On how abusive essays become sweet essays

At the Golden Flower Awards International Best Actor Awards Ceremony, the reporter was holding a camera off the stage, and the flashlight was aimed at the man on the stage—Gao Yujing. The popularity and topic flow around him in the past two years has sprung up like mushrooms after rain.

The man on the stage was wearing a black suit, his chestnut hair was combed meticulously, revealing his handsome face, his originally fair skin was tanned to a healthy wheat color for the filming of a movie, which further complemented his sunny and healthy temperament.

Under the camera, his exquisite facial features have no flaws at all. He is very resistant to blows. He is obedient and milky when he lowers his eyes, and his eyes are wild when he raises them. .

Gao Yujing said his thank you words on the stage, his voice was magnetic, as good as a deep cello, with a decent smile on his face, and his voice was steady from the beginning to the end, as if this award should belong to him, and he thought it was if he didn’t listen to the content Talking about a speech.

Insolent, but also people feel taken for granted.

At the end of the words of thanks, Gao Yujing bowed to the audience, who burst into applause. After a while, the host began the next round of work.

Gao Yujing returned to his seat, still listening with a serious expression on his face, there are cameras everywhere here, maybe the camera will turn to his face in the next moment.

His manager, Brother Zhang, bent down and passed through the crowd, came to him, and whispered in his ear: "Yu Jing, Mr. Gu's assistant has been calling, you go out and answer it. "

Gao Yujing was as motionless as a mountain, and the arc of the smile on his face did not change at all, as if the expression had grown on it, he said, "No need."

Brother Zhang waited for the next sentence, but Gao Yujing didn't speak again for a long time, and Brother Zhang looked at him without words.

As Gao Yujing's manager, he also knows some inside information. After all, Mr. Gu is his benefactor, so he just hangs around like this?

At this moment, the mobile phone in Brother Zhang's hand vibrated again, and this movement caused Gao Yujingfeng to glance over there, meeting Brother Zhang's expectant gaze, and he said: "You go and pick it up, I'll leave after it's over .”

Brother Zhang: "...Okay."

He walked away, Gao Yujing had always been out of his control, and rarely listened to him.

"Hello." Brother Zhang walked to a corner with few people.

Over there is the voice of the special assistant next to Gu Liangyan, "Mr. Zhang?"

"It's me, it's me, Liu Te helps you."

"Hello, is Mr. Gao there?" asked the other end.

Brother Zhang glanced at the man sitting in front of the auditorium through the crowd, and only saw the back of his head. He said, "Tezhu Liu, we are at the Golden Flower Awards."

"Mr. Gao, can you answer the phone?"

"...Sorry, it's not convenient for him right now."

There was a pause, then said: "Then please tell Mr. Gao that Mr. Gu is waiting for him in the parking lot."

Brother Zhang was breathless: "Which parking lot is it?"

The name of the hotel was mentioned over there, and it was the hotel he had booked for Gao Yujing.

Time passed slowly, and at the end of the show, the crowd poured out. Brother Zhang told Gao Yujing about it, but Gao Yujing's attitude seemed to be indifferent, and he wanted to have dinner with the crew.

Brother Zhang felt uneasy: "What's the matter with you?"

"What's going on?" Gao Yujing asked back.

His appearance is very deceiving, with drooping eyes and innocent eyes.

Gao Yujing's first award-winning film was in which he played a psychopath who lived like an ordinary person while being a perverted serial cold-blooded killer. It was this film that brought him into the public's sight and was evaluated as a natural actor.

As soon as Brother Zhang saw his expression, his back felt chills, "I won't force you if you don't want to say it, but you have to prepare me. Mr. Gu's influence in the circle cannot be underestimated, even if you are famous now , he can also make you fall, do you understand what I mean?"

Gao Yujing smiled innocently, nodded and said: "Understood... Director Xu is calling me, let's go first."

Brother Zhang: "..."

He felt that Gao Yujing didn't understand at all. In the past two years, every time there was any trouble, he was worried about losing his hair. This one is still sitting on the Diaoyutai, leisurely, and doesn't take his acting career seriously at all.

Brother Zhang classifies this as his smooth journey and not having suffered too many setbacks, so he doesn't care about the success that others can't hope for.

Gao Yujing's figure went away, Zhang Ge's phone vibrated in his pocket, he took out his phone, and saw the notes and started to have a headache.

"Tezhu Liu." Brother Zhang left from the exit.

"Hello, is Mr. Gao there?" Liu Tezhu paused, and said, "His phone is not connected, is the phone dead?"

Brother Zhang felt that he should prepare more antihypertensive drugs.

"It should be, I'm really sorry, Special Assistant Liu, just now the crew asked Yu Jing to have a dinner together, and if he couldn't refuse, he had to..." Brother Zhang explained earnestly.

On the other side of the hotel parking lot, in a black Cayenne, Liu Tezhu was sitting in the driver's seat. He glanced at the gloomy expression of the man in the back seat from the rearview mirror, turned his head while covering his phone, and said, "President Gu, Mr. Mister went to dinner with the crew."

The man has an outstanding face, even if placed in the entertainment circle, it can make people obsessed with it. His bones are beautiful, but the gloom on his body dilutes the impact of this beauty, and his temperament is as sharp as a drawn sword , making people afraid to look more.

He was playing a game of Tetris with his mobile phone, when he heard that his bony hands snapped, the cube fell freely, and the position was wrong.

Gu Liangyan's eyes were filled with lingering gloom, and his voice was hoarse: "Where is it?"

Those two short words are as terrifying as a ghost in the dark night.

Assistant Liu didn't change his face, and quickly asked Brother Zhang on the other end of the phone. After getting the answer, he told Gu Liangyan and asked, "Mr. Gu, are we going there now?"

Gu Liangyan stared at him with deep pupils for a while, then uttered two words: "No."

"Okay." Liu Tezhu didn't ask a single word, and a thin layer of sweat came out from his back. He only hoped that Mr. Gao would come back soon, and the aura on Mr. Gu's body gradually became terrifying—afraid.

At one o'clock in the morning, the lights in the car were turned on, and the frequency of Gu Liangyan's finger poking on the phone screen gradually became faster, revealing his impatience.

A nanny's car drove into the parking lot. Liu Tezhu kept staring outside, saw the license plate clearly, his eyes lit up, and said, "Mr. Gu, Mr. Gao is back."

Gu Liangyan was like a punctured balloon filled with arrogance, because of these words, his emotions gradually returned to a stable state.

The nanny's car was parked in the garage. The parking lot was very quiet at this time. Gao Yujing opened the car door and got out of the car. He drank some wine, but he was still awake.

He took two steps, the headlights of a car on the opposite side flickered, Gao Yujing raised his hand to cover his eyes, and then heard the sound of the door opening.

He put down his hands and looked over with sleepy eyes.

It's Gu Liangyan's assistant.

"Mr. Gao." Liu Tezhu walked up to him and greeted him.

An amiable smile hung on Gao Yujing's face: "Liu Tezhu, it's so late, why are you here?"

Liu Tezhu couldn't figure out whether he asked knowingly or if he really forgot, he said, "Mr. Gao, Mr. Gu is waiting for you in the car."

Gao Yujing tilted his head, "What do you want me to do?"

Liu Tezhu smiled and said nothing.

Gao Yujing twitched the corners of his mouth and looked at him.

"Brother Jing—" A head stuck out of the driver's seat window of the nanny car. He is Gao Yujing's life assistant, and he came to Gao Yujing's side only in the past two months.

Seeing this battle, he didn't know why.

Gao Yujing turned his head and said in a gentle voice, "It's okay, you can go back first."

It took him some time to dismiss the assistant. During this period, Special Assistant Liu waited by the side. When there was no fourth person present, Gao Yujing pulled the back seat of the car and sat in.

Liu Tezhu stood in front of the car and watched the wind.

The air pressure in the car was extremely low. As soon as Gao Yujing sat in, he could feel that the man was in a bad mood, as if he had just put a delicate and beautiful human skin on the appearance of the beast, and the violence and madness were spreading inside, occupying the small space. The oppressive atmosphere in the space is expanding.

"Mr. Gu." Gao Yujing was not affected, and moved his knuckles one after another.

Gu Liangyan didn't speak, and he casually threw the phone into a corner of the car.

Gao Yujing yawned: "If you're free, I'll go up first."

Gu Liangyan half-knocked his eyes, his lips were tightly pressed, and his voice was calm and hoarse: "I haven't eaten yet."

Gao Yujing was stunned for a moment, and then complained, "How does Liu Tezhuo do things? It's so late——"

He glanced at the time on his watch, with concern and distress on his brows, and performed his script at just the right time.

"I'm hungry." Gu Liangyan interrupted him, "Follow me for dinner."

"Ah..." Gao Yujing said distressedly, "I'm sorry, Mr. Gu, our nurturing contract was terminated a week ago."

Gu Liangyan stared at him: "Contract renewal."

Gao Yujing's eyes were gentle, his handsome facial features were full of warmth, and his voice was also gentle: "I have no plans for the time being, Mr. Gu, didn't we agree last week? That's it."

Two years ago, Gao Yujing was an unknown [-]th line, and still owed a lot of debts. Gu Liangyan found him and signed an agreement with him. Gu Liangyan would make him popular, and he just needs to obediently be a lover .

"I didn't agree." Gu Liangyan said, "I don't agree."

Gao Yujing sighed helplessly, and regrettably said: "But I don't need you anymore, and it's not good for me to renew the contract."

Gu Liangyan looked at him fixedly, and said a digression: "I've been waiting for you all night."

Gao Yujing met his eyes, and had the illusion of abandoning the milk dog. Gu Liangyan is not a milk dog, he is a wolf that can bite. Gao Yujing has witnessed his ruthless methods with his own eyes.

Gao Yujing lowered the car window, "Tezhu Liu, take your boss Gu to dinner."

Gu Liangyan grabbed Gao Yujing's wrist with such force that he seemed to crush his wrist. Gao Yujing didn't struggle, but tilted his head and said with a half-smile, "Then please let me eat."

His hands loosened.

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The scenery outside the car window flew by quickly. It was almost two o'clock in the morning. There were not many cars on the car, and the road was unimpeded. The black car stopped at the entrance of the five-star hotel that was still in business.

After Gao Yujing got out of the car, Liu Tezhu took out the wheelchair from the trunk of the car and pushed it to the door. Gu Liangyan looked at Gao Yujing, and Gao Yujing bent down and carried him out of the car as usual.

Gu Liangyan doesn't like being touched.

Gao Yujing remembered the first time he took the initiative to hug someone out, Gu Liangyan's face was as dark as pitch, and he looked at him suspiciously, as if he had demonstrated in his mind thousands of times how to swallow him alive—he Looking for excitement, he tried Gu Liangyan's bottom line over and over again.

The restaurant needs to be reserved, and the privacy of the box is very good. Even if Gao Yujing appeared here, there were fans of him among the waiters, and they looked at him a few more times, but they didn't come up to disturb, and they were very orderly.

The night outside the window was thick, and the city became quiet.

While waiting for the food to be served, Gao Yujing stood by the window, watched the night view outside for a while, then walked back and sat at the table, Gu Liangyan wiped his fingers, one by one, carefully and vigorously.

After a while, he threw down the light blue silk, took out a card from his suit pocket, and pushed it in front of Gao Yujing: "There is no limit to the black card, you can do whatever you want."

Gao Yujing looked at him, but didn't answer: "What about the conditions?"

"Contract renewal."

"I reject."

Gu Liangyan's expression turned ugly: "The reason."

"I don't need your help anymore." Gao Yujing said, "Besides——"

He rested his chin, put his fingertips on his lips, and smiled ambiguously and tiredly, "I am a grown man, and I also have physical and spiritual desires and needs, and you can't give them to me."

Gu Liangyan understood the meaning of his words in an instant, he looked directly at him with dark eyes, and the line of his lips was flattened, "Who do you want to go to?"

"What do you want to do?" Gao Yujing asked, he got up and went around behind Gu Liangyan, patted him on the shoulder, bent down and whispered in his ear, "If I answer you, you will be ruined." him?"

Gently breathing in Gu Liangyan's ear, Gao Yujing leaned forward, tilted his head slightly, and planted a kiss on his cheek. Gu Liangyan reacted greatly and hid aside. He has a cleanliness habit and can't stand others touching him. , The place that has been touched must be wiped hundreds of times before giving up.

"Look, you can't even stand me approaching you." Gao Yujing said, and he sat back to the seat next to Liangyan, "Let's just break it up, and you can find someone else, anyway...anyone can take my place Identity, isn't it?"

The lover that Gu Liangyan wants is only obedient, obedient and not causing trouble, that's enough.

"Your conditions are very good, and I think others will not lose." Gao Yujing's gentle voice spoke flirtatiously.

He is a very good financial supporter - the premise is that Canary must have enough resilience, otherwise he will go crazy just by his side.

Gu Liangyan's face was darkened, and the hands on his lap seemed to want to lift up to wipe his face, but he forcibly held back his body's conditioned reflex.

The waiter interrupted them by serving the dishes. Liu Tezhu, who was in front of the air in the corner of the room, heaved a sigh of relief, and came forward to help serve the dishes.

Liu Tezhu was terrified after eating the meal. He watched Gu Liangyan ask Gao Yujing to peel the shrimp, and then ate it himself, feeling slightly surprised.

It was also the first time for him to see how the two of them get along in private. He usually follows Gu Liangyan, and he is determined not to eat things that others have touched. Usually, when he eats at the company, someone specially delivers them, not to mention Gao Yujing He also deliberately peeled the shrimp until it was pitted. Liu Tezhu was watching, afraid that Gu Liangyan would lose his temper.

But it didn't, Gu Liangyan ate it obediently and did not criticize.

After eating, they got in the car, Liu Tezhu took a look at his CEO, and Gu Liangyan gave an address, which was his residence.

Gao Yujing interjected gently: "Please take me back to the apartment in the community, thank you."

Gu Liangyan glanced at him, and said in a gloomy tone, "When you go back, I'll chop up that little brat at home to eat dog meat."

What Gu Liangyan was talking about was a golden retriever they raised. Specifically, Gao Yujing should be raising it. Gu Liangyan didn't like that dog very much, and kept calling it "little brat".

Gao Yujing said kindly, "Listen to Mr. Gu."

Liu Tezhu started the car silently.

The place where Gu Liangyan lived was the rich man's villa area. When he got there, Liu Tezhu's task was completed. Gao Yujing pushed Gu Liangyan's wheelchair into the villa. As soon as he stepped into the villa, he rubbed against his legs. A hairy head.

It was not the first time for Gao Yujing to come here, so he quickly found the light switch, the lights in the villa were on, and a golden retriever dog as high as his calf followed him, sticking out his tongue and wagging his tail at him.

He smiled and knelt down and rubbed the golden retriever's head, saying hello to it: "Slow down."

The golden retriever got into his arms, Gu Liangyan sat on the wheelchair and pulled him, separating him from the dog, and said with a dark face, "Dirty."

He stared at Gao Yujing's hand that touched the dog's head, and turned the wheelchair to get the disinfectant.

"I'll take a shower later." Gao Yujing said.

Gu Liangyan didn't listen, took the disinfectant stubbornly, came back and sprayed it on his hands, then took his hand again, took out a squarely folded handkerchief from his coat, and carefully wiped every part of his hands.

Gao Yujing went with him, if he didn't wish, there would be some trouble tonight.

"Aren't you taking a bath slowly?" Gao Yujing asked him, his eyes fell on his drooping eyelids, and his eyelashes curled up.

Gu Liangyan was looking at his hands intently, frowning tightly, "Washed."

He paused and added, "It's still dirty."

Gao Yujing curled the corner of his mouth: "That's enough, if I keep wiping it off, my hands will lose a layer of skin."

Gu Liangyan wiped it twice more, then put down the handkerchief, pushed him, and said, "Go take a bath."

"Okay." Gao Yujing went in familiarly to get his pajamas and underwear, and then went into the bathroom.

At night, the two of them slept on the same bed. The bed was big enough for two people to sleep in. The room was filled with the smell of incense. Gao Yujing was very used to the smell of incense in this room. Gu Liangyan couldn't sleep well. So I always order some incense to help sleep.

But he has never smelled the incense tonight.

When Gu Liangyan fell asleep, he wanted to turn off the lights, but Gu Liangyan stopped him. He pointed to his leg, looked at Gu Liangyan with heavy eyes and said, "Massage."

"It's late." Gao Yujing said.

Gu Liangyan's eyes gradually darkened: "I used to have them."

When he said this, he was like a child begging for candy.

In the past, as long as they slept together, there would be massages. At first, Gao Yujing massaged him semi-compulsively, just to see how long he would endure.

Gao Yujing was not as good as he wished: "Then there is no more now, you have to get used to it."

The phrase "you have to get used to it" is light and casual.

Gu Liangyan closed her eyes, if the loneliness in her body had any substance, it showed that he was very pitiful.

Gao Yujing squinted his eyes, and with a smile on his lips, he raised his hand to turn off the light, and the room fell into darkness. If he didn't know that his lameness was fake, he might really feel sorry for him.

After the silence, the sound of breathing became obvious, and the darkness deprived the visual senses and sharpened the other senses.

After a while, a human-shaped pillow came into Gao Yujing's arms forcefully, and his slender shoulder blades pressed against his chest, and he naturally put his hands on his waist.

The shortest distance between them only stops here.

Gao Yujing closed his eyes and fell asleep.

……

Unexpectedly, when he woke up, he was already on the boat.

The swaying hull and the deep blue sea outside the boat, contrasted with the blue sky, become a picture-like beauty. The seagulls fly low over the sea level, and the shadow of the shore can no longer be seen.

Gao Yujing was not too surprised. In his imagination, this scene would come sooner or later—he had waited for a long time.

When Gao Yujing was 14 years old, he got the "script" of his life, which was called "Prisoner Love: The Golden House Cangjiao". The protagonist Gao Yujing had a miserable life experience since he was a child. His mother ran away with someone when he was very young, leaving him who was less than ten years old.

He doesn't have a mother, his father doesn't care about him, he was not clean when he was a child, no one likes a smelly and dirty child, and his classmates at school pushed him out and bullied him, and he gradually developed cowardice and tolerance character.

At the age of 23, Gao Yujing had just stepped into the entertainment industry when his father owed a debt and died at the gambling table. The cowardly and incompetent wretch only had a good-looking face, was not going well at work, and was chased for debts , several times of despair, then a person appeared.

——Gu Liangyan, the next successor of the Gu Group, has excellent indicators in all indicators, but it is a pity that he got into a car accident and became limped and unable to walk.

He made a condition to keep him, because his face looked like someone from a certain angle, the tenderness of Gu Liangyan's alms, the poor guy couldn't help but sink into it, and then indulged in it, and he, who was delicate and sensitive, noticed it later Gu Liangyan didn't like herself, so she began to abuse herself again.

Gu Liangyan noticed his thoughts, disgusted and disgusted, and his attitude became cold. Gao Yujing was used to being patient when something happened to him at work. He didn't say anything, and Gu Liangyan didn't care. encounter.

Until he discovered that Gu Liangyan had always had a white moonlight in his heart, and he was just a poor and humble stand-in. Let him go so easily.

Robbery and plunder, ruining his retreat inch by inch, leaving people by his side, Gao Yujing experienced pain, sadness, despair and other mental journeys, and after going through various bloody plots, the two finally achieved a positive result.

The life of Gao Yujing in "Prisoner Love" and the reality of Gao Yujing completely overlap, but it is a pity that he is not a cowardly and pitiful little rabbit, but a vicious dog.

When he was a child, his father was drunk and beat him, so he broke his leg with a stool while his father was asleep. During that time, he could no longer beat him.

Later, in junior high school, he cleaned up and didn't provoke anyone, but those people still followed him, locked him in the toilet, tore up his homework, and called him a bastard without parents.

He had no choice but to report back one by one. In order to save trouble, he cleaned up afterwards, faced the teacher's greetings, put on a rabbit skin and picked himself off. His performance was very successful, and they bullied him for two years. The matter was shaken out, and a major demerit was recorded.

He had no choice but to force him to do so.

It was that year that he got the "script".

Even if he doesn't do what's in the script, it's going to happen in his life in some way.

At the age of 23, he chose the path in the script - entering the entertainment circle.

He has a very good talent for acting. Before meeting Gu Liangyan, he had auditioned several times and was about to sign a contract, but every time he would fail with various accidents, the so-called resistance of fate.

So he appeared in front of Gu Liangyan premeditatedly, he wanted to be popular, and after two years, he succeeded in doing so, but he got tired of it.

In Gao Yujing's two years in the book, he only reached the second and third tiers in the end, without his achievements, which shows that some things are not necessary and certain.

So is fate.

The author has something to say: a new chapter~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yanhua 1;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 4559987213 bottles; 3 bottles of cute ^ω^;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!