Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

It is said that people in the northern country drink blood and wear their hair, but I have been in contact with Schaub during this period of time, and I feel that he is actually very elegant and exquisite. For example, he hardly makes a sound when it comes to meals.

He probably really came from an aristocratic family, and maybe the people from the Northland were not as fierce as the rumors said.

After the meal, Schaub stepped out of the carriage.I listened to the sound of him going out, and secretly tore off the soft gauze belt covering my eyes.

The curtains on the window of the carriage had been rolled up, and the night wind wrapped in summer heat fell on my face. I looked out of the window, the moon was not clear outside, and there were many shadows of trees in the distance, like ghosts wandering at night.

I repeatedly covered my left and right eyes. What I saw today was clearer than yesterday. Yesterday I saw ghosts, but now I can’t.

After a while, I faintly heard the movement of Schaub coming back, and quickly tied the soft gauze belt back again.While tying, I noticed the mask on the little table, but Schaub didn't put it back on.

Almost as soon as I had tied the muslin straps over my eyes, Schaub got into the carriage.He sat in the carriage, silent as always.According to the past, he estimated that he would take me to take a bath in two quarters of an hour.But Schaub also seemed to think that it was boring for the two of them to sit together without talking. After a while, I heard the sound of blowing instruments.

The tune Schaub played was something I had never heard before. Its tune was melodious and its sound was thick, and the music seemed to lead me to go beyond the Great Wall.

I have never been to Beyond the Great Wall, and my knowledge of Beyond the Great Wall is limited to books.Some writers wrote that it was a good place no less than the water town in the south of the Yangtze River. You can look down at the cattle and sheep, raise your head to shine on the red sun, and the sky is vast and blue, covering the boundless grassland.Some people also say that it is a place of extreme suffering, and the wind, sand and dust blow people to tears every night.

Listening to the music, I secretly opened my eyes.Because of the hot weather, the ribbons on my eyes were replaced with soft gauze ribbons two days ago.Although the soft gauze is light and thin, I can only see a vague figure, and I can't see clearly what musical instrument Schaub is holding.

It started to rain again outside, and it was still raining heavily.I sat by the window, and the big raindrops splashed in and hit the window sill and the back of my hand.A few drops of rain also fell on my face. I saw the figure move, so I quickly closed my eyes.

It turned out that Shaobu came to put down the rice rolls. I smelled his fragrance, which was also mixed with the familiar fragrance of medicine.

I heard him put down the roll, but didn't hear him leave. The eerie silence in the carriage was completely opposite to the sound of the rain outside. Just when I thought my eyesight had recovered, Schaub finally said, "Your eyes The gauze is wet, change it."

I groaned guiltyly, and nodded again.Immediately, cool fingers caressed the back of my head, and I felt Schaub undoing the soft gauze on my face.The carriage shook suddenly, and I instinctively opened my eyes, and at this moment, Schaub also untied the soft gauze from my eyes.

The face that came into my eyes unexpectedly made me freeze in place.

I should be dazzled or dreaming, otherwise how should I explain, the person I saw was Lin Chongtan.

The face in front of me was not the face under the mask I saw at the inn, it was intact, without any scars.

He is Lin Chongtan...

He is Lin Chongtan!

I thought I was unfamiliar with Lin Chongtan's face, but when I saw him again, I recognized him very quickly.He is a little different from three years ago. He has completely grown from a teenager to a young man, and the alienation and indifference between his eyebrows and eyes are becoming more and more obvious. Besides, I have to admit that this face is getting better and better.

The flickering candlelight was captured by Lin Zhongtan's eyes. His eyes were always dark, but when the light was dimmed, there was a burst of warmth.He didn't seem to notice that I had spotted him, and took out another gauzy ribbon to put on for me until his eyes met mine.

I saw with my own eyes that the expression on Lin Chongtan's face changed a little bit. I don't know how to describe his current appearance. If his previous appearance can be described by the word warmth, then now he is the same as warmth no matter what. The words don't stick to the edge.

I think my current state is not much better. The person who should have been dead for more than two years reappeared in front of me. A few days ago, I even read the scriptures for salvation to him, still in front of his face.

I also realized immediately that I had been deceived all this time. I am afraid that Shaobu had been pretending to be Lin Chongtan all this time.

I should have figured out how in the world there are people who are so similar but have completely different faces.

Most of those strange dreams are not dreams, they are things that I really encountered.

I mistakenly thought I was in a dream, and Lin Chongtan took off his pants and played with him in every possible way. He asked me to give birth to him. I really thought he was dead, and I discussed with him whether we could change the terms.

A few days ago, in his identity as Schaub, he deliberately trapped me in the corner of the carriage, kneaded my feet, and verbally assaulted me, even saying that he raped a corpse.

The more I thought about it, the more my body trembled, and Lin Chongtan's expression changed slightly. He reached out and covered my ears, as if he thought I was afraid of the sound of the rain outside.But as soon as his hand touched my ear, I broke away violently.

"Don't touch me!" I almost squeezed the words out of my throat.

Lin Chongtan's hands froze in the air, his eyes turned cold, "Why can't I touch you? Is Xiaodi not happy to see me at all?"

He pressed every sentence with uncontrollable anger in his tone.

And I was still in the resentment that I had been deceived for many days, and I didn't care about Lin Chongtan's unsightly expression, "I'm not happy, I'm not happy at all! Why didn't you die?"

My words seemed to hit the deepest wound in Lin Chongtan's heart. His jaw was tense and his lips were pursed. After a while, he ignored my struggle and forcibly reached out to pinch my chin, "How can I die? I'm dead , you will forget me. You forget me, live your so-called stable life, and then your father dies, and then you are completely imprisoned on the bed by your prince brother. When I think of these, I am not willing to die, so Holding my breath, I crawled out of the pile of corpses."

Lin Chongtan smiled lowly, the absurdity didn't reach his eyes at all, "But Xiaodi doesn't want to see me at all, he just wants me to die, and I just want to enter reincarnation as soon as possible. Okay, Xiaodi, kill me yourself " As he spoke, he kissed my lips, and at the same time drew out the pocket knife from his waist and handed it to me, "If you don't kill me, I will go to Wushan Yunyu with you here."

It was windy and rainy outside, and the knife in my hand was cold to the touch, and the heat suddenly dissipated after the heavy rain.