save the paranoid beauty

There was no elevator in the old non-staff apartment. After Meng Jin parked the car, he began to climb the stairs.

Nan Ci lived on the sixth floor, and Meng Jin walked quickly. He stood at the door of the rusted apartment and rang the doorbell.

"Ding! Ding! Ding!"

The sharp and rapid ringing of the bell was harsh and obvious in the empty building. Meng Jin stood waiting at the door, and he unbuttoned one of the top buttons.

Although I wasn't very tired from the bottom to the sixth floor, my body still gradually became warm.

In the bathroom inside the door, Nanci's eyes were empty, and the voice in his ears wrapped him up. He was isolated from the outside world, and the scars on his arms were bloody again.

"Ding! Ding! Ding!"

The hurried bell started to ring again, and Meng Jin put his finger on the doorbell, frowning into a ball.

"Nanci! Nanci! Are you okay?"

"You shouldn't have been born in this world!" A vicious voice pierced into my ear one after another.

All the people surrounded him, and the faces of those who couldn't see clearly were full of malice, and they pressed him for questions.

"High school dropout! Is it related to this matter! Please answer!"

"Did you not send money to your adoptive parents!"

……

Nan Ci couldn't hold back, he hugged his knee and let out a short scream, his voice was full of despair.The baseball cap was crookedly worn on his head, revealing a pair of frightened and helpless eyes.

There was no movement inside the door for a while, and his heart kept sinking: "Nanci!" He took out his mobile phone and searched for nearby lock-picking companies.

Give the other party double the price and let him rush over.Meng Jin didn't care about anything else, his rapid voice didn't stop.

"You wait for me! You wait for me!"

He wanted to knock on the door but held back, he was afraid that Nanci would be frightened.He punched the wall that had fallen off, his eyes were dark with forbearance and anxiety.

With the lure of money, the unlocker opened the door immediately, and Meng Jin didn't care about it, and ran into the apartment step by step.

"Nan Ci! Where are you!"

Meng Jin didn't find anyone in the bedroom. When he returned to the corridor, his ears were keenly aware of rustling sounds coming from the bathroom.

He stepped lightly and gently opened the door.

Nanci raised his head, and there was no trace of popularity on his pale and thin face.The moment he saw Meng Jin, tears rushed down his cheeks, hit the ground, and hit Meng Jin's heart.

Meng Jin's hand was still on the doorknob.He stood outside the door, Nanci's tears kept streaming down.

He felt that his heart seemed to be torn in two, he approached slowly, and said softly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here with you."

Nan Ci stared blankly at Meng Jin, Meng Jin looked a bit embarrassed, but his eyes kept looking at Nan Ci seriously.Nan Ci's heart was sour and sour, and there was a fire burning in his heart.

Like a frightened bird, he suddenly stood up from the ground and pounced on Meng Jin.

Desire and eagerness like grasping at a straw.

Although Nan Ci was very thin, the weight of a man could not be ignored. Meng Jin's body wanted to lean back inertially. In a blink of an eye, he stabilized his body, and felt a dull pain in his chest.

Nan Ci's body was trembling, he leaned on Meng Jin's body, and kept digging into it.Two arms also tightly bound Meng Jin.

Feeling a moist touch on the upper body, in this narrow bathroom, Meng Jin put his hands on Nan Ci's trembling and thin back, comforting him.

His brows and eyes are calm, with a touch of dignity.

He stood there like a pinning needle, deterring all demons and ghosts.

He smoothed the sharp thorns on Nan Ci's body, and gave him the tolerance and gentleness of the sea.

Meng Jin smelled the mint smell on Nanci's body and the agave on his body, and they were intertwined with each other.

His waist was very slender, Meng Jin's palm fell on it through a thin shirt, and the palm was burning hot.

Only the heartbeats of the two people were beating, Nanci was panting thinly on his chest, his chaotic breathing was rapid and hot.

Meng Jin lowered his head and gently patted Nanci's back with his fingers.

"I'm sorry to trouble you again." Nan Ci gently pushed Meng Jin's embrace away, lowering his eyes, the sockets of which were still red.A wet smear looked obvious on the black suit.

"yours……"

"Om-"

The mobile phone in the pocket of the suit rang. Meng Jin took out the mobile phone and glanced at it, then turned his head and said to Nan Ci: "You go to tidy up first, and I will answer the phone."

He walked out of the bathroom to talk on the phone.

Nan Ci went back to the bedroom and changed a set of clothes for himself, his steps hesitated.

The scars on his hands are so obvious, Meng Jin must have seen it, and the blood on his fingernails.Although Nanci didn't mind letting Meng Jin cherish him, such forced exposure made Nanci still feel uneasy.

He didn't want Meng Jin to hate him.

When Nanci walked out of the bedroom, Meng Jin pointed out that the medical kit at home was on the coffee table. Hearing Nanci's footsteps, Meng Jin's eyes immediately fell on Nanci.

"Come here, sit here." Meng Jin spoke softly.

Nan Ci shuffled and sat next to Meng Jin, sitting closely next to Meng Jin.

"Stretch out your right hand." Meng Jin took out the medicinal wine and cotton swabs.

Nan Ci shrank his neck and gave Meng Jin a pitiful look.

Unmoved, Meng Jin looked at Nan Ci sternly.

Nanci had no choice but to stretch out his scarred right arm.

"Did you wash it with water?" Meng Jin asked, sensing the cold temperature in his arm

"...It's too dirty." Nanci said with his head down.

The scar was slightly swollen by washing with water, revealing the tender flesh inside, which was hideous and miserable.

Nanci noticed Meng Jin's focused gaze. He wanted to break free from Meng Jin's hand, but Meng Jin grabbed his wrist tightly.

"Not dirty or ugly, apply the medicine well, don't be disobedient." Meng Jin's voice was low, and he gently dropped the cotton swab on Nan Ci's arm, carefully.

It fell lightly on the arm like a feather, and there was still a tingling pain in the arm. Nan Ci saw sweat on Meng Jin's forehead. He suppressed the strength in his hand, and it was very hard.

"I'm not afraid of pain." Nan Ci grabbed Meng Jin's hand and pressed the cotton swab down.

"Don't make trouble!" Meng Jin took a deep breath, seeing that the red and swollen arm was even redder where it was pressed.

Nan Ci obediently did not say a word.

After Meng Jin wiped every corner of his arm, his brows and eyes were relieved.He watched Nanci sitting on the sofa and playing with the corner of his clothes with his other hand.

"No one is not afraid of pain, it would be better if you can treat yourself better."

"The past may be bad, but you still have the present and the future." Meng Jin packed the medical kit, turned around and smiled at Nanci.

Nan Ci stared blankly at Meng Jin, the man stood beside him, with a steady voice and a calm and elegant posture in this old and dark apartment.

"The pain and pain you have survived that time will turn into the driving force for you to move forward, and they will become the hardest shell in your body."

"You have torn a hole in this dark sky. Now, you may encounter more difficulties in the future. You must face them squarely and step over."

Meng Jin is warm, elegant, and calm. He is patient with the weak and faces difficulties with the strong.He is humble without being humble, confident without being arrogant.

It seems that nothing can defeat him, it is a kind of strength from the heart, it is the calm and polished light accumulated over the years.

Nan Ci watched Meng Jin walking forward carrying the medical kit, and the corners of his mouth twitched.

----

Meng Jin chopped the green onions, and the oil in the pot was boiling.He stayed today and told Nanci that he wanted to show Nanci his cooking skills.

Nan Ci asked him: "Aren't you busy with work?"

He said confidently, "I am the boss."

There were sliced ​​meat on the chopping board, and Meng Jin put the sliced ​​meat in.

The smell of oily smoke in the kitchen was very strong, and Meng Jin was wearing a pink apron, which was a women's apron given to him by going to the supermarket with Nanci.

His posture is standard, his technique is skillful, and he still looks the same.

Nan Ci took a small bench and sat aside, watching Meng Jin cook eagerly.

At first, Meng Jin was still a little unnatural, and Nanci didn't make any moves after the meeting, so Meng Jin concentrated on cooking.

Being watched by others will not lose a piece of meat.

It's just that he looks a little funny now.

In fact, it was not what Meng Jin thought.The belt on the back of the apron made his waistline more beautiful, and the long legs underneath were strong. Wearing the pink apron on his body made him a little softer.

"Meng Jin, when did you learn to cook?"

"In high school." Meng Jin scooped up the vegetables.

"Oh, have you ever had a girlfriend?"

"...I didn't meet the right one." Meng Jin felt that it was a bit strange that he had never been in a relationship at his age, especially when the person who asked this question was Nan Ci.

"Me neither." Nan Ci narrowed his eyes in satisfaction.

"You are so good-looking, you will meet better ones in the future." Meng Jin comforted dryly.

"It's impossible for me to live a normal life." Nanci said with a smile.

"What are you talking about?" Meng Jin turned off the fire: "Use your left hand to serve the dishes, be careful."

"Because I like men." Nan Ci obediently stepped forward to serve the food with his uninjured left hand, and released a heavy news in a calm tone.

"Huh?" Meng Jin's face was dazed, he seemed to have not recovered, and he was dazed and cute in a pink apron.

"I said I like men." Nanci repeated it to the lovely Mr. Meng.

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感谢在2021-06-2522:56:18~2021-06-2621:42:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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