Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

When Lin Chongtan heard that I was looking for Liangji, his brows did not change a bit, "Liangji has returned to Gusu."

Back to Gusu?

When did he go back?

Why don't you tell me a word?

I looked at Lin Chongtan in confusion, and he brushed away the long hair sticking to the back of my neck, "He went back to get married, and you gave him a gift when he left, did you forget?"

What Lin Chongtan said made me a little confused. Liangji went back to get married, and I gave him a gift?

Did I really send it?

When I was thinking in a daze, Lin Chongtan stretched out his hand and squeezed my chin, "Xiaodi, drink water first."

It was only after he reminded me that I wanted to drink water, and I kept thinking about Liangji while drinking water.If he goes back to get married, will he come back?

He should have told me, but why don't I have the slightest impression?

After drinking the water, I wanted to continue asking Lin Chongtan questions, but the words got to the point of my mouth, and I couldn't remember what I wanted to ask.Lin Chongtan looked down at me, then pulled the brocade handkerchief on the screen, "Stand up after washing, I'll help you wipe off the water on your body, it's time to apply the medicine."

I groaned, and just about to stand up, I shrank back immediately, and at the same time pulled the brocade handkerchief from Lin Chongtan's hand, "I can wipe it myself, I don't need your help."

Lin Chongtan's eyes moved slightly, and he grabbed the other end of the Jinpa, "Why don't you let me help?"

How dare I say it, I can only prevaricate him, "Didn't you say that you need to take medicine? You go get the medicine, I want to go to bed early tonight."

Lin Chongtan didn't say anything, and went out with a teacup.I looked at his back and felt a little strange, but I quickly ignored the strangeness.

I said I wanted to go to bed early, but I was really lying on the bed, but I couldn't fall asleep.Lin Chongtan was lying next to me, letting me toss and turn on the couch.He has always had a standard sleeping position, with his hands lightly placed on his stomach, whatever position he was in when he fell asleep, will be in the same position when he wakes up, and he remains motionless.

I turned to look at Lin Chongtan, his eyes were closed tightly, as if he had fallen asleep.I looked down and landed on his right hand.

He told me it was a minor injury, but these days he always wears gloves and never takes them off.

I quietly propped up my body and touched Lin Chongtan's right hand.I want to take off his gloves to see how bad he is.

I grabbed the edge of the glove and carefully took it off, but a small part of it fell off, and I was hugged.

The person who held me pressed me into his arms, and grabbed my hand with his right hand.Lin Chongtan still had his eyes closed, but he could accurately kiss my cheek.When he kissed me, my cheeks started to heat up.His kiss slowly spread from cheek to lips.I couldn't help but grab his clothes with my fingers.

When Lin Chongtan finally let me go, I could only lie on his body and pant a little, and I couldn't help sticking out my tongue.

The hand on the back patted lightly, as if giving me comfort.But not long after, the hand on my back changed direction.At that moment, my whole body tensed up, and I almost begged for mercy and said to Lin Chongtan, "Don't..."

But it was too late, he found out.

I was so ashamed that I could only hide my face between his neck like a turtle.I soiled Lin Chongtan's hands and clothes, and what made me even more at a loss was that I also found him.

Lin Chongtan didn't even wash his hands, and he didn't let go of me, just in this posture.The time was long and unbearable, I couldn't help but look down, and at this moment, something splashed on my lips.

My mind went blank for a moment, and at that moment I stuck out my tongue and licked it stupidly.After licking, I froze completely.Lin Chongtan stretched out his other hand to quickly wipe off what was on my lips, and then licked my lips as if coaxing me.

I couldn't utter a word, so I could only use my hands and feet to get under the quilt next to me.In fact, my behavior of covering my ears and stealing the bell did not bring me any comfort. I could feel that my face was extremely red and my earlobes were hot.

"Xiaodi, change your clothes and go to sleep."

Outside the quilt was Lin Chongtan's voice, I thought I couldn't hear it, I curled up and hid in the quilt.I'm ashamed to face people, I... I don't want to see Lin Chongtan again.

After an unknown amount of time, I heard Lin Chongtan calling me again.I pretended to be asleep and hid under the blanket.I felt Lin Chongtan lift the quilt,

I continued to pretend, even though Lin Chongtan was helping me change my clothes later.

I really don't have the face to face him now, I didn't meet his face, the scene just now kept spinning in my mind.If they match, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight.

In order to pretend to be sleeping realistically, I tried my best to keep my breathing the most stable, and let Lin Chongtan play with me and change my clothes, but when he kissed the scar on my shoulder, my breathing inevitably became disordered for a moment.

This kiss is like the wind on a spring night, if you are not careful, you may miss it.For some reason, I feel that Lin Chongtan is sad at this time, but I don't know why he is sad.

Since I don't have to learn to swim, my life has become more leisurely, and I am so free that I take the initiative to find things to do.Lin Chongtan saw me rummaging through boxes and boxes, and came over to help me open the box, "Xiaodi, what are you looking for?"

"Looking for a book, the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday is coming, it's time for me to read."

Wait, the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday... My birthday is two days before the Mid-Autumn Festival. Counting with my fingers, today is a lot of days away from my birthday. Why haven't I returned to Taixue for class?

"Xiaodi." Lin Chongtan called me suddenly, I looked at him blankly, and heard him say, "Didn't you always want to know how your shoulder injury came about? I didn't tell you because I was afraid of scaring you You, but today I feel that I still need to make it clear to you. After the night of our birthday, when we returned to Taixue, we met local hooligans, and both you and I were injured, so we took a leave of absence from Taixue."

It turned out to be like this, no wonder Lin Chongtan and I never went back to Taixue for classes.

I asked him, "Then when can we go back?"

"You are still in good health, I am a little worried, so I specially invited the doctor I know well to give us a class here, and he will come tomorrow."

The doctor only teaches the students in the upper house. I was so happy that I couldn't even press the corners of my lips, but I couldn't be happy for long.The classics requirements of the teaching dormitory are so strict, and the PhD students in the upper dormitory are even more so.

I'm still studying with Lin Chongtan, so I will definitely be compared to nothing by him.

No, I have to read the book quickly.

I asked Lin Chongtan to help me find books together. I spent the whole afternoon and evening memorizing the contents of the books. I didn't even have an appetite for meals. In the end, Lin Chongtan fed me.

While he was feeding, I kept my eyes glued to the book.

"Drink some soup."

I drink.

"Eat a shrimp dumpling."

I eat.

"Today's stir-fried bitter gourd is good, try it."

I pursed my lips tightly, and managed to distract Lin Chongtan, "I don't eat bitter melon."

Lin Chongtan looked at me helplessly, and ate the bitter gourd himself.

Before nightfall, I was still reciting silently on the bed. Halfway through the recitation, I pulled Lin Chongtan over and said falteringly: "What if I, I said, what if I get angry with the doctor tomorrow?"

"Why did you drive the doctor away? It's too late for the doctor to like you when he sees such a hard-working student like you."

I don't really believe Lin Chongtan's words. No teacher really likes me, even Ming Dianxue, it is because of Lin Chongtan's two paintings that he treats me differently.

I let go of Lin Chongtan, a person like him who is naturally intelligent and liked by everyone will not understand my thoughts.

I have paid a lot, but I may not be able to get a little love from others.

I couldn't recite the book anymore, I just wanted to hide under the quilt, but Lin Chongtan kicked the quilt aside at this moment.He pressed on top of me, not allowing me to escape, and said in a very solemn tone, "You are not stupid, you just learned many years later than others, and the masters and classics who taught you before only backfired. It is their problem, not your problem. Xiao Di, believe me, the doctor will definitely like you."

really?

Is it really not my problem?

It was the first time someone said this to me. It turned out that they all said I was stupid, my wife said I was stupid, my mother said I was stupid, and my father hated me too.The classics told me not to stay in Taixue any longer, because if I stayed any longer, I would just beg for fish from a tree and catch a moon in water.

"Am I not stupid?" I asked Lin Chongtan in a low voice.

"of course not."

I stared at Lin Chongtan's face carefully, wondering if he was lying to make me happy, but his expression was serious, it didn't look like he was joking with me.

"

Doctor... will like me? "I asked him again.

"meeting."

I closed my eyes, trying to suppress the soreness in my eyes, but I still couldn't hold back.I was afraid that Lin Chongtan would think I was delicate and weak, so I wanted to hide my face, but he licked away my tears little by little.

After licking the back, I stared at him with disgust, "It's so disgusting."

Lin Chongtan curled his lower lip and said nothing.I looked at his good-looking face, and slowly moved over to touch his lips.

The doctor who is acquainted with Lin Chongtan obviously has a much higher level of teaching than the classical scholars who taught me. He quotes classics and talks eloquently. He knows astronomy from the top and geography from the bottom.

What surprised me the most was that this doctor treated Lin Chongtan and me equally. He neither praised Lin Chongtan for being smart, nor said I was stupid. Book and then have your own opinion.

After class one day, I admired this doctor. Before falling asleep at night, I grabbed Lin Chongtan and said, "Tan Sheng, Dr. Sheng knows a lot. A gentleman is good at guqin, but he can play it very well." Good dulcimer...have you seen the painting brought by Dr. Sheng today, it's really good..."

"He has been married for many years, his husband and wife are harmonious, and his children are as tall as you."

Lin Chongtan's words made me stunned for a moment, why did he mention Dr. Sheng's personal affairs so carefully?

I looked at Lin Chongtan incomprehensibly, and Lin Chongtan also looked at me. Suddenly, he sighed and stuffed me under the quilt, "Sleep."

Just sleep when you sleep, why are you so fierce!

It turned out that when I was in class, I was always afraid in my heart. I was afraid of the master and classics calling my name, I was afraid of their disappointed eyes, and I was also afraid of the mocking eyes of the students in the same room.

But since I met Dr. Sheng, I realized that I don’t have to be afraid of being called by my name in class. Dr. Sheng always looked at me with a smile. Even if I answered incorrectly, he would seriously consider what I just answered, and then Point out my right and wrong.

He does not blindly praise people.

I suddenly felt that it would be good not to go back to Taixue to attend classes.

But there is one thing that is very embarrassing. Now I stay with Lin Chongtan all day long, whether it is during class or after class, even falling asleep together at night.My body became very strange. When Lin Chongtan kissed me several times, I half-determined and half-thought in my mind, as long as he waits a little longer and doesn't take so long, I can bear it.

But every time Lin Chongtan didn't continue, even once he hugged me on his lap.I clasped my fingers on Lin Chongtan's shoulder, trying to tell him to let me go, but the sound I said made me blush.

too...too...

I can't describe it.

The scent of rouge rolled all over me, Lin Chongtan's arms around my waist were tightening, but just when I thought he would not let me go, he let go.

He pulled off the outer robe next to me and wrapped me tightly, his tone was light, "It's getting late, go to sleep."

I froze for a long time, then nodded sullenly.

Shame!

I can't think about this nonsense anymore!

But I didn't know that the next day I ran into Lin Chongtan relaxing in the bathroom. I accidentally saw this scene, and immediately thought of it, but it made me sharp-eyed, and I saw that Lin Chongtan was using the little clothes I just changed .

I didn't dare to talk to Lin Chongtan that night, let alone what I saw, but Lin Chongtan lay beside me as if he hadn't done anything.Later, when I saw the washed little dress, I really had no face to wear it again, so I could only stuff it into the back of the closet.

But Lin Chongtan seemed to have noticed my behavior. He turned the little coat out in front of me and asked me why I didn't wear it.

I stammered and couldn't explain why, he drooped his long eyelashes and said softly, "Did Xiaodi see it?"

"No, no, I didn't see anything!"

Wait, am I not 300 taels of silver here?

I wailed in my heart, pursed my lips tightly, and refused to speak again.Obviously Lin Chongtan is the one who should be ashamed, but he didn't even blush, and said slowly: "Actually, every piece of Xiaodi's clothes, I..."

I couldn't stand it anymore, so I quickly raised my hand to cover his lips.

Lin Chongtan's eyes were slightly bent, and his lips moved against my palm.The way he moved seemed to be kissing my palm, and it was like sparks that ignited instantly.

These days I am planning something, I am going to make a pen for Lin Chongtan myself.In fact, I wanted to do it at first, but I was afraid that he would dislike me for not doing well.

I flipped through books, looked up how to make brushes, and wrote down all the materials I needed, and then asked Dr. Sheng to help me buy them.If I go to buy it myself, I will definitely be discovered by Lin Chongtan.

Dr. Sheng agreed immediately, and bought all the materials for me in a short time.

In order to surprise Lin Chongtan, I had to make an excuse that I wanted to concentrate on studying, and no one should disturb me, so I drove Lin Chongtan out.

Because I don't spend much time alone every day, and I was not satisfied with the first few brushes I made at the beginning, it took more than half a month to finish the brush.

I purposely engraved Lin Chongtan's name on the end of the pen tube in small letters with hairpin flowers, but he would never know that I also engraved a small word "di" on the inside of the pen tube, which is the same as "Tan Sheng". The words are facing each other.

I put the finished pen into the brocade box I bought, and I was going to go out to find Lin Chongtan.He came over to give me lotus seed soup earlier, but I was busy finishing it at that time, so I pushed and chased him away.

There was no one outside the corridor, so I looked outside.I opened and checked the doors of every house, but there was no Lin Chongtan.

I searched all the way to the last room. Just as I was about to push the door, I was attracted by something on the floor tiles.

I saw a scarlet liquid flowing out from the crack in the door of the room, spreading all the way to the blue and white floor tiles outside, and some of it seeped into the cracks in the floor tiles.

Is this blood?Why is there blood here?

Could it be that something happened to Lin Chongtan?

I was flustered, and immediately went to push the door at the end, but the door was locked, and I couldn't open it no matter how I pushed.I called Tan Sheng a few times and got no response, and when I was about to try to see if the window could be opened, the door opened from the inside.

"Little flute."

I turned around and saw Lin Chongtan coming out from behind the door.