lowered his eyelids to look at Yan Qinsheng's tearful face, grinned with satisfaction, and threatened in a gentle and cold tone: "Yan Qinsheng, come to my side obediently, you won't be able to hide."

The blood in Yan Qinsheng's body was congealed, and it was cold from the inside out: "Let me go, please."

"If I let you go, where can I find such a toy that suits my heart? I have spent a lot of effort to train/teach you, how can I be willing to let go."

Tang Xiande chuckled, and tightened his fingers pulling his hair a little.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you that I have invited Lao Liang to admire those photos of yours. His expression is really... How should I describe it? Do you want me to show those photos to that kid named Fang again? ?”

"No, you can't..." Yan Qinsheng shook his head in despair, his face was completely drained of blood.

At this time, there was a crisp "bang" at the door, which was the sound of the thermos pot falling to the ground.Immediately afterwards, the man looming in front of Yan Qinsheng's eyes was pulled away violently from behind, and fell to the wall like a sack.

Fang Yi lowered his cold eyes and looked at the man who was thrown into the corner by him. His breathing became heavier and heavier because of his anger. Then he rushed to the wall and stepped on Tang Xiande's chest to press him down. His eyes were dark like a deep well. , giving off a dangerous breath.

"Bring the photo." He stared at Tang Xiande's face and said coldly.

"Damn it..." Tang Xiande gritted his teeth and cursed, trying to get up from the corner, but Fang Yi's leather shoes stepped on his chest so firmly, with amazing strength, he struggled a few times without standing up.

Thinking of Qin Sheng being kicked to vomit blood because of this bastard, Fang Yi was so angry that he trembled, he raised his foot and kicked Tang Xiande's abdomen hard, and crushed it heavily with the toe of his shoe a few times.

Tang Xiande curled up on the ground and howled, the pain was so painful that he couldn't even swear.

"Didn't you hear that I asked you to bring the photo?" Fang Yi raised his voice with a terrifying aura.

Tang Xiande stared at him viciously, fumbled in his trouser pocket and took out his mobile phone, raised his hand tremblingly and handed it out, Fang Yi grabbed it and exploded after only one glance.

"Fuck!" Fang Yi smashed his phone to the ground, thinking that if he had a knife in his hand, he would be able to stab the bastard.

It's not that he didn't imagine how embarrassing Yan Qinsheng would be in the hands of that bastard, but he really saw it with his own eyes, and it was almost more painful than heartbreak.

Fang Yi grabbed Tang Xiande by the collar and lifted him up, and his fist was about to hit him. Yan Qinsheng called him from behind, dragged his injured foot, hugged his arm and said nervously, "Don't hit him, come out!" What should I do if I die!"

Fang Yi squinted at Yan Qinsheng's pale face, took a deep breath, let go of his hand and threw Tang Xiande back to the ground, his fist stayed in the air for a moment, and then hit the wall heavily.He wished he could tear this man piece by piece, just like Tang Xiande once ruthlessly tore everything about him to get revenge.

At this moment, Fang Yi only felt pain all over his body, the pain in his hand was bearable, how could he endure the pain in his heart.Who can give him back that clean and soft Yan Qinsheng, who can give him back that kid who can laugh and call "Brother Yi".

Tang Xiande supported the wall and stood up from the ground, clutching his stomach in pain and grinning his teeth, spit a mouthful of bloody spittle on the ground, then hurriedly fled to the door, not forgetting to turn his head and say harsh words to Fang Yi: "Wait, look back at me How to deal with you!"

"I'm still fucking afraid that you won't succeed!" Fang Yi was furious, and immediately rushed over, raised his long legs, kicked Tang Xiande in the back, and kicked him out of the ward, "Get out now, if I see you again You come to Qin Sheng, and I will take off your arm directly."

Looking at the back of the scrambling and running away, Fang Yi still felt that his chest was congested and the fire was in a mess, so he bent down and picked up the thermos that fell on the ground and smashed it far away.

There was another "bang", and the stainless steel thermos drew a straight line in the air, hitting Tang Xiande impartially on the back of the head.

"Fuck..." Tang Xiande staggered, looking embarrassed and ridiculous, he covered his head and stared back, his eyes were full of fierceness.

Fang Yi pretended not to see it, and closed the door of the ward with a livid face.

Standing by the side, Yan Qinsheng was already stunned. It wasn't until Fang Yi carried him back to the hospital bed that he realized that he was covered in cold sweat and tears.

Fang Yi sat on the edge of the bed and covered Yan Qinsheng with the quilt, and wiped away his tears with his fingers. The two looked at each other in silence.

Fang Yi hadn't recovered from the fight just now, his chest heaved violently, angry and distressed.

He really wanted to ask Yan Qinsheng what he went through in those days and how he got through it, but he moved his lips a few times without saying a word, he finally realized the uncomfortable feeling of Yan Qinsheng choking his words in his throat.

"I'm sorry, Qin Sheng..." Fang Yi choked up as soon as he opened his mouth, his eyes turned red, and he stretched out his hand to wrap Yan Qinsheng with the quilt in his arms.

"You don't have to apologize to me." Yan Qinsheng managed to control his emotions.

Fang Yi hugged him tightly and shook his head. The strong sense of self-blame made his heart ache. He remembered Qin Sheng's father pleading on the car window when he was leaving for college. A man in his 40s nodded and bowed to him. Take good care of Yan Qinsheng.

Little classmate, young master, my son is honest, he has never traveled far when he grows up, and he will be out of town in the future, please take care of him more, uncle thank you.

Fang Yi gritted his teeth and whimpered, his heart wrinkled into a ball.

"I'm a bastard, I shouldn't have left you from the very beginning, I clearly promised my uncle to take good care of you..."

"You really don't need to owe me anything, you've already taken care of me too much." Yan Qinsheng comforted him in turn, who would take a young and unintentional vow seriously.

Yan Qinsheng didn't continue to talk to him in any nonsense, but just lowered his head, put his head on Fang Yi's broad shoulders, and whispered: "This time, thank you too."

Fang Yi tilted his head and rubbed Yan Qinsheng's cheek: "Don't be angry with me, okay?"

Yan Qinsheng thought for a moment, then nodded solemnly.

Fang Yi excitedly wanted to kiss him, but was pushed away by Yan Qinsheng.

Fang Yi frowned aggrievedly: "Didn't you say you are not angry with me?"

Yan Qinsheng paused, and expressed his attitude seriously: "Thanksgiving is one thing, feelings are another."

Fang Yi was visibly disappointed, sitting on the edge of the bed and looking down at his red knuckles. After a while, he slowly got up and went outside to buy breakfast again.

Yan Qinsheng continued to lie on the bed and hid under the quilt. From his point of view, one thing is another thing. Fang Yi helped him, so he wanted to express his gratitude, but it was impossible to talk about feelings.

Having experienced the feelings of being abandoned twice, Yan Qinsheng has found it hard to trust anyone.And Fang Yi also saw those photos just now, he couldn't imagine what kind of mood and purpose Fang Yi approached him again.

Yan Qinsheng also knows that Fang Yi's temper has always been changeable. When he meets someone he likes, he will keep pampering him, and when he gets tired of playing, he will throw it aside. Play twice.

Who knows if it will get boring after a while, and once the temper comes up, it will instantly turn into a flood beast, forgetting all the past relationships, and the anger is so strong that it can burn people to death.