Elegant Feather

Every time that child tugged at the hem of my clothes and called me sister regardless, I couldn't refuse any of his requests.Even Chuxue felt strange, saying that I had never pampered Zhuan'er, how could I treat him so well?It's really a girl who is extroverted, married and obeys her husband, loves her house and crows, and even her husband's nephew has a good look?Chuxue was my personal servant since I was a child, she can see me clearly in the early years, and she speaks less of the taboo that a maid has towards her master.After I heard it, I just smiled. It is impossible to marry and be my husband. I did marry Yiwang Mansion, but Jun Kangshu gave up being my "husband".Indeed, since the death of my sister, I have grown older, connected with what I did not understand in the early years, it seems that I have seen through the coldness of the world behind my sister's death, my temper has gradually weakened, and I only want to spend my life peacefully , For the family members, because of this indifference, they are less close.As for that child, I think it's because he had closed his eyes from the very beginning.

Maybe it's not just the eyes, that child... the person who praised me for being smart when I was young, if I met him first, I'm afraid I wouldn't have any compliments left for me.That child, perhaps not smart enough, should use Lingrui.Besides him, who else can understand "A Brief History of the Kingdom" at the age of three and ask questions by quoting the original text?

In five years, that child, in front of my eyes, grew from a baby to a child of gold and jade.I like that child more and more, not only because of the initial admiration, nor because he is smart, but when I frown occasionally, that young child, unintentionally, always makes me feel at ease.I think I understand a little bit, the world's love for children.In his pure eyes, I see peace in the world, always happy.Even her mother often teased me, saying that I spoiled him too much.I never contradict.In my whole life, I will guard the reputation of my eldest grandson's family and my marriage in the name of Jun Kangshu, so I will never have a child, but I have no regrets, I am willing to give all the love of this life to that child.Unfortunately, five years later, I lost my chance.

He is interested in learning martial arts. He started to learn martial arts from his father when he was three years old. When he was five years old, he went to Linggu with Wuhenzi and left home to study martial arts.I regret it, but I never tried to keep him, and I can't tie his wings just to entrust my favor.Practicing martial arts is what he wanted, not to mention, in the commandment given to him by Master Xuanci, there is the word "not easy to grow up". Linggu's medical name is outside, and it is also a chance to be honored to join him.It is beneficial and not harmful for him to study under Linggu. Although Linggu disciples cannot leave the valley until they finish their studies in fifteen years, which means that there will be at least ten years of separation, his parents are willing to send him away. For that.

In the ten years since that child was no longer in Prince Yi's mansion, my life has become a pool of still water, except that he occasionally wrote letters home. My heart is warm.

In the past ten years, the Prince Consort has changed three times. The Holy Majesty deliberately cultivated the Crown Prince, and sent His Royal Highness the Crown Prince to the dragon chair with the help of the tortoise stone in the Spring Festival.The unprecedented woman is the emperor, and the world has changed.Jun Kangshu succeeded in joining the army, but after he was defeated in Nanli, he became depressed.Getting along day and night, I gradually understood my nominal husband. He had someone in his heart, so he didn't want to be my husband at first. The strange thing is that later he had two concubines and two concubines. son.In this way, Jun Kangshu also changed.Even Chuxue, who had been with me for more than 20 years, was released from the palace by me, got married and had children, and her life changed.And I, watching the changes of others indifferently, ten years have passed without any waves.In fact, there are some changes around me. For example, I have become a vase in the eyes of the world. When I was visiting my relatives in Guining, my parents looked at me with a hint of sigh.Fortunately, I am from the eldest grandson's family, and the world's accusations that I have no children will not affect my continued peaceful life.Jun Kangshu, my ex-husband and empress’ righteous brother, will deliberately protect my reputation and status.In fact, he didn't need to be like this, no matter what he didn't care about, it wouldn't stir up waves.I am very satisfied with the peaceful life in Prince Yi's Mansion, but occasionally feel that something is missing.

What is missing?I don't think so.It wasn't until that day when I was playing chess with my sister-in-law that I heard the news that the young master had returned home, and I was overwhelmed with uncontrollable surprise, that I realized, yes, the child is missing.Ten years of mediocrity, if I had that child by my side, I would definitely be happier.Undoubtedly, I miss him, the child I watched grow up, the child I spoiled for five years, the child I missed for ten years.

The young man with a handsome face still vaguely remnants of his childhood appearance.He wears an ordinary blue cloth robe with slight gray marks on the corners of the robe, but the unrestrained expression of his gestures cannot be concealed by the wind and dust on his way home.And those amber eyes, as clear and agile as before.Sure enough, it was the kid who came back.

"Yi Yu, I met my aunt."

When he respectfully bowed to the end in front of me, staring at the blue clothes under his eyes, I was stunned and felt a little lost.Just like my sister back then, she came back, but she didn't count as coming back.That child did come back to me, but he was no longer the little man who asked my sister to ask me to study.Ten years, it's time to be unfamiliar.Everything is no longer what it used to be.

"Auntie, long time no see, let Yu'er give her a hug."

Looking back, I am already in the center of a warm embrace. I have not experienced such an intimate gesture for many years, but I am not uncomfortable. The faint fragrance at the end of my nose is like grass, with pure cleanliness , has a reassuring charm, even so, I instinctively reached out, trying to push away the boy's embrace.

"Sister, I'm back. In the future, I hope to see you happy every day. You will still read to me."

The whispers and smiles in my ears made me realize in a daze that even though ten years had changed him into a boy, he was still him, the naughty little man he was back then, and I was still the me who couldn’t refuse in front of him, Warmed my heart, lost my strength, and accepted his hug.

After all, I have grown up, except that he called me "sister" in my ear the day I came back, and he has already changed my name to my aunt before people.My sister-in-law also laughed and said back then, if he keeps relying on me and only calls me sister, it will depend on what I do then, see, my sister-in-law is really worrying too much.It's just that he can always call me as little as possible, and he calls his aunt smoothly in his mouth, but he keeps talking and laughing when he talks to me. I'm afraid he really regards me as a sister in his heart. I can feel this, really It must be strange.However, it must have been contaminated with that child's casualness. When he joked with me, I couldn't help joking back once or twice, but it was a bit different from the usual me.Thinking about it again, ten years ago I loved to tease him when I was young, but now, it's just the same as before.The child has grown up and knows how to use the tongue. Didn't the one-sided teasing at the beginning become a "battle of tongues" between the two sides?Oh, it's also interesting.

Qian Yu also found out that I had an affinity with that child, and said that in the days since the Eldest Young Master came back, the young lady probably laughed more than in the past year.I just smiled and said, "That kid, Yu, is interesting."Qianyu was still a half-grown child when she accompanied me into Prince Yi's mansion as a dowry. Chuxue married and left the mansion last year, and Qianyu also grew up, so she came to be my personal maid. Instead of saying "one year", it should say "ten years".After that child came back, life was indeed much brighter.Is it not just me who thinks this way?All the young and old in the palace were delighted with his return, and the palace did not miss him. Even Jun Kangshu's two sons fell in love with the elder brother who could tell interesting stories as soon as they met. I don't know how he came up with that pile of stories.However, he was still that rambunctious and mischievous child. He had obviously grown up and could read and write, but he wanted someone to read to him.Having said that, it would be nice to have a person who always loves to listen to me read... That child can tell a little bit about any book he listens to, and he really still retains the aura of his childhood. People say that he is old at the age of three, no Fake.

Speaking of studying, last time it was really embarrassing, ah, that child, he said something to me without holding back, "Well——, for the sake of your youth and beauty, I will accept you as a book boy. Come on Girl, read a book to the uncle." It really spoiled me!But hearing him being reprimanded by his mother, and even respectfully apologizing to me, I didn't feel relieved because of it, instead my heart felt empty. It really is my spoiled child, so I can't see him being wronged in the slightest.In fact, I'm used to that child's uninhibited temper, so it's not too outrageous for him to say that.Don't talk about these, just look at this matter, he really doesn't regard me as an elder, sometimes his eyes even make me feel that he is... pampering me?

have a bee in one's bonnet!He's just used to crawling around outside and taking care of the people around him. That child is inherently kind.However, what he said in Fufeng Pavilion that night was really rare.That child, after reading his books and papers, he felt that his thoughts were different from the vulgar, but as a man, he would say such injustices for women. The tragedy will not happen, it will not happen again and again... The rules of the world are indeed unfair to women. I actually agree with the child's words, and I am happy with his mind and opinions, but I still suppressed and warned him. After all , the first woman who became the emperor since the beginning of the world, she also had three marriages, and after she ascended the throne, things didn't go smoothly.Speaking of which, he called my sister again that day, and he still acted like it was a matter of course. There is really...no way to deal with him.Although I'm not his real aunt, I'm 14 years older than him, at least I watched him grow up, I'm a generation older than him!so rude!

Time flows happily under the embellishment of that child, and my heart, which has not changed for 20 years, has quietly changed.When I watched that child go away with another equally young figure in the main hall of Ningguo Temple, I realized this very clearly.

I would actually envy their youth and regret my own aging, which never happened in the past.It's good to live a peaceful life. The older I get, the closer I am to the end I want?Since when did I care about my age and my appearance? !