Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

I was like a frightened bird, completely lost my mind by the water, my arms wrapped around the neck of the caller like a snake's tail, and my cheeks were unconsciously pressed against the caller's ear.Schaub was treated so rudely by me, but he didn't push me away. Instead, he hugged my waist with both hands and brought me ashore from the water.

Coming out of the water, I was still in panic, the eye-covering cloth on my face was wet with water, and water dripped down my cheeks.I was still holding Schaub tightly, and the chest that was close to Schaub seemed to touch something unexpectedly.

Because I was afraid at this time, I didn't delve into what I touched.

A robe was draped over me, but it couldn't cover it completely. My calves were still exposed, and the summer wind poured in, causing the robe to be slightly opened.

I nestled in Schaub's arms, my teeth chattering.Schaub kept silent, just hugged me, obviously I was not familiar with him, and he didn't do anything unnecessary, but I felt that he was comforting me.

Gradually, I finally pulled away from the panic. After I pulled away, I realized that the appearance of myself and Schaub was extremely indecent.

I wanted to stand up immediately, but I couldn't see it. I stood up in a hurry and ended up accidentally stepping on Schaub's foot. I heard him groan, and I fell back into his arms because of it.

"Don't move around." Schaub's voice became hoarse at some point, and he held me down, "You can't see, I'll help you get dressed."

Schaub has been helping me with my clothes for the past few days, but today I don't really want him to help me.I pushed him away with my hands, it felt so bad to not be able to see, I didn't even know where I was touching him.

"I wear it myself."

Hearing that, Shaub slowly let go of me. I tried to get up from his arms, walked a few steps to the side, and then bent down to touch the clothes that had been put on the saddle.

But I didn't know the direction, and I couldn't find it after touching it for a while. Finally, Schaub handed me the clothes.

"Thank you." I frowned and thanked, and fumbled to get dressed.I don't know what I ended up wearing, but I don't feel like I'm wearing it right, the clothes inside are wrinkled and I can't find my shoes and socks.

In desperation, I had no choice but to ask Schaub for help, "Schaub, you..." Because of embarrassment, the voice behind me was very low, "Please help me wear it, I can't wear it well."

Schaub didn't laugh at me, he came over and helped me dress because I was in a mess and he needed to take off my clothes first.

When he was undressing me, the tip of my nose smelled the faint scent of medicine again.

It turns out that there are so many similar and dissimilar people in this world. If I hadn’t identified the face under Schaub’s mask, I would have thought in a trance that the person who helped me at this time was Lin Chongtan.

I'm jealous of Lin Chongtan, so sometimes I deliberately bully him and ask him to do something for me, such as dressing.During the days when I was in Taixue with him, when I took a bath with him, he was the one who helped me dress, which made me feel like he was my servant.

It's just that I don't like bullying Lin Chongtan like this anymore, because he always kisses me halfway through the clothes, not just on the face and lips, but on the side.I couldn't bear it, it was obvious that I was bullying him, but in the end the one who begged for mercy became me again.

"Legs." Schaub asked me to lift my legs, and I did as I was told, while carefully making a request.

"If you go to the next town, can you buy me a Buddhist scripture? If it's money, I will return it to you when I return to the palace."

Schaub's voice was still hoarse, "What do you want Buddhist scriptures for?"

I curled my fingers lightly, and my voice was unnaturally lower, "Recently... it should be the Ghost Festival soon, I think, I want to have Buddhist scriptures, ghosts won't come to me."

As soon as I finished my words, the strength in Schaub's hand suddenly increased, and I was suddenly strangled by the belt of my trousers, and I couldn't help but hissed.

"Sorry, I'm a bit strong." Schaub explained to me.

I am a prisoner now, and I have no position to show shame to Shaobu. If he does, he will ignore me, and maybe I will never return to the capital in my life.

"It's okay." I said hastily.

Schaub seemed to speak casually, "Are you afraid of ghosts?"

I shook my head and nodded again.

Afraid?I'm not sure myself, what should I do if Lin Chongtan's ghost comes back to seek revenge on me?

He must hate me, after all, I ruined his reputation, ruined his bright future, and finally became a piece of soil for mass graves.

I want Buddhist scriptures, the bigger reason is that I feel that my mind has been wandering recently, I always think of Lin Chongtan, and I also dream of him in my dreams.The national teacher said that I can't keep copying Buddhist scriptures, but since I was imprisoned by the prince until now, let alone copying, I can't even touch the Buddhist scriptures.

I can't see it with my eyes now, I just hope to have a Buddhist scripture, I can't copy it, I just feel the words on it.

While putting on my coat, Schaub said, "Since you're afraid, I'll buy you a copy next time I go to town."

I said thank you to him, and the next moment, my expression froze for a moment.

"Your feet are dirty, you need to wash them," he said.

I just came out of the water, and now I dare not go into the water again. Hearing this, I shrank my feet and said hesitantly, "Why don't you wash it? Wipe it with a silk handkerchief?"

Schaub said coldly, "You and I sleep in the carriage every day."

His voice became extremely cold again at some point, and I understood that he rejected my behavior, but I was even more afraid of water after I couldn't see.

I hesitated, and Schaub spoke again, "Forget it, send the Buddha to the west, and I'll wash it for you. Don't move around later."

He stretched out his hand and grabbed my wrist. I have no other choice but to be supported by him.Schaub asked me to sit on the saddle where the clothes had been placed before. As soon as I sat down, someone grabbed my feet.I was a little embarrassed, but I was embarrassed to say anything.

Schaub washed me meticulously. He gently scrubbed the soles of my feet with his fingertips. My toes curled up unconsciously, but he quickly forced them to stretch out. He also took bath beans to help me wash them.

His fingers were burning hot, and the skin I touched also became hot. When the wash reached my ankles, his fingers would still stick into my trouser legs. I couldn't hold back, "Enough, enough?"

My voice was trembling.

Shame!

After I finished speaking, I pursed my lips tightly, trying to pretend that the embarrassing voice just now was not made by myself.Fortunately Schaub didn't laugh at me, but he didn't stop either.

When I finally finished washing and he put on my socks, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

I went back to the carriage, but Schaub didn't come up. He said that he hadn't washed the bath just now, and he needed to wash it again, and asked me to wait for him in the car, and don't run around.

I hummed, and the soft cloth covering my face and eyes has been changed, and it was Schaub who changed it for me.I groped my fingers around the carriage, and when I found the teapot on the small table, I poured myself a glass of water.

I have some dry mouth.

I poured a glass of water into my stomach, and put my hand on my cheek.

How long will it take to reach the capital?I don't know what's going on in the palace right now.It's not autumn yet, and Concubine Zhuang should not have gone to enfeoff the land. I have to return to the capital before autumn.

Sleeping at night is not only for us to sleep, but also for the horses to rest outside.I slept in the carriage seat, Schaub was not with me, he rested against the entrance of the carriage.In this way, if there is a slight disturbance outside, he will soon be able to find out.

Sometimes I suspect that he didn't sleep at all, because every time I wake up in the middle of the night and just sit up, he asks me what's the matter.

The same goes for tonight.

"I want to drink water." I said, wanting to touch the teapot on the small table.

Schaub asked me, "Can I help you?"

I shook my head quickly, "No, I can drink it myself, and I drink it by myself in the evening."

Schaub didn't speak any more. I picked up the teapot that I had managed to touch and poured water as I did in the afternoon, but I don't know if it was because I didn't sleep and my hands were shaking, or what, I smashed the teacup that was filled with water on the ground.I panicked and wanted to reach out to pick it up, but was stopped by Schaub.

"You don't touch it." Schaub seemed to kick away the fragments of the teacup.After a while, I felt a teacup handed to my lips, "Drink it."

He seemed to be about to feed me, I froze for a moment before drinking from his hand, when I lowered my head to drink, I felt fingers caressing the skin behind my ear.

I didn't dare to move, just continued to drink water.After drinking more than half of the glass, I turned my face away, "It's ok, thank you."

Schaub took away the teacup, and then I heard him drinking water.There were two teacups on the small table, and I broke one, leaving only one.He didn't seem to pour out the water I just drank.

I just pretended I didn't hear or notice, and lay back on the couch again.

I don't want Schaub to find out about my abnormality, but probably my behavior of avoiding him is too obvious. He is a smart man, and soon trapped me in the corner of the carriage, forcing me: "You have always refused my help recently, change the medicine You have to change the stickers yourself, why?"

People in the north are addicted to fragrance, but the fragrance on Shaobu's body is not heavy, but even so, the fragrance of his body still covers me.I was very uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to show it on my face, "I think it's too much trouble for you, I think I should do what I can do by myself."

"Do you want to do it yourself, or have you discovered something?" Schaub asked, twiddling my earlobe with his fingers.

I forced myself not to panic, "What did I find? I just want to do what I can. You have to drive the car and get food every day, and you are tired enough."

Schaub seemed to laugh, but since the voice was too soft for me to hear clearly, I couldn't be sure.

"So it's like this. I thought you found out that I had thoughts about you. To be honest, I've never had a prince in my life. If you do it for me, I won't ask your father for a city. What do you think? "

His words made my body stiffen. The current situation is extremely unfavorable to me. Not to mention I can't see, even if I can see, I may not be able to escape from Schaub's control.

I don't understand why he suddenly became interested in men, is it because of my identity?

"Speak." Schaub pinched my earlobe.

My back was getting closer and closer to the car wall, and my voice stammered unconsciously, "No, it's not good."

"Why not? Sleep with me, exchange three cities, you don't do such a good business?" He seemed to move closer to me, his voice was very close to me, "Or do you think I'm ugly and the scars on my body are ugly? ?”

"No, I...don't think you're ugly, it's me, it's me who doesn't like men." I said in a panic.

Schaub seemed to have a deep meaning, and then said: "Do you like women?"

I thought about it for a while and shook my head.

Schaub said: "I don't like men, and I don't like women. Do you like animals?"

"No, I don't like anything. I have devoted myself to Buddha for a long time, and I plan to live my life by myself in this life."

My words made Schaub angry, although I don't know why he was angry.He grabbed my hand and whispered something in my ear.

I immediately wanted to pull my hand back, but he held it tightly.

"No, I can't do it!" I shook my head hastily.