I was scumbag, he came to the door

Embarrassment, deathly embarrassment.

Song Ci lowered his head and stared at the cat in his arms in a daze. The little guy didn't make a sound when it was supposed to bark.

The cat shrank into a ball, turning a blind eye to Song Ci's death eyes, and its small tail dangled from time to time.

The child refused to give in, Song Ci laughed a few times, and explained embarrassingly: "I was just joking."

Tang Shi stared at the cat in Song Ci's arms and thought for a while. After a while, he took the cat and hugged him in his arms: "I'll hold him, you have worked hard."

The two interacted as if no one was there, and they drove back to the homestay together. Shi Yonggui felt that he was a joke.

He obviously wanted to imitate Song Ci, but why was he insulted like this? If it wasn't for the future, why would he bother Tang Shi.

"Don't worry about it? Are you afraid it will affect your career?" Song Ci saw Shi Yonggui still standing there through the rearview mirror, and the other party bowed his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

Tang Shi was stunned for a while before realizing that Song Ci's career was his bartender.

He laughed: "Didn't I just say that bartending is just a part-time job, and you can stop doing it at any time."

Song Ci thought about the other party's paintings, but none of them were signed.Famous painters usually leave their names behind after painting, and he doesn't think rich people will come to experience life as a bartender in a good way.

It’s not nice to write and sit in the room blowing on the air conditioner every day, why come here and be surrounded by people.

Tang Shi didn't believe him when he saw him like this, so he directly changed the subject and started to care about Song Ci's circle of friends: "Why only post pictures and cats?"

At that time, Song Ci was stroking the cat with a gentle face, and the little guy was sleeping very soundly on his lap.

Afraid of disturbing the cat, he lowered his voice: "Can the two of us have a cat?"

The two of them took a lot of group photos in the afternoon, and Song Ci himself was dragged to take a lot of solo photos, but out of personal considerations, he really didn't want to post photos.

It was rare for Tang Shi to take a liking to this cat, but now he felt that staying with the cat would do more harm than good, and the relationship hadn't been cultivated yet, Song Ci's heart was already crooked.

"By the way, what's going on with this man today, will he keep pestering you?" Song Ci asked with concern, with a smile on his face, he felt a little guilty after looking closely.

Tang Shi snorted coldly: "He dares."

"Why don't you just reject the other party? You have a position and qualifications." Tang Shi felt that since he had confessed and Song Ci didn't object, and the two were still traveling as a couple, Song Ci must have agreed.

Since they agreed to him, why didn't he refuse when he met Peach Blossom.

Song Ci was startled. There is a generation gap between three years old. He and the other party only have two more generation gaps. Is he so open-minded?A stranger who has dated a few times, is he qualified to refuse other people's love?

Tang Shi said displeasedly: "Or are you happy to see me being entangled?"

Song Ci shook his head: "Not really."

He wasn't sure what the other party meant. The clips of the two of them going out together in the past two days kept flashing in his mind. If he and Tang Shi didn't have so many worries, it would be very happy for him and Tang Shi to become real partners.

After the car returned to the hotel, Song Ci carried the cat back to his room in a daze. Tang Shi wanted to follow, but was a step too slow and almost hit his nose on the door.

"Song Ci, open the door, I have something for you." Tang Shi knocked on the door and said loudly.

There was no movement inside for a while, Tang Shi looked at the box at his feet, gritted his teeth and continued, "I bought it for cats."

There was still no movement inside, and while Tang Shi was worried, he couldn't help but rejoice that the treatment was the same anyway.

Before he could relax, the door opened with a creak.

Song Ci said with a wooden face: "What?"

Tang Shi:? ? ?

"If you don't say anything, go back. I'm tired and want to rest."

Tang shi quickly stretched out his foot to block the door, then pointed to the box outside.

"The kittens need to keep warm, so I bought blankets, cat litter and wet wipes for cats, etc. I also bought ceramic rice bowls, which are good for the cat's neck."

Song Ci was just thinking about life in the room, and he found that in just two days, he actually felt something else about Tang shi.It's hard to say what this feeling is, but there is one thing that is definitely not happy about it.

There is a big mountain on his heart, and it is so heavy that he can hardly breathe. He must not let the journey for relaxation become his own journey of finding love. Thinking about it, this journey is coming to an end soon.

These few days should be regarded as the last indulgence, Song Ci kept brainwashing himself.

"Come in, the cat is asleep." The other party came to the door with reason and evidence, and Song Ci thought he couldn't help the cat to refuse.

"Fatty, there are new blankets and canned cat food." When facing the cat, Song Ci smiled a little more.

Tang Shi raised his eyebrows: "Fat?"

Song Ci: "It's too thin. The doctor said it might be malnourished. I hope it grows fatter."

"..."

The canned cat food and various supplies were left behind. Tang Shi took a look at the cat and was invited out by Song Ci.

After he left, Song Ci hugged the cat and stared at the night scene outside in a daze. After a while, he took out his phone and posted a Weibo.

“@小短旅游指卡君: You can go to the snow mountain for the last journey. I heard that there will be unexpected gains when you reach the top of the snow mountain.”

"You mean to ask me to propose to someone on the top of a snow-capped mountain?" Tang Shi stood in front of the window in a loose nightgown, his chest muscles were exposed, and Gu Yuan on the other side of the video enjoyed it.

"I didn't say a marriage proposal. You said that the other party's attitude was unclear, and you were rejected again today."

Gu Yuan patiently gave advice: "A man who just fell in love, and a young man who is very angry, ordinary communication methods will definitely not work. There are only the two of you on the top of the snow mountain. If you can't make sense, you won't let people come down. How good it is."

Lonely man and widowed man, at the right time and place, if he does not agree to the proposal, he will not be allowed to go down the mountain.

There was a touch of appreciation in Tang Shi's eyes: "You have made great progress recently."

Gu Yuan rolled his eyes: "What does it mean to make great progress, I have always been blossoming."

You can't go to the snow mountain rashly, at least you have to make some preparations first. After hanging up the phone, Tang Shi sent a text message and checked Weibo at the same time.

He happened to see that the travel blogger he followed also sent a push, Tang Shi nodded in satisfaction, even the big V recommended the place, so it would be no problem for him to use it to apologize and propose.

Fatty, the milk cat, had just changed land, and it barked in the middle of the night. In the end, Song Ci got up and carried the cat to the bed, wrapped the quilt in his arms and hugged it, and the little guy was quiet.

He who only slept in the second half of the night formed a stark contrast with Tang Shi who was in good spirits when he went out in the morning.

Song Ci's eyes were very resentful: "I regret it now."

Tang Shi: Huh?

Song Ci: "Raising children should not be the responsibility of one person. Dad must have a sense of participation in the family."

Tang shi only pretended that the other party wasn't awake, and stuffed a bun into his mouth.

Before going out to get in the car, Song Ci took a special look at the flowers at the door. The cans he left there yesterday are still there, which proves that no stray animals have come.

Although I don't want to admit it, I have to say that their cub was indeed abandoned by the big cat.

"Keep it, the big cat probably won't come back." Tang Shi said when he opened the car door.

Song Ci sighed: "My mother is gone, and my stepdad will definitely take care of her."

"By the way, where are we going today?" The two of them had a tacit understanding in the past two days, and today he is eager to try.

Tang Shi: "I don't know, you choose the place."

Song Ci: "Oh."

"How about going to Snow Mountain?"

Tang Shi shook his head: "Tomorrow, the snow mountain needs to prepare clothes and climbing items, and the weather forecast says that the weather today is bad and cloudy."

Reasonable and well-founded, Song Ci suppressed the disappointment in his heart, thought about it and chose a place.

"Let's do ceramics. I heard that there is a porcelain kiln outside the city. Many people will go there and make a tourist souvenir for themselves."

Song Ci still listened to what Ai Qing said about manual work.

The people around this person keep changing, and there are quite a lot of routines. Every time, he will customize an exclusive porcelain doll with his current lover, which is called: Memorial.

The two had known each other for three years, and more and more porcelain dolls belonged to Ai Qing, and the faces of the other half were so varied that he couldn't remember them all.

"Okay," Tang Shi concentrated on driving after checking the address.

Song Ci bowed his head to reply to the WeChat message.

The happy family: "Son, you are graduating soon. When will you come back? Your uncle's school has started to recruit people. You have been tested for teaching qualifications. It is very good to be a teacher."

The smile on Song Ci's face faded a bit, "Mom, I said I'm working in Yancheng and I won't go back."

The happy family: "Your uncle is the vice principal, and your own ability is not bad. Our family has this condition, why do you have to work hard outside?"

Happy family: "Your dad and I will prepare a wedding room for you. Teachers are easy to find in this industry. Maybe I will have a grandson in three years' time."

Every word on the screen was fine, but Song Ci was holding the phone desperately, various fragments flashed in his mind, and the familiar feeling of suffocation surrounded him again.

No, it can't go on like this, his heart throbbed in pain, and he clearly wanted to control his thoughts, but something happened to be like a flood after the gate was opened, and it swept away for thousands of miles.

"Mom is doing it for your own good. Your father and I are only your son. Can we still harm you?"

"It's true that young people want to work hard. You have seen the scenery of big cities in your four years of university, and you have played where you should go. What's wrong with going home and working."

"You can't buy a house in a big city. There is no difference between returning home after drifting for a few years and returning home after graduation."

Zhang Lili's voice kept echoing in his mind. He knew that his mother was not malicious, and he also knew that the problem between the two parties was that they had different views on life.

But he still felt the feeling, the powerless feeling that life was out of his control, and he didn't want to experience it again.

"Little words, little words?"

A big hand that felt warm reached out, opened his fingers little by little, and took his mobile phone forcefully, and then Song Ci was hugged by Tang Shi in his arms.

The unfamiliar yet familiar smell of fir trees filled the nostrils, and Song Ci's sanity gradually returned.

"Sorry." He leaned on Tang Shi's shoulder and sniffed.

"I lost my temper, me," Song Ci's ears twitched unnaturally, and he didn't know what to say.

Did he mean that he had been included in the plan by his mother all the time, or that he lied to him that he was only 22 years old and a young man who was about to graduate from college?

Fortunately, Tang shi didn't ask any more questions. He saw that the man's expression improved, so he let go of him.

"Although I don't know what happened to you, everyone has a secret, so let it be if you don't want to tell it." Tang Shi turned sideways to fasten his seat belt on him, and started the car again.

"Little Ci, if you need it, I can be a good listener, if you don't need it, just treat me as a silent haven."

After he finished speaking, he concentrated on driving. Song Ci sat in the co-pilot and bowed his head in silence, leaving Tang Shi with a slightly sad profile.

The author has something to say: Tang Shi: In the future, I want to kill my current self. Some secrets can be hidden, and some secrets will fly away if you don’t ask him.

Song Ci: Counting down, I'm leaving, the countdown to breaking up

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