Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

Hearing what Lin Chongtan said, I felt more and more that I didn't do a good job. If I could adjust the relationship between Lin Chongtan and Song Nan, they wouldn't make such a mess.

But I didn't expect that Song Nan didn't appreciate Lin Chongtan's affection at all, "Don't put on an air here!"

His face was flushed red, and his fists were clenched.

"Song Nan." When I saw this, I had to emphasize my tone, "I know you are doing it for my own good, but what happened back then was an unjust case. I will reverse the case for Tan Sheng when I go back this time. He will not implicate me, and neither should you. Saying those words again is very hurtful. Forget it, go down and rest first, and be sober."

Song Nan wanted to speak again, I called him more heavily, and he held back the words, but when he left, he still looked angry.Seeing him like that, I thought I had to talk to Song Nan in private.

Now he and Lin Chongtan have only been together for a few days, and the relationship is so tense, the situation is really not good.

When I was staring at Song Nan's back and thinking about the next plan, Lin Chongtan's hand holding my hand increased a little bit of strength.He said to me: "Xiao Di, it's windy outside, let's get into the carriage first."

Reminded by Lin Chongtan, I remembered that the medicine is ready, so I need him to go back and drink it quickly, "Okay, let's go back to the carriage, the medicine is ready, you drink it."

Back in the carriage, I found that Lin Chongtan seemed to be still angry.As soon as he got in the car, he sat alone on the side, and his face was much colder than before. When he took the medicine bowl with one hand to drink the medicine, he didn't even look at me.

Before taking the medicine, he always said it was bitter and asked me to kiss him.

I looked at Lin Chongtan's expression for a while, and slowly sat beside him, "Are you angry?"

"No."

Obviously angry, he didn't even look at me.

I thought about it, and apologized to him for Song Nan, "Song Nan did too much today, and I will tell him about it. Don't be angry, he is a rough guy who practices martial arts, and he has a straight mind. Very well. I assure you, he won't say anything like that again."

Lin Chongtan put the empty medicine bowl on the small table, and glanced at me sideways, "Xiao Di can really control him?"

"I..." I was interrupted by Lin Chongtan before I finished speaking.

He lowered his eyes, looking lonely, "Actually, I don't care what other people say, what matters is what you think. I'm afraid that you will think that I will drag you down, and I'm also afraid that I will force everything. It's just soft-hearted."

It's not that I'm soft-hearted, it's that I haven't dared to admit my thoughts before.

I understand Lin Chongtan's thoughts, now all around him are my people, he didn't even bring a entourage, saying that the entourage is from the Northland after all, we can't let people leave their hometown.In a way, he has only me now.

And I was actually a little awkward during this time, I didn't know how to treat Lin Chongtan correctly.He is sick, and I must take good care of him, but I am not so quick to accept his intimate behavior from time to time.

I can't tell what I think, maybe there is still time and barriers there, and I am gradually getting used to it.But Lin Chongtan was the opposite of me. Since he woke up, he has been acting very clingy to me, so clingy that Cai Weng yelled that he couldn't look down on me, and went to ride in the same carriage with Niu Xi.

I slowly reached out and took Lin Chongtan's hand, "I didn't stay with you because I was soft-hearted. If it was just soft-hearted, I wouldn't jump into the lake to save you. I don't think you will drag me down. The case back then ..." I paused, "It was because of me that it became like that, don't worry, I will definitely reverse the case for you and return your innocence."

"Is it really not because of soft-heartedness?" Lin Chongtan asked repeatedly.

I shook my head.

After staring at me for a long time, he took something out of the box in the car.When I saw that object, I recognized what was inside.

It was the female cochineal.

Lin Chongtan opened the hollow box, the cochineal insect whose wings were injured before seemed to be healed, it recognized its owner, when Lin Chongtan stretched out his fingers into the box, it actively rubbed Lin Chongtan's fingertips .

"Xiaodi, I want to put this cochineal back into your body. At least, I can know where you are."

I was a little hesitant. Firstly, the bug would transfer the damage. If I was seriously injured, the injury would go to Lin Chongtan. He is not in good health now; secondly, the cochineal insect would make me particularly sensitive to Lin Chongtan’s touch. .

My hesitation fell into Lin Chongtan's eyes, he looked at me quietly for a while, then closed the box again, "It's okay, Xiaodi just pretend I didn't say anything."

Seeing him like this, I expressed my first concern.But Lin Chongtan was obviously still disappointed, although he approached me very gently, kissed my cheek and then my lips.He was unruly, stuck his tongue in, and asked me if I was suffering.

I was blushed by his behavior, so I could only turn my face away, "There are people outside."

Lin Chongtan brushed my chin with his fingers, "Xiaodi means that if there is no one else, it is fine..."

This time it was me who interrupted him, "No! You are not in good health yet."

Lin Chongtan blinked, and let out an oh.I didn't know what his oh meant, and he didn't continue talking, which made me feel a little flustered for no reason.

At night, the convoy stopped to rest.

I intend to chat with Song Nan after dinner, but Lin Chongtan's situation is not very good.He was paler and less energetic than he had been in the afternoon.I had no choice but to stay in the car and take care of him, fearing that his condition would worsen.

But obviously I was the one who took care of him, but in the end it turned out that I was in his arms in a daze.

"Tan Sheng, let go of me, I will crush you." I struggled to get up from Lin Zhongtan's arms, but after I struggled twice, he suddenly coughed.

I hurriedly turned my head to look at Lin Chongtan, the corners of his eyes were a little red from coughing, probably because he was good-looking, but when he was sick, he also felt coquettish and weak, not embarrassing, and not effeminate.

"Did you catch the wind in the afternoon? I'd better call Doctor Qian over."

As soon as I finished speaking, Lin Chongtan raised his hand to press my lips, "Yuyi Qian has worked hard decocting medicine during the day, so let him rest well at night. I'm fine, as long as Xiaodi doesn't move around."

Before I could respond to what he meant by this, he reported the house himself.

My ears are where I burn first, then my cheeks.

I really don't know what to say about Lin Chongtan. To put it seriously, he is a patient. To put it lightly, he is indeed... like a dog. He still has energy at this time.

Forget it, I just don't move.

But Lin Chongtan himself was dishonest. Although the two of us were close these days, we did not do anything out of line, but tonight something is not quite right.I held Lin Chongtan's hand, "What are you doing?!"

He looked down at me, "I want to kiss you."

"You kiss me, I didn't let you kiss me." When I said this, I still didn't dare to look directly into Lin Chongtan's eyes.

"But I have a cough, so I kiss your mouth, which may make you sick."

I froze for a moment, "Then wait until you stop coughing before kissing."

"But now my mind is full of what General Song said to me. I always feel that you didn't abandon me because I was sick. I don't have many days to live?"

I have been sick myself, and I know that sick people tend to think about things, "Don't think about it, we will live together for many years. Also, there are so many sick people in the world, and I don't take care of others like this .”

The corners of Lin Chongtan's eyes seemed to be redder than before, "But you won't let me kiss you, you don't want to get close to me."

"No, didn't you just say it yourself? You coughed, so... I didn't let you kiss, I'm not afraid of being infected by you."

"But I can't bear it." He leaned closer to me, his eyes were moist with illness, "Xiaodi, I want to kiss the place next to me."

I thought I was in a daze, so I agreed.But Lin Chongtan looked at me like that, and the matter of Song Nan during the day, and the matter of cochineal insects, I really couldn't stand it.

But I really didn't expect Lin Chongtan to be so... so unrestrained, I seem to have returned to the days of Taixue, no, even more absurd than those days of Taixue.

I couldn't get used to the coolness under the lower back, and what was even more unbearable was that he was holding...

God, just kill me.

It wasn't quiet outside the wagon, I could hear grunts, one of the loudest, as if it was right next to my wagon.

When Lin Chongtan finally picked me up from the couch, I was so ashamed that I could barely open my eyes, and my hands were busy fixing my clothes and pants.The more I made mistakes, the more Lin Zhongtan's fingers were still sticking to the lower part of my lower back. He didn't help me, but even kissed me on the cheek.

I thought of what he did to his lips just now, and immediately wiped my face with the back of my hand in disgust.

"You..." I hesitated to speak, but still couldn't hold back, "Go and wash."

When I said this, my voice was very low, for fear of being heard by people outside, but this was in a carriage.I didn't dare to vent my anger before, for fear that someone would find out.

The corners of Lin Chongtan's eyes were no longer red at this time, he said yes in a good temper, and asked me again: "Do you want me to help you wear it?"

"No!" I slapped his hand away and turned my face away.

"Then Xiaodi sleeps first, don't wait for me." Lin Chongtan got up and got out of the carriage after saying this.I originally wanted to wait for him to come back and sleep together, but I was so tired during the day that I fell asleep without realizing it, and when I woke up halfway, Lin Chongtan was already sleeping next to me.

I leaned against him and closed my eyes again to sleep.

In the early morning of the next day, I was going to have a private talk with Song Nan before I set off, but as soon as I opened the car window, I saw Song Nan with black eyes passing by the carriage.

"Song Nan, what happened to your face?"

Song Nan was stopped by my call, but his expression was not normal, he said sullenly: "I fell."

I found it strange, "Can you fall like this?"

Song Nan didn't seem to want to discuss this matter with me, so he ran away with a few vague words, but before he left, he took a look into the car.I followed Song Nan's gaze and looked back, only to see Lin Chongtan.

Lin Chongtan was dressed in purple clothes, with a scroll in his left hand and a chess game in his right hand.The sunshine this morning was good, and he was covered in light, shining brightly.

He seemed to notice my gaze, turned his head, and looked gentle, "What's wrong?"

I recovered and talked about Song Nan, "I just found out that the corner of Song Nan's eye was black, and he said it was from a fall."

Lin Chongtan's expression remained unchanged, "Since he said it was a fall, then it must have been a fall, Xiaodi, I'm hungry."

"I'll go and see if they're ready for breakfast, you wait."

"En." Lin Chongtan touched my face with one free hand.

I instantly remembered how he held it in his hand last night... Stop, I can't think about it anymore, I quickly escaped from the carriage.

While eating breakfast, I felt as if I forgot something.

Just before the New Year's Eve, our group entered Beijing.Before arriving at the gate of the capital, I have already seen the welcome team, crowded with people, very lively.The leader was the Fourth Prince, who just saw me, hugged me, and patted me on the shoulder vigorously, "Congxi, thanks to you. This time we not only won a complete victory, but also won several cities in Mongolia. Father, because With the news, your health has recovered a lot. Tonight, there will be a banquet in the palace to welcome you, come and go back together in fourth brother's car."

Behind him is a group of people who call me by my name. They are like crazy, calling His Highness the Ninth Prince frantically.

In fact, I don't think this credit has anything to do with me. I just went to the North Country. Why do they all regard me as a great contributor?However, when I heard that the emperor's health improved, I became extremely happy.

"Fourth brother, wait a minute." I rode my horse to the carriage behind me.

Lin Chongtan can't show up yet, so I purposely swapped his carriage with that of Imperial Doctor Qian so that he wouldn't be too conspicuous.

I casually said a few words to Imperial Physician Qian, and then went around to a carriage behind.Lin Chongtan was sitting among them wearing a veiled hat. When I met his face, I was inexplicably guilty. It was probably what I was going to say next, "I will enter the palace later, you go to the inn with Lou Chuan to rest first, and I will Pick you up as soon as possible."

I intended to pick him up as soon as possible, but in fact, it took seven days for me to see Lin Chongtan again.