On how abusive essays become sweet essays

Such a thing happened the night before, Bo Wang thought that he would not see Yu Han the next morning, so he was a little surprised when he heard the knock on the door and Yu Han asking him if he got up after he got up and washed .

Bao Wang opened the door, Yu Han was standing at the door, glanced at him and lowered his eyes, "It's time to eat."

As if nothing happened.

"Okay." Bo Wang followed him out of the room.

As usual, he ate quietly, but what happened last night made Bao Wang feel a lingering sense of weirdness. He looked at Yu Han who was sitting across from him, with downcast eyes and a good student on his body. Bookish, the whole person is gentle, respectful and thrifty.

In the past, Bo Wang seldom looked at his expression seriously. It seemed that he had been used to it for a long time and subtly formed an image of him in his mind, but today, it seems that this expression on Yu Han's face is another That's a violation.

As for what happened yesterday, he thought that according to Yu Han's temperament, he would avoid him for a few days.

Yu Han... what kind of temperament is it?

Bo Wang ate the food one bite at a time.

The Yu Han in that novel is tolerant and tenacious, able to bend and stretch, and has his own opinions, while the Yu Han he knows is tolerant, more docile, swallows in his stomach when he is wronged, and is also very fragile.

Bao Wang suddenly recalled the first time he saw Yu Han, that wolf cub-like eyes were full of sharp thorns to the outside world.

In the beginning, the relationship between Bo Wang and Yu Han was not good, and Yu Han was very difficult to get close to. Bo Wang was a person who became more and more courageous when he was frustrated. Until later, Yu Han gradually softened his attitude, and his personality seemed to have gradually disappeared at that time. edges and corners.

Bao Wang looked up at Yu Han, who was facing the table with lower eyebrows, and finally understood what was wrong. Even if the wolf was tamed, it was still a wolf and would not become a rabbit.

He stared at Yu Han for a while, and caught several times in a minute that he secretly glanced at his lips, but he pretended not to know.

"I found your mother." Bo Wang felt that this sentence was a bit ambiguous after finishing speaking, and added, "Do you want to know where she is?"

Yu Han froze for a moment, then suddenly looked at Bo Wang.

Bo Wang: "I promised to help you before, I mean to help you get rid of those people, but if you want me to help your mother pay off the debt, I can also promise, as long as you ask."

Yu Han pursed his lips, as if a little hesitant, he showed hesitation, Bo Wang didn't rush him, and waited patiently for him to think clearly, after a while, Yu Han shook his head: "Forget it, this matter has nothing to do with you in the first place." Relationship."

"Don't worry, it's not difficult for me to repay those debts. I also said that you just treat me as an investor. It's not a lie." Bao Wan parted his lips and chuckled, "Yu Han, you deserve my money." Do it."

He said temptingly: "Just a word from you."

Yu Han's clear eyes did not waver, "Senior, thank you, you are good enough to me, don't interfere with this matter."

His tone was firm.

"Okay." Bo Wang didn't insist on much, "If you need it, you can find me anytime."

"En." Yu Han responded.

Bo Wang didn't mention it again, he continued to eat.

"Senior...you know." Yu Han asked in a very low voice.

Bo Wang: "What?"

"About my mother."

Yu Han lowered his head, not daring to look at Bo Wang, afraid of seeing some emotions in his eyes that he didn't want to see, he pinched the chopsticks until his fingertips turned white, and pretended to be nonchalant.

When Yu Han said this, Bo Wang understood.

In fact, he and his mother have always had a bad reputation in their residential area.

Yu Han moved to that small piece of world with his mother when he was five years old. At that time, his father was no longer with them. His mother had done a lot of messy jobs, but how did she really make money? Everyone knows that.

When Yu Han was young, she often brought a man in and out of the house. Yu Han naturally understood what it was very early on. The day he met Bo Wang a year ago, he actually ran away from home. .

It's ironic, Yu Han is good-looking, a 16-year-old boy who is malnourished, looks small and indistinguishable, when he came home from school that day, he happened to meet the man his mother brought back at home, and the man glanced at him disgustingly, The words were full of contempt, if it was just that, it would be fine, but he still wanted to move his hands and feet, and even pushed him on the bed. It was Yu Han who beat the man, and then ran out while he was in pain.

When he came home the next day, his mother scolded him for touching him, but she didn't really do anything to him.

At that moment, he trembled all over. He didn't know whether it was anger or fear, maybe both. He was afraid that one day his mother would sell him.

Bo Wang didn't answer Yu Han's question for a long time, and Yu Han was very worried.

He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't notice that Bo Wang had already walked in front of him. In the next moment, Bao Wang clasped his chin, raised his head and looked at him.

At that moment, the gloom in Yu Han's eyes that was too late to hide was exposed in Bo Wang's sight.

Yu Han's heart suddenly went blank, and he lowered his eyes subconsciously.

Bo Wang didn't miss the look in his eyes, he even felt that this was the real Yu Han.

A wolf who tries hard to disguise himself as a rabbit.

So cute.

Bo Wang's interest that had faded before reappeared.

"So?" He let go of Yu Han's chin.

Yu Han raised his eyes, the emotions in his eyes had been well covered by him, and Bo Wang was not surprised.

"So what do you want me to say to you?" he asked.

He said before that Yu Han had changed a lot this month, maybe he was wrong, Yu Han just didn't show his paws in front of him again.

"Afraid that I will look down on you? Or are you afraid that I will loathe you?" Bao Wang accurately expressed Yu Han's deepest fear, and he snorted, "Senior is so superficial in your eyes?"

"I……"

I'm afraid of you and think I'm dirty.

Yu Han gritted his teeth, his Adam's apple rolled, afraid that if he continued to speak, his heart would become weak, and he would cry uncontrollably, although it was not that he had shed tears in front of Bo Wang, but his mood was different after all.

He is not a white lotus, and he does not have the nature of being unstained from the mud. He grew up in the mud and is dirty from the inside to the outside.

Bo falsely thought that he was innocent, but in fact he was not, he was scheming from the very beginning.

At that time, he almost suffered from that kind of thing, and he was very sensitive to that aspect. He felt that Bo Wang was unusual for him, maybe he didn't like him very much, but he felt that Bo Wang was interested in him, but it was just an interest.

He is not as pure as a blank sheet of paper, he knows even more than his peers, he knows Bo Wang, a top student in the third year of high school, at first he avoided Bo Wang, just waiting for him to get bored.

Later, he discovered that with Bowang, his life would be much better, and he would be able to live his own life with peace of mind without those who provoke troubles around him, so he began to accept the existence of Bowang.

Later, he had the first taste of liking someone—it was difficult to say it out loud, and he wanted to keep it for himself, but he had no choice but to digest the pain of this secret love by himself late at night.

He wants Bo Wang to be more than interested in him, he wants Bo Wang to like him, want him to look at him, put him in his eyes, and have him in his heart.

But Yu Han clearly knows that he is dispensable to Bo Wang, even if he says he wants to leave, Bo Wang will not imprison him, he likes Bo Wang, but he voluntarily puts him in prison.

He tried his best to catch up with Bo Wang's footsteps, but the gap between the two was always so big.

"Yu Han, let go." Bo Wang pressed Yu Han's lips.

Hearing Bo Wang's words, Yu Han felt a tingling pain in his lower lip, Yu Han's mouth loosened, and he bit his lower lip so hard that the skin was broken.

Bo Wang's thumb pad was originally on Yu Han's lower lip, and when he loosened his mouth, Bo Wang's hand sank in naturally, touching the wound on Yu Han's lower lip, Yu Han's tongue tip unconsciously After licking that place, Bo Lu only felt the soft and moist touch flash by.

Bo Wang paused for a moment, and then pulled out his finger, the pulp of which was bloodshot, he said with a helpless smile: "You slapped yourself so hard, what are you thinking?"

Yu Han's eyes wandered: "It's nothing."

Bao Wang looked down at his wound, Yu Han had two canine teeth on his upper teeth, and the right side of his lower lip was bitten deeply, blood seeped out, Yu Han pursed his lips uncomfortably, and his mouth immediately followed Like lipstick.

"I'll get you the medicine." Bo Wang straightened up as he said.

Yu Han grabbed his wrist and asked, "Do you think I'm cruel?"

Bo Wang knew he was asking about his not going to fuck.

"Yu Han, why do you care so much about my opinion?"

Yu Han withdrew the hand holding Bo Wang as if it was hot, his lips murmured, and finally he only said: "We... are friends."

"Friends also have their own private affairs." Bo Wang said, "I don't know your past, but I believe you, since your mother borrowed the money, you shouldn't bear the consequences—you think it's right, so that's it. Do it, if there is anything, I will support you."

Bo Wang's last sentence is not only talking about this matter.

Yu Han was silent for a while: "Thank you."

In the next few days, Yu Han went to work part-time as usual during the day, and when he came back to study at night, he often asked Bo Wang some questions he didn't know.

After the holiday, Bo Wang sent Yu Han back to school, and everything seemed to be back on track.

Bo Wang is very busy at school, most of the time the two of them don't have enough time to chat, and they send messages at intervals. Bo Wang and Yu Han mentioned Shen Lin a few times, but they didn't get any useful news. It looks like a normal classmate relationship.

Zou Yuan did inquire about what happened between Shen Lin and Yu Han. They once had a fight in the classroom. The reason was unknown. It was lunch break and most people were not in the classroom. Only one or two classmates saw it with their own eyes.

After hearing this, Bo Wang didn't take it seriously, but he didn't expect that he said to support Yu Han, and Yu Han had an accident at school not long after.

Still fighting, and still the same person.

At that time, it was Yu Han who called him.

The boy on the other end of the phone asked him in a low voice, and somewhat vaguely: "Do you have time?"