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a little timid.

He Yuduo's hand paused in the air, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment.

Su Lu looked at the table in silence, and said a little glumly, "You are the one who is brave?" He reached for the pen and said, "Go look in the mirror and see how emaciated you are. There is nothing more to do. Do you do it one by one, you stay up all night, even your iron body can't bear it, not to mention, you are leaving the end of the sky tomorrow, there are many dangers outside, and you don't have a good rest tonight, You are not afraid of falling off your horse tomorrow and losing face as the leader of your Xuanji department!"

Even if the pavilion master no longer loves you, and we still have us, why don't you think about us!This last sentence, Su Lu couldn't bear to say it, but he couldn't understand it after all, so he violently turned over the file on the table and made a swishing sound to express his dissatisfaction.

He Yu was stunned by what he said, and a warm feeling gradually rose from the bottom of his heart. Seeing his angry look, he couldn't help but patted his head affectionately, "I made you worry."

Su Lu gave a rare childish cold snort, and began to review various matters with his head buried.

The more it was like this, the more He Yu felt distressed, and even his voice became softer, "Does the injury still hurt?"

Just this one sentence made Su Lu's nose sour, and he felt wronged for no reason. It's good that he made a mistake first, but if he wanted to be beaten or punished, he accepted it obediently. When the medicine was applied, it hurt so much that he was dying. , but the beating person didn't even show his face. He knew that the reform was busy, and it was understandable that the third brother could not take care of himself, but rational cognition is one thing, and emotional recognition is another. I have been feeling uncomfortable all the time, holding my breath in my heart, but today I feel a little hypocritical when I hear the third brother's question.

"You don't know if the order you gave yourself hurts or not?" Su Lu muttered in a low voice.

"I'm sorry, I haven't been able to take care of you these two days, it's the third brother's fault."

Su Lu was taken aback, blushed involuntarily, and glared at He Yu angrily, "Go and rest quickly, I'm not a three-year-old child, I don't need you to slap me for a sweet date."

He Yu raised the corner of his mouth slightly and nodded, "Xiaoqi, take care of him, don't stay up too late!"

"Understood!" Su Qi was still a little awkward.

"Third Brother!" Su Lu looked at He Yu's leaving back, feeling a little flustered for no reason.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"I..." Su Lu didn't know why, but flustered for no reason, "I know I can't persuade you, at least bring the brothers from the ministry with us, so we can rest assured."

He Yu finally smiled, "Well, good!"

Midsummer is over, it's late autumn, and the sky is bleak, Su Qi rushed to see him off.

"My lord, these are the things Sixth Brother ordered to prepare for you. Dry rations, bank notes, the gadgets you usually use are all inside, and some thick clothes. It's cold in the late autumn night. Remember to wear more. It's windy and sleepy outside. , Be sure to take care of yourself.”

He Yu couldn't help but smiled wryly, "I'm out to do errands, not to play, and besides, I'm a big man, how can I be so delicate!"

Su Qi secretly ridiculed: Why not? When I went out in the past, the Pavilion Master didn't personally arrange the food, supplies, housing, and clothing. You must not pass his eyes first. Only when you are satisfied, can you appear in front of you. Going back to mobilizing teachers and mobilizing people, laboring the people and wasting money, I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable, and only you don't know it. This time, you must not get used to going out like this hastily.

But he only dared to think about these words in his heart, and never dared to say them, it would only make the third brother sad.

"Okay, you go back, I should go too!" He Yu looked back at the Haijiao Pavilion, but the person he was waiting for did not come after all, he turned his head and smiled at Su Qi, hiding the faint loneliness in his heart.

"Be careful on the road!"

He Yu swung his whip and sat on the saddle, kicked his horse and looked back, the world was desolate, the corner of the world was quiet, and he couldn't see his beloved after all.

After that Qi Juechen finally revealed Xingzhi's figure in the shadow of dead trees, he couldn't suppress the feeling of emptiness in his chest, stood for a long time, and finally made a gesture to the air.

"Send a team to follow and play by ear."

"He Yu..." Feeling the dull pain in his chest, he turned and left.

"Bring it back..."

He Yu came forward in person, and the shock was not small. The riots in various places were quickly suppressed. In a flash, January has passed. Missing is like a knife, once it catches idleness, it will stab him hard in the heart.

It was the first time he had been away from his master for such a long time, he was tormented by longing, he was going crazy, he could only spend the whole night with insomnia, hugging the jade that the master gave him, as if the master was still by his side.

When the matter finally came to an end, He Yu packed his bags and prepared to return to the pavilion, and everyone's hearts were slowly raised.

This journey has been too smooth. At this moment, the calmer it is, the more disturbing it is.

Hurrying back all the way, everyone was exhausted. He Yu decided to find a place to rest first. Since the people who wanted to kill him had concerns, he would help them eliminate their concerns. They suffered from no chance, so he created opportunities for them .

Siege, tonight!

He Yu went to bed early, and he needed to recharge his batteries. This night, someone who hadn't dreamed for a long time had a long dream.

In the dream, he was still that helpless, humble and weak shadow.

On that day, the day when he recognized the Lord, the door of the Xuanji Department's Criminal Department was opened, and the owner of the Haijiao Pavilion, the head of the Xuanji Department, and the four heads were all there, just to deal with his small shadow.

He knew that today was the day of his death, because the young master chose him.

But he is a shadow that made a mistake, a shadow that was rescued from the execution ground by the young master.

The pavilion master felt that he owed the young master more than ten years, and tried every means to make up for it. He would never allow such a sinner to stay by the young master's side.

Therefore, he had only a dead end, but he didn't regret it, at least, he kept Xiao Liu and Xiao Qi.

It's just a pity, the young master treated him so well, I'm afraid he can't repay him in this life, he is so kind, if he knows that he is dead, he will be very sad.

The heavy stick hit his back one after another, causing his internal organs to be shattered. He held back his breath and refused to let out a moan. He seemed stubborn, but he was already at the end of his strength. His eyes were getting darker and he was about to open his eyes. I can't open my eyes anymore.

Is it going to die?

fair enough……

If you die, you don't have to face this cruel world anymore.If you die, you don't have to endure this pain anymore.If you die, you don't have to abide by the strict rules anymore, you can be free...

He grinned mockingly, but why wasn't he dead?What are you waiting for?

In a trance, he heard a voice in his chest.

——I... want to see him again!

"stop!"

Suddenly, there was a loud shout in the empty hall.

There was a gleam of light in the eyes of the shadow who was trapped in the darkness. He turned his head slowly, and there was a person standing in the light and shadow.

This is his salvation, the one who said he would always protect him.

The old pavilion master's face was as deep as water, watching the only son walking in a dazed way at the door, and looking at the blood-covered figure in surprise, with obvious panic and helplessness in his eyes.

He couldn't believe it, the bloody and dying person in front of him was the little shadow who obediently stood beside him with his head bowed yesterday, blushing at his teasing words.

He looked around in a daze, surrounded by strange faces, either indifferent or excited, aloof, watching the cruel slaughter, in order to demonstrate his ridiculous respect status.

This is the first time he has truly experienced the cruelty and horror of the word rank.

He staggered back two steps, with the last stubbornness, looked at the head of the hall, the man who claimed to be his father, and asked in a trembling voice, "What... are you going to do?"

The old pavilion master was struck by the fear in that tone, and softened his voice, "Hao'er, come here."

The young man under the hall did not advance but retreated, still repeating that sentence, "What are you doing?" His voice was weak, but it made people feel that he was roaring heart-piercingly.

The old pavilion master frowned.

He has been contradicted so much in so many years. Seeing that he was about to get angry, the Xuanji radicals on the side hurried out to smooth things over. He saluted the young man, "Please calm down, young master. This is Xuanji's law. Anyone who recognizes the shadow of the master will be punished." Si Ti point, you can recognize the Lord only after receiving the punishment and seal."

The boy looked at him in disbelief, "You mean, because I chose him, that's why he has to suffer this torture?"

He looked back at the shadow beside him, and said with sorrow, "Is... I killed him?"

As soon as this remark came out, everyone was shocked, and the old Pavilion Master's complexion darkened visibly with the naked eye.

The head of Xuanji was sweating, "The young master is cautious in his words, and being appreciated by the young master is his blessing from several lifetimes of cultivation..."

"Blessing?" The young man asked back, "Fortunately, he was beaten to death? Then it's worth noting this kind of luck!"

"Presumptuous!" The old pavilion master was furious, and the teacup on the table was instantly shattered. The young man took a step back in fright, and leaned forward again, looking directly at the old pavilion master's menacing eyes, father and son, silently confronting each other.

The people around were silent, and the two most noble people in the Haijiao Pavilion quarreled, and no one dared to persuade him, for fear of harming Chi Yu, no matter how rebellious the young master was, after all, it was the son the old pavilion master had been looking for for more than ten years, so naturally he would not They don't know what to do with him!

As a result, the hall suddenly fell silent, the surrounding pressure suddenly rose, and the temperature plummeted. Everyone was bathed in the suppression of the old pavilion master's indiscriminate inner breath, and everyone suddenly had difficulty breathing, and the seriously injured shadow fell to the ground. In the middle of the main hall, the young master who faced the coercion of the pavilion master voted for Pei