Li Zhang

Mu Yan thought about it, and after breaking up with Jin Bai, he went to find Li Zhang. Hearing that Li Zhang was on duty in the inner courtyard, he asked Duan Shijin about Li Zhang's situation.

Although Duan Shijin didn't like Li Zhang, he no longer expressed his dissatisfaction as bluntly as usual because of his action of desperately protecting the lord this time and the prince's completely different attitude towards him.

He is a natural admirer of strength and hates all the obscene behaviors of men and women. Therefore, he has shown great dissatisfaction with Li Zhang's appearance in the guard camp from the very beginning, and he has been trying to drive him away with hard training. the executor.Li Zhang gained a firm foothold later, and Duan Shijin believed that it was the result of Mu Yan's eccentricity. Although he was Mu Yan's deputy, he still showed his face to Mu Yan a lot.Because of his uprightness and sternness all the time, Mu Yan felt that his strict demands on Li Zhang were for his own good, so he didn't take it seriously, and confidently handed over all the affairs of the guard camp to him when he went out.

Duan Shijin never thought that he had treated Li Zhang harshly. He just thought that since Li Zhang was the son of the inner court, he should stay in the inner court and be his son well. It's really unreasonable to lose face.Later, when Fengyu was assassinated, his prejudice against Li Zhang deepened, and he felt that Li Zhang was not even worthy of being a son, so he couldn't see any benefit from Li Zhang.This time, no matter how vividly it was passed on by word of mouth, he was skeptical. Seeing that Li Zhang was still silent and low-key as usual, he was even more unwilling to believe it.

"Li Zhang, it's still the same, silent, always like a wronged little daughter-in-law."

"Is it the same in front of the prince?"

"I've never seen this before. He himself asked to be on duty in the second half of the night. Wu Zijun was busy today, so he took over Wu Zijun's shift."

"Is he still always with Zhang Yu?"

"Yeah! This guy Zhang Yu has changed into a different person now. He protects Li Zhang like an old hen. In fact, there are no bad-hearted people in the camp! If he didn't do anything himself, how could others For him, Zhang Yu deserves to stand up for him like this! And Wu Zijun, too, relying on his good skills, he can't wait to trample everyone under his feet. Really, tsk tsk!"

The more Duan Shijin talked, the more annoyed he became, and Mu Yan frowned tightly.Knowing that Li Zhang will exchange value soon, Mu Yan bid farewell to Duan Shijin and went to wait in his room.

After carefully avoiding Sima Yi for more than ten days, Li Zhang finally bumped into him on this day.

After Sima Yi chatted with Jin Bai Muyan, his good mood continued, and he wanted to see what Li Zhang was doing.After easily knowing that he was on duty in the inner courtyard, he didn't ask anyone to pass it on. He thought about possible places and searched slowly one by one, but he probably couldn't come across it after turning around.

Sima Yi's face suddenly darkened, and he stood on the only way to go back to the guard camp, desperate to "meet" Li Zhang.

When Li Zhang saw Sima Yi appearing early in the morning, he naturally avoided it on purpose. When he saw Sima Yi standing by the corner gate, he knew that he couldn't escape after all.

He walked up to him and bowed to greet the prince, and stood silently as usual, with his head slightly lowered.

There was no surprise or panic in his appearance, but he was filled with helplessness and uneasiness that could not be concealed, and it was obvious at a glance that he wanted to escape far away.Since Sima Yi put the name tag back on his waist again, he vaguely felt that the hope that he thought he had cut off was actually still buried. This made him feel hopeless in life again, and at the same time, he was more careful to avoid Sima Yi's The gaze and the attention made him instinctively feel the danger.

Sima Yi stared at Li Zhang intently, seeing his obvious evasive gesture, he really couldn't laugh or cry.Thinking of his romantic life, he has never been approached by people from a distance to flatter him. I have never seen such a person who would be afraid of such a person when he lowered his figure like this.

Suddenly there was a feeling of wanting to hold him in my arms.

Sima Yi shook his head helplessly, approached Li Zhang with a smile, and was about to reach out his hand, but Li Zhang stepped back a few steps.

"Li Zhang!"

Sima Yi suddenly felt that his patience was exhausted, so he naturally snapped at him.

Li Zhang was slightly shocked, but looked up at Sima Yi, and said, "Li Zhang just wants to be a bodyguard."

"...my king forbids it!"

"The prince said that he would not force others to make things difficult."

"You are already the king's man!"

"Li Zhang is unwilling!"

"you!……"

Sima Yi gritted his teeth angrily, and pointed at Li Zhang, but Li Zhang didn't back away.

These four words have been stuffy in Li Zhang's heart for five years.He never thought that one day he would be able to speak out.But when he said it, his heart, which had fallen countless stones, immediately became lighter, making him feel that his heart, which had been pressed in the mud all along, had sprouted wings, and the sudden sense of freedom made him cry with joy.He was no longer afraid of Sima Yi, and the moment of joy made him realize that he was not trapped to death, and hope burst forth even more, blooming its feathers and leaves against the sun.

Li Zhang looked straight into Sima Yi's eyes, without flinching or evading.At this moment, Li Zhang is more determined and persistent than ever, confident and self-loving, exuding an unyielding light all over his body.

Sima Yi was forced to squint his eyes by the invisible light, his heart was deeply shaken with a long-lasting breath, and he turned out the dusty feeling, and even felt a little pain.

He suddenly felt parched, his ever keen mind was muddled, and he fought back and forth with several thoughts like a battle between heaven and man, but he didn't know how to deal with such a Li Zhang.

"My lord, please let Li Zhang go!"

Li Zhang knelt down on one knee and made a sincere request again. His upturned face swept away the dull silence of the past, with uncontrollable eager anticipation, making his young and handsome face more vivid and gorgeous.

Sima Yi took a deep breath, his confused mind cleared up, he secretly laughed at Li Zhang's innocence, and couldn't help but feel more and more unbearable itch towards the more and more palatable people.

He deliberately ignored Li Zhang's plea, looked up at the sky, and said as if thinking of something: "It's been five years." Then, he approached Li Zhang interestingly: "Are you begging my king?"

Li Zhang's pupils shrank slightly, but he didn't shrink back: "The prince said that he would not force others to make things difficult!"

Sima Yi choked, and cursed angrily: "That's my lord's sympathy! Idiot!"

"Li Zhang is unwilling!"

Seeing that the dialogue couldn't get around this strange circle, Sima Yi gasped for breath, glared at Li Zhang fiercely, and asked unwillingly, "Are you hating me?"

"Li Zhang dare not."

"Don't you dare??"

"Li Zhang is not a slave, he should have an independent body!"

"Believe it or not, this king really enslaved you?" Sima Yi sneered viciously.

"Why?"

Li Zhang did not back down.He is no longer the ignorant young man he was back then. He has long since understood that a domineering man like Sima Yi only talked but didn't do it back then.

The two looked at each other closely again, like two high-spirited fighting cocks, refusing to give in to each other.

Sima Yi stared at him more and more, feeling annoyed and irritable, he was a majestic prince, why should he fight with a little guard? !But this little guard was so recalcitrant when he got stubborn, it made him wish he could be whipped severely!As soon as this idea came up, he immediately figured out the key point - Li Zhang, do you believe that you will treat him well?

Thinking of this, Sima Yi loosened his domineering expression, and said gently to Li Zhang, "Don't worry, as long as you are obedient, this king will not punish you again."

Li Zhang looked at Sima Yi with a frown, and asked, "How can you be obedient?"

Sima Yi's expression became more relaxed, and he stretched out his hand to touch Li Zhang's face with a smile, but Li Zhang blocked it again.He suddenly felt that his patience was completely exhausted, his face instantly dropped to freezing point, and he flicked his sleeves coldly: "This king's patience is limited!"

"Li Zhang is unwilling!"

Sima Yi was so angry that he couldn't speak anymore, he snorted and walked away.He still doesn't feel that he has done too much to Li Zhang.Isn't it just to make a fuss out of a molehill and impose a little punishment?If not, how would he, Li Zhang, dare to talk to himself like this!

Li Zhang watched Sima Yi walk away, and couldn't believe that Sima Yi had just left like this, but he felt a long-lost lightness in his heart, and a glimmer of light broke out from the long-standing darkness in front of him, which made the hope that was struggling in his heart suddenly rise again scored a few points.

When Li Zhang entered the room, he saw Mu Yan standing with his back to the door, his heart skipped a beat again, and then he jumped into the joyful attachment of reunion after a long absence, and hurried forward to greet his master.

Seeing Li Zhang kneeling in front of him, Mu Yan's upturned face was full of admiration and yearning, and his heart warmed up softly.He bent down to support Li Zhang, and touched the bones and muscles along the way, but there was only a thin layer of muscle under his hands. He couldn't help but look at his face again, saw a pale scar on his forehead, and sighed softly.

Li Zhang happily ran in and out to make tea for the master, and asked Zhang Yu to borrow a charcoal stove. Zhang Yu came by himself holding the things with a face full of resignation.Mu Yan has been sitting quietly at the table, watching the two people get close naturally, seeing Zhang Yu's unobstructed love for Li Zhang, and frowned again.

After Zhang Yu left, Mu Yan asked Li Zhang casually, "Why do you need to borrow something when there is tea in the room?"

Li Zhang smiled shyly: "Director Liu insisted on letting this go. I'm not used to drinking it, and I don't have the heart to mess with it."

Mu Yan glanced at Li Zhang: "Because it was rewarded by the prince?"

Li Zhang was taken aback, not knowing what the master wanted to say, he frowned slightly and lowered his head.

Mu Yan said in a slow tone: "The prince is very grateful for your maintenance this time, and has always said that he will reward you well."

"...I'm not for the prince."

"What do you mean?"

"I just don't want Zhao Qinan to find Doctor Jin."

Li Zhang raised his head while speaking, looked at the master and said, "I also told the prince so."

Mu Yan frowned, unable to figure out the twists and turns between Li Zhang and Sima Yi, so he casually reminded Li Zhang: "The prince is always the prince. What's more, our prince has a bleak life experience, so he has a cold temper. You are no longer a child. , be more considerate in everything. I think the prince is quite regretful about his past actions, so please forgive him!"

The more Li Zhang listened to it, the more unhappy he felt, and he couldn't help saying: "How can Li Zhang have the qualifications to forgive others?"

"You... are the prince's man after all."

"Master!" Li Zhang looked at Mu Yan injured, his face was flushed, and he said what he said just now without any hindrance: "The prince said that he will not force others to be difficult, Li Zhang is not willing!"

"You!" Mu Yan put down his teacup angrily, looked at Li Zhang coldly, and asked, "Do you like someone else?"

Li Zhang turned pale instantly: "No!"

"Where's Zhang Yu? What's going on?"

"Brother has always regarded Li Zhang as his younger brother!"

Li Zhang almost shouted out.He couldn't stand others splashing dirty water on Zhang Yu, let alone his own master!Seeing him like this, Mu Yan believed it, but still said to Li Zhang with a calm face: "You can do it yourself! The reason why I accept you as a teacher is because you are pure-minded, stubborn and self-loving. You are a good piece of jade. I just want to think about your talent for the prince. If you don't know what to do, it's no wonder that the teacher didn't remind you!"

Li Zhang was full of bitterness, trembling all over, a word rolled in his heart for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Master thinks that Li Zhang should be the prince's male servant?"

Mu Yan looked at Li Zhang's overwhelmed excitement, although he felt that he couldn't understand it, he still slowed down his expression and said, "Should it be, you already are. Besides, the prince has already started to like you..."

"So what?! I'm supposed to be something. If I'm disliked, I'll leave it aside. If I'm liked, I should like it too?!"

Mu Yan's face suddenly darkened, and he shouted sharply: "Li Zhang! You are also a scholar, don't you even remember the superiority and inferiority?!"

Li Zhang took a deep breath, and said to his master word by word: "Li Zhang can die to protect the prince, but he can't sell himself so cheaply. Li Zhang is used to being belittled by others, so he will never use this to elevate himself!"

Mu Yan stared dumbfounded at Li Zhang's proud statement, as if seeing Jin Bai in a trance, weakly supported his forehead, and secretly lamented the result of being completely out of control.

Since then, Li Zhang has become colder and stiffer, and after being forced to a corner, he developed a stubborn temperament, the more oppressed, the tougher he became.Mu Yan fully realized this.

Li Zhang was still doing his job calmly, treating the prince and his master respectfully, but no matter how much Sima Yi approached him, he would not let go, stubbornly only willing to be a bodyguard.Sima Yi ran into a wall several times, and the unknown flames gathered more and more. He couldn't help but use force a few times, but was blocked by his own words. He hated to vent his anger on the people around him. A few hours, let alone other servants.As a result, everyone was trembling and cautious, which made him feel even more depressed and bored, and he couldn't forget Li Zhang even more.

He used to hate Li Zhang's cowardice and retreat, and now he hates his stubbornness and intransigence.In fact, he himself didn't know what he wanted Li Zhang more, but he never recognized Li Zhang's real thoughts.In Sima Yi's life principles, he has always been the only one who thinks, and has never considered other people's thoughts, let alone when he is willing to favor someone.

When it was all useless, he really regretted his ruthlessness at the beginning. If Li Zhang hadn't seen it before, he wouldn't have the confidence to say good things now, and he couldn't scare him with all kinds of tricks, so he was really helpless.

Mu Yan was eager to relieve this increasingly stiff situation, but because he couldn't match Li Zhang's strings at all, he kept talking more and more stiff.Li Zhang never spoke like the first day, he didn't say a word at all--as long as Mu Yan mentioned the prince.

Jin Bai idlely watched Mu Sergeant's way of beating mosquitoes blindly, the more funny he looked, the more he couldn't help asking meanly why this senior brother suddenly became so eager to become an Iceman.

Mu Yan's face was full of black lines, thinking that Jin Baigui had a lot of ideas and might be able to help, so he told about Sima Yi's getting more and more irritable because of Li Zhang, and finally blamed Jin Bai for turning a blind eye and not sharing the prince's worries.

Jin Bai sneered, and advised Mu Yan not to worry about it anymore, saying that it was just a matter of grinding the prince's temper, and it was about time to get down to business.Mu Yan hurriedly grabbed Jin Bai who turned around and left, and said, "Don't you like him a lot? You don't want to see him make the prince do something cruel again, do you?"

Jin Bai snorted, pushed Mu Yan's hand away, and said coolly: "Where is the prince willing now?"

"But you didn't see Li Zhang getting stubborn..."

Jin Bai stopped moaning this time, bowed his head and thought for a while, and agreed to talk to Li Zhang.

Li Zhang has always respected Jin Bai very much, not only because he healed his discouraged and desperate self, but every time he saw Jin Bai, his teasing and joking that made him overwhelmed always made his gloomy mood a little brighter a little.Therefore, when Li Zhang met Jin Bai at the corner gate, he was only a little surprised—he had met Sima Yi too many times in recent times, and then he smiled and bowed to "Master Jin".

Jin Bai leaned against a big tree, and said with a leisurely smile, "It's really hard to find Guard Li recently."

Li Zhang's smile remained undiminished, and he asked instead: "Master Jin also has something to look for Li Zhang?"

Jin Bai stretched out his legs to draw out a wine jar, bent over to pick it up, and smiled slyly at Li Zhang: "Do you want to hear the story of the master?"

Li Zhang's eyes widened in astonishment, Jin Bai shook his fingers, and said with a smile: "I'm also your uncle, didn't your master tell you?"

Li Zhang wanted to salute again in fear, but was grabbed by Jin Bai: "Let's go! Where are all these empty salutes!"

With this, he took Li Zhang away from the palace, and didn't stop until a half-old bamboo pavilion in Linjiang.

Jin Bai asked Li Zhang to cut bamboo to make a cup, and he patted the wine jar to seal the clay, poured a few big gulps into the mouth of the jar, and the clear aroma of wine wafted out.Jin Bai then poured wine into the bamboo cup and raised his glass to Li Zhang: "This is the best Lihuabai, you should try it too."

Li Zhang paused, raised his head to drink, and frowned slightly.

Jin Bai knew that he was not used to drinking, so he filled it up for him and ignored him, and started to drink on his own.Li Zhang sat quietly without urging him.

The author has something to say:

This sentence "Li Zhang is unwilling" also opened a window for myself, which is very good!

Well, since this is the first time I write an original, I don't know the rules in it.Although this article begins with a BL, people like Sima Yi are definitely not my favorite characters. Although I will try to be as fair as possible to think about his affairs from his perspective, I also believe that under certain opportunities, he can also understand the truth and understand the truth. Power and status may not allow me to get everything, but insisting on making Li Zhang fall in love with someone like him is not something I can bear, nor is it something I spend time and energy trying to write.So, please don't think that I will give Sima Yi and Li Zhang an ending.They will always run through the text, and they are the cause and effect of mutual growth, but they will not bear the fruit of love.Therefore, what I said before is that what I want to write is that I can't live because I committed evil, but I am actually talking about this self-righteous prince.