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After having dinner at Li Zhuo's house, Cheng Zhiyuan took Cheng Xinxin home.

On the way home, I received a call from Professor Mi, a university professor, for the fall modeling competition.

One week of training is required from the end of July to the beginning of August.

After Cheng Xinxin listened to Cheng Zhiyuan's one-sided words, he concluded from it that Cheng Zhiyuan seemed to be going back to school.

After Cheng Zhiyuan hung up the phone, he asked, "Brother, are you going back to school?"

The joy inside was obvious, "Yeah." Before Cheng Xinxin could get excited, he added: "Go for a week, don't miss this week's homework, wait for me to come back and check."

Cheng Xinxin's expression gradually lost control: "."

The training was on July 7th, and Cheng Zhiyuan made an appointment with the students in the modeling group to go back one day earlier.

During this period, he would take Cheng Xinxin to Li Zhuo's house to rush out the door, along with some things to nourish his body.

The house suddenly became lively, which kept Li Zhuo in a state based on joy.

Until July 7th, only Cheng Xinxin came, not Cheng Zhiyuan.When he learned that Cheng Zhiyuan had returned to school, he was still on the verge of this state.

When Cheng Xinxin came home and Li Li told him that the day after tomorrow would be July 7, this state disappeared.

Li Li noticed Li Zhuo's slump, and regretted for a moment that he said that the day after tomorrow would be July 7st.

Because the day after tomorrow is their mother's death day.

Li Zhuo adjusted his posture and forced a smile at him: "I will ask Sister Li to help prepare her things to see her. You tell Xinxin not to run to our house these few days."

Li Li moved his lips, it is not difficult to see that Li Zhuo is in a forced state, sometimes he would be annoyed why his mouth is so stupid.

"I've already told Xinxin."

"Say we have something to do these days."

"Okay." Li Zhuo was a little tired: "Go back to your room and do your own thing, I will call you to help me if I have something to do."

Li Li worried about him and stood at the door.

In his eyes, Li Zhuo, who was lying down under the quilt, was like a hedgehog who had finally grown courageous, and once again got into a ball and retracted into his own small world.

Whenever July 7st is approaching, his brother will show his strength in front of him. He has so many unpleasant memories, but he can't share the pain with him.

Li Li thought for a long time, and the words Cheng Zhiyuan once said to him gradually flashed in his mind.

Time to grow up.

He hesitated for a moment, walked to the side of the bed, and said to Li Zhuo who covered half of his face with the quilt: "Brother, I can go the day after tomorrow, your feet are inconvenient."

He once told Cheng Zhiyuan that he lost his mother when he was in the second year of junior high school, but what he didn't tell Cheng Zhiyuan was that he was protected by his brother so well that he didn't feel the spoiled maternal love.

What Cheng Zhiyuan knew was that Li Zhuo begged others for the sake of his mother's prosperity after death for the sake of his unhappy mother, but what he didn't know was that his mother was actually Li Zhuo's nightmare.

This nightmare started when his parents divorced, and her mother lived alone with him and his brother in her belly.

Because Li Zhuo looks so much like their father, every time his mother sees his face, he beats and scolds him, and even wants to throw him from upstairs.

As time passed, Li Zhuo was no longer willing to show his appearance, and after his whole person became dark, his mother didn't get worse.

The person in the quilt grabbed the quilt and said in a low voice, "It's okay, I will go."

Li Li couldn't see his expression clearly, and left with a sigh.

In the room, Li Zhuo's eyes were completely cold, and his expression was extremely calm.

How could he not go, except until he died, he would go to the woman's cemetery, and let the dead woman see his beautiful appearance again and again.

Use that face somewhat similar to her ex-husband to tell her that they are different.

7 month 31 day.

The weather was gloomy, with dark clouds sweeping in, and it seemed that a torrential rain would soon come.

Sister Li was worried about Li Zhuo's feet and prepared a wheelchair for Li Zhuo.After sending Li Zhuo and Li Li to the cemetery, Sister Li waited for them outside the cemetery, and Li Li pushed Li Zhuo inside.

The cool wind in the cemetery smelled of sea water, and the cool wind scattered the broken leaves on the ground.

In the black-and-white photo on the tombstone, the woman's face looks older in black and white. A woman in her [-]s looks like a woman in her [-]s. Fortunately, her life will stop at this moment. Will not grow old again.

Li Li cleaned up the weeds and broken leaves around the tombstone, and put the white chrysanthemums on the table in front of the tombstone.

Slowly knelt down and kowtowed three times to his mother.

The wind messed up Li Zhuo's forehead hair, his indifferent face was like his cool eyes, he met the woman in the photo, his eyes gradually became disgusted.

These eyes, even when they died, never showed any love for him, not even the slightest bit of remorse.

After the cutscene, when Li Li turned around and pushed him, Li Zhuo instantly restrained his emotions: "Let's go."

His emotions were subdued, his pale face fell into Li Li's eyes: "Okay."

When he was about to walk out of the cemetery, Li Li, who had always been dumb, tried to liven up the atmosphere: "Brother, what are you going to have for lunch? Shall we go to the supermarket to shop for ingredients?"

Li Zhuo didn't have any thoughts, and said, "It's okay."

Li Zhuo knew that Li Li was looking for something to talk about, so that he could quickly forget the unhappiness, and he was also trying to make himself forget about the unhappiness, trying to make himself as relaxed as possible.

Sister Li sent them to the supermarket near their home. After saying goodbye to Sister Li, the two entered the supermarket.

Li Li was pushing the shopping cart, and found that there was no hand to push Li Zhuo, and his face was paralyzed with a smile on his face: "Brother, I push the shopping cart, you push yourself."

Li Zhuo smiled: "You might as well just let me sit in the shopping cart."

Li Li: "That's a good idea."

Wearing a mask, Li Zhuo only showed his eyes, and glared at him: "I don't care if you like it. You can afford to lose this person, but I can't afford to lose him."

After the two of them quarreled, they went shopping at the grocery store first.

After buying, he went straight to the snack area, Li Li put all Li Zhuo's favorite snacks into the shopping cart.

Li Zhuo looked at the shopping cart which was almost full of snacks: "Why do you buy so many snacks, you don't eat them."

He found out that it was all his favorite food. Although he was greedy, he said stubbornly: "I don't eat it either."

Seeing his greedy look, Li Li didn't know how Brother Zhiyuan coaxed him to eat pig's trotters: "I bought it for Xinxin, and Brother Zhiyuan to eat."

Li Zhuo hated iron for being weak: "Take my money and buy it for them to eat?"

Just as Li Zhuo was about to turn his elbows out before he got married, he heard Li Li say: "They eat it, you see, in principle you eat it too."

Li Zhuo: "..."

Brother can return it?

All the way to the checkout area, Li Zhuo looked at the pile of snacks, and his mood, which was about to recover, froze a little.

I haven't seen the noisy Bingshan face for two days, and I'm thinking...

Think shit, don't tell him when you go back to school, shit friend.

After paying the bill, Li Li carried a shopping bag, and then pushed Li Zhuo's wheelchair, and the smaller one was carried back by Li Zhuo on his lap.

Leave the supermarket and wait at the traffic lights on the side of the road.

Li Li seemed to have turned on some switch, he was very talkative today, and occasionally joked with Li Zhuo.

While talking about what to cook for lunch today, he lowered his head and asked Li Zhuo.

His eyes then dropped, and bumped into his brother's hand that was being pulled in more and more. The white shopping plastic bag was pinched and wrinkled, but the owner of the hand was still exerting force.

Li Li looked at Li Zhuo's face, the young man who was joking and joking just a second ago now had a cold face and his eyes were full of hostility.

It was the first time he saw this kind of expression on Li Zhuo's face, as if seeing someone he hated so much, he wished to tear him apart.

The traffic light turned green at this moment, and he watched the pedestrians walking around, but couldn't catch what his brother was looking at.

He was worried: "brother, what's the matter with you?"

Li Zhuo gave Li Li the shopping bag on his body: "You go home first, I have something to wait for when I go back."

His face was so ugly, Li Li didn't worry about him at all: "Why did something happen suddenly, what did you just... see?"

"You look so ugly, I don't trust you."

Is your face ugly?

Li Zhuo touched his face, and thought to himself, how could it not be ugly, the person who disappeared for more than ten years suddenly appeared in front of him, if it wasn't for that face that was somewhat similar to him, he would have almost forgotten his father that face.

It really wasn't a good day today, the people I didn't want to see appeared one by one, and the people I wanted to see weren't there.

Li Zhuo was afraid that he would lose someone, so he rushed into the crowd pushing his wheelchair without explaining to Li Li.

When Li Li reacted, how could he tell where Li Zhuo was from the crowd.

He ran to try to find Li Zhuo, but he was too small in the vast crowd, so he had to try to believe what Li Zhuo said, "Wait to go back", and was going to wait for him to come back at home, and then ask the matter clearly.

Li Zhuo followed the three people in front to the door of a cake shop.

On the way along, he had fully confirmed that one of the three people was his nominal father, Li Xiang.

Li Xiang followed a little boy, took his hand and entered the bakery with another man.

He heard the little boy calling Li Xiang "Daddy" affectionately.

Ridiculous.

At least he thought that he had some difficulties, so he chose to disappear when his wife became pregnant, leaving only a divorce agreement.

Sure enough, he thought too much.

After getting the answer, he pushed the wheelchair to go back, when the doorbell of the bakery behind him rang, and someone should have opened the door.

He heard someone running over, and a small immature hand climbed onto the armrest of the wheelchair, as immature as his master's voice.

"Brother, be careful with stones."

Li Zhuo's brows were cold, he didn't hear the same voice as the one calling Li Xiang "Dad", he wanted to tell him not to meddle in his own business, but something in his heart was encouraging him, maybe he heard it wrong.

Li Zhuo calmed down, and asked the child forcefully: "The one who followed you in just now is your father?"

His eyes were a little scary, and the child nodded slowly: "Yes, brother knows dad?"

The child is only 6 years old at most, Li Zhuo is heartbroken.

It's really not easy to be a child when you are old.

Li Zhuo stroked the child's hand away lightly, but the child's arm was boneless, and he swung his arm in a circle, slapped Li Zhuo's face with a small slap, and knocked off his mask by the way.

Li Zhuo endured his irritability, ignored the broken mask, and pushed the wheelchair away.

Behind him, the door of the cake shop rang, accompanied by the man's helpless voice: "Xiao Tuan, I told you not to run around alone."

Li Zhuo suddenly wanted to turn around, if his dear father saw him at this time, what kind of expression would he have.

He thought so, and did so, and slowly turned back to the wheelchair.

In the field of vision, the child was crouched and held in the arms of the man. The child called "Dad", and the man raised his head to reveal a face completely different from his own father.

Li Zhuo did not mention it in one breath, thinking that he had misjudged the person.

Most of the anger subsided, and he planned to mock himself for being blind.

So, he saw the door of the cake shop opened again, and the man who came out this time had a face three points similar to his.

Li Zhuo's tone was neither embarrassing nor embarrassing: "..."

What made Li Zhuo almost choke to death was that the child ran to the man who was three points similar to him, and said "Dad" again.

Li Zhuo: "."

Who the hell is your father?

The author says:

It's almost here~ Xiaozhuozhuo just woke up~

感谢在2021-08-2218:46:57~2021-08-2320:37:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 460751282; 1 orange is so delicious;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

25. Regret

◎Brother Zhiyuan, my brother is gone◎