I Am Your Father

The dripping sweat merged with traces, and a clearer and richer sadness burst out.

Consciousness is about to collapse, curled up until the numb back no longer belongs to him, and the head hangs down more and more, revealing the bright neck under the sweat-soaked hair. Same as his name.

"Yan Ruxing."

Unexpectedly, this deep and low call brought back a few strands of his thoughts.

His eyelashes kept trembling, and before he had enough strength to open his eyes, he heard a slight sound coming from his ears, the cage door was suddenly opened.

His wet body suddenly hung up, and the five fingers clamped around his throat became tighter and tighter, but he didn't even care about getting out of the birdcage, he just pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled lightly.

Laughing, he should be finally freed.

However, things are impermanent, and most of them backfire.

Yuchi's cautious gaze swept over Yan Xiu's face that had no will to survive, seeing his star-like bright eyes withered and grayed out, a boy who only differentiated into heaven in his teens, he no longer had the slightest arrogance.

Many years ago, the mountain was green and white with a smile, and it no longer exists.

As he wished, if he wanted to get a person, the safest way was to destroy him first.

It's not enough.

"Yan Ruxing," Yu Chishen turned to pinch Yan Xiu's wet chin, and pulled the man who wanted to die closer to his hot skin, his expression still scornful, "I let you die?"

After hearing this questioning, Yan Xiu muttered unconsciously, but she didn't know what she was talking about, and then she was turned over and hit the cage heavily.

His hands were still tied behind his back, and he had already lost consciousness in the torment. He could only press his burning cheeks against the cold gilt cage, and while he was panting heavily, his chaotic mind regained a little clarity.

"You... what are you doing..."

Noticing the rustling sound of cloth rubbing against each other, he bit his words with difficulty, wanting to look back.

But when the cloth was torn apart suddenly, it was as ear-piercing as a scream, and the exposed skin felt like falling into an ice cave, frozen into the bones, before he could figure out the other party's intentions, his whole body was chilled, and even temporarily overwhelmed the wine of chasing dust torment.

So there was only a moment's pause, and as Yu Chishen mercilessly held him down, Yan Xiu struggled suddenly in that humiliating posture.

Sweat dripped from his thin shoulders, twisted gullies appeared on his originally white skin, his tightly bound wrists were bloody, he struggled desperately regardless of the pain, and for the first time in his life, he trembled uncontrollably due to extreme fear .

"Let go... let me go..." He felt another approaching scorching breath, but the temperature made the corners of his eyes so cold that they were dry to condense water mist again.

Clearly both belong to heaven, but Yu Chishen clings to him who is Xinxiang collapsed, sniffing the mess all over his body, and finally speaks next to his ear.

"Indeed, I never take oaths. Even if you follow what I say, you will only be the same as them."

Even if it is incomplete, it will always stay by his side.

And to blame...it was the five-faction martial arts tournament when they first met many years ago.

Yu Chishen's despair of staring at Yan Xiu close at hand gradually overlaps with his childish but proud and clear appearance at that time.

Everyone who knows his background stays at arm's length, only he is defenseless, and the eyes that shine on him from beginning to end are too gentle.

Even when the Shenjiu disciple suddenly decomposed into Dikun during the martial arts competition, and Xinxiang lost control, causing almost all the Tiangans present to lose their minds and fall into a frenzy. , Covering the sky and the sun for an instant, no one cared about his life or death, he hugged the shivering lame little rabbit tightly in his arms, thinking, don't be afraid, it never betrayed him, so he will die with it.

Unexpectedly, at the last moment when the darkness fell, the sky light was seen again.

The long sword is like a rainbow, blocking the falling banners for him, but the cool palm has a coveted warmth, pulling him out of the center of the storm.

However, it was only for a moment, maybe he didn't see who he was at all, Yan Xiu soon followed his father to rescue other people who were in deep chaos, and never turned to him again in order to calm the sudden turmoil.

He didn't see it either, he stared intently at the long sword he was holding, and didn't even notice that the little rabbit in his hand was limping away.

With mountains and seas in mind, you can hold your sword to the end of the world.

He wanted him to abandon the mountains and seas and only help him alone.

"Please……"

When the remaining dignity was finally torn apart ruthlessly, Yan Xiu's begging, as thin as a mosquito, came from here.

He still destroys him and takes it all for himself.

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The title can only have 15 characters and 5555 cannot write the full name! ! !

There are still a few chapters left for Yu Chishen and Ah Xiu, and I will fill in the omitted parts of the main text.

I wish you all a healthy Dragon Boat Festival! ! !

Return of the Mountain and Sea Chapter (Yuchi×Yan)

"Please……"

Choked whispers sounded from the gray and shabby house, like a desperate little animal caught by a hunting trap, forgetting to lick its bloody severed palm, anxiously waiting for the horrific slaughter that followed.

"Wake up, Yan Ruxing..."

In the quiet and deep night, the surroundings were dark, and two silhouettes could be vaguely seen sleeping in a crowded room in the narrow bed. One of them raised his body slightly, reflecting his sharp back, calling softly to the sleeping figure curled up on the inside. people.

Half of the pale face was almost covered by the wet hair, the drooping eyelashes trembled, as if he was in a nightmare, the corners of his tightly pursed mouth begged indistinctly, every inch of breath seemed to ooze out bone-cutting fear, until After a while, he finally opened his eyes suddenly amidst the low calls from the top of his head.

"Don't call me by my name!" But panting with difficulty, Yan Xiu subconsciously let out a low growl.

"..." The other party frowned and watched as his fingertips covering his eyes were still trembling slightly, as if he was escaping the light from the window, hiding himself in the darkest corner, and no one could see him.

The chest was rising and falling so quickly, and the two of them remained silent for a long time, until they gradually separated from the nightmare that constantly involved him, moved his arms, Yan Xiu's absent-minded eyes refocused, and finally settled on the gauze tightly wrapped around the chest in front of him.

Looking up at the traces of blood left on the face, it was undoubtedly the hateful face that only appeared in the dream.

The only difference is that now there is no longer a trace of creepy coldness in the eyes of the other party, only the vastness of the world, which seems to be able to wrap people tightly in the depths.

There was a slight pause again, Yan Xiu's breathing gradually stabilized, and he finally understood that they were no longer in the Jinlou, and Yu Chishen had also been poisoned by the incense of the other side after staying in Manggu and lost his memory. Zhuyun Village where Yan Jinghe and the remaining disciples of Jiuji Sect live in seclusion.

He just dreamed about the beginning of the tangle with Yu Chishen in the past.

Thinking that Li Zhi had just retrieved the bruised Si Jie from the dungeon during the day, he was completely disappointed with Yan Jinghe, so he asked him to make a choice between himself and Yan Jinghe as soon as possible, and the atmosphere between the two brothers became a little stiff again for the first time.

And Yan Xiu can actually see that Li Zhi hopes that he can stand with him, but his elder brother has indeed experienced too much, and he seems tough and rough. Whenever he is in front of someone he really cares about, he will always habitually To retreat, it is even more impossible to force him to be at odds with Yan Jinghe knowing that he was brought up by Yan Jinghe since childhood.

So after the unhappiness with Li Zhi broke up, he actually had an answer in his heart, but for a moment he didn't know how to talk to Li Zhi as usual, and he simply waited for him and Si Jie to rest after days of running and suffering. That's enough, go find them tomorrow.

——You think everyone is just like you, only forcing people to do what they don’t want to do!

—If the result is good, what about coercion?

And maybe it was Yu Chishen's reasonable words not long ago, even though he knew that the other party had lost his memory, it still made Yan Xiu briefly recall the tight control he once had over him, which was a kind of fear that penetrated deep into his bones Love and hatred made him not only hate fate, but also hate his own irreparable filth after a wrong step.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Yu Chishen asked in a deep voice, staring at the fear that had not completely receded in his eyes.

Yan Xiu didn't answer, and silently blocked Yu Chishen's hand extended towards him while speaking, turned over and leaned against the cold wall, keeping a distance from him.

Yuchi Shen's hand that was about to wipe the sweat off his forehead froze in the air, and slowly withdrew, "It was me you dreamed about."

The tone seemed to be determined, seeing that Yan Xiu did not refute, his expression sank a little.

Heavenly stems and heavenly stems cannot form a contract. If a relationship is forced, the pain suffered by the other party is not only physical, but more mental torture. The pleasure that Di Kun can feel, apart from the extreme rejection of the same kind, is only the humiliation of dignity being trampled on.

Not only did Yu Chishen tell Li Zhi that they had been married for a long time, but he also said that the memories that he had made Yan Xiu feel so painful, after meeting Yan Xiu every day, they have appeared in his mind piecemeal one after another.

"Yan Ruxing," he looked at Yan Xiu silently for a while, obviously seeing that he had not fallen asleep again, and suddenly said again, "You can hate me."

"But you don't need to be afraid of me anymore."

"I don't understand why I treated you so cruelly in the past, but I will definitely not repeat the same mistakes in the future."

"I only remember you, you are the most important person in my heart."

"I really want to be an ordinary couple with you—"

"do not talk."

Finally, Yan Xiu couldn't listen anymore, and cared about the two Li Zhi who should have rested next door, interrupted Yu Chishen in a low voice but helplessly.

After a short pause, he still didn't want to look back at him, so he just gritted his teeth and continued: "Stop talking about being a husband and wife, it's really ridiculous."

"There was never anything between you and me