keep running, i won't break your legs

, and walked to the door of Chen Ming's company in a daze.

There was no one in the company, after all, it was past 10 o'clock in the evening.

The receptionist was new here, had never seen him before, so naturally stopped him.

"Are you, Mr. Chen here?"

"Yes, do you have an appointment?"

He shook his head and walked out again.

It's just that his body's actions are far faster than his brain, which may be one of the reasons for his good grades.

Anyway, when he looked up again, he was already standing at the door of Chen Ming's office.

He sneaked up while the front desk was not paying attention, and fortunately, he didn't meet anyone along the way.

40, happy birthday, sorry

The footsteps stopped for a while, and he didn't wait for someone to open the door for him.

In the darkness, the door was pushed open silently by Qin Siyuan, revealing a beam of light, which happened to shine on the huddled person in the corner.

His heart tightened, and he couldn't breathe. Chen Ming in this state made him feel so distressed that he was about to explode.

When his consciousness was lost, someone gently hugged him from behind.

He didn't care, kept the original posture, and murmured after a long time: "Xiao Yuan, I think you're hallucinating."

"How do you know it was me?"

Qin Siyuan's chin pressed against his shoulder, which made him a little hurt.

"Smell," he moved his nose triumphantly, like a child, "it smells."

"Ah."

After a long time, Qin Siyuan responded in a low voice.

Chen Ming leaned in his arms relaxedly, with her eyes closed, she seemed to be asleep.

Just as Qin Siyuan was about to tell him to go to bed, the man opened his eyes, which were frighteningly bright, looking at him burningly in the darkness.

"Happy birthday, Xiao Yuan."

It was rare for him to stubbornly wait for an answer, and he didn't look back after speaking.

Qin Siyuan didn't talk much in the first place, and he didn't know what to say when he forced him.

In desperation, he could only offer a deep kiss, and when he was emotional, he could barely back away.

Chen Ming's desire and dissatisfaction were all on his face, and he stared at him for a while before calming down, lying in his arms, looking at the moon outside the window.

Suddenly, he smiled.

"It's not a dream, it's great."

He knew that Chen Ming had a lot to say, but his communication barrier wouldn't be healed in a day or two.

If Shao Xueyang was here, he would feel better, or someone else who could speak well.

Thinking so calmly, the violence between his brows became more and more intense.

"I want to sleep."

Chen Ming tugged at the corner of his clothes, then shrank back into his arms.

He suddenly woke up, tightened his arms, and whispered: "Go to sleep."

After a night of nightmares, Chen Ming woke up in the office as usual, but this time there was an extra person on the bed.

"Xiao Yuan," he poked Qin Siyuan's face and said, "Are you there?"

"Not here, get out." Qin Siyuan didn't open his eyes, and clapped his hands away impatiently.

Last night, he couldn't sleep at all because of his troubles. I had a nightmare and even made flowers.

Chen Ming didn't speak anymore, and sat up on his own, with his thighs against Qin Siyuan.

After a while he still didn't move, Qin Siyuan thought he was angry, and opened his eyelids quietly, but just met Chen Ming's gaze.

He scratched his hair irritably and sat up with a grunt.

"Xiaoyuan," Chen Ming lowered his head slightly, grabbed his hand and stroked it, "I, I'm sorry."

Qin Siyuan raised his eyebrows, at least he was a little enlightened.

"How have you been doing these past few years?"

It may be too late to ask these questions now, but if you don't ask, I'm afraid there will be no chance.

"Not good." Qin Siyuan said the truth.

The strength in his hands increased, and Chen Ming said "I'm sorry" in a low voice.

"Oh, I see.

If being sorry is useful, why is the guilt in his heart getting heavier and heavier?

Let him continue to pinch, Qin Siyuan was afraid that his finger bones would break.

He held his hand back, keeping it immobile.

"Why didn't you contact me?"

This is asking about the situation in the past few months.

"I......"

He hesitated, entangled in whether he should tell the truth or cheat, which was really a chilling behavior.

"Ok?"

If it wasn't because he was Chen Ming, Qin Siyuan would have done it now, there was nothing that violence couldn't solve.

Chen Ming struggled again and again, sighed and said, "This is also related to my departure from City A, are you sure you want to listen?"

"Say."

"Okay. I was originally an abandoned son of the Chen family. By chance, I returned to the Chen family to temporarily manage the family business. The Chen family is a very complicated place. I am just a tool person. The owner of the Chen family strictly monitors everything around me. , including you, Xiao Yuan."

Speaking of this, he paused, and then sighed again.

"Xiaoyuan, wait for me for a while, I..."

Before he could finish speaking, Qin Siyuan interrupted him: "What are you waiting for?"

Chen Ming was stunned, and it was obvious that this person was angry.

But what is the use of knowing?If it were someone else, the lover who had been reunited after a long time would suddenly lose contact, and his liver would hurt with anger.

He unconsciously clenched his fists, trying to think of a suitable answer, but his mind was completely blank.

Chen Ming is always like this, hiding his true thoughts in his heart, even with his expressions.

Even with his experience of observing people for more than ten years, Qin Siyuan couldn't see through the mask he was wearing.

Why did he come out of the hotel disheveled a few months ago?And why didn't you contact me after that?

This sense of powerlessness, which had plagued him for a month, was at its peak now.

He needs to stay by himself for a while, otherwise he might not be able to control the violent factor in his body and hurt him.

Moreover, in this mood, he couldn't think well. It seemed that Chen Ming was very afraid of that family member?

Qin Siyuan lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed.

"Xiaoyuan?!" Chen Ming panicked for a moment, and suddenly grabbed his wrist, "Where are you going?"

Qin Siyuan was dragged back to the bed, and without turning his head, he replied, "Turn around."

"I...Xiao Yuan, can you wait a little longer?"

Even if he didn't look back, Qin Siyuan seemed to be able to see the pleading in his eyes.

He suppressed his anger and tried to calm his voice and asked, "Three months ago, why were you at the Rose Hotel?"

Chen Ming was slightly stunned, and racked his brains to recall, remembering the reason for the outbreak with Chen Fenglin yesterday.

"How do you know?" He didn't answer him immediately, but subconsciously and calmly analyzed why Qin Siyuan appeared there.

Qin Siyuan tilted his head slightly, but it was still not enough for him to see the look in his eyes clearly.

The look that Chen Ming couldn't see clearly was called disappointment.

Qin Siyuan never imagined that at this moment, he still had to worry about whether he was following him, heh, he was raised by a big family, so he was calm enough.

Such a calm and reserved person, presumably nothing can force him to do anything, unless he is voluntary. . . . . .

His tone was a little weaker, but he was still firm: "Answer me."

Although Chen Ming was puzzled, he still answered truthfully: "Shen Yu asked me to discuss cooperation with the land in the west of the city."

"Cooperation?! Then why did you come out without any clothes on?!"

Qin Siyuan's sudden anger poured cold on Chen Ming's body. What do you mean by not wearing any clothes?

"Xiaoyuan, calm down, I don't know..."

"I don't know?! Didn't you run to other people's bed by yourself?!"

After speaking, the tip of his tongue hurt, and he became a little sober.

These words seemed to touch Chen Ming's bottom line, because his eyes became extremely indifferent, looking at Qin Siyuan as if he was looking at a stranger.

He knew he had made a slip of the tongue, but it was impossible to ask him to apologize immediately. After all, he was also angry, so why let him?

"Xiao Yuan, do you know what you are talking about?"

He probably understood what he meant, didn't he just think he was a cheap piece of trash like them?

Qin Siyuan pursed his lips tightly.

"You think I'm that kind of person too?"

Before waiting for a response, Chen Ming chuckled, but he was laughing at himself.

"Xiaoyuan, I'm actually super weak. I can withstand betrayal and insult, but I can't stand being wronged alone."

Qin Siyuan parted his lips, wanting to say something to make amends, but he didn't mean that, he clearly knew it.

41. Easing conflicts

why?Why misinterpret your own meaning?

Chen Ming let go of his hand, and the two of them occupied the two ends of the bed, as if separated by a moat.

After a long time, he heard a faint "sorry" from behind him.

He immediately turned his head to look, Qin Siyuan was still facing him, he wanted to say no, it was none of his business.

Before he could speak, Qin Siyuan continued, "I heard from others that as long as my words make you angry, it's my fault."

Only at this time, Qin Siyuan would talk a little more after thinking alone for a long time.

Chen Ming laughed and twisted his head awkwardly.

"Who said that?"

He didn't answer immediately, but turned his head to look at Chen Ming, then turned back silently.

"you."

The strange thing is that Chen Ming heard the grievance from this word.

Are you blaming yourself for forgetting?

Qin Siyuan was still thinking about how to apologize, but Chen Ming had already walked up to him with slippers on.

And Qin Siyuan didn't react until he squatted down.

He frowned slightly to make himself look less fierce: "What's wrong?"

Chen Ming put her chin on his knee, and smiled softly, with a slight light in her eyes.

"Xiao Yuan, am I not angry?"

Qin Siyuan still frowned, why did he ignore him if he was not angry?

"I am very depressed."

sad?So what to do?

"Xiao Yuan, you trust me."

Although he didn't quite understand what he wanted to believe, Qin Siyuan still nodded: "Okay."

"I have nothing with Shen Yu