The world's most heartbreaking crush

gym class.

Bian Li sat on the parallel bars, lazily hanging her hands.

He Feifei stood in the corner of the playground, the old tree cast a shadow, blocking the glare of the winter sun.

He Feifei waved to this side, calling for someone to play badminton.

Bian Li swayed his legs and shook his head at He Feifei, expressing his refusal.

Fingertips resting on rough, faded bars imitate the action of strumming a bass.

The violin is too quiet, Bian Li doesn't really like it.

Pulling out the dusty velvet piano case from under the bed last night always reminded her of a woman's warm smile.

And some, not-so-good memories—

When she was 12 years old, her young mother took her by the hand and led her into a beautifully decorated piano store.As soon as he entered the door, Bian Li felt happy, and the sound of the wind chimes above his head was very clear.

The owner of the piano store is an exceptionally elegant middle-aged man. Besides selling pianos, he also teaches pianos.

Mother let her run to choose a violin by herself.Bian Li stood on tiptoe, happily touching the polished body of the piano, but she was too short, and some very beautiful cellos hung above her head, so she had to look up to see it.Aggrieved, Bian Li turned around and looked for her mother.

Liang Jin held a plain enamel cup in her hand, filled with black coffee, which smelled mellow. She stood against the brown wall and stepped on a high stool, chatting with the elegant boss so happily that the fine lines in the corners of her eyes All faded.

Little Bianli was stunned, she had never seen such a comfortable smile on her mother's face.At home, in front of her father, she has always looked deserted, distant and respectful.Occasionally, there will be a fleeting tenderness in front of her and her brother, but that is enough for the little Bian Li.

—Mother still loves them.

Bian Li thought that the young ladies of the rich family were all serious and rigid people like their mother.

But what I saw today shattered all Bian Li's fantasies.

It's not that Liang Jin can't laugh, it depends on who the target is.

Bian Li didn't want to touch or look at the piano anymore, she wanted to go home.She walked over, hooked her mother's fingers, and interrupted the smooth communication between the two.

She looked up at the owner of the piano shop, her eyes flashed with the consideration of an adult.

The man looked at her, feeling a little ashamed to be looked at by such a pure gaze, he bent down, and the flat shirt tucked into his suit pants was slightly folded.

A dry and generous palm rubbed Bian Li's head.

Bian Li's eyes widened, this was completely different from his father... Father's comforting was perfunctory like a routine.

The strength of her mother's hand holding her also became stronger in an instant.

"We have to go back, that's all for today. Let's take a look at it for a while," said the mother.

The man laughed, with an unusually gentle voice, which made Bian Li feel a little dazed.

He asked: "Then...will you come tomorrow? If the child wants to learn the piano, he can consider enrolling in a class with me first. The registration fee can be paid later."

The mother lowered her eyes, casting hot eyes on Bian Li's face.Bian Li lowered his head, his face seemed to be stung, with fine pains appearing on his face.

"Xiao Xiao, do you want to learn?" she asked.The voice was very low, like asking Bian Li why he made a mistake in this math problem.

Bian Li was so burned by that gaze that she couldn't think. It was very hot that summer, and her braided shofar braids were tied on the back of her bare neck, which hurt a lot.

"Think." The voice was very soft.The answer spit out.

The mother immediately raised her head and said with a smile to the man: "She said yes. I will pay you first, and I will bring her here after school on Friday. Do you think it will work?"

The man put the glass aside and made a crisp sound when it hit the glass, but Bian Li heard it harshly.

"welcome any time."

He reached out and took his mother's.The mother's upper body leaned forward, and the hand hanging on the side of the leg moved, as if it was about to be hugged in the next second.

But from the corner of the eye, Bian Li's head fell, probably because she minded her presence.

……

Bian Li opened the piano case, and the lid slammed on the floor with a bang, and countless dust molecules floated out of the light.

She covered her mouth and nose, coughed twice, weighed a piece of cloth and took out the piano. The body of the piano was still very new. The man once said that it was a treasure of the store, a foreign product. He had some friendship with Bian Li's mother, so he gave it to Bian. pear bar.

Bian Li touched the English lettering on the side of the piano, and gave a low snort, saying that there was some kind of friendship, but why didn't he put it more nicely, saying that this was a teacher's meeting ceremony?

After all, she only appeared as a "tool".

The town is not big, and a little bit of wind spreads quickly.Bian Xinghai finished his work in the factory and returned home early, pointing at Liang Jin's nose and scolding "bitch".

The woman smoothed the skirt, her face was burning red with anger, and her usual elegance disappeared in an instant.

Bian Li hid in the room and peeked through the crack of the door, but in the next second, Bian Chi behind him covered his eyes, and the door was also closed.

The sound of the two violently arguing came through a door.very clear.

Their union was not well received by the family—

"Bian Xinghai, Bian Xinghai, I left my days of pampering and came here to live with you. I even took out part of the dowry as funds for your factory," the woman sneered, "You can put it this way, without me, what Can you be who you are today?"

"But how did you repay me? You either drank with this woman or slept with that woman every three days."

"I won't tell you anymore? Entertainment! I can't shirk the entertainment!" Bian Xinghai frowned and untied his tie, and threw it on the sofa, "The previous time was because I was drunk! But what about you, Liang Jin, you Very sober! If you want to piss me off on purpose, that's okay!"

He pointed at the door and shouted: "But have you ever thought about me, how should I behave? They, those people are going to come and laugh at me!"

"Let's get a divorce. Bian Xinghai, I'm tired." Liang Jin said suddenly, interrupting Bian Xinghai's endless accusations and excuses.

"Are you crazy? Liang Jin!"

Bian Xinghai opened his eyes wide, full of anger and disbelief. He grabbed the woman's shoulder and asked, "Huh? He made you feel good? Didn't he?!"

He suddenly hugged Liang Jin in his arms, tightly hugged her, and dragged her towards the room.Liang Jin struggled to break free, "Bian Xinghai, don't mess around!"

……

The only thing left in Bian Li's memory that day was the sound of the ambulance.

Bian Chi was also called away later, leaving her alone in the room.Bian Li peeled off the paper pasted on the glass window and found that the color of the sunset turned out to be redder than blood.

Bian Li rubbed her forehead, and pressed the strings. After a long time of no use, her voice became dull.

After squatting for too long, her legs became numb, so she simply sat on the floor, carefully adjusted the strings, and placed it on her collarbone.

For the song "Salut D'amour", the quiet and deserted voice sounded like moonlight, and she slowed down her breathing.

It was the first tune she learned from her mother.

As the setting sun sank, the outline of the girl's delicate face was blurred and glowed red, and the noise on the playground was far away.Bian Li was holding on to the parallel bars with one hand, as if she was about to fall from them in the next second.

"Bian, Bian Li, I'm sorry." A voice suddenly came out next to his ear, Bian Li opened his eyes and saw a noisy boy in the class, his face was very red, and the raised pimples seemed to fall off.

"I misunderstood you before, don't worry about it, we all know what Zheng Xiqiao committed. He is really not human! Bian Li, don't worry about it... Those remarks in the past are all misunderstandings."

Bian Li smiled slightly, "It's all over. I forgot about it."

She touched the side of the palm, where the scar was still there.A few days after the rumors spread, someone clamped a razor blade on the inner wall of her desk. When Bian Li picked up the book, a big hole was cut in her palm. The book was soaked in blood and the handwriting was blurred.

He Feifei was so anxious that she was about to cry, but Bian Li remained silent and looked very calm.

Lao Li called 120 and sent her to the hospital. The wound was too big and she needed four or five stitches.

Bian Li calmly stared at the stitching doctor, neither crying nor fussing, or even crying out for pain.Lao Li was stunned, "I will definitely find him."

But the school is too big, and the surveillance cameras in the corner are like decorations, and they are usually not turned on... The matter naturally has no result.

"I heard that you are going to perform on stage on New Year's Day, come on!"

"Thank you." Bian Li's reply was very flat, unwilling to be polite to others.

"Is there anything else?" She jumped off the parallel bars and stepped smoothly into the sand.

"Ah, it's gone." The man rubbed his face and ran away.

Bian Li straightened her skirt, pulled down her sleeves, covered her palms and walked towards the laboratory building.

There is basically no content in the physical education class in high school, and I have nothing to do when I am free, so I just go to the music classroom to have a look.The reason for the rehearsal of the program requires them to gather there for training after the last class on Thursday and Friday.

That's where her violin is.It's been a long time since I played, and it was not smooth before, and I couldn't integrate into the group.Although she doesn't like stage performances, but because she is accompanying Yu Yang, she insists on doing her best.

Bian Li took the piano out of the box, and suddenly remembered what happened last Sunday...

After all, it has been in the piano case for several years. After playing a song, I found that a few strings were loose, and I had to go to the store for adjustment.

There are not many piano shops in Bian City, and the closest one is in the commercial street.

She squeezed onto the subway line [-] alone with the piano case on her back.This station is very crowded, the carriage looks like a can of sardines, Bian Li is holding her phone, feeling very confused.

Yu Yang left her world, and her life obviously returned to normal, but she was not used to it, and always felt that something was missing.

My heart was empty.

The subway prompts to get off the station.

Bian Li wore a gauze white shirt today, a loose gray knitted vest outside, and a pair of black pencil pants underneath.The neckline is loosely tied with a bow, and her perm-dyed blonde hair is very dazzling. She looks down at the map on her mobile phone, with a dark red piano case on her shoulders, which attracts the attention of passers-by.

——It's too delicate and beautiful...but because the expression is too cold, no one dares to strike up a conversation.

Following the tips of the mobile phone map, Bian Li found the destination.The walls were painted white and the large glass doors were spotless.

The store ordered rose-flavored incense, which tasted very light, but it smelled slightly bitter on the tip of the tongue.There are not many people here, not to mention that the piano store is rarely visited by people, and the atmosphere is leisurely and quiet.

When the white canvas shoes stepped into the store, Yu Yang raised his eyes suddenly, and met the girl's gaze through a piano.

Bian Li tightened the strap of the piano case, her footsteps froze, and she froze in place.Subconsciously, I wanted to turn around and run away.

But Yu Yang stopped him.

"Bian Li!" Wearing a long skirt and a beige knitted cardigan, she stood up from behind the piano, walked over, and grabbed Bian Li's wrist. The white skirt swayed and spread out like a fragrant, pure gardenia. Zihua.

"Run for what?" Yu Yang hooked Bian Li's long hair scattered on his shoulders, frowned and asked, "Why did you dye your hair golden?"

The author has something to say: sisters and sisters will be able to perform together on stage soon haha!

I hereby declare that my mother has nothing to do with the owner of the piano shop

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 of my family's Jiujiu Jun;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of my family's Jiujiu Jun;