Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

"Little flute?"

Lin Chongtan was staring at me, still holding my hand with his left hand.Seeing the tears in my eyes, he seemed to pause for a moment, then reached out and wiped away my tears with his fingertips, "Does it hurt?"

he asked in a low voice.

I shook my head slowly, I wanted to tell Lin Chongtan that I was so strange now, I could hear other people's voices, those people were talking in my mind, calling me Congxi at one moment, and Fengshu at another moment.

But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't speak them.I turned my head to look at the diorama in a daze, and the person in the mirror also looked at me. His long hair fell all over his body, his cheeks were flushed, and he was in a glueless state with the people next to him.

It was just that I was temporarily hallucinated by the thunder, there was no sound, it was because I heard it wrong.I put my arms around Lin Chongtan's neck, I couldn't tell whether I was trying to cover up or give up on myself, so I continued to take the initiative to eat.But it didn't take long for a large piece of memory that belonged to me to return to my mind.

I am Jiang Congxi, the ninth prince of the Bei Dynasty, and I came to the Northern Kingdom to negotiate peace.My mother, concubine, father, master, those relatives and friends are all waiting for me to go back.

My fingers became tighter and tighter, and the movement slowed down to a stop. Lin Chongtan seemed to be aware of my strangeness. He looked at me without saying a word until I slapped him hard on the face.

I used all my strength, and he was hit in the face by me, and there were clear fingerprints on his cheeks that were as smooth as snow.

Lin Chongtan turned his head slowly, I don't know why he still has the face to smile at me, he gently pulled his lower lip, "Is it over? Do you want to hit me again?"

My hand couldn't help shaking after beating him, and I could even feel him clearly at this moment, which made me feel extremely humiliated.What makes me feel even more humiliated is that I remember everything that happened during this period. I was like a clown who was teased by him, and I only knew to pester him all day long.Especially when I took the initiative to seduce him in such a lowly manner, I am afraid that the whores of Qinlou Chuguan will bow down to me when they see me like this.

I didn't beat Lin Chongtan again, what's the point of beating someone, I just want to go back early, I don't want to see Lin Chongtan again.But just when I was about to get up, Lin Chongtan held my waist and pushed me back.

He won't let me get up.

"Lin Chongtan!" I squeezed his name out of my teeth.

But he completely ignored my anger, "I can't let you go, Xiaodi."

I laughed sarcastically, but I didn't know whether it was him or myself I was laughing at, "Is this interesting? Lin Chongtan, do you think it's interesting for the two of us to be like this?

I desperately want to control my anger, but I just can't help it.I didn't come to Beiguo to drink medicine every day and to warm Lin Chongtan's bed.

Even if he used love in the name, he never asked me if I was willing to forget everything, my family and country ambitions, and my relatives and friends.

It was he, Lin Chongtan, who first said that he was clean, and it was he who disregarded my wishes and used such dirty means to keep me by his side!

Will he feel happy in his heart?

Or is it not in the name of love, but outright revenge?

Lin Chongtan was silent for a while, "Are you worried about the alliance between the Northern Kingdom and Mongolia? Don't worry, this will not happen. The Mongolian spies know that you have arrived in the Northern Kingdom. I hid you to convince them that the Northern Kingdom is attacking Bei Dynasty’s determination. In fact, I have already sent a letter to Bei Dynasty. The day of the war is the day when Bei Dynasty and the Northern Kingdom will besiege Mongolia. Now the net is being collected, and Mongolia will surrender soon.”

I stared at Lin Chongtan's eyes, wondering if he was lying to me, but I couldn't see anything, I never understood him.

Quandang what he said is true, but I don't want to stay here anymore, stay by his side, I want to go back.

"Let go of me," I told him, "I'm sick."

Lin Chongtan's expression became a little ugly, but he didn't let go of me, but turned over while hugging me.The moment I lay down, I saw the person in the mirror clearly again.

The blush on her cheeks hadn't faded yet, but the resistance in her eyes was too obvious to ignore.

"I won't let you go." Lin Chongtan said it as if repeating what he said before.

I shifted my gaze from the diorama to his face, gritted my teeth and said, "You said we're settled."

"Yes, I did, but I lied to Song Nan. If I didn't lie to him, I would settle with you. With his mind, he would never tell you everything I said, nor would he Obediently send you to the North Kingdom." He stroked my neck with his finger, "Here is where the Gu worms fly in. This worm is called cochineal worm, male and female are in pairs, your body is a female worm, and mine is a male worm, From the moment the female worm enters your body, I can sense where you are. Xiaodi, you still love me, otherwise you should have asked me to take out this worm on the first day you saw me in the Northland."

I imitated Lin Chongtan, and also pulled my lips, "I just forgot, don't be sentimental. I have so many things to deal with every day, how can I remember that there is a bug in my body. On the contrary, I not only don't love you, This kind of behavior of yours makes me feel that you are even more disgusting and pitiful, you—Lin Chongtan, you are a pitiful bastard with a brain on a sperm!"

I was really so angry, so angry that I couldn't choose what to say, I was angry with Lin Chongtan's actions, and angry with him for going his own way.

It turned out that he was unwilling to tell me who the murderer was, and now he didn't ask for my consent, forcing me to forget everything about being Jiang Congxi.

Has he...has he ever truly respected me once?

Lin Chongtan seemed to be irritated by my words, and continued regardless of my wishes.I wanted to push him away, but I was not as strong as him, so I couldn't push him away no matter what.The portrait in the diorama became wobbly. I stared at it for a long time, and couldn't help but turned around and lay down beside the couch and retched.

The sound stopped, only the sound that I wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit was left.

The warm yurt now became icy cold.

After a while, Lin Chongtan got up.

He came back with a basin of hot water, and was forced to stop before the handkerchief touched me.He stared at the broken porcelain lying across my neck with an extremely ugly face.

"Touch me again, and I will die in front of you. I will do what I say." I tried my best to hold back the trill in my voice, not wanting to show weakness in front of Lin Chongtan again.

Lin Chongtan's hand holding the handkerchief was bulging like a entangled tree root, and his breathing was messy for a moment, "Are you threatening me with your life?"

"Yes, what I did last time didn't kill you, then, then I'll kill myself." Fearing that he wouldn't believe me, I clenched the tile in my hand even more tightly to my neck.

Lin Chongtan slowly put the towel back into the basin, he lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes concealed the emotion in his eyes, I could only see his tense jaw.

"The wound medicine and gauze are in the red lacquered box in the west corner." He said and left the yurt.

After Lin Chongtan left, I realized that my hand was bleeding.But I don't care about the pain anymore.I put the tile on the scorpion, and used the other hand to get the towel.

When I wiped myself, I hardly dared to open my eyes.Because everything in me was telling me what was going on during this time.

After wiping my body, I didn't have the strength to bandage my hands, I even thought like a turtle.Sleep, sleep and wake up, you will find that everything that is happening now is a dream.

Thinking about it, I actually fell asleep.

When I woke up, the wound on my palm had been bandaged, all the clothes on my body had been changed, and the scent of medicine from Lin Chongtan's body was still in the bedding.

I didn't want to smell Lin Chongtan's body, and wanted to remove the quilt, but found that I was top-heavy and my throat was uncomfortable.

I seem to be sick.

Just as I raised my hand to touch my forehead, Lin Chongtan came in with a bowl.His face was much paler than yesterday, and his eyes were slightly black, as if he hadn't slept all night.

"Drink porridge first when you wake up. It's better to drink the medicine after it cools down." He sat down beside the bed.

"When did you let me go?" I didn't answer Lin Chongtan's words.

Lin Chongtan slowed down by a beat when he put the bowl on the stool.Seeing that he seemed to be evasive, I had no choice but to continue to ask, "Lin Chongtan, I'm asking you seriously, when are you going to let me go?"

"Drink the porridge first." He whispered, and reached out to help me sit up.I slapped his hand away hard. In fact, I felt very tired doing this action.

"You won't let me go, will you? Is...do you think you haven't slept enough?" I said with a trembling voice, "How many times will you let me go?"

Just now I found that there were no sharp objects around, even the teapots and cups that were usually placed on the table disappeared. Lin Chongtan was preventing me from committing suicide.

Lin Chongtan withdrew his hand that had stopped in mid-air, his eyes were dark, "I told you before, I won't let you go." He looked away, "Since you don't want me to help you, then sit up by yourself."

He picked up the porridge again, stirring the porridge bowl with a porcelain spoon.The porridge should be freshly cooked, still steaming.I tried my best to prop up my body and sat up, then knocked over the porridge bowl in front of Lin Chongtan.

But I didn't expect that Lin Chongtan wanted to pick it up the moment he was knocked over. He failed to catch the bowl, but only half-handed the hot porridge.

He immediately frowned.

When I saw this, the hand that overturned the porridge bowl shrank slightly, and at this moment, I caught a glimpse of something——

It's...it's the snowball bracelet.

The snow pearls are white and plump, the locks are exquisite, and the golden red and jade white are really dazzling.My fingers slowly touched the bracelet, and suddenly pulled it with all my strength.

The snowdrops hit the lotus leaves like rain, rolled all over the ground and mixed into the porridge.

"Our relationship is like this bracelet. It cannot go back. No matter how hard you try, I will never wear it again. Even if you trick me into wearing it for a while, I will take it off when I wake up. Those who are cheated will be cheated after all, and should not be taken as real."

I told Lin Chongtan word by word.

The deceitful thing will only be a falsehood, the moon in the mirror.

Lin Chongtan stopped wiping his hands with a silk handkerchief, and his eyes fell on the snowdrops in the porridge.I found that he bent down slowly, and when he was about to pick up the snowdrops, he couldn't help but gritted his teeth and put on his boots, stepping on the snowdrops he wanted to pick up ahead of time.

"Even if you pick it up a thousand times, ten thousand times, I won't be willing to wear it."

In order to confirm the authenticity of my words to him, I increased my strength and stepped on the snowdrops.