I have a disease, do you have a doctor?

After hearing Yao Xue's words, Qiuchen fell silent again.

Yao Xue waited for a long while, and seeing that he was still a little dazed, she lightly pinched the man's waist, and whispered in his ear, "What about you?"

Qiu Chen was taken aback by the movement of Yao Xue's hand, he twisted to avoid Yao Xue's troubled hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "What."

Yao Xue felt that as soon as Qiuchen came to this kind of time, he would be completely different from his usual arrogant and easy-going look. He always looked very hesitant and worried.Thinking of this, Yao Xue pursed her lips, and said a little uneasy: "You... how do you think of me?"

When Qiu Chen heard this, he unconsciously clenched his sleeves tightly, and then lowered his head: "I..."

He said "I" for a while, but didn't say anything in the end.

It just so happened that at this moment, several people on horseback were chasing a stag and galloping past. Yao Xue's horse was suddenly frightened, raised its front hooves and kicked a few times in the air, and headed straight forward. rushed out.

The two people on the horseback were startled, Qiu Chen subconsciously put his hand on the back of Yao Xue's hand holding the rein.Yao Xue shook Qiuchen's hand reassuringly, pulled the rein violently, and shouted "Woo" a few times, and finally made the horse stop.

Yao Xue patted the horse's neck again, raised her head and looked around, and found that they had rushed out of the hunting ground and arrived at the foot of the snow mountain without knowing it.

Although it is already May, the foot of the snow-capped mountains is still very cold. The cold wind blows on the face, making people shiver.

Surrounded by a vast expanse of white snow, it formed a sharp contrast with the vibrant green of the meadow just now.

Yao Xue stopped the horse, jumped to the ground by herself, and stretched out her hand to Qiuchen.

Qiu Chen didn't shake Yao Xue's hand, and slowly got off the horse while holding his clothes.

Qiu Chen was very weak, afraid of both cold and heat, he was only wearing a thin robe, and now the cold wind was blowing, his nose was red from the cold.He reached out and grabbed the hem of the robe, wrapping the robe tightly around his body.Seeing this, Yao Xue quickly took off her cloak and put it on Qiu Chen's shoulders.

Although it is cold here, the scenery is very beautiful.Here is the shade of the snow mountain, few people come here, very quiet.There was a thick layer of snow on the ground, it was spotless and clean.The majestic mountains are in front of you, Yao Xue raised her head, stared silently for a while, then turned her head to Qiu Chen and said with some emotion: "Before I came to Beidi, I have never seen so much snow, nor have I seen snow-capped mountains. "

He seemed to have remembered something, smiled lightly, and said: "Xingcai Town used to be in the south, and we have never seen snow since we were young."

Qiu Chen's gaze also softened, he raised his head, looked around the surrounding mountains, and said lightly: "The first time I met Liang Mo, who is now King Liang, was on this snow mountain."

When he said this, his expression darkened again: "But it's not here, it's halfway up the mountain."

"It's not as quiet as here. The wind is so loud that you can't hear anything. There will be snow sliding down anytime and anywhere. If you are not careful, you will be doomed."

Hearing this, Yao Xue asked in confusion, "Why did you go to the snow mountain at that time?"

Qiu Chen showed a rare wry smile: "I was already in Liangguo at that time, and I almost couldn't survive, so I found a medical clinic to do odd jobs. One day, a patient came, and the doctor in the medical clinic said he was hopeless, but I know that there is a kind of medicinal material that can save him, but this kind of medicinal material is extremely rare, and most people have never seen it. Later, I found out in the classics that this kind of herb grows on the halfway of this snow-capped mountain. At that time, I I haven't gone to Shuo'an yet, I'm at Qingchi."

Speaking of this, Qiu Chen said with half sarcasm and half helplessness: "Maybe the inferiority of being a doctor in my heart just couldn't be eradicated, and no one believed me at that time, but I still insisted on coming. I just think they are cool I have little experience, and my medical skills are not very good, and the green ponds on the left and right are not far from this snow mountain, so there is no harm in coming here."

He paused, and then said: "Later, there was indeed no such herbal medicine on this snow-capped mountain. Facts have proved that what is said in the classics is just a legend." Qiu Chen said with a look on his face that was about to cry The smile that came out: "I still made myself half dead, and was picked up by others, isn't it stupid?"

Qiuchen seldom talked so much about himself with Yao Xue, Yao Xue just watched him silently and listened carefully.

When Qiu Chen said this, the corners of his eyes were blushing, and his emotions became more and more agitated: "I was wrong from the very beginning when I became a doctor. I couldn't save others, let alone myself. I just watched helplessly. One after another, people are disappearing into the palm of my hand like quicksand, but I can’t catch any of them. I always think, when, exactly when, whether it’s happiness or liberation, it’s my turn.”

Hearing Qiu Chen say this, Yao Xue felt that every word was like an awl piercing his heart, making his heart ache beyond measure.He couldn't hold back the surging emotion in his heart anymore, grabbed Qiu Chen's wrist, and pulled him into his arms.

Yao Xue hugged Qiuchen's shoulders tightly, so hard that she almost melted into the bone marrow.After a while, he lowered his head slightly, kissed the top of Qiu Chen's hair, and said hoarsely, "Don't say that."

Qiu Chen didn't struggle, he just lowered his hands and buried his face in Yao Xue's chest.The two stood silently for a while, Yao Xue said again: "When you and I met for the first time, do you still remember what you said?" Qiu Chen leaned in Yao Xue's arms, and after hearing this, He froze indiscernibly.

"I'm a doctor, I take care of others, and others take care of me. When one person is in danger, I save it when I need it. When thousands of people are in danger, I will do my best." Yao Xue murmured.

Qiu Chen raised his head from his embrace, and said in surprise, "You still remember this sentence."

Yao Xue smiled wryly: "It's always unforgettable." He said, raised his hand and pinned Qiu Chen's hanging lock of hair behind his ear, and said in a deep voice: "You did nothing wrong, you have tried your best, and you have done your best." A doctor should have the responsibility." He said here, raised his head to look into Qiu Chen's eyes, and said very calmly: "With me, you are always the most important, and others are the least important. Qiu Ziyin, I mean it. Isn't it obvious enough? I..."

Before Yao Xue finished speaking, Qiu Chen suddenly raised his hand and covered Yao Xue's mouth.He almost panicked and said: "Don't say it." He lowered his eyes, his eyes were full of sadness: "My words are just jokes when I was young, you forget it."

"I'm no longer a medical practitioner, and I won't save people anymore. I can't even go back." Qiu Chen struggled to break away from Yao Xue's embrace while talking.

Yao Xue wanted to say something more, but Qiu Chen turned his back, looked at the snow field in front of him, and said softly, "Look."

Yao Xue raised her eyes and saw a few flying birds on the white snow just now, they hovered in the air for a while, and then landed on the white snow, leaving a series of irregular paw prints on it.

A gust of wind blew past, making Qiu Chen's black hair flutter.He didn't turn his head, but just stared at the snow, and said in a low voice, "My whole life is like this Feihong walking on the snow, walking crookedly for a while, leaving very few traces. Finally, it's all gone."

Upon hearing this, Yao Xue stood there in a daze for a while.

He silently stared at the flying birds that sometimes fluttered their wings and sometimes played in the snow. With a thought, he pointed to the two skylarks circling each other in mid-air, turned his head and said to Qiuchen: "But you I once thought that birds flying in the sky are freer than any of us."

"If there is someone who knows each other and stays with you, then the past few years are nothing. What's more, the person I believe in my heart still has many happy memories with me." Yao Xue said, holding her hand again. He took Qiuchen's hand hanging by his side.

He first pinched Qiu Chen's fingertips flatteringly, as he did when he was young, and then held Qiu Chen's hand very hard.

Yao Xue raised his very energetic eyes, looked deeply into Qiu Chen's eyes, and said slowly: "I don't know how you think of me, and you have many things that I don't know Yes. But I have known you so early, and I can't tolerate others in my heart. Although we were separated halfway, how lucky we are to meet again. This time, I don't want to let you go."

Qiu Chen just stared blankly at Yao Xue with his pair of peach blossom eyes.Both of their faces were flushed with cold, their noses were almost touching their noses, and they could even faintly smell each other's breath.

Looking at Yao Xue's fiery eyes, Qiu Chen's eyes were blushing.He suddenly closed his eyes, shook his head fiercely, and said almost incoherently: "No, Yao Xue, you don't understand, we are wrong, you can't..."

He was surprised and delighted, but was overwhelmed by the great pain.If Yao Xue knew what he had done, if, if she knew the truth about the First World War in Beidi, she would definitely regret what she said just now.

Yao Xue looked at Qiu Chen staring at her beautiful eyes, with an expression on the verge of crying, and felt sore and sore in her heart.

He knew that Qiu Chen must have something that he didn't want to tell him, and he also knew that what he did at this moment might not be correct, but there was only one thing he knew very well in his heart.

——He made a choice in his heart long, long ago.

"Fuck his right and wrong." Yao Xue whispered viciously, leaned over and kissed Qiu Chen.

His kiss was very light, almost pious, it just stayed on Qiu Chen's lips for a moment, and then left.

Qiu Chen stood still, but subconsciously grabbed his wrist.

Yao Xue straightened up, and even saw Qiu Chen gently closing his eyes, his slender eyelashes fluttering uneasily.

Qiu Chen seemed...not to reject him.

This kind of cognition made Yao Xue feel the blood in her whole body boil in an instant.

Qiu Chen opened his eyes slightly, and was about to push Yao Xue away, when he felt the other's lips cover his face again.This time it was different, Yao Xue grabbed his hands, locked them in front of his chest, and began to kiss him very hard.

Qiu Chen hesitated for a moment, finally closed his eyes and opened his mouth slightly.

The author has something to say: Knowing what life is like everywhere, it should be like Feihong stepping on slush.