Li Zhang

Seeing Li Zhang open his eyes, Bai Qi couldn't help but choked his breath, his hands were tightly twisted together, and his finger bones creaked.

Zheng Yiyan glanced at him wordlessly, handed over the empty medicine bowl in his hand, and sent him to pour the decocted medicine juice.

Bai Qi bowed his head and left the bed, Li Zhang looked at Zheng Yiyan blankly, frowned and thought carefully, his mind was in chaos after sleeping for too long, he couldn't figure out the situation in front of him for a while, until he saw Bai Qi clearly.

"...Bai Qi? Why...?"

His voice was hoarse and his breathing was weak.

Zheng Yiyan took the bowl from Bai Qi's hand, fed him the medicine and blamed him: "You are too nonsense! Use the poison and the fake death medicine together... Do you want to die or live?"

"Don't tell anyone!" Bai Qi added angrily.

Li Zhang listened with his eyes open, and slowly thought through everything, looked at Bai Qi and Zheng Yiyan, and asked seriously: "Then I... am I dead, or... alive?"

"Of course it's alive!"

"died."

Bai Qi and Zheng Yiyan spoke at the same time, but they spoke in different voices.Bai Qi looked at Zheng Yiyan with a strange expression, and when he saw Li Zhang staring into his eyes expectantly, he suddenly understood, hesitated, and turned his head away.

Li Zhang slowly broke into a smile, and thanked Bai Qi earnestly: "Thank you!"

Bai Qi was filled with displeasure, recalling the extreme shock at that time, he lowered his head fiercely.

"You, do you have to do that!"

Li Zhang apologized: "I don't know..."

Bai Qi burst out: "You mess around without knowing?! You...you were almost burned to death! Did you do such a thing?!"

"...If the destiny is like this, it is nothing more than a worthy death."

Li Zhang's voice was slow and deep, still full of determination without regret.Zheng Yiyan sighed inwardly, and looked seriously at this young and thin young man.

"You!..." Bai Qi clenched his fists angrily, and turned his face away.

Zheng Yiyan suddenly asked, "Your fake death medicine was given by Jin Yi?"

Li Zhang looked at him in surprise, and nodded in a daze.

Zheng Yiyan nodded and said, "If it wasn't for that, you really wouldn't be able to come back alive."

Bai Qi was shocked when he heard this.

Zheng Yiyan continued: "He used Gu to enter the recipe. He originally borrowed the habit of Gu to freeze when exposed to heat to make people breathe and feign death. Who would have thought that the poison of the heart-corroding grass and brocade flowers is also extremely cold, which makes the Gu insects active. , after eating all the cold poison, the gu died and the human lived. Such a result, I am afraid that Jin Yi himself would not have imagined it!"

After Zheng Yiyan finished speaking, his eyes froze, he stared at Li Zhang and said solemnly: "Although this Xie Gu got rid of your poison and saved your life, the other Yi Gu in the feign death medicine, which was originally used to wake up, was first restrained by the cold poison. , and then suddenly awakened by the fire poison, and without the combination of the Gu, I am afraid that it will be another kind of poison in your body. Zheng and Jin Yi have heard about it, but they have not studied the matter of the Gu. You still Finding him and asking him to help is the best policy."

Li Zhang saw that Zheng Yiyan spoke solemnly, so he also solemnly thanked him: "Thank you, sir, for your guidance! May I ask Mr. Gao's name, and Li Zhang will remember the grace of saving you!"

Zheng Yiyan waved his hand and said, "As you said, this is the destiny. Jin Bai knows that I am obsessed with medicine and poison, and it may not be a fluke to let him come to me. If the monk of Baoen Temple hadn't used fire, You may not be able to wake up either. The fire and the heavy rain, the sky really does not want to kill you. Young people, it may not be a good thing to be too hard on yourself. Let’s just live again!”

"Mr. Li Zhangxie taught me!"

Zheng Yiyan sighed and left, leaving Bai Qi still deeply shocked by Zheng Yiyan's words.

He grew up in Jin Bai's training center, and he has long been used to obeying orders.Although Jin Bai was not the master who wanted their lives casually, they had already been taught that they couldn't control their lives.In his inherent consciousness, everything about him belongs to his master, including his own life.And Li Zhang, as the emperor's person, naturally should have similar thoughts with himself.He unexpectedly, when everything seemed to be going in a good direction, chose to exchange for freedom in such a tragic way!

free.

Is it really that important?

Is it worth fighting so hard? !

For the first time, Bai Qi felt that Li Zhang was different from himself, and something quietly took root in this incomprehension.

After Bai Qi returned to his mission, Zheng Yiyan stayed behind, taking care of Li Zhang's wounds, while chatting with him in detail.

Li Zhang never thought that Jin Bai's master would be such a simple and trivial person, but it made him feel a lot of closeness to him who had never felt the love of a father.

When the fire on the mountain behind Baoen Temple ignited, Sima Yi knew about Jin Bai's arrangement, and was so angry that he sent Jin Bai to prison, but he finally understood that Li Zhang was no longer there.After a few days of serious illness, Sima Yi sealed off the Phoenix Hall, further estranged him from the Empress Dowager, and acted even more perversely. He brought Qin Fang who had been abandoned by his side with him, walked together in a high-profile way on purpose, and even seriously ordered the Ministry of Rites to accept her. Every detail of the male concubine's etiquette must not be perfunctory, just make the empress dowager so angry that she has a relapse and is unable to be serious with him.

Feng Yu's private possession of brocade flowers in his robes failed to hide the truth from Dali Temple, and Sima Yi was furious, and sentenced Feng Yu to kill him slowly with poison.Feng Yu tossed and wailed in prison for nearly ten days before she died. Before she died, she cursed Sima Yi for cutting off his sons and grandchildren, so that he would die a bad life.

After being locked up for several days, Jin Bai was released under the protection of Wei Pingxuan and others. Sima Yi still refused to see him, and he himself felt ashamed of Li Zhang, so he went to Baoen Temple to pay homage to Li Zhang, and left the secret guard behind. Fly out of Beijing.

Bai Qi, who went back to his mission, didn't see Jin Bai, and he was relieved that his mood was no longer as calm as before, so he didn't want to stay in the capital anymore, and left for Beijing after taking on a new mission.

After Li Zhang was raised in the small courtyard of the deaf mother-in-law for half a month, the affected area burned by the flames has healed, and the physical inconvenience caused by the suspended animation has also recovered.During this period, Yi Gu broke out twice, which made his heart and liver feel as if they were roasting on the fire. The situation was so cruel that he wished to die again.Zheng Yiyan started to calm down with an ice needle into the acupoint, but collided with Mu Yan's restraint, after a lot of tossing, he seemed to have lost half his life.Zheng Yiyan couldn't bear it with the heart of a doctor, but Li Zhang was calm, and never even said a word of giving up.

This aroused Zheng Yiyan's desire to attack even more, so after finding out that Sima Yi really believed that Li Zhang was dead, he took Li Zhang who had changed his disguise to Muyi Mountain.

Zheng Yiyan is easy-going by nature and easy to get acquainted with others. It was because of this that he became acquainted with Liu Muyan when he was young, and was coaxed by him to stay by his side as a disciple for seven years.Zheng Yiyan was young at the time, and he was envious of all the novelties in Liu Muyan's hands, so he agreed to be his apprentice because of his fun.Although Liu Muyan scolded him for his lack of ambition, he did not force him to learn military formations, a treasure trove of books, let him browse here and there, and only learn from crooked ways.

Seven years later, just like when they met suddenly, Liu Muyan left suddenly again.Zheng Yiyan, who was less than 17 years old, went down the mountain alone and continued to study medicine with his father when he returned home. He never told others that he was Liu Muyan's apprentice. Until he met Jin Bai later, he took him in because of his temper and became his only apprentice.

Today, Zheng Yiyan, who is easy-going and likes to make friends, leads the silent and introverted Li Zhang all the way to the south. What he sees along the way is all gratifying farming scenes. From time to time, people greet Zheng Yiyan, all of whom are patients he has healed. There are farmers, There were merchants, big households, officials, and people from all corners of the country. Wherever they went, the reception they received was much more thoughtful than Sima Yizhi's southward trip, and Li Zhang couldn't help but be amazed.

Li Zhang wanted to die at the beginning because of an unacceptable fate.Although he had resentment towards Sima Yi, he still saw his affection for him, and he was not totally indifferent to his repeated protection.It is only because of the deep-rooted resistance that there is no room for change.After living in the Phoenix Palace, because of long silent thinking, he also repeatedly thought about the entanglement with Sima Yi, and thought that in the end, there was no hatred, only deep sorrow, sorrow for Sima Yi's obsession, sorrow In my heart that is completely dead.

He no longer hated Sima Yi, but he couldn't forgive him for the domineering he repeatedly imposed on himself.Knowing that you can't escape, you will be cruel to yourself.Therefore, when he took the poison, there was no bitter resentment like Feng Yu's in his heart.

Although he is stubborn, he is also gentle. He is not a radical person in his bones, and he is resolute when he traps himself in a corner because he has no hope.Now that I have been liberated, because I still have no expectations, on the contrary, everything is done at will. Even if I am tossed hard by Yi Gu, because there is still room to breathe, I feel that it is just a condition attached to freedom. It is to return to the original point, and there is no loss for myself.

So he himself is not as obsessed with getting rid of Yi Gu as Zheng Yiyan is, because he has no place he wants to go in particular, and because he also misses Zhiqing a little, so he follows Zheng Yiyan all the way south, but on the way, he is always because of Zheng Yiyan's Surprise yourself with ease.

Zheng Yiyan can not only call his brothers and sisters with traffickers and pawns, but also come and go with officials and businessmen.The important thing is that he didn't seek anything because of it, but really enjoyed it.Li Zhang seldom went out when he was young, and after he followed Sima Yi, he struggled with his own destiny day by day. He had no time to discover these things, so whenever he listened to them, he was always amazed by those anecdotes, and sank into them unconsciously. Among them, I felt that my eyes suddenly opened up a lot, and it was no longer just myself, no longer just the world surrounded by the high wall, no longer just Mu Yan and Jin Bai, no longer just Sima Yi and the Great Wei Dynasty.

Li Zhang has gradually changed, no longer always has an indifferent expression, and the gloomy eyes began to jump out, showing a little bit of splendor.He is no longer always silent, he will take the initiative to ask for advice on things he does not understand, he will interject a few comments when Zheng Yiyan is talking with others, and even occasionally argue with others.

Zheng Yiyan looked at Li Zhang, who had become a young man again, with a smile on his face.Li Zhang has a kind of loneliness similar to that of Liu Muyan, as if he was stumbled by something, always watching the prosperity of the world from a distance, but shut himself in the cold mountain.Zheng Yiyan was young at the time and could not understand the feelings of the master. When the master suddenly disappeared, he stood in the empty cave and suddenly understood the true meaning of the master leaving him.

Now the master has long since disappeared, but Li Zhang made Zheng Yiyan feel pity.Goodbye to his inadvertently shown attachment, it is even more loving, and even took him to find a few masters of the rivers and lakes, hoping to relieve him of the restraint imposed by Mu Yan.It's a pity that the method passed down by the Mu family is very tricky, and it can't be solved easily, and Li Zhang is so stubborn that he doesn't want others to solve it.Zheng Yiyan was helpless, because he couldn't bear Li Zhang's tossing every ten days, so he changed his plan to walk slowly, and took him straight to Muyi Mountain to find Jin Yi.

Jin Yi frowned when he saw Zheng Yiyan, but Zheng Yiyan was smiling as if he had returned home, and walked to the house by himself, calling Zhiqing loudly: "Miss Qing, have you eaten yet? Your Uncle Zheng is starving. !"

Jin Yi left the medicinal materials he was packing up, stared suspiciously at Li Zhang who was following behind Zheng Yiyan, and asked, "What are you recruiting for me again? You Han people are so troublesome. You are always calculating this and that, and dragging us Miao people away." Get into the water!"

Zheng Yiyan said with a smile, "I never plotted against you."

"How dare you say that! Last time I owed the Great Wizard a great favor, and I may not be able to repay it with anything!"

"Don't worry, if you want to pay back later, just come to me."

"You who run around everywhere, where can I find you!"

"Ah, Miss Qing is back!"

"Uncle Zheng is here!"

"Are you... on a medical visit?"

"Yeah! It's not easy for Qianshan Shi's sister-in-law to have a baby, so I'll help take care of it."

Zheng Yiyan suddenly said seriously: "Ms. Qing hasn't left the cabinet yet, has she?"

Zhiqing was taken aback for a moment, then smiled shyly, "Why did Uncle Zheng ask this!"

Jin Yi immediately intervened and asked, "Could it be that you have a good family?"

Zhiqing immediately became anxious: "Uncle! Zhiqing won't marry! Zhiqing wants to serve uncle until his old age!"

Zheng Yiyan was still smiling: "Then recruit someone in!"

Zhiqing suddenly blushed, stared at Zheng Yiyan with big round eyes and couldn't get angry, turned around and went into the room: "I'm going to cook!"

Jin Yi said angrily: "This child! It's like this when you talk about serious things!"

Zheng Yiyan stopped laughing, looked at Jin Yi seriously, and said, "Brother Jin, although your Miao family is not so particular, Miss Qing is always a girl's family. You really don't want her to show up like this and go to see women's patients." Married?"

Jin Yi rolled Zheng Yiyan's eyes, and said helplessly, "How can I stop her! First she secretly consulted the sisters and aunts in the left and right villages, and then broke into the house to help her acquainted sister because of dystocia. She kept the mother and child safe! So this incident was out of control, and anyone nearby who had a child who couldn’t sit still or gave birth would come to her to beg her, and she would respond to every request. Now she is more famous than me in this field. It's going to be big!"

Zheng Yiyan was quite surprised, looked into the room and murmured: "Unexpectedly, Miss Qing is so...unique."

Jin Yi sighed: "This tells me how to meet Song Engong in the future!"

Li Zhang has been standing quietly by the side listening to them talking, seeing Zhiqing like this, he is both happy and worried.His gaze followed Zhiqing involuntarily, and after not seeing him for more than a year, Zhiqing had shed all her childishness and charm, and turned into a slim young girl.Years of climbing mountains and ridges, picking herbs and working, made her complexion darker and ruddy, and her figure more flexible and agile. Her whole body exudes a healthy and vigorous sunshine, which is more impressive than the slender Pingting in Zhao's mansion back then. Can't look away.

After reuniting after a long absence, he recalled all the past, looked at Zhiqing with gentler eyes, and felt proud in his heart, but mixed with some unexplained sourness, which stopped him from going to recognize each other. .

Jin Yi has been watching Li Zhang out of the corner of his eye. Seeing that he has been silent and caring about Zhiqing, he can't help but get angry and say, "Who are you? Why are you so rude!"

Li Zhang came back to his senses, faced Jin Yi in embarrassment, hesitated for a moment, bowed and saluted, "I'm Li Zhang, I've seen the golden doctor."

冱: freeze.Yi: the appearance of fire.The two uncommon words were specially found, just to make those two Gu worms special.

The author has something to say:

At the beginning of this chapter, I left BL and turned to BG. I don’t know if it’s everyone’s landmine. It’s just that this article has been planned like this from the beginning. Although I know that Wenxiu wants Sima Yi and Li Zhang to be together, but For Li Zhang's happiness, I will continue to write like this.

In fact, I have always ignored the issue of sexual orientation. Although this should indeed be a major dividing line, in terms of purely spiritual love, I always feel that there should be no difference in the gender of love.Of course, if you really hate homosexuality, you might feel disgusted just thinking about it.

What is Li Zhang's sexual orientation, I really haven't thought about it very carefully.But it should be certain that he was very resistant to same-sex sex because of his early years, and as a normal man, it should be natural for him to like women.Li Zhang is not bent psychologically, and has not been particularly changed physically, so he should still be a man who likes a normal family life.Then, I will give him such a happy life.

I know I'm not normal, so if I can't stand it and want to scold me, I will accept it.But I insist that Li Zhang's happiness lies with Zhiqing!

bow!