I want to have a relationship with you

Su Jingming did not expect that Cheng Hui would take the initiative to invite him to dinner, and he would sit at the same table with Su Qicheng.

He went to ask Zhou Hong for leave for evening self-study, talked to Wen Yan, and went home expressionlessly.

Passing by the long alley, it seemed like a lifetime ago, he hadn't been in such a mood to go home for dinner for a long time.

Go up the building and open the door.

A burst of food aroma hit his face, it was a familiar smell in his memory.

That was Cheng Hui's cooking.

Su Qicheng who was sitting on the sofa saw Su Jingming, he folded the newspaper in his hands, and smiled: "Jingming is back, just in time, dinner is about to start, go wash your hands, your mother has cooked a lot of your favorite food. "

Su Jingming nodded lightly. He passed by the dining table and saw a table of what he called his favorite food. He pursed his lips and went to wash his hands without saying anything.

When he came out, Cheng Hui came out wearing an apron with vegetables.

Cheng Hui was still as gentle as he remembered, not bad at all.

She still likes to wear gentle long skirts, with her long hair tied back, and even her tone of voice is gentle.

Cheng Hui put the dishes on the table, wiped her hands, and her smile deepened when she saw Su Jingming.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly, the father and son are going to the table for dinner."

Su Jingming stayed where he was for a few seconds, but still sat in the corner of the dining table.

Su Qicheng walked behind him and patted him on the back a few times. When he saw Cheng Hui entering the kitchen, he lowered his voice and said, "It's rare for your mother to come back to see you, shouldn't you be happy?"

Su Jingming lowered his eyes and didn't feel too happy after hearing Su Qicheng's words.

On the contrary, from the moment Su Qicheng entered the room, the corner of Su Qicheng's mouth never came down.

He began to wonder who was happy.

And why happy.

In those years, Su Jingming never once looked forward to such a scene.

Now such a scene has appeared, and it looks happy.

Instead, he felt uncomfortable all over.

Cheng Hui picked up a lot of dishes for Su Jingming, "It's all according to your taste, eat more, I heard from your father that you will live in school this semester, how can the school food be as good as the food at home."

Su Jingming nodded and ate it expressionlessly.

Seeing that he was willing to eat, Cheng Hui added some more.

Su Qicheng opened a bottle of wine this time, seeing the appearance of the mother and child, he said, "Hurry up and eat, the child will eat by himself when he grows up, he will be embarrassed if you make it so difficult."

When Cheng Hui heard this, she stopped and had the urge to bring food to Su Jingming.

She smiled embarrassedly, "Yes, yes."

Su Jingming buried his head in his meal, listening to Cheng Hui and Su Qicheng chatting without saying a word.

The content of their chat is very boring and very simple.

"Are you feeling better during this time? Jing Ming called me some time ago and wanted to go see you, but I was too busy to leave." Cheng Hui smiled lightly, she hadn't seen Su Qicheng for a long time, and again When I wanted to see him once, I found that Su Qicheng was much older.

Su Qicheng paused slightly, then he smiled and said, "Okay."

Su Jingming raised his eyelids, as for whether Su Qicheng is alright or not, he really doesn't know.

The doctor just asked Su Qicheng to take the medicine on time. During this time, the father and son didn't have much contact with each other, and they didn't know if Su Qicheng's other personality would appear.

"How is Jingming studying during this time?" Cheng Hui suddenly changed the topic to Su Jingming.

Su Jingming took out the paper next to him and wiped the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "It's okay."

Cheng Hui frowned, "It doesn't matter if you can't keep up with your studies. Students are under too much pressure now, and it doesn't matter if you get frustrated once or twice."

Su Jingming hummed, "I also think it's too tiring to be the first in the grade, and it's enough to keep the second grade."

Cheng Hui choked on his words.

She thought that Su Jingming would plummet if he studied with Su Qicheng, and she also thought that Su Jingming would become like Su Qicheng...

Su Jingming didn't think Cheng Hui's words were caring, but they were harsh.

Su Qicheng was slightly drunk from drinking, and did not understand the meaning of Cheng Hui's words.His eyes were blurred, and he clenched the wine glass tightly, "Cheng Hui, are you okay over there?"

Cheng Hui left Liangcheng and remarried.It was also a big blow to Su Qicheng back then.

"Very good, now my husband treats me well." Cheng Hui chuckled, "Jingming has a younger sister."

Su Jingming raised his eyes lazily, he looked in Su Qicheng's direction, and silently raised the corners of his mouth.

If he read correctly, Su Qicheng's fingers holding the wine glass tightened slightly, his knuckles turned white.

Su Jingming suddenly began to understand the meaning of this meal.

Cheng Hui is showing off, showing off her current life, and saying goodbye to her former life.

It can only be said that this family has not changed.

She has achieved the life Cheng Hui once dreamed of, and she has to tell them that she is doing well.

Su Qicheng's love back then only increased, otherwise he would not have suffered from schizophrenia because of Cheng Hui's departure.

Su Qicheng took a few sips of wine silently, the corners of his mouth were still stained, "It's good, it's good, it's better than following me."

The meal was a lively start, but it ended silently.

Su Jingming silently cleaned up the mess on the table, Su Qicheng lay down on the sofa after drinking too much, and Cheng Hui went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Everything is like the past, but it doesn't have the taste of the past.

Su Jingming would always keep silent at this time, and he didn't know how to communicate with Cheng Hui and Su Qicheng.

Glancing at the sky outside the window, and looking back at the time on the wall, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

Evening self-study has just begun.

Su Jingming regretted coming back to eat, he didn't know the taste of this meal.

I also don't know what I like to eat and what I don't like to eat.

Cheng Hui came out while wiping her hair. She was wearing the pajamas she left here a few years ago.Seeing that Su Jingming had cleaned the dining table and the kitchen, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes.

Su Jingming came out of the kitchen with his long sleeves rolled up to his elbows.Seeing Cheng Hui's outfit, she was slightly taken aback.

Cheng Hui said, "I didn't expect this dress to still be here. It's a style from many years ago."

Su Jingming nodded, "Yeah." These are clothes that Su Qicheng is not willing to throw away, and they have been kept intact in the closet.

Cheng Hui poured two glasses of water and put them on the dining table, and glanced at Su Qicheng who was drowsy on the sofa.

She said, "Sit down and talk to mom?"

Su Jingming pursed his lips, but still listened to Cheng Hui's words.

Cheng Hui took a sip of someone's drink, her hair was half wet and resting on her shoulders.Before she could speak, Su Jingming said lazily, "You should go and dry your hair first."

From the moment he entered the door, Su Jingming never called out "Mom and Dad".

Cheng Hui shook her head, "It's okay, the weather is not cold."

Su Jingming didn't try to persuade him, he rested his fingers on the water glass, and looked at his reflection on the glass wall with a blank expression.

Cheng Hui: "What happened back then..." He hesitated to speak, but didn't know how to start it.

"What happened back then." Su Jingming's tone was very calm, his eyes stayed on Cheng Hui for a few seconds, and then shifted to another place.

Cheng Hui held the water glass, "Mom knows that what happened back then hit you hard."

"Fortunately, it's not a blow." Su Jingming said, "Comparatively speaking, his blow was bigger."

Cheng Hui's face paled a little when he heard him say so calmly.

Su Jingming is different from when she was a child, and she still can't tell what is different.

Her son has grown taller, handsomer, and is doing well in his studies.

Just impersonal.

Cheng Hui was shocked by such a description. As a mother, she actually felt that her son was impersonal.

Her face became paler and paler, and Su Qicheng changed the lights in the restaurant to warm yellow during the Chinese New Year.

Under such lighting, Cheng Hui looked a little sick.

Su Jingming felt a little unbearable at first, and just as he was about to speak, Cheng Hui's eyes turned red, "Actually, Mom doesn't know what to do. Taking you along is also a drag on you."

"Is it dragging you down, or dragging me down?" Su Jingming lowered his eyelids, and the phone in his trouser pocket vibrated several times. He took out his phone without looking at Cheng Hui's expression.

It's a message from Wen Yan.

Little Monster: Have you eaten yet?

Salted egg: I ate it.

Little Monster: What is delicious to eat.

Su Jingming was slightly taken aback, what he ate just now, suddenly couldn't remember what it tasted like.

Salted Egg: Dish!

When Wen Yan saw the news, the emotion in his eyes was more distressed.

Little Monster: Are you full?

Before Su Jingming could reply, Cheng Hui asked him, "Girlfriend?"

Su Jingming looked up at her in astonishment.

Cheng Hui used her fingers to wrap the hair around the ear to the back of the ear, and took a panoramic view of his expression, "You were different from usual just now, and you felt very relaxed."

Su Jingming put the phone back in his hand, and was silent for a moment, "Is it different when I'm with you?"

Cheng Hui couldn't answer.

Just like Su Jingming couldn't answer Cheng Hui's question just now.

This night passed very long.

For the first time, Su Jingming felt a sense of oppression at home, even though he hid in his room, this feeling did not dissipate.Seeing the sky outside the window, Su Jingming let out a sigh of relief.

After he finished washing lightly, Su Qicheng who was on the sofa was still sound asleep, and Cheng Hui who was in the bedroom didn't seem to wake up yet.

While no one was waking up, he quietly left for school.

Just after going down the stairs, a boy in a gray school uniform stood in front of him. He looked down at his mobile phone slightly, and held a soy milk and fried dough stick in his other hand.

Su Jingming was startled, and strode up, "Why are you here, it's not even seven o'clock yet."

Wen Yan raised his eyebrows, turned off the screen of his phone, "I'm not full, I'll bring you breakfast."

"..."

Wen Yan looked at the black eyes under his eyes, raised his hand to caress the corners of his eyes, his eyes were full of distress, "didn't sleep well last night?"

Su Jingming nodded honestly, "I'm hungry."

Wen Yan handed him the soy milk, and led Su Jingming towards the breakfast stall in front, and ordered a bowl of rice noodles for Su Jingming, "No coriander and green onions, thank you."

Only at this time, Su Jingming will remember what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat.

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