I'm poor

Yan Qinsheng sat on the sofa surrounded by flowers and was worried. In order to avoid Tang Xiande's harassment, he would definitely not do his original job again. The house he rented alone was probably targeted, so he had to check out and move out as soon as possible.

Fang Yi seemed to see what he was thinking, stood by the window and called Assistant Lin, and then said to Yan Qinsheng: "I have already told Assistant Lin that he will check out for you in two days. I just don’t want anything, think about it if there is anything important, I’ll ask him to deliver it another day.”

The important thing... Yan Qinsheng thought for a moment. There were only some worthless daily necessities and clothes at home. If he really wanted to bring anything, it would be the three pots of succulents and two pots of happiness trees he kept on the balcony, as well as the handicrafts that Xiao Mu gave him. little flower.

"The potted plants on the balcony, and the handmade flower in the desk drawer, you can ask Assistant Lin to bring them."

"Handmade small flowers?" Fang Yi's face immediately darkened, and he knew that this kind of handmade flowers were made by children, and it was the little girl of Liang Yushu's family.

"Isn't it enough for me to give you a roomful of flowers? You must have that." Fang Yi angrily picked up the roses that were in the way on the sofa and threw them aside, and then made room to sit down next to Yan Qinsheng.

"The meaning is different." Yan Qinsheng still cherishes words like gold.

Fang Yifei was not reconciled, and insisted on putting his hands on his shoulders and asking him: "What's the point of a broken handicraft?"

"Xiao Mu made it herself, and it is a seven-color flower that can make wishes."

"It's all from fairy tales, and you can believe those who lie to children." Fang Yi complained coldly, and sent a message to Assistant Lin asking him to bring the handmade flowers to the company.

The next night when Fang Yi came back from get off work, he took out two seven-color flowers made of cardboard from his purse and put them on the small table in the bedroom, and then put a few pots of green plants raised by Yan Qinsheng on the shelf on the balcony.

Yan Qinsheng was stunned when he saw the small paper flower on the coffee table, why did it become two?

At this time, Fang Yi, who was sitting in the living room drinking tea, coughed very artificially, as if deliberately reminding the people in the bedroom, if you see it, I also made one for you, praise me quickly.

Fang Yi is smart, but he is like an idiot when it comes to hands-on ability. Yan Qinsheng looked at the newly made small paper flower and finally showed a smile, just because he couldn't help imagining that Fang Yi was holding scissors and glue in his office Looking worried at the colored cardboard.

"What are you laughing at? It took me a whole afternoon to fix it." Fang Yi appeared behind him at some point, looking at him with his head tilted, with a smug smile on his lips.

Yan Qinsheng immediately restrained his smile, turned his face to avoid his sight: "You are so boring."

"I was just thinking, if there is a flower that can make a wish, it can only be given to you by me." Fang Yi said seriously: "You just need to hold the petals and ask me, and I will satisfy you with anything, even more than that." Aladdin's lamp came back."

"Does it really work?" Yan Qinsheng looked at him suspiciously, picked up a paper flower petal, "Then I want you to open the door of the guest room, and open it now, I'm going to bed."

"No, how can it be used like this, can you change to a more grandiose wish?" Fang Yi was dumbfounded, and finally hugged Yan Qinsheng to sleep for two days. He originally wanted to take this opportunity to make him happy, but it backfired.

"House, car, money, clothes, watches are all fine, I will give you whatever you want." Fang Yi tried his best to persuade.

"Then I want the key to the guest room." Yan Qinsheng held the petals made of cardboard close to Fang Yi's face and emphasized: "Didn't you grant me all your wishes?"

Fang Yi reluctantly took out the key to open the door of the guest room. For the first time, he felt that he was really stupid for playing childish games with Yan Qinsheng.

During the week when he took Yan Qinsheng home, Fang Yi simply moved his work to his home. Apart from cooking and cleaning, he usually stayed in the study and worked absent-mindedly. Whenever there was any movement outside, he would go out to see if it was true. It wasn't that Yan Qinsheng needed help.

Yan Qinsheng naturally saw Fang Yi's considerate care all the time, and said that it was a lie if he didn't touch him. He knew Fang Yi better than anyone else. , is now carefully watching his emotions like a child who has made mistakes, as humble as a beggar begging for love.

In fact, Yan Qinsheng has never really been angry with Fang Yi, and every time he gets into an awkward situation with Fang Yi, he ends up angry at himself for being useless, but it is still too difficult for him to accept Fang Yi again.

People who have been injured too much will lose the ability to trust others. Yan Qinsheng has too many wounds on his heart, the deepest wound was stabbed by Tang Xiande, and other small wounds were left by Fang Yi.Every time I get hurt, the scab in my heart becomes thicker, forming a hard armor to protect myself, and it is even more difficult for outsiders to break in.

The foot injury was almost healed, so Yan Qinsheng was busy looking for housing listings on his mobile phone, planning to find another place that no one knew to live in, to avoid Tang Xiande, and not to entangle with Fang Yi indistinctly.

After taking a shower in the evening, Fang Yi brought a plate of cut fruits to the guest room as usual, tried his best to express himself, and sought every opportunity to get in touch with Yan Qinsheng.

This time Yan Qinsheng didn't urge him to leave, but just said thank you lightly.

Fang Yi was overjoyed by this response, so he simply took advantage of the victory and chased him down on the bed in the guest room cheekily.

Yan Qinsheng stared at him with complicated eyes for a while, then turned off the light in the room and got under the quilt in silence.

"Qin Sheng, I miss you so much."

In the darkness, Fang Yi immediately moved closer, his heavy breathing hit Yan Qinsheng's ears, causing his ears to burn immediately.

Unexpectedly, Yan Qinsheng didn't push him away, but tacitly signaled that he could continue, just as obediently and obediently as before, as if there had never been any rift between them.

While Fang Yi was secretly happy, he couldn't help feeling sad. He had been careful emotionally for a long time, and he was also timid.

"Qin Sheng, what should I do with you?"

Fang Yi leaned down and whispered in Yan Qinsheng's ear. At this moment, he could not utter any fancy sweet words, he only knew to call Yan Qinsheng's name over and over again, affectionate, profound, sad, desperate, all kinds of words. Emotions are all intertwined in these three words, and finally submerged in the intertwined lips and teeth of the two, blending into the flesh and blood.

Because he was being plundered gently by Fang Yi, Yan Qinsheng didn't answer, but felt worried.

It's rare for Fang Yi to be gentle on the bed, but he doesn't want Fang Yi to be extra considerate at all. He hopes that Fang Yi will not think about him, don't take care of him, and don't love him so tenderly, because he is afraid that he will lose control and fall into an erratic life. In love, and then fell to pieces beyond redemption.

In the early morning, the sunlight passed through the gaps in the heavy curtains and cast a beam of light, which happened to fall on Yan Qinsheng's eyelids.

He woke up from a daze of red, opened his eyes and quietly stared at the sleeping person beside him.

Yan Qinsheng has always looked at Fang Yi with some impressions and auras from his memory, as if he had added a layer of soft light and beauty filters. Now that he has removed that part and looked at it again, it has indeed changed a lot.

I don’t know if it’s because his temperament has changed after becoming a boss. Fang Yi’s facial contours are much clearer than when he was in high school. Although he was quite handsome when he was in school, he feels like ordinary sunny handsome. Now, even if he closes his eyes There is an indescribable tension, which is probably what people call "growth".

He couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently caress Fang Yi's stiff browbones and bridge of nose. This man is full of vigor when he is energetic, and he is also another kind of vicissitudes of handsomeness when he is haggard.

Yan Qinsheng got off the bed lightly, got dressed, and pulled the curtains tightly so that Fang Yi, who was still sleeping, would not be disturbed by the glare of the sun.

He went to the balcony to close the sliding door by himself and made a few phone calls to check the house, and soon several landlords sent the addresses.

Not long after half of the bed was empty, Fang Yi also woke up, put on his clothes and went to the balcony, squinting his eyes and looking up at the sky.

"It's sunny today, how about we have breakfast on the balcony?"

Hearing Fang Yi's voice, Yan Qinsheng subconsciously hid his phone, and said perfunctorily, "Okay, I'll cook."

"What's the matter?" Fang Yi's nerves have been so sensitive recently that he would explode at the touch of a touch. Even the slightest abnormality of Yan Qinsheng could not escape his eyes. He reached out and grabbed Yan Qinsheng's cell phone hidden behind his back to take a look, and his eyes immediately froze.

"You want to move out?" Fang Yi took a deep breath to suppress his anger, pressed his thumb on the phone screen and quickly cleared all the information, as if directly deleting this unpleasant moment, and then said in a calm tone as much as possible: "I was in the Soybeans have been soaked in the kitchen, let’s make soymilk for you right away, don’t you always want to drink..."

"Fang Yi, I have to leave eventually." Yan Qinsheng interrupted him with a calm tone, "Thank you very much for your care during this time, I know you are not a selfless person, so you have already paid the 'reward' last night."

He stared at Fang Yi's gradually bleak eyes and smiled, "Did I overestimate my price? If you don't think it's worth it, it doesn't matter if you do it a few more times now. You can do whatever you want. I will definitely cooperate until you are satisfied." .”

When he said these words without changing his face, Yan Qinsheng felt that he had really changed, from inside to outside, he was soft, dirty and heartless, just like this world.

Fang Yi's face changed from cold to sad and angry, and he pressed Yan Qinsheng against the railing of the balcony, "You can't do what you want!"

Yan Qinsheng felt a dull pain when his back hit the armrest, and he couldn't help frowning and looking up at him: "You have always been the one who abused me."

Fang Yi lowered his hand dejectedly, seeing Yan Qinsheng's resolute attitude this time, he was immediately afraid, afraid that Yan Qinsheng would leave again without looking back, and hide somewhere where he could not find him.

"I admit my mistake, I will admit everything you say," Fang Yi held Yan Qinsheng in his arms, "Qin Sheng, I have never begged anyone in my life, just this time, if I beg you, don't go anywhere, just By my side, I will listen to you in everything from now on. I will accompany you on festivals and birthdays, make dumplings together, do housework together, go shopping in supermarkets and shopping malls, and drive you to and from work. Will make you tired."

Yan Qinsheng listened silently. Fang Yi's words didn't make any ripples in his dark eyes. The water drained away, leaving only a dry riverbed. Any apology would be useless.

Oaths are beautiful to say, even the ordinary little things have a flash of hope.But Fang Yi, we are all so bad, you and I are not worthy of having such an ordinary and beautiful life, and if we are barely together, we will only repeat the original tragedy.

There is an insurmountable gap between rich and poor, and love with money differences is always unequal.Suspicion first, then contempt for harm, and finally regret, like an endless cycle, no one can get out of the shadow of the other.

Yan Qinsheng swallowed the bitterness in his throat, and raised his eyelids to see a pair of black eyes that were drained from tears, shrouded in indelible gloom.

He suddenly remembered one thing, Fang Yi never said "I love you" to him, even if it was the first confession in college, Fang Yi pressed on him aloofly and asked Yan Qinsheng to "follow him".

It's almost like establishing a pet relationship with a stray dog.

"If you yourself feel that it's hard to talk about this feeling, how can we go on." Yan Qinsheng sighed softly, just pity himself.

Hard to say?Fang Yi's brows were twisted into a tangled shape, and he re-examined his feelings for Yan Qinsheng. It might have been like this at first, but later the feelings he disdained to talk about became the shackles that could strangle him.

He also doesn't want to love someone as his weakness, he has no choice but to retreat.