I Am Your Father

Come here, and you definitely don't want to be seen by others.

"Okay." Apparently understanding Li Zhi's thoughts, Yan Xiu frowned and said softly, "I'll stay outside, call me if you need something."

After finishing speaking, he pulled Yu Chishen up and quickly retreated.

As a result, except for the slight crackling sound of the brazier that had just been ignited, the room suddenly fell to the sky. Li Zhi raised his eyes and looked at the familiar face in front of him that had been barely wiped clean. Wu An, who was also lifeless, couldn't hold back his instantly collapsed expression, and reached out to untie the mottled robe in front of Si Jie.

And he remembered that before the accident at Fumen, Si Jie went to Wangxian Peak to ask for help for Li Goudan on his knees. This man clearly still had injuries on his knees. After half a year in prison, what happened ——

Unexpectedly, just when Li Zhi's trembling fingertips touched the corner of Si Jie's skirt, before he could roll it up, the cold air suddenly brushed against the corners of his red eyes, and the next moment he couldn't move his arms anymore.

His heart was beating like a drum suddenly, Li Zhi raised his eyes sharply, staring at Si Jie's palm that was holding him firmly.

The scars on the fingers are clearly visible, the flesh has been corroded to the point of cracking, so close and abruptly reflected in the eyes, apart from piercing the bone, Li Zhi was shocked.

Si Jie was awake?

"Si, the head of the department?" He blurted out and murmured, staring at Si Jie's face that never changed, and couldn't help but put his other hand on it, wanting to see if his eyes were ill and refused to open them.

But this time before his hand touched, Si Jie had turned his head slightly to avoid him.

"..."

Li Zhi froze in astonishment, watching Si Jie open his eyes at this moment, but there was no light in his eyes, his face was expressionless, he didn't look at him, and he didn't allow him to look at the gray appearance of his injuries, and he seemed to freeze generally.

"... Si Jie?" After a long while, he called again dully.

"..." As expected, Si Jie still didn't respond.

Only when he wanted to put his other hand into the bottom of Si Jie's robe again, he raised his hand decisively to block it.

"You...you let me see," Li Zhi said in a hoarse voice, "Ah Xiu is not here, we are already married couples, don't worry, I won't despise you."

It's a pity that he waited for a while after speaking, so nervous that he didn't know whether it was sweat or something, and fell in front of Si Jie, blending with the wet cloud robe, but he still couldn't wait for Si Jie to make a move.

What should I do?

Looking at his appearance, even if he is awake, he is more disturbing than lethargic, and if this mental illness can wait slowly, but the injury on his body must not continue to worsen.

It is still uncertain when Yan Jinghe will come to find him, and there will be some delays then.

Staring at Si Jie intently, Li Zhi tried his best to calm himself down, but he still felt heavy helplessness and distress under his short breathing, and he really didn't want to force him to do something unacceptable at this time.

Just as the two of them were stuck in a stalemate on the narrow bed, their anxious mind finally reached its limit.

He didn't pull his arm back, but went up with Si Jie's palm, and pulled off his clothes, which were also soaked in water, with one hand, leaned over with his chest bare, and pressed against Si Jie, trying to temporarily give him some relief with his body. At the same time, I couldn't help but say: "Little dumb..."

"Little dumb," he said again in a low voice, buried deep in his neck, "I miss you so much."

131. Monologue

"Little dumb..."

Dumb and affectionate whispers lingered in Si Jie's ears over and over again, like dead branches covered in the howling wind and snow giving out tiny resistance, powerless but unwilling to compromise.

"I'm sorry," and finally feeling the heartbeat of the other party lightly, Li Zhi said again, "I have never recognized you, obviously you have given me so many opportunities."

"But I'm stupid and self-righteous, and I always break your heart."

"That day... I didn't trust you either."

"Now it's too late to let you suffer."

"Are you disappointed?"

"..." As he spoke, Li Zhi tilted his head slightly to look at him, the corner of his lips brushed against Si Jie's face inadvertently, then he simply leaned forward and kissed the thin chin carefully in front of him, regardless of whether he responded or not, He continued on his own.

"But what can I do if I am disappointed... I have no face and skin, and you can't shake it off."

"But I promise, I will never quarrel with you again. I will listen to you honestly and never make you angry. I will spoil you to the heavens. If I violate it, I will be like the fourth brother Qiao in the village. Every time I provoke him If the daughter-in-law is unhappy, she will kneel on the bedside until you calm down..."

"Forget it, what's so difficult about kneeling on the head of the bed? After all, I have rough skin and thick flesh, so I'd better kneel down on your Ziwei Qizhan. The bumpy head can only be relieved by kneeling up."

"If you think about it that way, don't you feel better?"

But after a while, there was still a heart-wrenching silence in the room.

Slowly tightening his arms, Li Zhi and Si Jie stuck closer together, as if the person who needed warmth was actually him.

In this extraordinarily lengthy silence, he changed his mind slightly, grinned sharply, and couldn't help but let out two self-deprecating sighs at the end: "Look, I'm farting again."

"Knowing that you are a little dumb, you will only sulk yourself."

"There's nothing you can do about me."

"Why do you... like me so much?" The warm exhalation from the bottom of the lips was uninterrupted, and he murmured unwillingly, "I want to treat you better than you treat me."

"You say I'm a glimmer in the mud, but you don't know, without you, the sesame-sized glimmer would not exist at all."

"I just leave you, there is no hope anymore."

In the days when he was so gloomy, he also repeatedly chewed on the memory of the little mute. It was the brightest encounter in his entire youth. Let him think about it from time to time, not all of this world is malicious to him.

"There's also the brat," Li Goudan was inevitably mentioned again, Li Zhi suppressed the rushing thoughts in his eyes, and said in a difficult voice, "How can I, let such a lovely him come into this world to accompany me to suffer. "

"When he was born, he was a small lump and was soft. I didn't dare to use force when I held him, for fear that my hand would be too light or heavy, and he would break it somewhere..."

"In the end, I still killed him."

"If it weren't for the fragrance of the other side of my body, why would he be here, or if he was reincarnated in another family, it would be much better than running around with me and facing danger all the time."

"In fact, I should listen to what my mother said, and be a murderous devil with peace of mind, without any worries, alone to death."

But after he finished speaking, he smiled again, Li Zhi leaned forward, and traced carefully on Si Jie's cold lips.

"But the truth is that, even now, if I could do it all over again, I still...will selfishly think that giving birth to him with you is the most irresolute thing I can give up in my messy life."

"I say this, do you understand how important you are to me?"

A person murmured for a long time, his voice became lower and lower, and finally he was defeated by the seemingly endless silence in the air. The corners of Li Zhi's mouth couldn't help but twitched, touching Si Jie's forehead.

"...Little mute, please, recover quickly."

The ending sound faded away with tremors, and for a while, the air was completely quiet, only the split light from outside the room penetrated the window lattice and surrounded the two people who were tightly huddled together in the couch. Looking from a distance, it was as if they were tightly bound, and no one could separate them. .

Li Zhi waited and waited in panic, not daring to move, for fear of missing the slightest change in Si Jie.

It's a pity that things still backfired. The first person he waited for was the other person he didn't want to see at the moment.

The door panel was slammed open, and two figures fell into the room together, followed by Yan Jinghe who was sitting in the cart and appeared gloomy.

Looking up, Li Zhizhuan really didn't expect that he could even kill Yan Xiu, but he forcibly held back the accusation that he almost blurted out under the astonishment.

There's no point in arguing with a madman.

Fortunately, Yan Xiu was fine, probably because he didn't know what was going on in the house, he was worried about Yan Jinghe's sudden intrusion and saw the clues, so he intended to stop him, but unexpectedly Yan Jinghe made a sudden move.

While helping up Yu Chishen who was already injured, Yan Xiu looked at Li Zhi, with a flash of nervousness in his eyes.

Until he saw that Li Zhi was sitting straddling Si Jie, he didn't do anything else, and looked at him fiercely.

"What do you want to do by taking him out of the dungeon?" Yan Jinghe asked in a deep voice with sharp eyes.

Li Zhi immediately twisted his face and sneered: "What do you think?"

"You made him into such a half-dead character, and you still want me to ask Xiao Luohe's thoughts for you, don't you think it's ridiculous?"

"What, are you distressed?"

"Bah! Of course I have to wake him up first, otherwise what kind of revenge will I have on a delirious cripple?"

"..." Hearing the words, his expression was still solemn, his gaze scanned Li Zhi's unclosed skirt inch by inch, Yan Jinghe obviously had doubts about Li Zhi's words.

"Indeed," after a while, Yan Jinghe finally spoke, slowly pushing the wooden wheel closer to Li Zhidao, "As you can see, his current situation is different from ordinary people, what can you do to make him really wake up? "

"How do you plan to pry his mouth open when you bring him out without authorization?"

Facing Yan Jinghe's non-tonal inquiry, the expression on Li Zhi's face did not show any hesitation: "As long as you don't interfere within this month and let me take him by your side, I will see you later. I'll explain it to you."

"How to do it, let's listen."

"Hey, I asked the question knowingly."

Facing Yan Jinghe's extremely deep eyes, Li Zhi snorted unceremoniously, as if he had simply torn off his disguise and said: "Since you chose to ask me to ask Xiao Luohe's thoughts, don't tell me, you didn't think about what to do for me