I have a disease, do you have a doctor?

When Qiuchen woke up, it just started to rain outside the window.

Yao Xue was standing in front of the window, the warm wind of early summer mixed with the smell of damp/wet soil in rainy days, blowing into the window amidst the sound of heavy rain.

Yao Xue silently looked at the courtyard for a while, listening to Sile and Qin Luo yelling about something in the courtyard, while hurriedly rushing into the house, the candles in the middle were extinguished, all the noise All annihilated in the wind and rain.

Yao Xue stayed in front of the window for a while, finally closed the window, and turned around to look into the room.

Then, by the dim candlelight in the room, he saw that Qiu Chen had sat up and was staring at him without blinking.

Yao Xue's eyes lit up at this moment.He came to the couch in two or three steps, held Qiu Chen's hand, and said happily, "Are you awake?"

Qiu Chen's eyes are still a bit blurred, his face is still very pale, his lips are bloodless, looking around at this moment, he is a little confused: "I... where am I?"

Yao Xue held his hand very hard, and said eagerly: "This is Xianling,? We have already returned to Yong Kingdom. I bought a small courtyard,? Qin Luo and Sile are also here."

Qiu Chen heard the words, but just looked at Yao Xue fixedly, as if he hadn't reacted yet, and was slightly dazed.After a while,? He raised his hands, stared at them repeatedly for a long time, saw the long scar on his arm again, and finally said in disbelief, "I...I'm still alive?"

When Yao Xue heard Qiu Chen say this, she felt sore in her heart, and the worries and anxieties from before flooded her heart again.At the same time, he was very happy that the other party could wake up.Thinking of this, Yao Xue couldn't control the surging emotions in his heart anymore, he opened his arms and hugged Qiu Chen suddenly.

For a while, Qiu Chen just sat there in a daze, letting Yao Xue hold him tightly in her arms.After a long time, he slowly relaxed.The two hugged for a while, and Yao Xue felt a wet touch from her shoulders.He raised his head and looked at Qiu Chen by the dim light of the candle, only to find that the other party had already burst into tears.

Qiu Chen seemed to have finally remembered what had happened before, he raised his hand a little at a loss, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, but the tears kept flowing from his eyes, and he couldn't finish it no matter how much he wiped.

He became more and more sad, and finally he choked slightly, muttering in his mouth: "Father... Mother, I finally... I finally avenged you..."

When Qiu Chen said this, he stopped suddenly. His face was covered with tears, the tip of his nose was red, and he stared at Yao Xue with rippling eyes.Yao Xue had never seen Qiu Chen cry like this before, and she froze in place for a moment, a little at a loss.The two looked at each other for a long time before Yao Xue pulled the man into her arms with trembling hands.

He gently patted Qiu Chen's back, kissed and kissed the top of the hair, showing all his tenderness, as if coaxing a child who had been greatly wronged: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here .I'm here. It's over...”

But after hearing this, Qiu Chen felt even more aggrieved for some reason.He violently broke away from Yao Xue, first looked at his clothes, then raised his head to look at Yao Xue, he didn't know what he thought of, his mouth curled up and down, as if he was desperately enduring it, but finally he whimpered softly .

Qiu Chen raised his hand and desperately wiped away the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand, but he couldn't finish it no matter how hard he tried.In the end, he simply put down his hands, and just let the tears flow from his eyes.

Qiu Chen was crying out of breath, as if he wanted to vent all the pain and pain of these years.While weeping, he said in a hoarse voice intermittently: "But, but I am no longer the former Qiu Ziyin! I am no longer Chang Shu...I have done many, many wrong things...everything is gone Can not go back……"

When Qiuchen said this, he couldn't help but tightly grasped Yao Xue's hand, like a drowning person grasping a piece of driftwood in the water, his knuckles were so hard that they turned white, almost pinching Yao Xue's hand Make a mark.

Seeing this, Yao Xue felt a heartache beyond measure, and hurriedly held her hand tightly.Looking at Qiu Chen's appearance, he felt great grief, wishing to give him everything, but he didn't know what to do.

Over the years, Yao Xue never imagined that the spotless elder brother Ziyin would one day hold her hand and cry so sadly and painfully.

Yao Xue only felt that her eyes were getting hotter and hotter, and she was about to shed tears. He pulled Qiuchen into his arms again, hugged the other person's head, and pressed the person to his chest. He was silent for a while, and whispered softly Said: "You are. You have always been."

Qiuchen buried her face in his chest, choked with pain and said, "I miss my father and mother, I miss them so much. I also miss Xingcai Town, Changshu, I miss you, I want to go back to the past, I want to go back to that time. There is also Wanqian," Qiu Chen said here, his voice trembling violently, and he closed his eyes and said sadly: "How could she...how could she...she is, she is our little junior sister ah……"

Qiu Chen hugged Yao Xue's waist more and more tightly, almost lying on Yao Xue's body.Yao Xue leaned back with some difficulty, stroked Qiu Chen's hair one after another, and was almost pushed/turned over by the other party on the couch.

After a long time, Qiu Chen's mood finally seemed to calm down a bit. He straightened up slightly, and said sullenly: "There are many times when I always feel that I am chasing a phantom that I will never be able to reach. In the end, I Even what it looks like, I will completely forget it. So, I arranged the National Teacher's Mansion to look like your house. I... I am just afraid that one day, one day, I will become a stranger to myself. I will, I will..." When he said this, his voice gradually weakened: "I will not even remember you."

Hearing this, Yao Xue finally couldn't bear it anymore. He sat up abruptly, stretched out his long arms, wrapped his arms around his waist to let the other party sit on his body, stared into the man's eyes and said, "Qiu Ziyin, let me tell you seriously again. , you listen to me. Those days in the school before are also the most precious and unforgettable memories in my life. I will always remember the day we first met, every appearance of you after that, I also I will never forget it. Although many, many things have happened since then, and everything has changed, but you will always be that Qiu Ziyin in my heart. It was you before, and it is you now, Qiu Chen, you will always be It's all about you. My favorite is only you."

"Besides," Yao Xue stared into Qiu Chen's eyes and said earnestly, "Even if you really forgot me completely, I still have ways to make you remember."

Yao Xue's words were warm and straightforward, Qiu Chen stared at him blankly for a while, and his eyes became red again.He suddenly raised his hand, put his arms around Yao Xue's neck and kissed her.

The two were on fire at the touch of each other, and the kiss was so breathless that the whole room was filled with ambiguous sounds for a while.

After a long time, the two reluctantly separated.The rain outside the window had stopped at some point, and the room was quiet, except for the breathing of the two of them at this moment.

Yao Xue cared about Qiu Chen's body, suppressed the fire in you, hugged him in her arms and kissed again and again, kissed the other's slender eyelashes, the high bridge of the nose, and finally pecked and kissed the other's lips.

The two had been rubbing each other's ears for a long time, and it was about to get out of hand. With the last trace of self-control, Yao Xue pressed Qiu Chen's hand stretched out to his belt, and warned: "Don't make trouble. You are not well yet, you need to rest .”

But Qiu Chen's eyes were terribly bright under the dim candlelight, he suddenly smiled at Yao Xue, then got up and got off the couch, and rummaged through the pile of things Sile brought out.

After a while, he took out a small box and returned to the couch.Yao Xue easily recognized that this was the precious little box that Qiu Chen always put beside the couch.

Qiu Chen opened the box, Yao Xue finally saw clearly this time, there was nothing inside, only two hair ties.

One of them was the dark black hairband that Yao Xue gave Qiuchen earlier, and the other was a white hairband that had turned yellow.Yao Xue looked at the white hairband, feeling familiar for no reason.

Qiu Chen took out the hair band and slowly unfolded it on the palm of his hand.With the help of the weak candlelight, Yao Xue saw clearly that there was a word "Yin" vaguely at the end of the hairband.

Only then did he suddenly remember that Bai Liang gave him and Qiu Chen a headband back then, with their characters embroidered on the end of the headband, Yao Xue's is now tied on his head, and Qiu Chen's That one is the white hair tie in his hand now.

Qiu Chen pursed his lips and did not speak, but slowly picked up the hair tie, brushed his black hair, gathered the ends of his hair, and tied the hair tie carefully.

He raised his peach blossom eyes, looked at Yao Xue with a half-smile under the candlelight, and called softly, "Chang Shu."

This is the first time Yao Xue and Qiu Chen have seen each other tie up their hair since they separated for seven years.

At this time, Qiu Chen was only wearing a white undershirt. Although his expression was not as bright and unrestrained as before, it was full of affection and charm, which made people unable to take their eyes off for a while.It was as if he had passed through several years and finally reunited with the person he missed in his heart.

Seeing Qiu Chen's appearance, Yao Xue immediately felt that he had been hooked. He couldn't bear it any longer, and directly grabbed Qiu Chen's wrist and pressed him down on the couch.

Qiu Chen finally got what he wanted, just as he was about to speak, Yao Xue had already kissed her.Yao Xue cared about Qiu Chen's body before and treated others very gently, but now she gnaws and bites his lips, plundering/snatching his breath wantonly.

Qiu Chen was out of breath from being kissed, his eyes were full of tears, but he felt very satisfied.He climbed Yao Xue's back, stared into people's eyes, and said softly: "When I was in Qingchi, that was my first time..." He blushed slightly when he said this: "I didn't talk to you before. Someone else has done that."

Yao Xue froze when she heard that, and looked at Qiu Chen in disbelief, but didn't speak for a while.

Qiu Chen looked a little embarrassed by him, turned his face away and said: "What are you doing looking at me like that... last time, was it my first time, shouldn't you know it best?"

Yao Xue couldn't help laughing when she heard this: "It was also the first time for me last time, how could I see it." When he said this, he suddenly smiled maliciously, and put it in Qiu Chen's ear. Beside, said in a breathy voice: "Last time, I only felt that you..." He spoke the last few words very softly, but pronounced them clearly. After hearing this, Qiu Chen blushed immediately, and he only felt a burst of pain all over his body. It was numb, and the blood was agitated.

He wrapped his arms around Yao Xue's neck with some impatience, and pulled the person towards him, until the two of them were tightly attached, and then he looked into the other's eyes with satisfaction.

Qiuchen looked at Yao Xue staring at his deep eyebrows and eyes, and felt a dry mouth. He licked his lips, looked innocently into Yao Xue's eyes with a pair of beautiful eyes, and said softly: "My body is already fine. Yes. Changshu, I want you, please love me well."

Yao Xue was disturbed by him, no matter how determined she was, she collapsed in an instant, and her breathing became a little heavier immediately.He took a deep look at Qiu Chen, and finally leaned down on the man's shoulder.

……

It rained several times during the night, and the movement in the room never stopped.Qiu Chen looked at Yao Xue with his beautiful eyes at first, and said with ease: "Chang Shu, treat me better this time."

Later, when the rain started to fall again, Qiu Chenying shed tears in tune with the sound of the rain, and said, "You take good care of me."

Later, all the words became, Changshu, I like you.Qiu Chen repeated this sentence many times, at first he stared into the other person's eyes, then he whimpered, and finally he wrapped his arms around Yao Xue's neck, whispering between the lips and teeth of the person.

Yao Xue looked at the half-coquettish and half-frank look of the other party, and her heart was full of noise.He felt that this night was very short, and at the same time felt that it was extremely long, but more of it was the satisfaction and peace of mind rising from the bottom of his heart.

He kissed Qiu Chen's sweaty forehead, and said softly: "Qiu Ziyin, in fact, since the day we first met, you have planted a love gu for me." He held Qiu Chen's hand hand, kissed and kissed on the fingertips of the person, and said softly: "Once this Gu is planted, it can never be undone."

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