Program yuan off the single plan

From time to time, there are cars speeding past on the road, and the lights of the cars are shining brightly, adding a lot of mystery to the night.

Xiang Yun was lying on the bench, sleeping soundly.

She was only wearing a thin T-shirt, her face was flushed, tears hung from the corners of her eyes, the tears on her face smudged the lip gloss at the corners of her mouth, and it washed away, a delicate face seemed to have become tabby cat.

Lin Zhixin stood beside Xiang Yun for a while. At this time, Xiang Yun overlapped with the figure of the crazy woman who broke into her house drunk and asked her to play chess in early spring, so helpless and desolate, very pitiful.

There was a dull pain in her heart, which was swollen and sore.

If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she probably wouldn't have connected the woman who was lying on the bench at this moment with her makeup stained by tears with Xiang Yun who usually smiled gently and behaved politely.

Everyone has times when they are down and down, compared to the last time she felt disgusted with the crazy Xiang Yun in her heart, this time, Lin Zhixin only felt sorry for her.

Although she didn't know Xiang Yun well, nor did she know what kind of pressure Xiang Yun was under, but after this period of contact, she knew that Xiang Yun's temperament was very gentle, and such a gentle person was the least able to reject others.

Like at Xiang Yun's birthday party yesterday, she obviously didn't like the expensive gift Liang Wenzhi gave her, and she didn't like Yang Yue's threatening demand that she wear a watch.

But she thoughtfully considered their feelings, and after several hesitations, she still chose to forbear and give in.

She tolerated Yang Yue's aggressiveness, and thought about others like a fool, but always ignored herself.

Lin Zhixin bit her lip lightly, reached out and shook Xiangyun's shoulder, trying to wake her up.

But Xiang Yun fell asleep soundly like a pig, Lin Zhixin yelled several times and she didn't answer, just turned over with a grunt, and continued to sleep.

In desperation, Lin Zhixin had no choice but to take a taxi first, and then dragged and dragged Xiang Yun home.

The drunken Xiang Yun seemed to be filled with lead, so heavy that Lin Zhixin wondered if all the flesh on Xiang Yun's body was invisible.

This time, it was much more difficult than when Xiang Yun made trouble at her house last time and she took Xiang Yun from the living room to the bedroom.

Fortunately, the driver was nice, he helped Lin Zhixin to get Xiang Yun into the car, and after getting off the car, he also gave his hand, allowing Lin Zhixin to bring Xiang Yun back to the community smoothly.

After getting out of the car, Lin Zhixin thanked her repeatedly. On the way back to the unit building, Xiang Yun tripped over the stone steps and fell with Lin Zhixin.

Fortunately, they walked slowly, so they didn't bump into each other.

Lin Zhixin exhausted all her efforts, and finally dragged Xiang Yun to find the apartment building where they lived. The process was full of problems.

After finally dragging Xiang Yun into the elevator, Lin Zhixin let out a long sigh of relief. She even wondered if Xiang Yun was pretending to be asleep on purpose, and she didn't even wake up after such a toss.

It was the first time for her to sell such a coolie when she grew up.

With the sound of the elevator ding, Lin Zhixin took out Xiang Yun's trouser pocket, took out the key and opened the door, the little toy she gave was still hanging on the key.

Opening the door and entering the room, Lin Zhixin had no way to bathe Xiang Yun, so she could only send Xiang Yun to lie on the bed in the bedroom, and then wrung out a hot towel and wiped her face and hands.

Fortunately, Xiang Yun didn't wear any makeup or powder, so Lin Zhixin didn't need to remove her makeup. She used a warm towel to carefully clean up the tears on Xiang Yun's face, wiped off Xiang Yun's lip gloss, and put the cartoon on her ears. The earrings were taken off and thrown into the dressing box on the table.

When the cleaning was almost done, Lin Zhixin turned around and went to the living room to pour a glass of warm water, and shook Xiang Yun again, to see if she could get her to drink some water.

This time Xiang Yun became a little conscious, she opened her eyes in a daze, with a dull expression on her face, staring at Lin Zhixin in a daze, still in a trance.

"Drink the water."

Lin Zhixin said warmly, Xiang Yun was obedient, Lin Zhixin asked her to drink water, and she took two sips from the cup brought to her lips.

After drinking warm water, she seemed to wake up a little bit. She looked up at Lin Zhixin who was close at hand, as if touched by the latter's gentle expression, her mouth narrowed and she began to cry again.

Lin Zhi was caught off guard, Xiang Yun cried too suddenly, she was helpless, put the water glass on the bedside table, and asked her in a low voice:

"What's wrong? What happened?"

Lin Zhixin had seen Xiang Yun's drunken appearance before. After she was drunk, this person was purely an unpredictable bomb, laughing and crying for a while. Normal people couldn't follow her train of thought.

It's just that I don't know why this time, Xiang Yun stayed outside most of the night, making those horrifying remarks, and now he's crying aggrievedly here again.

If she went later today, Xiang Yun might be murdered.

It's really thrilling, this woman really doesn't have any sense of self-protection.

She always took care of others so well, why did she make her own life such a mess?

Lin Zhixin still feels terrified when she thinks about it now, she doesn't know where she got the courage to threaten that homeless man, but luckily it was just a surprise.

Xiang Yun whimpered and cried twice, and then answered Lin Zhixin with snot and tears:

"Yang Yue confessed to me, she said she likes me."

She was crying so sadly, Lin Zhixin thought it was a big deal, but when she heard her say that, a black line appeared on her forehead, why is it so sad to be confessed?

"Someone likes you, okay?"

Lin Zhixin also sat down by the bed, she had already seen that Yang Yue liked Xiang Yun, yesterday was Xiang Yun's birthday, it was normal for the little girl to choose yesterday to confess, but why did Xiang Yun react like this?

"No." Xiang Yun answered bluntly, wiping tears pitifully, "She said she likes me, but what can I do to make her like it? I don't know, I ran away."

She is timid and feels boundless fear, her reason is dominated by fear, she can't see the future, and she dare not take a step forward, her soul is imprisoned in her youth more than ten years ago, she has no courage to break through the shackles, and she has no strength to change.

To run away means to be afraid and to refuse.

There was a gentle smile in Lin Zhixin's slightly curved brows. She had seen someone cry so badly when her confession was rejected, but she had never seen someone who was rejected and cried in the dark. Xiang Yun is also a strange flower.

But there must be a reason why Xiang Yun was so sad.

She could understand Xiang Yun's choice.

This road is not easy to walk, and it is reasonable for Xiang Yun to reject Yang Yue because of fear.

Although Xiang Yun told her that she does not discriminate against homosexuals, but Xiang Yun does not discriminate against homosexuality does not mean that she can accept such things happen to her.

It's just that Yang Yue would feel very uncomfortable, and fleeing to Yun in panic must be more sad than directly refusing.

"Then do you like her?"

Lin Zhixin stretched out her hand and rubbed Xiang Yun's head, persuasively, trying to enlighten Xiang Yun like his own students, to see where the crux of Xiang Yun's sadness lies.

If Xiang Yun has a slight liking for Yang Yue, she is also willing to cheer for Xiang Yun. Even though she doesn't believe in feelings anymore, she always hopes that the people around her can have the beauty that she can't have.

From the bottom of her heart, she hoped that Xiang Yun could find happiness.

Such a gentle person should not be let down by fate.

But courage is not for everyone.

Xiang Yun hugged his head and curled up, bit his lip, blinked sleepily, and then answered Lin Zhixin's words:

"No, I just see her as my younger sister."

She hasn't thought about who she wants to spend her life with. She clearly knows that she doesn't like Liang Wenzhi, and she doesn't want to marry a man she doesn't know casually, and she doesn't dare to cross the threshold and explore unknown possibilities.

She would rather die alone and live her whole life with the secrets in her heart, than repeat the same mistakes, make the so-called mistakes in other people's mouths, and go astray in the eyes of others.

She didn't know how long she could last. Her parents urged her to marry again and again. When she was 30 years old, things would get worse. She couldn't imagine what her life would be like by then.

But even so, she didn't dare to reveal her heart to anyone. She was used to putting on an optimistic disguise for herself, keeping a smile on everyone, and making compromises repeatedly, but she never got understanding and tolerance.

She was in pain all over her body, but there was no reason for her to be desperate.

Lin Zhixin was a little confused. If that was the case, then if she refused, she refused. Why was she so sad?And why, to escape?

"Then why are you crying?"

She finally asked the most critical question, and maybe she could understand why Xiang Yun was so heart-piercing.

But she didn't wait for Xiang Yun's answer. After her voice fell, Xiang Yun tilted his head and fell asleep leaning against the head of the bed.

Lin Zhixin sighed, helpless to this Xiang Yun who turned into a broken child when he was drunk.

She supported Xiang Yun to lie down and sleep well, then pulled up the quilt to cover her, tucked the corners of the quilt and planned to go back.

But Xiang Yun couldn't sleep well, frowning, he unconsciously lifted the quilt he had just covered, and pulled his neckline, revealing the fair skin hidden under the collar.

Xiang Yun's collarbone was clear and beautiful, covered by the collar, half covered, and she could vaguely see the light pink underwear under the T-shirt, which hugged her not-so-plump breasts.

Lin Zhixin realized that her gaze was a bit impolite, she took it back with a light cough, and pulled the quilt back to cover Xiang Yun.

Xiang Yun refused to sleep obediently, and struggled to lift the quilt again. This time, Lin Zhixin understood that it was uncomfortable for this person to sleep in underwear.

It's not good for the body.

Lin Zhi's eyes darkened slightly, he hesitated for a moment, then reached out to support Xiang Yun, let her turn over, and unbuttoned her underwear through the T-shirt.

"It should be better this way."

Lin Zhixin was talking to herself.

Xiang Yun lay down again, his brows relaxed a little, and finally he stopped making trouble.

Lin Zhixin shook her head, just let it be, falling asleep with her clothes on is better than wandering outside and sleeping on a bench.

She got up and poured another glass of water and put it on the bedside table, then walked to Xiang Yun's desk, tore off a post-it note, picked up a pen and wrote a line.

After finishing writing, she pasted the post-it note in a conspicuous place, then turned and left Xiang Yun's bedroom.

It's only past two o'clock in the morning, and she can take a shower and sleep again.