crown of thorns

The author has something to say: Introduction to the plot: Lucifer's true heart. (Because of the exam, there will be no updates for three days, so three chapters will be updated today)

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Readers who have relevant needs, please watch the suggested soundtrack of this work: "Chapter Fig" (15), "Chapter Selah" (16), "Chapter Selah" (17), "Chapter Enoch" in the chapters of Raziel "(19) and other slightly warm chapters can choose Paul McLeishy's "Pulpithymn-Quempastor" (one of the Christmas Mass movements)

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He will fly away like a dream, and be found no more; he will be driven away like a vision in the night.

………………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·The Book of Job

The smile on Michael's face was quite awkward: "What were you arguing about just now. I heard a lot of movement inside." I was relieved, Michael didn't seem to have heard our key content.Lucifer's words just now should not be heard by Michael, because Lucifer is far higher than the existence of angels, so his words will not be heard by a third party.

Raguel said in surprise: "His Royal Highness Lucifer, you?"

Lucifer smiled at him and said, "I'm fine. Thanks to Raziel asking the Lord in Meiquan, I was released." This guy is the one who lies and doesn't write drafts.

"I see."

Nantelle then arrived panting, because his two-winged angel could not fly as well as the two six-winged angels.

"Master Guardian, that is, this guy, peeping at my teacher, oh no, Your Highness Raziel."

Raguel slapped Nantlie hard on the head: "You blind man! That is His Royal Highness Lucifer, he is the highest among the angels."

Nantelle covered his head and said, "My lord, I was wrong! Please don't lock me up."

Lucifer looked at him and said, "He committed an unintentional transgression. After all, the fifth and sixth generations of angels are not familiar with me."

Guardian Raguel said yes, and gave Nantelle a hard look.

"Michael, why are you here?" I turned to him.

"Ah, I was chatting with Raguel, and this brat ran to Raguel's residence angrily and said that there were angels committing adultery, so I came to have a look out of curiosity. I didn't expect it to be Lucifer."

I'm curious about this kind of thing...why are the angels who bond with me so abnormal.On the other hand, his attitude towards Lucifer was very flat and very strange. Were they not close friends before?I muttered in my heart.

"It seems that the related feelings have been eliminated." Lucifer said.

"Ah? Eliminate?" Michael was surprised by Lucifer's words.

"Ah, it's nothing. Now that the misunderstanding has been resolved and it's getting late, I think we'd better go back separately." Lucifer said.Raguel and Michael said goodbye to us and left.

Nantlie knelt down on the ground tremblingly and said, "Please, please forgive me, Your Highness Lucifer."

"You should go back earlier." Lucifer's words also contained great authority, so Nantel turned around and left.

I'm alone with Lucifer.

"What you said just now..." I was still at a loss for this matter.

"I didn't lie to you." Lucifer said to me, "I liked Lilith at first, and then I liked Michael. You must know that, maybe you think I am a half-hearted person. Maybe, because God's imprisonment for me , My love is very distorted, and the liking at that time was largely pure dissatisfaction with Him."

To be honest, I still can't understand what Lucifer means.

"I remember I confessed to you before."

"When did you confess your love to me?" I couldn't figure it out.

"I'm not saying that I only like two kinds of people in this world, one is a wise person who is not hypocritical, and the other is a person who understands me. I say you are both."

"What kind of confession is that..."

"This is already a great confession for me." Suddenly, He held my hand, but it was strange that I, who kept saying I hated Him, didn't have any resistance to this move.Maybe, in the bottom of my heart, I still want to be friends with Him.Lucifer's tone was no longer so calm and unbelievably calm, but rather warm and sincere, "However, the liking at that time was still intuition at best. I did have a good impression of you the first time I saw you, But you also know that my love is twisted, and I never really realized that it is the love of love."

"I don't understand your words more and more..."

"The time when I really realized that I feel love for you is from the day you spent three days and three nights by the Red Sea. If you were an ordinary person, you would never have any doubts about God's arrangement. But you are different, I I admire you, and I am also pleased with you. When you were banned in Shafaye, I was actually beside you, but I did not speak. I heard what you said to Michael, and I was both moved and jealous .At that time, I couldn’t tell whether I was jealous for Michael or for you. Then, I thought about it for a long time, and then I wanted to find you, but I didn’t expect that your residence was destroyed. I saw you moved into the library, Just self-contained in the library. I am not only thinking about the meaning of love, but also guarding you day and night."

"Wait, you mean, you actually saw everything about me in the room?"

"Sorry……"

"You! You really don't write drafts when you lie!" I got a little angry.

Lucifer sighed and said, "Listen to what I have to say. I have been by your side for more than 200 years, and I have seen your love for Michael. You have been sad for him for a whole hundred years, even if you are so-called relieved in your heart. , but every morning and evening, you have to greet his portrait, your love has completely exceeded my imagination, and for the first time I have strong jealousy. Do you remember a time when bookshelves often fell over."

"You made it???"

"Because I really want you to like me so much."

"You! Thank you for doing it."

Lucifer smiled at me. For some reason, I think his smile now is very real, and it doesn’t make me feel like a lifetime ago: "But every time I see you sigh and clean up the whole day, I feel that I am very bad. Since I found myself in love with you , to jealousy, to accepting reality, in the past 200 years, I have experienced a wonderful journey that I have never experienced in billions of years."

"Accept? Reality?" My hand loosened.

"The person you love is Michael. Do you think God can arrange everything? Maybe He deliberately arranged for you and Michael to fall in love at the beginning, but in my opinion, your subsequent behavior is not at all deliberate and can be explained Understand."

"I do not believe."

"There is a way. You say that God has erased Michael's memory about you, but if he can still fall in love with you, then you really love each other."

"But……"

"But what, do you think I was joking with you by yelling at you just now? Your love has far exceeded the level of arrangement." Lucifer was a little joking, and he was a little unwilling in his words, but he sighed heavily "Why don't I hope that you love me so much. However, I am the one who should really accept the reality."

"Lucifer..."

"It's time for you to be together again, I hope you are happy, because I love you, so I hope you don't return to the dead peace, the kind of peace that I have endured for billions of years, I don't like it, I Love's living Raziel, the last heart dies."

I am very grateful to him for saying that, maybe, maybe I have gradually lost the courage to pursue it over the years, yeah, why didn't I give it a try?Now that I have resisted to this extent, I will try again to snatch Michael back from Amber.

"Actually, you just need to let Michael touch a piece of charred wood." When Lucifer said, I felt infinite sadness again, but the sadness at this moment was so real and strong, as if I could hear His heavy heartbeat, "That piece of wood carries the best time between you and him. If he can remember everything after touching it, it means that you have long since truly loved each other."

"What if he can't remember?"

"I can't remember to explain that his love for you may still be out of arrangement, but you are different. You are absolutely sincere to him."

"Thank you, Lucifer. What I told you just now..."

"That's right, don't blame yourself." He wept, I don't know why I feel very sad.Lucifer said to me slowly, "I only have one request in the end."

"As long as I can."

"I want to hug you once before I wake up from this dream."

As soon as I nodded, I was hugged tightly by him, and I hugged him back and patted his back.He sniffed the back of my neck, smiled and said, "Raziel, you smell like sunshine."

This hug was very long, and finally, he kissed me lightly on the forehead, gave me a smile, and said: "Excuse me, I should go."

"Lucifer..."

"Back then I told you that we would meet each other. At that time, I thought I would fall in love with you. Although it was a dream, it was really a good dream." After Lucifer finished speaking, it turned into a bright light , disappeared without a trace.Leave me alone, silent here.