After I Flopped on My Crush

Bai Xi looked at Zhao Qingtong blankly.

He didn't understand why Zhao Qingtong thought so.

In the university back then, Zhao Qingtong and Qi Xun were famous model couples, and he also saw Qi Xun waiting for Zhao Qingtong to finish class, standing tall and handsome in the teaching building, like a landscape, not at all difficult bother.

He passed by, greeted Qi Xun casually, and left, but his heart was bubbling with sourness, and he almost didn't cry when he returned.

Zhao Qingtong glanced at his face and knew what Bo Xi was thinking.

Anyway, he lost his face, so he simply opened the skylight to speak honestly.

He said to Bossy, "Do you all think he treats me very well? He is obedient and obedient. I agree to everything I ask, I don't mess with women, I don't quarrel with me, and I can't find him with a lantern. Such a good boyfriend."

Percy nodded.

He did.

Zhao Qingtong smiled sarcastically, "I thought so too at first. He's really nice, but he's as nice as a robot, you understand? He won't be jealous, he won't get angry, I'll go on a trip with others, camping , he never asks questions, he just lets me have fun. Some juniors confessed to me, and he just calmly let me handle it by myself, without even looking at it. He will also make careful arrangements for me, if I'm going to graduate as a waste and he will probably support me. But I don't feel how special I am to him. He is like a precision-operated machine, perfectly playing the role of boyfriend."

When Zhao Qingtong said this, his eyes were red, but he took a deep breath and suppressed the only tears that were left.

This failed love affair back then has troubled him to this day.

But now that he said it, he felt relieved.

Like a wound that has been held for many years, it will deteriorate and ooze pus. Only by digging out the carrion can it be relieved.

He said, "Actually, I figured it out later. I pursued Qi Xun vigorously for two years. He was probably moved by me and felt responsible to me, so he agreed to be my boyfriend. But I want more than that. It's his sense of responsibility, not just his connivance, I want him to love me. Is this wrong?"

When he said this, it seemed that he was asking Percy, and it seemed that he was asking himself four years ago.

Percy couldn't answer the question.

At first he listened to Zhao Qingtong's words with a condemning attitude, but the more he listened, his heart sank, as if he was being suppressed by something.

Fortunately, Zhao Qingtong didn't want his answer either.

Zhao Qingtong said again, "I didn't break up with him because I wanted to go abroad at all. I just quarreled with him on purpose to see what he would do for me. I wanted to take a gamble when I kissed someone later. , as long as he has any intention of keeping me, I will not give up."

He stopped here.

He blinked, and in front of him was still the noisy infusion hall, with children running and nurses comforting the patients in a low voice, but time seemed to stand still for an instant, and he returned to the summer more than four years ago, with the singing of cicadas and the greenery Ruhai, he deliberately kissed someone downstairs in the apartment, turned around and saw Qi Xun's livid face.

But even at this moment, Qi Xun did not lose his demeanor, but said to him, "Excuse me."

Then turn around and leave.

Zhao Qingtong closed his eyes and raised his head again. He was separated from the summer more than four years ago and returned to this hospital.

He looked at Percy, and saw himself in Percy's eyes.

He said softly, "I lost the bet, he didn't choose me."

He lost everything and walked away without hesitation.

Over the years, he had had other partners abroad, and he was passionate about him, but he felt that something was missing.After four years like this, he felt that he was mature enough before returning to China, and wanted to see who Qi Xun was going to marry.

He was very curious, did the person who married Qi Xun get what he didn't get back then?

Now he saw Percy.

Percy is still the same as she was in school back then, beautiful, gentle, not shrewd at all, and a little silly, but it's hard to hate.

He saw the diamond ring on Percy's hand, it was an engagement ring, he had also seen it on Qi Xun's hand.He thought that he would be somewhat angry and unwilling, just like meeting on the island.

But there was only a little regret in his heart.

He smiled at Bo Xi, "I really let go now, Qi Xun is not as good as I remember, at least not for me. I haven't congratulated you on your engagement yet, although my status is quite embarrassing, But this sentence is true. To be honest, I am also quite surprised that Qi Xun can meet true love and get married."

Percy didn't know how to answer, the word "true love" sounded very beautiful, but he didn't dare to recognize it.

Because he also once felt that Qi Xun's true love for Zhao Qingtong.

So he used to be extremely jealous of this person in front of him, and secretly blamed him for abandoning Qi Xun.

But after listening to all Zhao Qingtong said, he knew the other side of the original relationship.

This made him feel complicated, and even hurt his own kind.

He was not at all pleased.

Because he understands this kind of worry too much.

When he accepted Qi Xun's engagement ring, he also thought about how much Qi Xun loved him.

But he still couldn't help saying, "You shouldn't have done this to him."

He looked at Zhao Qingtong seriously, "Qi Xun may not be a good lover, but he has never done anything wrong to you, you shouldn't give him such an embarrassing ending."

That was also Qi Xun's first love.

Qi Xun has always been proud, even if the ending is tragic and his heart is depressed, he will not say a word.

Zhao Qingtong was taken aback for a moment, but he quickly admitted, "You're right."

He was indeed young and energetic back then, if it was now, he might not have handled it so badly.

He smiled at Percy, "So I won't pester him. If I miss him, I miss him. I chased him very hard, and I felt a sense of accomplishment when I took him down, but everything afterwards showed that the two of us Not suitable."

Bai Xi looked into Zhao Qingtong's eyes.

He felt that Zhao Qingtong was telling the truth.

Maybe Zhao Qingtong had just reunited with Qi Xun when they reunited on the island, but now Zhao Qingtong has been able to calm down, as if he really let go.

He nodded, "Well, I believe you."

Zhao Qingtong really couldn't take it anymore, he wiped his eyes with the tissue that Bo Xi gave him, and his tears disappeared completely.

Before he returned to China, he would never have imagined that he would sit with Qi Xun's fiancé in a friendly manner.

He also told Percy about the past in his heart.

He also felt much more comfortable after speaking.

But he couldn't help asking Bossy, "You have such a soft personality, are you really not going to be bullied to death? Are you so defenseless against everyone?" When he said this, he paused again, and asked suspiciously, "Could it be that Qi Do you just like this one?"

It's no wonder that he and Qi Xun couldn't get along.

The grief he felt because of Qi Xun has almost disappeared, but the desire to gossip has gained the upper hand.

He asked Bossy curiously, "How did you get together, you chased him?"

Bo Xi always felt that there was something wrong with this style of painting... Is the relationship between the two of them really suitable for talking about this?

But he shook his head honestly.

Zhao Qingtong stared wide-eyed, "Did Qi Xun chase after you?"

"Not at all."

Percy briefly explained, "He accidentally found out that I had been secretly in love with him for six years, and he was moved by me. He thought that he could try to be with me. Maybe we would be a good match. After trying it, he got married."

He didn't know why he told Zhao Qingtong this.

It's a bit embarrassing to say.

It's like exchanging secrets.

But he still smiled at Zhao Qingtong, "I'm not as special as you think."

Zhao Qingtong's expression became more complicated.

He didn't expect this answer, so what's the difference between this and his back then?

He couldn't help asking, "Then why did Qi Xun marry you?"

Percy said, "I don't know, maybe because we really hit it off, we're happy together, and he's about to start a family."

Zhao Qingtong's face became even more distorted, and after several times of calming down, he couldn't hold back the swear words towards his ex.

He asked, "What about you, why are you willing to marry Qi Xun?"

Percy answered quickly this time, "Because I love him."

When he mentioned Qi Xun, he couldn't help laughing, his eyes were extremely gentle, and he was in love at first glance, his eyes were crooked, and dimples were also faintly visible.

He said, "He smiled very nicely at me, and I couldn't bear to reject him at all."

Zhao Qingtong was dumbfounded.

He looked at Boxi from top to bottom, and felt that he seemed to be emitting the light of Buddha, the kind of kindness and Purdue.

He slumped on the seat, stared at Bo Xi speechlessly, and after a while, he muttered, "You're so stupid."

Bo Xi refused to accept it, and just about to say something, she heard Zhao Qingtong say another sentence.

"But maybe you are the one who is suitable to be with Qi Xun." Zhao Qingtong said sincerely, "It is his luck to meet you."

Luckily he was a little jealous.

Percy's anger suddenly disappeared.

Looking at Zhao Qingtong is also quite pleasing to the eye.

Bo Xi accompanied Zhao Qingtong to finish the drip, and after talking about it, the atmosphere between him and Zhao Qingtong was no longer awkward. The two of them had been classmates at least once, and they could chat about university affairs together.

When the drip was finished, according to Bai Xi's idea, Zhao Qingtong should be sent back, and then he would contact friends or family members to take care of her.

But Zhao Qingtong seemed to be attached to him, pulled out the needle, and said confidently, "I'm hungry."

Percy: "?"

Zhao Qingtong knew that Bo Xi would eat soft food rather than hard food, so he coughed weakly twice, "You've already been with me in the hospital, so it's not too much to have a meal with me, it's inconvenient for me to do anything now."

Percy: "...don't push yourself too far."

But half an hour later, he still rented a wheelchair from the hospital and took Zhao Qingtong to a Cantonese restaurant in front of the hospital for dinner.

Bo Xi kept chanting silently during the ordering process, so he should do good deeds to accumulate virtue.

Zhao Qingtong was smiling.

But he didn't expect that while waiting for the food, he would receive a call from Qi Xun. Qi Xun had finished his overtime work and asked him where he was, and if he wanted supper, and brought him one.

Bai Xi looked at the barbecued pork crisps that had just been served in front of him, and then at Zhao Qingtong who was opposite, and suddenly felt that the phone was a little hot.

He wasn't sure for a while whether he should tell Qi Xun the truth.

He said vaguely, "I'm in Xindu Second Hospital. I'm accompanying a friend to see a doctor, and I've had dinner by the way. You don't have to worry about me."

Qi Xun didn't doubt that there was him, he just asked casually, "Which friend, colleague?"

Percy was just trying to cope.

Zhao Qingtong coughed loudly on the other side, "Bo Xi, my leg still hurts."

Qi Xun didn't recognize Zhao Qingtong's voice at first, but he felt it was very familiar.

But he hadn't forgotten to this extent yet, after a few seconds, he guessed who was opposite.

"Zhao Qingtong?!" He asked Bo Xi in disbelief, "Why are you with him? Did he bother you?"

Zhao Qingtong rolled her eyes when she heard this sentence.

Percy almost threw the phone out.

He glared at Zhao Qingtong, and quickly explained the whole story to Qi Xun.

Of course Qi Xun knew that Bo Xi would not lie, but when he thought of Zhao Qingtong opposite, he felt uneasy, and he didn't know what he would say to Bo Xi.

He could only tell Percy, "I'll come right over, don't pay attention to what he said."

Zhao Qingtong's ears are very good, and there are not many people in the store, he is also close to Bo Xi, and he can guess that Qi Xun is speaking ill of him with just a few words.

He sneered, and turned to Bossy again, "I'll be alone when I go back at night, Bossy, can you accompany me?"

His voice was not low, Qi Xun heard every single word.

He asked Bossy to switch to hands-free, and couldn't help but warn, "Zhao Qingtong, are you done enough? Why are you pestering Bossy?"

Zhao Qingtong put down his chopsticks, folded his hands, and smiled, "It's none of your business if I have dinner with Bo Xi, are you being too lenient. Bo Xi took care of me all afternoon, and was very careful, afraid that I would be cold and afraid of me. I feel uncomfortable, and bought me a drink. You are not very good, but you have a good eye for finding a partner."

He was right in every sentence, but the combination was like tea.

Qi Xun was so angry that he hadn't seen him for a few years, Zhao Qingtong's ability to irritate people was even better than before.

But he was driving a car, so it was not suitable for arguing with Zhao Qingtong, so he just said to Bo Xi, "I'll be right over."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Percy was dumbfounded, not understanding how things had developed like this.

Zhao Qingtong was calm and composed, brought the freshly served snacks in front of Bai Xi, and said kindly, "Eat it quickly, it won't be good if it's cold."

Percy: "..."