I'm poor

There was no one on the street in the early morning, and the street lights were still on. The warm yellow light fell on the spacious road, filling the long darkness at the end of the road.Yan Qinsheng dragged his suitcase on the road for a long time before meeting a taxi.

The driver opened the trunk, stuffed the suitcase in first, and then turned around and asked him, "Where are you going?"

Yan Qinsheng opened the car door and got in, he couldn't think of where to go for the time being.

"You can drive it casually first, let me think about it."

"Ah? Just drive?" The driver looked bewildered, and slowly stepped on the accelerator, "I'll just drive along this main road, so hurry up and figure out the address."

Yan Qinsheng fastened his seat belt, tilted his head against the car window, stared at the ID photo in his hand that had no place to stick it, in a daze.

That's right, Fang Yi could have everything easily, his life should be to inherit the family business, marry a wife and have children, everything goes smoothly.

Being entangled with unfortunate people like myself will only contaminate misfortune and become a cycle of misfortune.

The street light fell on his hand through the car window, and the ring finger's ring suddenly flashed coldly.Yan Qinsheng touched the ring with two fingers, but he was still reluctant to take it off.

He raised his hand to his lips, his lips touched the cold ring lightly, and tears fell on his palm unexpectedly.

When the first ray of sunlight fell on Fang Yi's eyelids with colorful light spots through the heavy curtains in the morning, he turned over and closed his eyes to touch the person next to the pillow, and he saw a cold emptiness.

"Qin Sheng?"

Fang Yi woke up suddenly and sat up on the bed. After receiving no immediate response, he quickly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, looking for Yan Qinsheng in every room of the house.

There were still so many clothes in the closet, and the rice porridge was cooked in the pot, everything didn't look like Yan Qinsheng had left.

Only the shoes at the entrance and the old suitcase with broken wheels were missing.

Fang Yi's scalp had already started to tingle, and his body was half cold. He repeatedly hinted that he was fine and Qin Sheng would not leave, then hurriedly found out his mobile phone and dialed Yan Qinsheng's number.

Shut down.

At this moment, Fang Yi could no longer keep calm, so he called Liang Yushu again, trying to get news about Qin Sheng from Liang Yushu.

At this stage of desperation, even if Yan Qinsheng really goes to Liang Yushu, Fang Yi has nothing to say, as long as Qin Sheng can live well, no matter who is beside him, at least he should not be so cruel that he can't even see him.

"Qin Sheng went to look for you, didn't he?" Fang Yi asked emotionally while holding the phone: "Qin Sheng is with you, right?"

Liang Yushu on the other end of the phone was silent. It seemed that he had miscalculated. Yan Qinsheng left Fang Yi, but did not come to him.

"Speak, Liang Yushu!" Fang Yi's uneasiness expanded again, as if he was hanging on the edge of a cliff and was precarious.He couldn't think of where Yan Qinsheng would go with no one to rely on, whether he would fall ill again on which street, whether he would be cheated, whether he would be bullied...

Without further ado, Fang Yi hung up the phone and rushed downstairs, went to the guard to call out the surveillance from last night.

At 43:[-] in the morning, Yan Qinsheng dragged his suitcase and left the apartment, leaving only the thin and lonely back in the surveillance video for Fang Yi.

When he left, he looked back. Even though the picture was extremely unclear, Fang Yi could still feel the reluctance in Yan Qinsheng's eyes.

Fang Yi walked out of the guard room in a daze, his chest ached, as if a hand was pulling his heart out, and he was so uncomfortable that he was almost out of breath.

"Little Yi!"

Fang Yi suddenly raised his head when his mother's shout came from outside the gate of the community, and saw his mother running towards him.

"You heartless, I really don't want to give up my parents..." The mother threw herself into his arms, hugging him and crying.

Fang Yi's nose became sore, his eyes became blurred, and he turned his head to see his father's car parked outside the gate, with someone in the driver's seat.

The moment Fang Yi and his father's eyes met, Fang Zuofeng immediately turned his face away, fumbled in his pocket for a long time and stuffed a cigarette into his mouth, his expression was indifferent as if he didn't know Fang Yi, but the faint flash of water in the corner of his eyes still betrayed him he.

"Come home, Xiao Yi, don't suffer outside, Mom and Dad can't live without you..." The mother looked up at Fang Yi, holding his face that had lost so much weight and choked up, seeing her son come out in a hurry without even pajamas Changed, and tried the temperature on his hand again.

Frighteningly cold.

"Mom...Qin Sheng is gone..." Fang Yi finally couldn't help crying, choked up as if he had lost everything.

Fang Yi drooped his head and leaned on his mother's shoulder. The tall and vigorous man in the past was now helpless like a child, calling Qin Sheng's name with a broken heart.

He didn't shed a single tear for any business blow. He felt that as long as Qin Sheng was around, he would always have the courage to start all over again.Now that Qin Sheng left, he even took away all his joys, anger, sorrows and joys, and now he doesn't even have a goal to work hard for.

Seeing her son crying so sad for the first time, Fang Yi's mother also felt distressed, wiped away tears and patted his back comfortingly.

The dessert company that had been in business for several years finally closed down a month later. Before closing, Fang Yi walked through every office by himself.

The sales department, which used to be noisy with the laughter of the female staff, was empty, and the sound of Ji Yun trotting on her high-heeled shoes could not be heard in the corridor, and finally pushed open the door of the financial room. The receipt raised his head and smiled shyly at him.

A youthful and frivolous ambition, finally ended in silence.

A city without Yan Qinsheng would have no meaning to stay, and Fang Yi was forced by his parents to take him home in the end.

Before leaving, he didn't take anything from the apartment, and the house was not sold. He even had an assumption that one day in the future, he would find Qin Sheng and take him back to the home that belonged to the two of them. .

Fang Yi stood in front of the empty double bed and stared at the blank wall covering in a daze. Not long ago, he pointed to it to discuss with Qin Sheng, and the enlarged wedding photos would hang there in the future, just like a newlywed couple full of future. expect.

Yan Qinsheng didn't agree, saying it was too ugly, why hang such a big picture in a good bedroom, but quietly measured the distance on the wall with his eyes.

After Fang Yi returned to his hometown, he began to engage in real estate development and construction with his father, contacting new circles from scratch like a diligent student.

With the lessons learned from his first failure in starting a business, he has a far-sighted view in dealing with people, and his spirit has also been restrained. It has gained a firm foothold in the business district and has a good reputation.

Even Fang Zuofeng was surprised by his son's changes in the past two years, especially when Fang Yi kept quiet and squeezed out competitors and resorted to various sophisticated and capable methods to deal with the project. Fang Zuofeng felt that he could hand over the company to his son with peace of mind Retired at home.

Along with growing up, people always go through various transformations, from naive and carefree to youthful and energetic, to calm and false.

Fang Yi left all impulsiveness and ignorance to Yan Qinsheng, and poured all his love and hatred into that apartment in Huaiyuan, and then sealed it in the depths of his memory forever.

As difficult as it is to make loving someone into a habit, it is as difficult to quit missing someone.Even though it has been a long time, Fang Yi still unknowingly fills up a cart of desserts while shopping in the supermarket, talks to plastic ducklings while taking a bath, and the Americano coffee in the morning has become a regular routine at some point. soy milk...

The blind date arranged by his parents has not been broken, and Fang Yi has not rejected him publicly. He never quarrels with his parents now, and he goes when he should.Then he came up and put his hand on the dining table, showing off the wedding ring calmly, and when the woman couldn't help but ask, he answered frankly.

"I have a very tender lover, he is a man, and I am waiting for him to come home."

After going down several times in a row, everyone knew Fang Yi's sexual orientation, and no girl would like to go on a blind date with the gay Fang family.

Fang Zuofeng was so angry that he couldn't do anything about his son, so he simply didn't talk about the blind date, so as not to be angry to death.

It has been two years since Yan Qinsheng returned to his hometown again. He had no one to rely on when he ran away, so he once again sought help from his only friend, Zhou Pingkang.

I am used to staying in southern cities, but when I first arrived in the Northeast, Yan Qinsheng was unfamiliar with the place, and felt like a leaf of duckweed.

Zhou Pingkang was as enthusiastic as ever, even though he was just an ordinary office worker, he still tried his best to help Yan Qinsheng overcome difficulties in life and work.

Thanks to the blessings of the Zhou Dynasty, Yan Qinsheng lived the most stable years in the Northeast. Thinking that the Ching Ming Festival was approaching, Yan Qinsheng would take the train back to his hometown to visit his father's grave.

Every time around the Ching Ming Festival, the cemetery, which has been empty and desolate, is full of people who come to pay their respects. This is also the busiest time of the year.

Thin dark clouds were low in the sky, floating above people's heads, making the atmosphere of the cemetery a little sad.

Yan Qinsheng has not been here for a long time. When he was in Huaiyuan and Northeast China, he always burned paper money on the street below his house. Although he only came here once, he can easily remember his father's birthday in the rows of tombstones. List the first few lines.

He came to his father's tombstone with a bag of paper money in his arms, and his eyes fell on the large bunch of white chrysanthemums on the ground.

Someone has been here!

Yan Qinsheng froze on the spot in horror, his heart rose in his throat instantly, but then he thought that that bastard Tang Xiande thought it was too late, he probably wouldn't be kind enough to come to the cemetery to visit the graves of his workers.

Who would that be...

Yan Qinsheng hadn't been able to imagine the people who might know his father one by one, but the hand that suddenly protruded from behind wrapped his shoulders into his arms.

At that moment, he seemed to miss a beat of his heart, and he froze his body and did not turn his head for a long time.

Even without looking, Yan Qinsheng can still remember the spacious warmth behind him with his body.

It's Fang Yi.

The rapid breathing silently expressed the excitement and tension at the moment, and Yan Qinsheng could even feel Fang Yi's heart beating vigorously in his chest.Neither of them moved or spoke, fearing that if they opened their mouths, tears would fall down first.

Yan Qinsheng lowered his eyes, slowly raised his left hand to cover the hand that was holding him in front of his chest, and the two pair of rings reflected a flash of light in the sun and pierced his eyes.

"I really miss you, Qin Sheng." Fang Yi couldn't help but choked up as soon as he opened his mouth, his voice was still so deep and affectionate, he lowered his head and buried his face in Yan Qinsheng's shoulder and didn't speak again.

Yan Qinsheng narrowed his eyes, and his vision became blurred.

Swallowing the bitterness in his mouth secretly, it took Yan Qinsheng a long time to adjust his emotions. He looked down at the paper money in his hand and said lightly: "It's rare for me to come back. Let me talk to Dad first."

Only then did Fang Yi reluctantly let go of his arms, took the bag in Yan Qinsheng's hand and knelt down in front of the tombstone to burn paper money.

Yan Qinsheng pursed his lips and did not speak, and knelt down beside him silently.

It didn't take long for the sky to start to drizzle lightly. The weather seemed to be very deliberate, and there was always a point that it had to respond to the meaning of "there is a lot of rain during the Qingming Festival".

"It's raining, let's go back." Fang Yi got up first, took off his coat and put it on Yan Qinsheng's shoulders, and pulled Yan Qinsheng's arm to pull him up from the cold concrete floor.

"It's not big, it's fine."

Only then did Yan Qinsheng raise his head to look at Fang Yi. He didn't seem to have changed much after not seeing him for a long time, and he seemed to have changed a lot. After a few glances, you will feel very heavy gloom and sadness, very similar to the dark clouds above your head.

"Are you... how are you doing now?" Yan Qinsheng couldn't help blurting out, he wanted to know whether his departure had given Fang Yi any substantial help.

"Very bad." Fang Yi said, looking into his eyes.

"Could it be that your father didn't help you?" Yan Qinsheng was slightly surprised, it didn't make sense, how can a father be so cruel that he doesn't care about his son.

Yan Qinsheng looked suspiciously at Fang Yi's clothes. They were still well-made brand-name clothes, Rolex mechanical watches, and brand-new leather shoes. From head to toe, they were full of business style. Even more stylish.

"Liar, you look like you are not short of money."

Fang Yi lowered his eyebrows and looked lonely, "But you can't live well without me."

Yan Qinsheng pursed his lips, turned his face to avoid looking away, he didn't want to discuss too much emotional matters with Fang Yi, even if he knew that they had never forgotten each other, he didn't plan to get involved in Fang Yi's life again, as long as Fang Yi lived Just do it well.

"Qin Sheng, look at me carefully." Fang Yi couldn't help but cup Yan Qinsheng's face, his tone was sincere and firm.

"You don't have to live in hiding anymore, don't be afraid to drag me down, I'm strong enough to protect you now."

Yan Qinsheng listened to him in a daze, his eyes were warm, and he smiled with relief: "I know you are doing well, and I am very satisfied."

"I told you I can't get better without you!" Fang Yi yelled after a long time, it's been too long since he had such a violent outburst of emotion, even he was frightened.

Just because Yan Qinsheng came back, his joys, anger, sorrows and joys all came back.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kill you, I, I, I was just too excited, I..." Fang Yi explained in a panic, he couldn't speak well, raised his hand to cover his face, and said, "I screwed up again It's annoyed."

Yan Qinsheng looked at his bewildered look, and finally laughed softly: "You really haven't changed at all."

"I've already changed everything, really Qin Sheng, you have to believe me!" Fang Yi grabbed Yan Qinsheng's shoulders with both hands to defend himself, for fear that Yan Qinsheng would hate him, "I was really just too excited just now, it was because I was happy, not fierce You, I swear I will never get angry at you again, let alone hit you, I can control my temper!"

"Okay, I know." Yan Qinsheng still had soft eyebrows, raised his hand and rubbed his head, as if to comfort a restless large dog.

The hairspray on the hair was very hard and sticky, he was afraid of messing up Fang Yi's hairstyle, so he just patted it lightly and stopped.

Fang Yi was not satisfied, and immediately hugged Yan Qinsheng's waist, lowered his head and moved his head closer to continue "seeking comfort".

Yan Qinsheng couldn't help stretching out his hands to wrap around Fang Yi's neck, and Fang Yi also tightened his arms. The two hugged each other tightly, as if they wanted to insert each other into their own bodies.

"Qin Sheng, if I hug you this time, I won't give you any chance to leave my side."

Yan Qinsheng closed his eyes and let out a soft "um", the drizzle on his face was very gentle, and he suddenly recalled an English song that Fang Yi sang with his guitar in his arms when he was teaching English for him in high school.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you, YououghtknowbynowhowmuchIloveyou.

The world may change my whole life through, But nothing's gonna change my love for you...

It turns out that Fang Yi said a long time ago, I love you.