I want to have a relationship with you

When Su Jingming woke up, it was close to twelve o'clock in the evening. He saw the dark sky outside the window, and it was not yet dawn, so he could sleep for a while.

Su Jingming thought so, and did the same, turned over and wrapped the quilt tightly, and slowly closed his eyes.

A moment of silence.

Su Jingming lifted the quilt and stood up neatly.Because he got up too fast, his head was in a daze for a moment, and he fell back and sat back on the bed.The sporadic lights outside the window shone in with the moonlight. He looked down and saw that the clothes on his body looked familiar.

He had seen Wen Yan walk through it several times.

At this moment, the door facing him slowly opened. Wen Yan saw Su Jingming sitting by the bed, his eyes were a little surprised. Su Jingming's face was sleepy, his hair was disheveled, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red. Very bright.

Wen Yan's Adam's apple rolled a few times, he lowered his eyes, closed the door and walked in lightly.

Just as Su Jingming was about to speak, Wen Yan walked up to him first, bent down and put a finger on his lips.

"They're all asleep." He spoke in a low voice, his breath hitting Su Jingming's face.

Su Jingming woke up instantly, and the feeling of being dazed in his head gradually receded.

Seeing the doubt in Su Jingming's eyes, Wen Yan said, "You drank my wine by mistake and got drunk."

Su Jingming blinked, his voice was hoarse, "Then did I..." Do some stupid things?

Wen Yan chuckled, "No."

Su Jingming looked at him in disbelief, Wen Yan withdrew his fingers, and he sat beside Su Jingming, "Don't you believe me?"

The lights in the room were not turned on, so Su Jingming turned to look at him.

His profile is very delicate, with a high and straight nose.All the way down, the Adam's apple rose and fell as he swallowed.

Going down... Wen Yan changed into a loose long sleeve, with a fair and smooth neck and a clear collarbone.

Su Jingming swallowed silently, Wen Yan seemed to feel his gaze meeting his eyes.

The moment the two people's eyes collided, it seemed that the world had quieted down, and the hustle and bustle outside the window seemed to be getting farther and farther away.

Wen Yan's eyes became darker and darker, and he called softly, "Little hero."

"Um……?!"

Just when he opened his mouth to respond, Wen Yan raised his hand and pushed the person directly, and Su Jingming fell into the soft bed behind him.

He opened his eyes wide, looking at Wen Yan above him.

There is still a certain distance between the bodies, looking from Su Jingming's direction, Wen Yan has one leg on the edge of the bed and the other kneeling beside him.Put your hands on Su Jingming's side.

With a smile in his eyes, he lowered his voice and asked, "What were you looking at just now?"

Su Jingming didn't dare to look into Wen Yan's eyes, his eyes were erratic, "...No, I didn't look at anything."

"Really." The smile on the corner of Wen Yan's mouth deepened, he lowered his head slightly, and was very close to Su Jingming, close to his ear.The breath sprayed on Su Jingming's ears, and the tip of his heart seemed to be covered with countless ants, making his heart itchy.

Su Jingming was caught in a dilemma by his move, he raised his hand, trying to push Wen Yan away.The hand paused in mid-air, and there was no effort for a long time.He smelled the scent of shower gel on Wen Yan's body, a faint fragrance.

"You're drunk." Su Jingming found a step for him.

I only heard a low laugh from my ear, "Yes, I'm drunk."

Drunk unconscious.

"Then go to bed quickly, I should go home." Su Jingming hadn't forgotten that there was someone at home, "Otherwise, my dad should be worried."

"It's okay. I answered when your dad called. I said you were drunk and staying at my house today."

I don't know if Wen Yan did it on purpose, but Su Jingming always felt that the breath he exhaled was tormenting, and it made the nerves of his whole body magnified countless times, making him extremely sensitive.

Su Jingming licked the corner of his mouth, Wen Yan took a deep breath next to his ear, "Do you know how cute you are when you're drunk?"

Su Jingming frowned, cute?

His hand that had stopped in mid-air suddenly slapped Wen Yan's back.

"Wait, you get up first." The tone was a little serious.

Wen Yan got up in astonishment, Su Jingming half sat on the bed, his face and ears blushed, "What did you just say, are you saying it again?"

"I said you are cute."

"The point."

"Drunk and cute."

Su Jingming was silent for a while, "So what stupid thing did I do again, tell me, and give me a good time."

Wen Yan saw that he looked like he must know, and pondered: "You said, there is light in the world."

Su Jingming breathed a sigh of relief, this is acceptable.

"Then you are going to stand on the chair, in front of your parents and Wen Miao, and prepare to fight little monsters."

"But it's okay, I'll hold you."

Wen Yan's tone was very gentle, so gentle that Su Jingming's scalp tingled.

"Damn it..." Su Jingming grabbed a few handfuls of hair, the redness at the end of his eyes still hasn't faded, "Did I really do that?"

Wen Yan nodded, "It's nothing."

Su Jingming shut himself up.

Wen Yan looked at him with his head down, and suddenly felt that he was a little too much, after all, this kind of thing...

"Tell me, is it too late for me to return to M78?" Su Jingming asked him suddenly, very seriously.

"I think it's too late." Wen Yan paused, "Di Jia didn't come out of M78 either."

Su Jingming became even more autistic.

Wen Yan held back his laughter, and stood up while talking, "Don't think so much, go to bed first, it's getting late."

Su Jingming raised his head, "Aren't you sleeping here?"

"You want to sleep with me?" Wen Yan raised his eyebrows, and through the moonlight outside the window, Su Jingming's face turned red quickly visible to the naked eye.

Almost at the end of the day, Wen Yan just wanted to say that he was going to sleep on the sofa.

"It's not...it's not possible."

Su Jingming's voice was very low, and he spoke quickly. He lowered his head and looked at the quilt that was pinched in the palm of his hand unconsciously.

Wen Yan raised his eyelids, and he looked at Su Jingming silently.

There was a loud noise in the sky, and gorgeous fireworks bloomed in the sky.

Bringing a brief light, shining through the window in the corner of the room, the figures of the two were drawn on the floor.The emotions that were pent up in my heart almost burst out.

Wen Yan took a few steps back, opened the door of the room, and firmly squeezed the doorknob, "My bed is not big enough, it's a bit crowded for two people to sleep in."

After he finished speaking, he almost ran away, afraid that if he stayed, he would regret it.

Su Jingming heard the door being closed softly, and the fireworks outside the window also stopped, leaving only a slight gasp and a violent heartbeat.

There was a wall between the two, as if they could see through each other's thoughts, but they didn't.

Wen Yan was sitting on the sofa, fiddling with the phone non-stop, without reading a word for a long time.He raised his eyes, looked in the direction of the room, and took several deep breaths.The roots of his teeth and the apex of his heart were itchy, and he couldn't do anything about it.For a moment, he really wanted to agree to Su Jingming, but reason told him he couldn't.

Once he stayed, Wen Yan couldn't even tell what would happen.

He almost couldn't help it, and completely fell into Su Jingming's eyes.

His little hero is always silently depriving him of his only sanity.

At such an age, hands are tied.

Su Jingming woke up very early the next day, and when he opened the door, he heard noises from the kitchen.

Mother Wen made breakfast for the children, and Wen Yan helped them.

Mother Wen: "I told your dad not to persuade him to drink. Xiao Su got drunk like this yesterday. She is still underage. What if she hurts her body?"

Wen Yan: "It's okay, once in a while, Dad is just too happy."

"I'm too happy to be careful. You can see that he won't wake up today." Mother Wen turned off the fire and stirred the pot a few times with a spoon. "When Xiao Su wakes up, remember to get him a glass of honey water."

"Ok, I know."

Su Jingming stood in place with the corner of his mouth pursed, Wen Yan came out with clear porridge and saw him, "Go wash up first, the toiletries are in the bathroom, and have breakfast when you come out."

When Mother Wen heard this, she quickly poked her head out, "Xiao Su, do you have a headache?"

"It's okay, auntie, it doesn't hurt." Su Jingming scratched his cheek with his fingers.

"That's good, go wash up quickly, and have breakfast later." Seeing him like this, Wen's mother felt relieved and went back to the kitchen with peace of mind.

Wen Yan shrugged, with a helpless smile on his lips.

Su Jingming said goodbye after breakfast at Wen's house, and Wen's mother saw him off at the door: "You see, it took you so long and made you drunk. Wen Yan's father hasn't woken up yet, so you want to go home? Take a good rest and apologize to your father instead of me."

Su Jingming quickly waved his hand, "It's a day of trouble for Auntie, I should be embarrassed."

After the simple greetings, Mother Wen watched the two of them go out.Wen Miao yawned, "Mom, I'll go in and sleep for a while."

Mother Wen held Wen Miao back, "Don't sleep, do your homework quickly."

"??"

As soon as he went downstairs, Su Jingming wrapped his coat tightly. He wrinkled his nose, and the coat was stained with a faint smell of alcohol, which dissipated as soon as the cold wind blew.

Seeing him like this, Wen Yan said, "Is it cold?"

"No."

It's just that he hasn't had a decent year in a long time.

In Wen's house, I really feel the full flavor of the New Year, and Wen's father and Wen's mother are also very warm and easy to get along with.

Su Jingming never cared about these things, but after feeling last night, he realized that he was a little hypocritical.

He is only 17 years old, the most emotional age.

Wen Yan seemed to feel Su Jingming's emotions, thinking for a while that Su Jingming would go back to that home and face that kind of father.

His heart ached for a while.

He really wanted to hold Su Jingming's hand and tell him firmly.

Why don't you all come to my house for the New Year?

His finger was about to touch Su Jingming, but he withdrew it abruptly.

Why is he at this age.

Can't take care of his age.

The two had their own thoughts and walked a long way.Su Jingming came back to his senses, there were more people on the street than the previous two days, and the shops on the street were displaying the New Year's Eve.With his hands in his pockets, Su Jingming looked towards the fork in the road ahead.The two stood in place and did not propose to go back.

Wen Yan lowered his eyes and called his name.

"Su Jingming."

"Ok?"

"Can you promise me one thing?"

"You said."

"Celebrate the New Year together next year."

Su Jingming will never forget that that person made a promise to himself on the street in the cold winter of that year.The door that had been closed to Su Jingming was also pushed open by Wen Yan little by little, gradually illuminating his world with a warm light.

I cannot promise your future now.

But I can promise you now.

The author has something to say:

I don't seem to have mentioned my profession.

My three-dimensional occupation is a nurse.

So sometimes the number of updated words will not be too many, basically the content to be updated the next day is written the day before.

I hope you understand~