sunset escape

The cloud cover was very thick tonight, and the moonlight was captured by the net woven by the clouds, and it failed to reveal a shred of it to the world.

The agreement with He Chen suddenly appeared in Xiang Jiayun's mind, they agreed to "live".However, the collapse is often only in a flash, and the firm confidence at that time was destroyed in an instant. At this moment, he only feels that he is very tired, and Teacher He may be even more tired than him.

Doomsday escape is like a marathon, exhausting not only physical strength, but also inner persistence.

From the moment he was infected, the sword of death hung over his head.He waited every day for the sword to fall or disappear, and the moment he saw the death of the little white mouse, the tip of the sword also fell with a cold light.

Is there any point in struggling now?

Maybe before they found the entrance, I had already stopped my heartbeat.

"I never regarded the experience with you as a game." Xiang Jiayun whispered, "But it will be futile to force it now."

He Chen stretched out his hand and raised his head against his chin.Lowering your head and approaching, the voice is very soft, but it is heavier than a thousand jun.

"Let me tell you Xiang Jiayun, you wanted to die before you met me, and no one cared about you. But it's different now, as long as I'm here, I won't watch you give up on yourself."

Xiang Jiajun was forced to face He Chen's face.There have been many expressions on this face before, but none of them are angry and stubborn after being hurt like they are now.

He Chen forcibly opened his heart, but he spoke verbatim of his secret thoughts, thoughts that he dared not even admit to himself.It turned out that he was so cowardly, not afraid of death, but afraid to tell He Chen that he was ready to face death.

The other party is waiting for his answer.

"I don't want to put you in danger, and it's because of me." This is the only thing he can say confidently.

But these unrepentant words were tantamount to adding fuel to the flames. Seeing that he was not willing to give in, He Chen almost gritted his teeth angrily, "I've said it before, this is my choice."

Xiang Jiayun looked at the other party's willingness to go through fire and water for him, and in an instant, the anger in his heart also rushed out.He waved He Chen's hand away, frowned and said, "How long have we known each other? It's just a life. There are so many people dying every day in the apocalypse. I, Xiang Jiajun, is it worth your risk!"

He was just an ordinary person, with all his flaws, how could it be worth a person like He Chen to take the risk to protect him?

He Chen froze on the spot, only recovered his voice after a while, and asked him tremblingly, "What did you say?"

There was a gap between the two, but he had the urge to turn the gap into a chasm.If they didn't know each other at the beginning, He Chen would have left with Chen Xuan long ago, would they still be arguing here for their own lives?

"I said," Xiang Jiayun stared straight into He Chen's eyes, his voice pretending to be calm, "The essence of the relationship in Doomsday is a companionship. If you leave, you can treat it as if it never existed. It doesn't matter if I die. You can stop the loss in time before we know each other for a long time."

Every time he said a word, He Chen's expression became gloomy.At this moment, language turns into a sharp blade, which only has the function of hurting.

Xiang Jiayun's hands were hanging by his sides, and he clenched into fists in the dark.He also knew how stupid he had said, but he was delusional to make He Chen back down.

He Chen took a deep breath, tried his best to remain calm and said, "If you take back what you just said, we'll pretend we haven't quarreled."

His eyes were hot, but he held back abruptly, pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Quarreling is the most uncomfortable thing in the world, Xiang Jiayun suddenly felt so.Obviously he wanted to throw himself into He Chen's arms, but he could only stand face to face with him, stubbornly refusing to take back his hurtful words.

He Chen didn't wait for a few words, his whole body was no longer in high spirits, and the anger in his eyes turned into disappointment.

"You belittle my liking like this."

As soon as the words fell, He Chen took a deep look at him, turned and left.

Xiang Jiayun was pierced to the deepest part of his heart by this look, and was stunned in place as if struck by lightning.He Chen had never been disappointed with him before.

He heard the sound of the door being opened, the engine started, the wheels rolled over the road, and drove away.

The only light source gradually faded away, and the world fell into darkness again.

He felt that his body was under a spell, and he couldn't move at all.Time lost its speed in the darkness, and he didn't know how long it took before he finally came back to his senses.

I am alone again.

After He Chen left, he didn't know if he would come back.According to Mr. He's vigorous and resolute character, I'm afraid it will be difficult to turn back.

Obviously he was the one who uttered bad words, but now he started to regret it again, even if he wanted to force Teacher He to retreat, he shouldn't say such words to ruin his feelings.

His body suddenly lost strength, and he staggered back until his back hit the wall.Those pains that he ignored came up one after another, and the multiple wounds advertised their existence.The wound on his forehead throbbed with pain, making him clench his teeth and close his eyes.

It might be nice to die in an unknown alley, at least he was still a sane human being when he died.It's just a pity that there is no moonlight tonight.

Just when he was about to lose his grip and slide down, a faint light source seemed to appear through a thin layer of eyelids.

The sound of the car's engine approached again, and the sound of hurried footsteps sounded like redemption, approaching him step by step.

The footsteps stopped in front of him, and He Chen's slightly angry voice reached his ears: "Let me ask you, how many times have we experienced danger together?"

Xiang Jiayun opened his eyes, lowered his head to look at the ground, and tried to count them, but he felt that there were too many to count.

A few seconds passed, and He Chen didn't hear his answer and continued to ask: "Which one of us didn't survive?"

His fingertips trembled, and he replied in a low voice, "They all survived."

"Then you are so unconfident?" He Chen said with a serious tone, "Raise your head."

After hesitating for a moment, Xiang Jiayun raised his head and looked at Mr. He who had returned from the journey.I don't know how fast the car drove just now, and even my hair was a little messed up.

"You think your life or death is not important to me. As long as you die, I can happily run away the next day, find another teammate, fall in love with another person, and forget you immediately ……Yes or no?"

He thought about that possibility for a while, felt uncomfortable in his heart, and shook his head, "No."

He Chen looked at him without blinking, and sighed heavily for a long time.

"Speaking out of anger really needs to be corrected in the future."

Before Xiang Jiayun realized the meaning of this sentence, the shadow in front of him suddenly enlarged.The soft touch fell on his lips again, but it was no longer gentle, and entangled with him as if venting anger.Xiang Jiayun's eyes widened, unable to sort out the situation, he could only feel the anger and pity between his lips and tongue.

After an unknown amount of time, the lower lip was bitten hard.

He subconsciously stretched out his tongue to lick the wound, making sure that he didn't taste the smell of blood, and then barely pulled out from the intense emotion.

"It will be infected!" Xiang Jiayun said anxiously.

"If I drank the same bottle of water, I would have been infected by now." He Chen pressed his forehead against him, and his voice was extremely soft.

Xiang Jiayun didn't know what that kiss meant just now, but a heart beat powerfully in his chest, which was a symbol of life still existing.

He Chen kissed his eyebrows again, "If you die, you will never see me again. You will never hear my voice, see my appearance, and never feel my embrace again.

"Before I was kidnapped, I tried my best to find her...Xiang Jiayun, are you really willing to leave me?"

His mind raced with every word.

I really can't bear it.The person I finally met, I have to say goodbye so soon.

He wasn't even ready to meet, how could he be ready to part.

He Chen was still tempting him bit by bit: "As long as you survive, we can walk under the sun together, and I will accompany you to watch the sunset again, okay?"

Xiang Jiayun's eyes were so sore that he wanted to control it, but found that his vision had become blurred.

He still remembered the sunset on the first day, which was as beautiful as a dream.

It would be great if it could always be like that, driving with He Chen on the never-ending road.

"As long as you want, I will accompany you to achieve it."

He Chen kissed him again.

Xiang Jiayun tasted the moonlight from the kiss.It is said that the moonlight is hazy, but the fog in his heart seems to have been cleared away, leaving only a handful of clear light.

He Chen is the holding light, in order to be enveloped by the moonlight, he has to live for a long time.

After a long time, their lips parted, and Xiang Jiayun raised his head from He Chen's arms.He blinked and replied softly: "I'm sorry, what I just said was angry, and I didn't want to belittle my liking for you."

"anything else?"

"Also, I promise you, I want to watch the sunset again."

The author says:

The young lovers have had enough quarrels, and now it's time for the couple to overcome difficulties together