I Am Your Father

Your comments and support are really the only motivation for me to persevere. Maybe a simple expression or a word can make me excited for a long time, or climb out of the emotional trough of wanting to give up.

Really, probably the style of writing is not very serious, it will give people the feeling that the author is a heartless sand sculpture, but the author is indeed... emmm a hypocrite, who will be so depressed that his nose will burst into flames because of a rant, and will also Because of one more comment, I laughed like a fool instantly, and even because there were few comments on a certain chapter, I kept wondering whether this chapter was not well written, how to remedy it...

Is he a crank who likes to think wildly?What can I do if I can't change it? (ノДT)

Then let’s talk about Lychee and Fourth Sister Ba.

In fact, I was a little sad when I typed the words "end of the text". So touching and warm, but it seems that only sand sculptures and stewed meat can be remembered in the end (_) (Lichi: Are you not satisfied with these good days?)

How should I put it, Lizhi longs for the fourth sister from the beginning to the end and has low self-esteem, the more she likes her, the more she is reluctant to touch her, she is afraid of the struggle that will pull him off the altar, a little bit of chivalry that is constantly buried by fate but never disappears; The fourth sister has a firm preference for Lychee, alternate black and white in her seemingly flawless heart, knowing that the road ahead is difficult, immature, tough, and miscalculated, but she never retreats, and finally struggles with Lychee in the rivers and lakes. Leaning towards each other, and finally their respective choices when rescuing the villagers of Duishui Village... During this process, they seem to be misunderstood and hated. Emmm, maybe if I am better, more people will like and remember them. I'm really sorry for them (￣￣)

Let's talk about others.

When I first set up this arena, I was actually afraid that I would accidentally make it too unreal. Except for a few clear "villains", although many righteous disciples would indeed give people a vicious feeling, they are actually very What I want to explain is that if they are in such a position, it is difficult for most people to rationally stick to their original concept of right and wrong. Going with the crowd is also a kind of subconscious self-protection, but it cannot be said that they are inherently bad.

Hey, I don’t know what I’m talking about, it’s probably because I’m getting older, I just think that even though there are all kinds of unexpected despair in life, I still hope——

Why does it taste like stewed chicken soup?

Forget it, I'm afraid I won't even drink dog eggs. (Dog egg:?)

As for other people, there will be extra episodes, and some clues and daily routines that were briefly mentioned in the main text will be added, so I won’t go into details here.

In the end, although I finally made it to the final list, it didn't seem to be what I imagined. It would be a lie to say that I didn't feel lost, but it was just like the chicken soup I kept pouring into myself——

Doing good deeds without asking for reward.

I will try my best to write better works, thank you!

I also hope that all my readers can be like my fourth sister hoped for Lizhi in the days to come. Even after the wind and rain, they still have warmth in their hearts, peace and joy, and everything goes well.

It is a drop in the ocean, and it is also a drop in the ocean.

2021.5.30 Li Gouxue

New Year's Eve Wishes

"He, his father?"

The midnight of the New Year's Eve has passed, and the sound of firecrackers in the distance has been falling one after another. The thin snow on the mountain has finally returned to silence, gently holding the cold wind still full of fireworks, passing through every corner of the village, faintly blowing There was a stuttering low cry.

I saw the bright fire of the house under the frosty white eaves, and Li Zhi leaned anxiously against the wall of the backyard, his eyes widened and his mouth opened wide. As if in a dream.

The beautiful woman, whose skin is more radiant than snow, is wearing a Jiaojiao skirt. The silk ribbons fluttering in the wind are like flowing clouds, tied around her thin and straight waist, and intertwined with the scattered hair, reflecting the cool and beautiful shadow , can be described as outstanding fairy appearance, especially the double bun is still as indifferent as before, without makeup, but the eyebrows are picturesque, the corners of the mouth are slightly pursed, there is no disobedience.

It suddenly coincided with the slightly blurred face in Li Zhi's memory.

Naturally, it was none other than Si Jie.

"you you……"

Pointing at him with trembling lips for a long while, seeing that Si Jie remained silent all the time, only looking at him with peaceful eyes, as if he was a mute, Li Zhi thought and thought while being shocked, and finally understood with a bang. come over.

Everything has to start in the daytime.

It's all because of the candied haws.

Ever since Si Jie exposed the matter of stealing food expressionlessly, thinking of his past experience, Li Zhi inevitably felt guilty, so for the whole night after that, although Si Jie didn't criticize anything harshly, he even made an exception and allowed Li Zhi Goudan ate some sweet night snacks again, as if he thought of such a busy day and didn't plan to blame them.

In the past, Li Zhi would have thought that he didn't care anymore, but now...he really knows him too well.

He didn't say it's okay right away, but he just wrote it down, and it might happen when it will happen.

So until the night fell completely and the house was full of candles, while Li Goudan was squatting on the ground lovingly picking firecrackers, Li Zhi finally sat down next to Si Jie and rubbed them to finish pinching the white flour slag left between Bian Shi's hands , and bared his teeth at him.

"Si Jie Jie, what are your New Year's resolutions?"

He asked like this, thinking that as long as Si Jie said it, he would try his best to satisfy and make people happy, and naturally he would not pursue day-to-day matters.

Hearing this, Si Jie looked at him, his eyes fell on the bottom of his sincere eyes, he remained silent for a while, and suddenly stretched out his hand to stop the face dregs that he subconsciously sent to his mouth.

Li Zhi jumped in fright, thinking that his question shouldn't be deliberate, could it be that he was seen through?

However, Si Jie lowered his head and kissed his fingertips lightly, gently kissing away the little bit of dregs left on his fingertips.

"..."

That's why I feel a little embarrassed, Si Jie doesn't like him, and he puts everything into his mouth, but he is reluctant to give up half a drop of food, which is really hard to get rid of.

But this time Si Jie rushed to eat it so abruptly, he felt even more reluctant, his chest felt tight for a while, and then he heard Si Jie say in a low voice: "No."

"what?"

"I have no New Year's resolutions."

"..." Li Zhi was taken aback, "Why?"

"It's fine for now."

"what?"

"..." Si Jie didn't say any more, but asked while Li Zhi was still in a daze, "Do you have it?"

"I do not have--"

Bluntly answered, before the words finished, Li Zhi seemed to suddenly understand what Si Jie meant.

Today's life is as happy as he once dreamed, and he would wake up with a smile. If he really thinks about it carefully, what other New Year's wishes are there?

No wonder Si Jie would answer like that.

But what should I do?Since he didn't have a wish, how could he let him not settle accounts with him because of the candied haws?

So after a short pause, Li Zhi thought quickly, and when his thoughts turned a little bit, a silly smile finally appeared, which was reflected in Si Jie's deep eyes without any omission.

He coughed twice and said, "I do... have."

Seeing that Si Jie slightly raised his eyebrows and waited for him to continue, he sighed heavily again hastily.

"I, I really miss...little dumb."

While speaking, he sneaked a glance at Si Jie, and sure enough, he saw a slight daze on his face, which must have been beyond his expectation.

Li Zhi then repeated his sternness: "That cute, understanding, gentle little mute."

"..."

"Speaking of which, I'm still older than her, and she should call me brother softly like Ah Xiu."

"..."

Seeing that Si Jie seemed to be indifferent to his words after being surprised, Li Zhi was afraid that he might not have heard the outer strings of his words, so he couldn't help but continue to mention: "Brother is greedy for Chinese New Year and ate two Candied haws, as a younger brother—as a younger sister, why don’t you have the heart to blame me, don’t you?”

After finishing speaking, he carefully observed the expression on Si Jie's face, even if there was no disturbance, Li Zhi was sure that he knew what he meant this time.

"..."

Unexpectedly, after waiting for a long time, when Li Goudan got up from the ground with his beloved fireworks in his arms, he staggered and excitedly approached him, but Li Zhi didn't wait for the "no problem" that would make the big stone in his heart fall quickly.

I had no choice but to follow Li Goudan outside in a desperate manner.

But within a short while, there was a series of crackling explosions in the courtyard, and laughter mixed with amazement, like thunder piercing through the ears, shaking the snow from the roof.

"Ahahaha..." The laughter passed through the bitter wind and snow, with the crazy running and chasing all over the yard, the crunching sound of one foot stepping on the snow shell, and the shouting of teeth and claws, "Stinky boy, slow down!"

"Don't chase—don't chase! I'm not afraid that you'll play too much shit..."

"Hey, why are you so stingy? Just play one more game for your father!"

"..."

How can I remember the "trouble" of the previous moment.

So at the end of midwinter, it was full of joy and joy, with dazzling brilliance, which lasted for half an hour until almost everything was burned up. Captured by this New Year's Eve that I have never experienced before, the tips of my ears are red with cold, but I still refuse to go back to the house, kneeling in the snow shell and struggling to pick up the last "gopher mouse" that has not been suffocated for some reason, and finally He was forcibly picked up by Li Zhi and thrown back into Nuan Tun's embrace.

"His father! Hurry up and cover him up," Si Jie, the master in the arms, slapped the snow all over the dog's body roughly, and then pinched his red nose, "Stinky boy!"

Although the suffering he suffered in Beizhou also left scars on Li Zhixin forever, but it has to be admitted that his body has indeed been weakened since then.