Xiao Junqing got up slowly, approached Mu Chongran, and looked down at him.
15 years.He seems to have never changed, as long as it is given by himself, he will trust it wholeheartedly.It seems that he himself cannot escape responsibility for what happened today.
Just like in the past, when he fell asleep, he would show a little innocence that outsiders could not see.It is also because of this innocence that he always has an inexplicable kindness towards everyone, including those who turned their backs on Yinxian Valley back then.This person has complete trust in himself, and even those who threaten to hurt him, he will wipe out all the goodwill.
Mu Chongran loves herself as much as she loves him.But he was still panicked, he couldn't imagine what he would do if Mu Chongran really fell in love with someone else one day.
It's not that I don't trust, it's just that I can't be sure of myself.
He desperately became stronger, wanting to make him completely at ease by his side.But would he also be like himself, wanting to protect someone under his wings?
The fingertips landed on his fair face, Xiao Junqing's eyes were unclear, but the fingertips were trembling.
However, it was such a gentle movement that suddenly awakened Mu Chongran.He opened his eyes blankly, saw Xiao Junqing smiled slightly, and then realized where he was.
"How did I get here?"
Xiao Junqing looked down at him, but avoided his clear eyes.
Mu Chongran sensed something was wrong and looked into his eyes.It was so gloomy there, but it made him feel strong anxiety and uncertainty.
"Junior brother, what's wrong with you...?"
Xiao Junqing withdrew her hand suddenly, and said, "Come out after washing. It's cold here, so be careful."
Mu Chongran was startled, and was about to get up and grab him, but suddenly found that his body was uncomfortable: "This is..."
Xiao Junqing paused, without turning around: "You were drugged by Xu Zhiyuan."
Mu Chongran's face changed suddenly, and he didn't care about what was wrong with him, so he stood up and grabbed him: "Junior brother! I don't know at all!"
Xiao Junqing took a long breath, and then said slowly: "Nothing happened...she...forget it, come out when you are free."
Mu Chongran wanted to know what was going on, and after stabilizing his state, he went to look for Xiao Junqing when he was out of Changwanchi.However, he was stopped by a young man with a handsome face. The young man was somewhat dissatisfied, but he still said respectfully: "My lord said, let me send you back first."
Mu Chongran was incredulous: "What happened to him?"
The young man snorted, but he still remembered Fu An's advice: "There must be someone who will know, let the adults calm down first."
Mu Chongran hesitated for a moment, but still followed the boy and left the gang home.
……
Seeing Mu Chongran come back, Shangguanqing frowned and said, "Are you okay?"
Mu Chongran was startled, and asked, "What should I do?"
Shangguanqing raised his eyebrows: "That woman gave you a lot of medicine, which can make you suffer. But looking at you like this, Junqing must have helped you get rid of the medicine. What about him?"
Mu Chongran was a little irritated: "What's going on!"
Shangguan Qing was startled: "You don't know?"
"What should I know?"
Shangguan Qing paused and said: "Xu Zhiyuan gave you medicine, besides the charm/medication, there are also medicines that can affect people's thinking and mind, and even climbed into your bed. I am afraid that Junqing saw it with her own eyes, and she was furious. After killing that woman, the bloody smell in this room has not dissipated."
Mu Chongran suddenly panicked: "Bed? Junior brother saw it?"
Shangguanqing rolled his eyes: "Nonsense, otherwise he can't control himself so much?"
Mu Chongran's face turned pale: "No wonder something is wrong with him."
Shangguan Qing looked at him, and was also a little confused: "You won't say that he disappeared after he gave you the antidote, right?"
Mu Chongran nodded blankly at him with a pale face, Shangguanqing blinked: "It's broken, this time I'm really angry."
An Ming heard the conversation between the two, walked over slowly, and said, "I think I know why he is angry."
Two pairs of eyes looked over at the same time, An Ming smiled: "Shall we find a place to talk?"
Mu Chongran nodded and followed An Ming to leave.Shangguan Qing looked at the backs of the two, his eyes gradually became dark.
Even now, you still know him so well.
……
The two sat down casually in a corner where people didn't come often, and Mu Chongran said, "What do you want to tell me?"
An Ming smiled, and said: "He is actually very timid, especially when it comes to feelings. It can be said that he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of well ropes. Back then, I was sorry for him first, although now we all let go. But there are still some shadows. If I remember correctly, you have been together for 15 years, and you have never been too close to a woman."
Mu Chongran frowned, but finally shook his head.
An Ming's eyes fell in the distance, and he said with a smile, "If my guess is right, he is scared."
"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Mu Chongran was at a loss.
An Ming looked at him, then shook his head: "You are really dull... He is afraid, because you are close to a woman, and one day you will find that there are many people who can love in this world, and then he will not be the only one. He is also afraid that he is too strong, making you feel that you will be tired of being weak all the time. But he doesn't know how to soften properly so that you feel that you are equal."
Seeing Mu Chongran's half understanding, An Ming felt helpless: "He always subconsciously makes himself stronger and protects what he cares about. Then sometimes you will be in a weak state and be protected by him, just like... ... Like a woman. What he is afraid of is that you will have such thoughts. Of course, what he is most afraid of is that you fall in love with a woman. "
An Ming said quietly: "Chongran, Xiao Junqing loves you more than you imagined. Back then he chose the most desperate path without hesitation, and drove him and me to a desperate situation. Although it seems to be nothing now, these things buried In the bottom of my heart, it has become a potential fear. However, he loves you, and he is reluctant to take the worst path. He can only force himself to calm down and adapt. I think he is ready, even if one day If you really fall in love with someone else, he may try to let go."
With a chuckle, An Ming laughed at himself a bit: "Compared to the past, he is much more mature."
Mu Chongran listened to him quietly, and said after a long time: "It's impossible for someone to replace him...and I...will never fall in love with anyone else."
An Ming got up and patted him: "You don't have to say these words, you have to let him notice. There is one more thing, Xu Zhiyuan's medicine can make people feel infatuated with the first person they see when they open their eyes. Don't let him think that you are doing this because of the medicine, otherwise, he may fall into his own knot."
Mu Chongran looked up at An Ming who was about to leave, and suddenly said, "What about you?"
An Ming was startled, and turned to look at him: "What?"
"Do you still love him?"
An Ming paused for a moment, then suddenly laughed: "It's true that I owe him, so I decided to stay here with him forever, as a friend. As for whether I love him or not..." He chuckled lightly, with a gleam in his eyes. A little warm: "Compared to him, there is a person who needs my love more."
Mu Chongran looked at him with clear eyes, but full of tenderness, and suddenly laughed: "Congratulations."
An Ming laughed: "There is nothing to congratulate, that idiot is much worse, it would be no fun to let him know now. So, keep it a secret."
Mu Chongran didn't nod or shake his head. After watching An Ming leave, he stayed where he was and meditated.After a long time, a sly look suddenly flashed in his eyes.
Xiao Junqing finally calmed down, and then remembered that she was worried about Mu Chongran's body, and hurried out of the gang's home.As soon as he came out, An Ming seemed to be waiting for something. Seeing him, An Ming hurriedly walked over with a frown: "Where did you go? Chongran said he wanted to take a bath as soon as he came back. It's been a day, so I changed the water twice. No one is allowed in, and I am not allowed out.”
Xiao Junqing paused, and walked quickly to the door, without seeing An Ming's eyes.Standing in front of the door hesitated for a long time, finally stretched out his hand and pushed the door, unexpectedly the door opened with a light push.
Mu Chongran leaned against the edge of the tub and fell asleep, but even if Xiao Junqing didn't walk over, he could feel that the water in the barrel was already completely cold.After a pause, he was still worried about his body and walked over.
Seemingly aware of someone approaching, Mu Chongran opened his eyes and looked at him with a reassuring smile of nostalgia: "Junior Brother, you are back."
Xiao Junqing was startled, then thought of the medicinal properties again, and concealed the gloomy drooping eyes that flashed past in her eyes: "En. Come out, the water is cold."
Mu Chongran saw the sadness in his eyes, but stood up directly as if he didn't notice it.Xiao Junqing was startled, but immediately picked up a piece of clothing and put it on him.
Unexpectedly, Mu Chongran didn't answer it uncharacteristically, and leaned directly on Xiao Junqing's body.
*'s body was soaked with Xiao Junqing's black clothes in an instant, Xiao Junqing was stunned and suddenly couldn't react.Mu Chongran was so bold for the first time, he was obviously shy, and didn't know how to continue.
Xiao Junqing breathed a sigh of relief, took him into his arms and picked up his clothes: "Put on well, what if someone comes in during the daytime."
But as soon as he finished speaking, Shangguanqing suddenly pushed the door open and came in.The three of them were stunned for a moment.
In the end, Xiao Junqing was the first to react, wrapping her clothes around and turning around to protect her in her arms.
Although they are all men, it is still very uncomfortable for one's lover to be seen by others.
Mu Chongran buried himself in Xiao Junqing's arms with a chuckle, Shangguan paused and said: "I made a mistake, I was pushed in by someone!"
"Pushing people" An Ming heard this, immediately turned around and walked away.Shangguanqing looked at Xiao Junqing's unkind eyes with a smirk, and said, "I'm leaving. You guys continue."
Watching Shangguan Qing close the door and go out, Xiao Junqing turned his eyes back.Turning around, her lips were covered with a pair of soft lips.The face of that person who was close at hand was still slightly pink, but there was still a bit of cautiousness clearly visible.
Xiao Junqing closed her eyes and accepted his first kiss, but she let out a long and powerless sigh in her heart.
No matter what, he couldn't let go of this person.The calamity of this life is locked on him.
After a long time, Mu Chongran grabbed his neck, leaned against his ear, and said softly, "Junior brother, you are so stupid."
Xiao Junqing looked down at the white shoulders in front of her eyes, and chuckled helplessly: "This is the first time someone calls me stupid."
Mu Chongran ignored it, and leaned into his ear and whispered, "I am not affected by the medicine. Only you can be the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life."
15 years.He seems to have never changed, as long as it is given by himself, he will trust it wholeheartedly.It seems that he himself cannot escape responsibility for what happened today.
Just like in the past, when he fell asleep, he would show a little innocence that outsiders could not see.It is also because of this innocence that he always has an inexplicable kindness towards everyone, including those who turned their backs on Yinxian Valley back then.This person has complete trust in himself, and even those who threaten to hurt him, he will wipe out all the goodwill.
Mu Chongran loves herself as much as she loves him.But he was still panicked, he couldn't imagine what he would do if Mu Chongran really fell in love with someone else one day.
It's not that I don't trust, it's just that I can't be sure of myself.
He desperately became stronger, wanting to make him completely at ease by his side.But would he also be like himself, wanting to protect someone under his wings?
The fingertips landed on his fair face, Xiao Junqing's eyes were unclear, but the fingertips were trembling.
However, it was such a gentle movement that suddenly awakened Mu Chongran.He opened his eyes blankly, saw Xiao Junqing smiled slightly, and then realized where he was.
"How did I get here?"
Xiao Junqing looked down at him, but avoided his clear eyes.
Mu Chongran sensed something was wrong and looked into his eyes.It was so gloomy there, but it made him feel strong anxiety and uncertainty.
"Junior brother, what's wrong with you...?"
Xiao Junqing withdrew her hand suddenly, and said, "Come out after washing. It's cold here, so be careful."
Mu Chongran was startled, and was about to get up and grab him, but suddenly found that his body was uncomfortable: "This is..."
Xiao Junqing paused, without turning around: "You were drugged by Xu Zhiyuan."
Mu Chongran's face changed suddenly, and he didn't care about what was wrong with him, so he stood up and grabbed him: "Junior brother! I don't know at all!"
Xiao Junqing took a long breath, and then said slowly: "Nothing happened...she...forget it, come out when you are free."
Mu Chongran wanted to know what was going on, and after stabilizing his state, he went to look for Xiao Junqing when he was out of Changwanchi.However, he was stopped by a young man with a handsome face. The young man was somewhat dissatisfied, but he still said respectfully: "My lord said, let me send you back first."
Mu Chongran was incredulous: "What happened to him?"
The young man snorted, but he still remembered Fu An's advice: "There must be someone who will know, let the adults calm down first."
Mu Chongran hesitated for a moment, but still followed the boy and left the gang home.
……
Seeing Mu Chongran come back, Shangguanqing frowned and said, "Are you okay?"
Mu Chongran was startled, and asked, "What should I do?"
Shangguanqing raised his eyebrows: "That woman gave you a lot of medicine, which can make you suffer. But looking at you like this, Junqing must have helped you get rid of the medicine. What about him?"
Mu Chongran was a little irritated: "What's going on!"
Shangguan Qing was startled: "You don't know?"
"What should I know?"
Shangguan Qing paused and said: "Xu Zhiyuan gave you medicine, besides the charm/medication, there are also medicines that can affect people's thinking and mind, and even climbed into your bed. I am afraid that Junqing saw it with her own eyes, and she was furious. After killing that woman, the bloody smell in this room has not dissipated."
Mu Chongran suddenly panicked: "Bed? Junior brother saw it?"
Shangguanqing rolled his eyes: "Nonsense, otherwise he can't control himself so much?"
Mu Chongran's face turned pale: "No wonder something is wrong with him."
Shangguan Qing looked at him, and was also a little confused: "You won't say that he disappeared after he gave you the antidote, right?"
Mu Chongran nodded blankly at him with a pale face, Shangguanqing blinked: "It's broken, this time I'm really angry."
An Ming heard the conversation between the two, walked over slowly, and said, "I think I know why he is angry."
Two pairs of eyes looked over at the same time, An Ming smiled: "Shall we find a place to talk?"
Mu Chongran nodded and followed An Ming to leave.Shangguan Qing looked at the backs of the two, his eyes gradually became dark.
Even now, you still know him so well.
……
The two sat down casually in a corner where people didn't come often, and Mu Chongran said, "What do you want to tell me?"
An Ming smiled, and said: "He is actually very timid, especially when it comes to feelings. It can be said that he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of well ropes. Back then, I was sorry for him first, although now we all let go. But there are still some shadows. If I remember correctly, you have been together for 15 years, and you have never been too close to a woman."
Mu Chongran frowned, but finally shook his head.
An Ming's eyes fell in the distance, and he said with a smile, "If my guess is right, he is scared."
"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Mu Chongran was at a loss.
An Ming looked at him, then shook his head: "You are really dull... He is afraid, because you are close to a woman, and one day you will find that there are many people who can love in this world, and then he will not be the only one. He is also afraid that he is too strong, making you feel that you will be tired of being weak all the time. But he doesn't know how to soften properly so that you feel that you are equal."
Seeing Mu Chongran's half understanding, An Ming felt helpless: "He always subconsciously makes himself stronger and protects what he cares about. Then sometimes you will be in a weak state and be protected by him, just like... ... Like a woman. What he is afraid of is that you will have such thoughts. Of course, what he is most afraid of is that you fall in love with a woman. "
An Ming said quietly: "Chongran, Xiao Junqing loves you more than you imagined. Back then he chose the most desperate path without hesitation, and drove him and me to a desperate situation. Although it seems to be nothing now, these things buried In the bottom of my heart, it has become a potential fear. However, he loves you, and he is reluctant to take the worst path. He can only force himself to calm down and adapt. I think he is ready, even if one day If you really fall in love with someone else, he may try to let go."
With a chuckle, An Ming laughed at himself a bit: "Compared to the past, he is much more mature."
Mu Chongran listened to him quietly, and said after a long time: "It's impossible for someone to replace him...and I...will never fall in love with anyone else."
An Ming got up and patted him: "You don't have to say these words, you have to let him notice. There is one more thing, Xu Zhiyuan's medicine can make people feel infatuated with the first person they see when they open their eyes. Don't let him think that you are doing this because of the medicine, otherwise, he may fall into his own knot."
Mu Chongran looked up at An Ming who was about to leave, and suddenly said, "What about you?"
An Ming was startled, and turned to look at him: "What?"
"Do you still love him?"
An Ming paused for a moment, then suddenly laughed: "It's true that I owe him, so I decided to stay here with him forever, as a friend. As for whether I love him or not..." He chuckled lightly, with a gleam in his eyes. A little warm: "Compared to him, there is a person who needs my love more."
Mu Chongran looked at him with clear eyes, but full of tenderness, and suddenly laughed: "Congratulations."
An Ming laughed: "There is nothing to congratulate, that idiot is much worse, it would be no fun to let him know now. So, keep it a secret."
Mu Chongran didn't nod or shake his head. After watching An Ming leave, he stayed where he was and meditated.After a long time, a sly look suddenly flashed in his eyes.
Xiao Junqing finally calmed down, and then remembered that she was worried about Mu Chongran's body, and hurried out of the gang's home.As soon as he came out, An Ming seemed to be waiting for something. Seeing him, An Ming hurriedly walked over with a frown: "Where did you go? Chongran said he wanted to take a bath as soon as he came back. It's been a day, so I changed the water twice. No one is allowed in, and I am not allowed out.”
Xiao Junqing paused, and walked quickly to the door, without seeing An Ming's eyes.Standing in front of the door hesitated for a long time, finally stretched out his hand and pushed the door, unexpectedly the door opened with a light push.
Mu Chongran leaned against the edge of the tub and fell asleep, but even if Xiao Junqing didn't walk over, he could feel that the water in the barrel was already completely cold.After a pause, he was still worried about his body and walked over.
Seemingly aware of someone approaching, Mu Chongran opened his eyes and looked at him with a reassuring smile of nostalgia: "Junior Brother, you are back."
Xiao Junqing was startled, then thought of the medicinal properties again, and concealed the gloomy drooping eyes that flashed past in her eyes: "En. Come out, the water is cold."
Mu Chongran saw the sadness in his eyes, but stood up directly as if he didn't notice it.Xiao Junqing was startled, but immediately picked up a piece of clothing and put it on him.
Unexpectedly, Mu Chongran didn't answer it uncharacteristically, and leaned directly on Xiao Junqing's body.
*'s body was soaked with Xiao Junqing's black clothes in an instant, Xiao Junqing was stunned and suddenly couldn't react.Mu Chongran was so bold for the first time, he was obviously shy, and didn't know how to continue.
Xiao Junqing breathed a sigh of relief, took him into his arms and picked up his clothes: "Put on well, what if someone comes in during the daytime."
But as soon as he finished speaking, Shangguanqing suddenly pushed the door open and came in.The three of them were stunned for a moment.
In the end, Xiao Junqing was the first to react, wrapping her clothes around and turning around to protect her in her arms.
Although they are all men, it is still very uncomfortable for one's lover to be seen by others.
Mu Chongran buried himself in Xiao Junqing's arms with a chuckle, Shangguan paused and said: "I made a mistake, I was pushed in by someone!"
"Pushing people" An Ming heard this, immediately turned around and walked away.Shangguanqing looked at Xiao Junqing's unkind eyes with a smirk, and said, "I'm leaving. You guys continue."
Watching Shangguan Qing close the door and go out, Xiao Junqing turned his eyes back.Turning around, her lips were covered with a pair of soft lips.The face of that person who was close at hand was still slightly pink, but there was still a bit of cautiousness clearly visible.
Xiao Junqing closed her eyes and accepted his first kiss, but she let out a long and powerless sigh in her heart.
No matter what, he couldn't let go of this person.The calamity of this life is locked on him.
After a long time, Mu Chongran grabbed his neck, leaned against his ear, and said softly, "Junior brother, you are so stupid."
Xiao Junqing looked down at the white shoulders in front of her eyes, and chuckled helplessly: "This is the first time someone calls me stupid."
Mu Chongran ignored it, and leaned into his ear and whispered, "I am not affected by the medicine. Only you can be the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life."
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