Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

I don't know why, but my throat is inexplicably dry, I can't speak, I just look at Lin Chongtan.He seemed to be able to penetrate my heart, and he didn't ask me to give him an answer, but put me in his arms again.

There are only me and Lin Chongtan in the side hall, and it seems to be snowing again outside.The snowflakes were falling, it was quiet and elegant, we didn't do anything, just leaned together quietly.

It turned out that when we were in Taixue, we used to snuggle up under the window like this. At that time, we didn't dare to open all the Linghua windows for fear of being seen by outsiders.Only half open, let Xu Feng come in and get into the wide sleeves.

I didn't experience it personally, I absolutely can't believe that Lin Chongtan and I still have such a day.We can still hold each other like this, even if we don't say anything, it feels wonderful.

There were misunderstandings between us, death, injury, and pain. Many times I felt that I would never see Lin Chongtan again in this life. Even if life and death did not separate us, what happened during the period made me think It is impossible to be with Lin Chongtan.

Now I'm leaning in his arms and listening to the snow falling outside, I understand that obeying one's will is something that calms one's mind.

I... I want to be with Lin Zhongtan forever.

"I'll help you find Chai Yihui." I hugged Lin Chongtan's waist back, and put my chin on his shoulder more and more, "Tansheng, I have been, I have missed you very much during this time."

I seldom express my feelings like this, so I can't help stammering.

Lin Chongtan seemed to turn his head and kissed my hair, and I found a comfortable position in his arms.The earth dragon is burning in the hall, the incense burner is fragrant, and the wind and snow are blocked by the windows, everything seems to be just right.

After the disposal of the twelve princesses, she was confined to the imperial tomb for the rest of her life, without servants or fancy clothes. She changed from a spoiled princess to a guardian of the tomb.

After all, the emperor's heart softened. When I saw the queen and the eldest princess choose to commit suicide in front of the imperial court one after another, I guessed this would be the ending.

Knowing that the crime was unavoidable, the queen and the eldest princess used their lives to protect the twelve princesses.

On the day when the Twelve Princesses were dealt with, I accompanied Lin Chongtan to pay homage to Mr. Daoqing's tomb. I did not go with me to the tomb, but let Lin Chongtan go alone.

I have come to worship Mr. Daoqing several times before, but I came alone, this time with his disciples.I have always been very guilty of Mr. Daoqing, and I dare not appear in front of Mr. Daoqing's tomb with Lin Chongtan.

Maybe later I'll have courage, but not now.

After listening to my decision, Lin Chongtan respected my choice.When he came back, he spoke very little, but he kept holding my hand.

On the night of the Lantern Festival the next day, there was no palace banquet in the palace, strictly speaking, there was only a family banquet.There are several tables in the hall, and the people who sit there are all royal people, and there are no foreign officials.The emperor brothers above me are all married and have children. They were young and naive, and after being dispensed by the emperor for family banquets without talking about palace rules, they happily ran around in the hall.

Concubine Zhuang was sitting next to me, seeing me watching the children play, she whispered to me: "If you like it, give birth to one yourself."

I withdrew my gaze, picked up the serving chopsticks and gave her some vegetables, "I just think they are cute, and I have no other intentions."

She glanced at me, and wanted to say something, when the other hand reached out and picked up a chopstick for her.

It's the emperor.

Sitting in the emperor's arms is a little dumpling, the son of the sixth prince.He was smiling, teasing the children with the tassels on the Buddhist beads with one hand, while holding a dish for Concubine Zhuang with the other.

Concubine Zhuang Gui looked at the emperor and then at me, as if she was being annoyed, "Okay, okay, give me some vegetables to plug my mouth, right?"

"How dare you, this dish is delicious, I want you to try it." The emperor turned his head and said in a deep voice, "After dinner, come with me for a walk? The two of us haven't been alone for a long time."

Concubine Zhuang Guifei's face turned red instantly, she glared at the emperor shyly and angrily, "The children are all here."

I immediately expressed my attitude, "Actually, Erchen didn't hear anything just now."

"Congxi!"

"There is no curfew tonight. I heard that the market is very lively, and there are lantern riddles to guess."

When I heard the emperor's words, I paused for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "I know, I will go out of the palace later, if something interesting happens, I will come back and tell my father, mother and concubine."

Before the palace banquet was over, Concubine Zhuang Gui secretly stopped me, "What Concubine Mother said earlier was just casually, and she didn't mean to force you to get married and have children. Just one thing, next time, don't sneak out of the palace, especially in heavy snow days."

This time, my skin became hot. Did they already know about it?He just cared about me and didn't tell me.

Seeing that I was speechless, she stretched out her finger to touch the center of my eyebrow, "Okay, I don't want to blame you, Concubine Mu, let's go out of the palace to play."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and went to the emperor's side. I watched them go to the imperial garden, stood there for a while, and were about to leave the palace in a sedan chair.

As soon as I arrived at the palace gate, I saw a carriage parked outside.Walking close to the carriage, he lifted the curtain with one hand first, and half of Lin Chongtan's face was exposed behind the curtain.

When he saw me, he smiled and reached out to help me.

I don't know if it's because the weather is getting warmer tonight, or because Mrs. Tang I was holding was too hot. As soon as I got into the carriage, I was so hot that I took off my cloak.

"Have you had your dinner?"

"Let's go to Shunmen Street later? There will be a lantern festival there."

Lin Chongtan and I spoke almost at the same time. We looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

"You talk first." He hooked his lower lip at me.

I took the food box I took from Niu Xi earlier, "I'm afraid you won't have dinner, so I brought some food, all of which you like."

Lin Chongtan had already eaten, but he still ate some snacks I brought over.Although I brought Lin Chongtan's favorite food, I also brought a small pot of milk tea, which was hot all the way just now, out of selfishness.I wanted to divide a pot into two bowls, but found that there were no bowls.

In the end, I drank first, and Lin Chongtan drank the rest.

When Lin Chongtan drank my leftover milk tea, I was quite uncomfortable, but his expression was the same, as if it was just an ordinary thing.

The carriage stopped outside Shunmen Street, and when Lin Chongtan was about to put on the curtain hat, I took out two masks that I had prepared in advance.His face is too conspicuous, maybe many people in the capital know him, so he always wears a curtain hat when he goes out.

Now, although he has become my accompanying reader, he has to remain anonymous.

I don't want Lin Chongtan to cover his face alone, I want to accompany him.I chose the mask specially, one with blue face and fangs, and one with red face of evil spirit.

"Which one do you like?" I asked Lin Chongtan.

His cold eyes turned around on the mask, and he reached out to pick up the green face. Seeing this, I grabbed the red-faced devil mask and put it on my face.I put it on, but Lin Chongtan didn't, so I leaned over to help him put it on, and as I got closer, the scent of medicine on his body immediately penetrated into my nose.

After putting it on, I stepped back to look at Lin Chongtan.

Although his face was covered tightly, he was born white, and the exposed part of his neck was as white as jade. Although the mask could cover his face, it couldn't cover his neck.

After getting out of the car, my thoughts were verified. Even though Lin Chongtan was wearing a mask, people still looked at him.

Lin Chongtan didn't seem to notice those vague eyes, he just turned his head to talk to me.The two of us are alone tonight, and I have dismissed all the attendants and asked them to play by themselves.

Halfway through, Lin Chongtan held my hand suddenly. I was taken aback by his bold behavior. After all, this is a market, bustling with people. Just as I was about to withdraw my hand, he leaned close to my ear and said, "Many people They are all watching Xiaodi."

"No way, obviously..." I paused, because Lin Chongtan reached out and pinched my earlobe quickly.My voice stopped abruptly, and I didn't even bother to take my hand back.

Next, the gazes at Lin Chongtan did not decrease but increased, but they were all looking at the hands that Lin Chongtan and I held together.

I was shy at first, but gradually, I let those people see me too.

When guessing lantern riddles, I got into a game with a boy in blue, and I guessed more lantern riddles than anyone else.When I guessed a certain one, I thought about it for a long time but couldn't come up with the answer, and the young man in blue was also quite disgusting.

I took a peek at Lin Chongtan. Although he didn't say anything, I knew from his posture that he had already guessed it.

I didn't ask Lin Chongtan for the answer, and continued to stare at the riddle on the paper without admitting defeat. It was probably because I hadn't read all the books in vain. After a while, I guessed the answer myself.

After taking the exquisite lantern from the stall owner, I gave the lantern to Lin Chongtan, "For you, I won."

He seemed to laugh, and took the lantern, "Xiao Di is really amazing."

Coincidentally, at this time, the dragon lantern team passed by us. I turned my head to see a huge and delicate paper dragon was held by a man in a yellow suit with a red belt, passing through the streets and alleys. The night sky is illuminated like daytime, and the cheers and laughter of tourists and children are all around.

I was in a market full of flowers and drums, and Lin Chongtan was next to him. He was afraid that the crowd would disperse the two of us, so he clasped my hand and held me in the other hand to see him off. lanterns.

There is another thing that must be done during the Lantern Festival——

Let go of wishing river lanterns.

Lin Chongtan bought two lamps and took me to a corner of the river to set up river lanterns.He also bought ink from the owner of the river lamp, and put it in a small cup.

When I saw the brush he took out from his arms, I couldn't help being stunned.

That was a writing brush I made. I was in a hurry to leave Beiguo. I thought this brush had left in Beiguo. I didn't expect Lin Chongtan to find it, and I didn't tell you about it.

"How did you find it?"

When I asked, Lin Chongtan was about to hand me the brush, his eyes fell on my face, "I found it when I packed up, I think you should give it to me, so I took the initiative to take it first .”

"It's for you, but I didn't expect you to find it."

Seeing the writing brush returned to the hand of the person who should have given it to me, I was very happy, and my fingertips kept touching the engraving on the barrel of the pen.Lin Chongtan probably doesn't know that there are engravings on the inside of the pen barrel, I'm not going to tell him, it's a little secret.

Lin Zhongtan asked me to write down my wish first, and I thought for a long time before Fang took up a pen and wrote on the river lantern: "May all people in the world live and work in peace and contentment, parents live a long life without disaster and pain, relatives and friends are happy and worry-free, and Tansheng and I will stay together forever." .”

I didn't let Lin Chongtan look at my river lantern, but I secretly looked at his.What he wrote was—

"Wealth and fame are free to follow, good days are happy, and wishes are kept together year after year."

He also wrote Whiteheads Together...

I was stunned, biting my tongue accidentally while biting on the candied haws, and couldn't help taking a sharp breath.I saw candied haws earlier and couldn't resist buying a bunch.

Lin Chongtan heard the movement and hurried over to check on my situation.He asked me to open my lips to see if the bite was serious or not.

But the strange thing is that he watched it for a long time but didn't say anything. I opened my mouth for a long time and swallowed uncontrollably.To be honest, I'm pain free now.

At this moment, the sky behind Lin Chongtan exploded with fireworks, filling the sky with splendor and light.The falling sparks seemed to fall into Lin Chongtan's eyes, I watched him lift his hand to take off the mask on his face.

Under the scorching light, that face was misty and beautiful, full of majesty.

He slowly moved closer to my face, and while I was watching, he pressed his lips gently to mine.

Breathing seems to be entwined at this moment.

On the rippling river, two small boats swim side by side with the wind.I don't know when the mask I pushed to the top of my head fell to the ground, but I didn't have the heart to pick it up.

The moonlight covered us, I raised my head slightly, and unconsciously grabbed Lin Chongtan's sleeve.

I think maybe at this time is exactly what the ancients said is the full moon.

Lanterns, full moon, long life.

The author has something to say: the text is over.

Temporarily decided to write extra episodes:

1 Lin Chongtan Extra Story

2 Prince Edward

3 Extra Story of Yue Feiguang or Nie Wenle

4 Xiaodi Tansheng sweet episode

5 Ghost Tan Diablo Xiang Fanwai (This episode is based on the assumption that Lin Chongtan died in the exiled land and came back to find Xiaodi. The ending of this episode is not the traditional he ending. The style is close to the fast time travel "Kill the Heartthrob" written by me. So I will put this episode at the end of this book, if you don’t like Diablo, you can skip it.)

Quote:

Wealth and fame are free to move, and good times are fun.Wishing to stay together year after year. ——Song Dynasty·Guan Jian "Xijiang Moon·For the Sister's Shou"