After I Flopped on My Crush

After taking a shower, Percy climbed onto the bed in a yellow duck pajamas.

He ran to the hospital all day today, and now he was tired, and fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while.

I don't know if it's because he met Zhao Qingtong today, he had a dream, in the dream he was back in his freshman year.

He passed by under the teaching building and saw Qi Xun sitting under a tree, listening to music with earphones on. He passed by. He should not have stepped forward to talk. He should have pretended to be careless to Qi Xun like countless times before. Nodding his head, he walked calmly.

But this time he didn't.

He stepped forward and asked Qi Xun what song he was listening to. He saw his own reflection in Qi Xun's eyes. He was only 19 years old, young and nervous, but he couldn't help smiling at Qi Xun.

Qi Xun glanced at him, took off an earphone, and stuffed it into his ear.

In his dream, he didn't hear what song was playing in the earphones, he only felt Qi Xun's shoulder touch him lightly. In the scorching summer, Qi Xun held his hand, smiled, and said , "Your hands are so small, it looks like you haven't grown up yet."

Because the dream was so realistic.

After waking up, Percy still looked at the ceiling for a long time, almost unable to tell how old she was now in a trance.

The last words Qi Xun said to him in the dream actually happened in reality. He went to play with Qi Xun and the others when he was in college. Everyone wanted to drink when they had fun, and he wanted to drink too, but Qi Xun pressed the button. stopped him.

"What kind of wine do kids drink?" Qi Xun said.

He was not convinced and said that he was an adult.

Qi Xun raised his eyebrows slightly, "Really?" He grabbed Percy's hand, compared it with his own, and raised the corner of his mouth, "But you look like you haven't grown up yet."

Percy lay on the bed, hugged the pillow, rolled on the bed, her face was a little flushed.Alas, even though it has been several years, when I think of Qi Xun back then, I still feel sullen and flirtatious.

He giggled for a while, and not long after, the door of the bedroom opened, and Qi Xun walked in neatly dressed, saw that he was already awake, and sat down beside the bed.

"Why don't you get up when you wake up?" Qi Xun reached into his hair and stroked it.

Bo Xi lay on Qi Xun's lap, looking up at Qi Xun.

"I just dreamed that you were in college. It was a good dream."

"How good is it?"

"Don't tell you."

Percy smiled, and complained again, "I didn't realize until I woke up that you still controlled me from drinking in college. I'm an adult tomorrow."

Qi Xun didn't take it seriously, and touched his stomach, "Now I will take care of it too, you should drink less in your stomach."

Percy puffed up her face, "Then I'll drink behind your back."

Qi Xun didn't argue with him, anyway, Percy was almost under his nose.

He grabbed Percy's legs and hugged her up, "Don't stay in bed, wash up and have breakfast."

Percy put his arms around him, pinched Qi Xun's shoulder restlessly, recently Qi Xun was so busy that he didn't have much time to exercise, why his muscles are still so strong.

After breakfast, the two went to work separately.

Qi Xun took a rare break after the morning meeting. He was alone in the office. He picked up his phone and subconsciously opened the dialog with Percy, but thought that Percy should be at work, so he put it down again.

He took a sip of coffee and saw the photo of him and Percy on the table, which was the one that he and Percy took in the Maple Leaf Forest in the ancient town.

When a partner came to his office and saw this photo, they all knew that he was famous, not only gave up the idea of ​​introducing him to a partner, but also made a few jokes.

But according to Qi Xun's personality, he didn't like doing such things at all, so he was caught and laughed at by Zhong Yutan for a long time.

Qi looked at the photo for a long time.

When he sent Zhao Qingtong back yesterday, he was very silent all the way, and the ex who had broken up really had nothing to talk about.

But when he was about to reach the destination, Zhao Qingtong said something to him.

Zhao Qingtong said, "You should be very clear about the real reason why we broke up. Because you can only be a caring and gentle partner, but not a real lover. You don't love me that much, and I don't love you that much." you."

Qi Xun glanced at him from the rearview mirror, his eyes were not very warm.

Zhao Qingtong didn't care either, shrugging, "I didn't come to settle old quarrels with you. ..."

When Zhao Qingtong said this, he also felt a little absurd, and smiled softly, "Bossy is really a good person, much better than you and me, if you miss him, you probably won't be able to find someone who loves you more. But Qi Xun, I'm giving you a piece of advice, don't rely on Percy's love for you and think that he will never leave you."

"People need a sense of security in their relationship. It's important to be nice to him, but it's also important to let him know that you love him. No one likes to guess another person's mind. It's tiring. As long as you love him , you should tell him and let him know that you care about him. And if you don’t love him, it’s just because of a sense of responsibility, because he is very suitable for you, because he loves you very much, then you might as well let him go earlier. Did he leave Can't you find someone who loves him and treats him well?"

Qi Xun never interrupted Zhao Qingtong's words.

But his face was as frosty, and when he waited for the red light, he glanced at Zhao Qingtong, as if he wanted to throw him down.

He asked Zhao Qingtong, "Did Bo Xi tell you this?"

Zhao Qingtong denied it flatly, "No, I can only say it is the experience of someone who has experienced it. Do you want to hear it or not."

Qi Xun snorted softly, but did not respond to Zhao Qingtong's words.

After that, there was silence all the way.

When they arrived at the destination, Zhao Qingtong's expression changed again, and he smiled at Yanyan at Bai Xi.

He watched from the side, with a slight irritability in his heart.

He knew that, just like what Zhao Qingtong said, without him, Percy would be able to attract many people. These people would be moved by Percy, like a lion chasing its prey, wanting to take Percy for themselves.

He always knew.

But in his more than [-] years of life, the proposition of love is really far away. He is not a smooth talker. Even when he proposed to Percy, he didn't say "I love you" easily. .Even though he knew Percy would be happy.

He promised Percy that he would work hard to learn to love him, but when he said it, he didn't know if he could succeed.

Love needs talent, and he just lacks this talent.

He looked at the photos on the table and was in a daze for a long time.

Percy looked at him under the maple tree with a full smile, and everyone could see the tenderness in Percy's eyes, but he looked down at Percy with slightly drooping eyelashes, so he couldn't see the emotion in his eyes clearly.

He remembered what Zhao Qingtong said again.

"Don't rely on Percy's love for you to think that he will never leave you."