I want to have a relationship with you

A word of kindness.

It made Zhang Jia's face gradually change from red to livid, and his hands hanging by his sides were tightly clenched into fists.

She withdrew from Wen Yan's position, and the girl beside her supported Zhang Jia, and asked with concern: "Zhang Jia, are you okay? Your face looks..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Jia shook his head, and said with bloodless lips, "It's okay."

Only then did Su Jingming sit back in his seat, and the surrounding area was eerily quiet, only subtle discussions and the sound of tables and chairs moving could be heard.

This was the first time Su Jingming rejected Zhang Jia in front of so many people.

Zhang Jia's face was dull and he felt embarrassed.

During this period of time, she has suffered no less rumors than Su Jingming.She grasped that Su Jingming would not use these thoughts, and also grasped most people's sympathy for her.

She had put down all her figure, and only hoped that Su Jingming could take a look at her.

Zhang Jia's whole body was stiff and cold from head to toe.The whole person was trembling faintly, and Li Yang and Ren Wei who were sitting behind her had a panoramic view of Zhang Jia's strangeness.

Can't help but sigh, it's not good to like anyone, but Su Jingming.

Such things can only be transmitted at the speed of light, and even reach the ears of Zhou Hong and the teaching director.Both of them are good seedlings, and at such a critical time, it is even more necessary to put an end to the phenomenon of puppy love.

The dean personally came to the second class to arrest people, and took Su Jingming and Zhang Jia away in front of the whole class.As he walked, he said, "You two..."

He hesitated to speak, "Is there any?"

Su Jingming was taken aback by his question, "What's the matter?"

The dean gritted his teeth: "Puppy love!"

Su Jingming didn't change his face, he fixed his eyes, and answered seriously: "No."

He answered so simply and earnestly that the dean thought for a moment that he had arrested the wrong person.According to his many years of teaching experience, he rarely misses in this regard.But the person he was facing was Su Jingming, didn't he miss and almost kill him last time?

The dean was thinking in his heart, could it be that Su Jingming and I were destined to clash?

Why is there always nothing good about getting involved with him.

He simply stopped asking Su Jingming, and asked Zhang Jia directly: "Zhang Jia, you are a good boy, tell me."

Hearing this, Zhang Jia lowered her eyes to hide the depression in her eyes: "...No."

The dean still didn't believe it. Anton and the two sat down in the office, and said earnestly: "It's normal to fall in love early. You are also at the age of first love. There is nothing wrong with liking someone."

It was rare for Su Jingming to cooperate and nodded, "I agree with this."

"..." Dean: "But you are students or minors, so you should put your studies first."

Su Jingming: "Underage also has underage thoughts, but I'm almost an adult."

"At this age, you should study hard and enrich yourself. Don't think about love and love. When you get to college, you can talk about whatever you want. Now the attraction to each other is short-lived. As time goes by, you will find out, talk Love is really better than studying hard, getting into a good university, and falling in love is not too late."

Su Jingming: "Do you really have time to fall in love in college? I see those college students are so busy all day long that they don't touch the ground."

"..." The dean's eyebrows twitched, why didn't he realize that Su Jingming had such a personality before. "The meaning of the teacher, I hope you don't ruin your future by being arrogant at this time."

"Don't worry, I will never act on my will." Su Jingming didn't know what to think of, and the corners of his mouth rarely curled up, "No accident, my future is in my hands."

What he said was a bit flamboyant and presumptuous, with the arrogance of a 17-year-old boy, as if he was not afraid of anything.

Zhang Jia, who had been standing next to Su Jingming, couldn't help but clenched his hands, only she understood.

Su Jingming is saying that his future is gentle.

Too much sourness poured into the deepest part of her heart, and she would not be able to find any way to stop it for a while.

The two reassured the teaching director again and again, and then they were relieved to put them back.

On the way back, Zhang Jia followed Su Jingming and saw his thin back.The unwillingness in my heart swelled at this moment.

"Su Jingming." Zhang Jia called him.

Su Jingming stopped and turned his back to her.

"Can't it be a girl?" Zhang Jia didn't even realize that when he said this, his voice was trembling.

Su Jingming turned his face slightly, his Adam's apple rolled up and down several times, "Gender doesn't matter, as long as it's him."

It was the first time to admit this relationship in front of outsiders, the palms of his hidden in front of him were slightly hot, and a lot of dense sweat broke out.

For the first time, Zhang Jia felt that his loss was unreasonable, as if he had already lost completely before it even started.

"Zhang Jia, what do you like about me?" Su Jingming still asked the question that had been in his heart for a long time when he saw her look of despair. "We don't have much contact with each other. I heard from Ren Wei about the last competition. You have been helping me. Speaking of it, I haven't thanked you properly yet."

"Thank you." Su Jingming paused, opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but swallowed it back.

Facing Zhang Jia's silence, Su Jingming felt that this moment was like years.

After a moment of silence, Zhang Jiacai smiled and said, "What can I thank you for? Originally, I also believed in you."

The words have ended.

Like waves on the sea level, the surface is calm, but the inside is turbulent.After a while of calm, the sea breeze picked up gradually, setting off higher waves, rippling on the dark sea for a long time.

The summer in Liangcheng is not as gentle as the spring, but comes with a bit of rudeness.The unreasonable hot wind pouring in from the window enveloped every corner of the classroom.The silver bell on the young man's wrist made a small sound, which looked extraordinarily cold in the scorching sun.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the overhead fan is very old, and it makes strange noises every time it turns.

This is the No. 20 times Li Yang looked up.

Ren Wei really couldn't stand his small gesture, and while the teacher turned around to write on the blackboard, he poked Li Yang's arm with a pen: "Can you fucking stop looking up."

"Aren't I afraid that the fan will fall and hit me?" Li Yang rolled up his sleeves even higher, "Damn it, the school won't consider a summer uniform? If it's really rich, it won't make money."

Ren Wei nodded in agreement, "Then don't keep looking up, the teacher has looked at you several times, how can I play with my phone for a while?"

"..." Li Yang suddenly sympathized with Su Jingming who had always been at the same table with him.

Su Jingming was a little annoyed by the hot weather, and his brows had not been stretched. He unzipped the school uniform, revealing the white short sleeves inside, and the sleeves were pulled down to the elbows.Just after calculating a question, the result did not match the answer, Su Jingming stroked back and forth with the tip of the pen several times, making a piercing sound.

Wen Yan heard the movement and looked over, took out the paper in front of him, glanced at it, changed a step for him, and wrote the correct answer.

"Why?" He handed the question back, "Unhappy?"

Su Jingming didn't know what to say, he had been restless since early in the morning, "The weather is too hot, so I'm not interested in studying."

Wen Yan hummed, "Then sleep on your stomach, the weather is just right."

Su Jingming really listened to Wen Yan's words and fell asleep on the table.This sleep lasted until school was over, and when he woke up, he was taken aback, "Have I slept for so long?"

Wen Yan hummed, packed his things, "It's better to go back to the dormitory..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Jingming's cell phone rang. He looked at Wen Yan with an apologetic face, and picked up Su Qicheng's call.

"Jingming, go home tonight."

Su Jingming thought that Su Qicheng was ill, and his voice on the phone was cold and piercing.He almost forgot what kind of person Su Qicheng used to be.

As soon as I opened the door to go home, the light in the house was dim, and I only turned on the floor lamp next to the sofa.The room smelled of alcohol and cigarettes, Su Jingming walked in frowning.

Su Qicheng sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and he didn't turn his head to look over when he heard the movement.

"What's the matter?" Su Jingming changed his shoes, threw his schoolbag on the sofa, and didn't intend to sit down.He accidentally saw a thick photo album on the corner of the coffee table.

It was his childhood photo album, and since Cheng Hui left, he never released new photos.

Su Qicheng raised his eyes and looked at his son.He hoarsely said, "Sit down, Dad has something to ask you."

Su Jingming sat upright across from Su Qicheng, and saw Su Qicheng pick up the photo album on the coffee table with a cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth, flipping through it page by page.

It wasn't until Su Qicheng's cigarette was extinguished that he came back to his senses and said, "Actually, when you were just born, I was very happy, because your appearance made me feel that life has more meaning."

Su Jingming pursed the corners of his mouth, but did not gnaw.

"I worked hard to catch up with your mother. There were many people who pursued her back then, and I also spent a lot of time thinking. She likes floral skirts. I saved half a month's salary just to buy one for her." The dress I like. She likes to eat candied haws on the corner of the street, and I ran from the city to the end of the city without saying a word. At that time, the weather was too hot, and when the candied haws were delivered to my hands, the icing melted."

When Su Qicheng said this, there was a faint smile on his face, which was a smile Su Jingming had never seen before.He rarely heard about the love between Cheng Hui and Su Qicheng. The only thing he had to admit was that Su Qicheng really loved Cheng Hui very much.

"...Mmm." Su Jingming responded.

Su Qicheng continued: "When you were born, it was just dawn, and it was with the sunrise. Dad is a layman, without much culture, so he gave you this name at that time."

This was the first time Su Jingming knew the origin of his name.

Su Qicheng said: "I hope your future will be bright and bright."

Having said that, Su Qicheng picked up the wine bottle next to him and took a long sip. His red eyes and the floor lamp beside him stretched his figure very long. Su Jingming saw in a daze the white hair on Su Qicheng's temples.

"Actually, Dad is very regretful. Why did you treat you like this at the beginning... It's all my fault that you have become like this now." Su Qicheng took a deep breath, and he turned another page of the photo album, stroking his fingers on the photo album, " When you were in kindergarten, you were arguing all day long about transforming into Ultraman, and Ultraman was the one you liked to watch the most, and the one you talked about was Ultraman.

"Dad still remembers that time you said that you wanted to be an envoy of justice. It's just that now Dad doesn't know whether you still like it or not..."

"I like it." Su Jingming answered first, he lowered his eyes, "It's the same as when I was a child, I still like it."

Su Qicheng nodded quickly when he heard this answer, and kept murmuring: "That's good, that's good."

Another page turned.

Su Qicheng looked down at the photo album, his brows and eyes suddenly frowned, "I was in elementary school, once I got into a fight with my classmates and was asked to be a parent. If Dad remembers correctly, your forehead and knees were all bruised that day, but you never said that it hurts." .”

Su Jingming thought for a while, it seemed that there was such a thing, he chuckled and nodded, "No hum."

"At that time, your mother and I knew that you were a very independent and strong child, and you would never show your weakness to others, including us." Su Qicheng said with a bit of disappointment, "It's my fault Well, these past few years, I have treated you badly. You have never said a word to your mother, and you always bear it in silence. "

Su Jingming couldn't deny it, he just had such a character, he wouldn't say a word for himself.

Flip to the back of the photo album and it's gone.Su Qicheng looked a little lonely, because he couldn't make up for Su Jingming's past, nor could he make up for Su Jingming's missing childhood.

His fingers stayed on the blank photo album, stroking back and forth, and he asked Su Jingming: "Dad is really wrong..."

Su Jingming didn't speak, he couldn't judge whether Su Qicheng was right or wrong.From the beginning to the end, the same blood as Su Qicheng flowed in his body.This is a family relationship he can't part with, he accepts it, and he doesn't have any complaints.

"Can't you just say something to blame me?" Su Qicheng looked up at him suddenly, "You should say something to blame me, let me..."

"It makes you feel guilty, so it will make you feel better." Su Jingming was very calm, he looked down at his school uniform, most of his face was hidden in the shadow, so that Su Qicheng couldn't see his appearance clearly at this time.

Su Qicheng was asked by him.

He will feel better if he complains?

He didn't understand at first, and even Su Jingming didn't understand at first.

The father and son were silent for a long time, until the vendors downstairs closed their stalls, and the street fell silent.Su Qicheng put away the photo album and put it in a corner of the coffee table.He picked up the unfinished spirit and drank it in one gulp.

Su Jingming heard the sound of drinking alcohol, his heart suddenly became sore, there was no reason, and he couldn't find a breakthrough.

When Su Qicheng finished drinking the bottle of wine, the whole living room was covered by the smell of wine.Su Qicheng lit the cigarette with trembling fingers, and took a long puff, his voice was so hoarse: "Go back to sleep."

Su Jingming hummed, picked up the schoolbag next to him, and walked to the room.

The moment he entered the room, the sound of the wine bottle falling to the ground gave him a pause.

Suddenly, Su Qicheng smelled of alcohol and tobacco and said, "It's my fault that you became like this."