I want to have a relationship with you

"Are you planning to send Su Jingming to a nursing home?" Wen Yan seemed unable to believe his ears, and he confirmed again.

Cheng Hui pursed her lips. This decision was the result of her thinking all night.Su Jingming's illness cannot be cured in a day or two, she cannot afford Su Jingming's future.

"Jingming's appearance is unknown. None of us know what his future will be. Auntie admits that she is selfish, but Wen Yan, I have to think about myself a little bit. I still have a family, and Jingming has a younger sister. , I can't..." Cheng Hui said here, seeing the expression in Wen Yan's eyes getting colder and colder, and even her face gradually becoming heavy, she calmed down, and finally said in a stern tone: "Even if you want to If you want to take on Su Jingming's future, will your parents agree! Even if your parents agree, can you afford Su Jingming's living security now?"

Wen Yan fell silent, Cheng Hui's words were heartbreaking, but the truth was not false at all.

What can he do now, what can he do.

If Su Jingming is really like this all his life...

Wen Yan looked at Su Jingming who was watching TV seriously, his concentrated expression made him feel sore.

He can't do anything now, and he can't give Su Jingming the most basic life.

It was the first time that I hated myself so much at this age.

Cheng Hui took a deep breath, and she continued: "Wen Yan, don't blame what Auntie said for being too harsh. Jingming's appearance is the result we don't want to see. If he can get better in the future, it will be considered a great fortune .If it will be like this in the future, what will outsiders think of it, what will your parents think? In the years before Jingming, we as parents owed something, and now it has become like this. I believe Jingming is not willing to see it. This kind of him drags down this kind of you."

"I believe that the relationship between you was just a whim. When you meet the right person in the future, when you look back, you will find that the past between you and Jingming is not worth mentioning."

After hearing Cheng Hui's words, Wen Yan was silent for a moment, lowered his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "In the end, you still don't like us."

Cheng Hui was at a loss for words, she really didn't like the relationship between these two teenagers.

Like she said, they were on a whim, which is normal at this age.

Cheng Hui didn't know how to answer Wen Yan for a while, and she said what she had said so hard.Wen Yan's expressionless and indifferent appearance made Cheng Hui at a loss.

"...Su Jingming's birthday will be in a few days." Wen Yan said, "I want to be with him."

Cheng Hui promised to spend the day with Su Jingming by him.

That morning, Wen Yan came to Su Jingming's bedroom early.He walked in lightly, and glanced at the young man who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, with unfathomable emotions hidden in his eyes.He stood there and looked at the boy for a long time.

Opening the curtains, a ray of light shines in.

Wen Yan walked to the bed, bent down, and called him softly: "Little hero."

Su Jingming, who was still sleeping soundly, frowned slightly, and turned his back to him.

Wen Yan couldn't help but laugh, kneeling on the bed with one leg, carefully pulling Su Jingming.

Su Jingming almost resisted in his sleep, he resisted once when he said gently.

In a daze, Wen Yan remembered the night he first brought Su Jingming home.

Then what happened.

Wen Yan suddenly couldn't remember clearly, he only remembered that he changed Su Jingming's clothes and sat on the sofa outside all night.

The stars that night were beautiful, the air was clear, and even the moonlight became very gentle.That was their first month of acquaintance.

"What are you doing?" Wen Yan hadn't come out of the memory, Su Jingming rubbed his eyes, his voice was hoarse, "Why are you here so early in the morning, little monster!"

Wen Yan smiled, rubbed the top of his head a few times, "Get up, I'll take you out to play."

Su Jingming became interested when he heard that he was going to go out. He hadn't been out for a long time.Every time he wanted to go out, Cheng Hui would hold him back and order him not to go out.

He moved quickly, after washing and changing, he asked as soon as he opened the door: "Little monster, does mom agree with me to go out to play? I wanted to go out to play before, but she didn't agree."

Wen Yan hummed, "She agrees."

After receiving such an answer from Wen Yan, Su Jingming walked out of the room with a straight body, and there was no sign of Cheng Hui in the living room, so he hurried to the entrance to put on his shoes.

After he put on his shoes, Wen Yan walked over slowly.

Su Jingming whispered, "Hurry up, hurry up."

Wen Yan couldn't help but laugh, "We're not going to be thieves."

Su Jingming didn't quite understand what Wen Yan meant, just as Wen Yan put on his shoes, he grabbed Wen Yan's wrist, opened the door awkwardly, and pulled Su Jingming away with big strides.

Cheng Hui heard the sound of them leaving, and walked out of the room. There was still a faint fragrance in the empty living room.

Cheng Hui stood where she was, weeping uncontrollably.

Su Jingming pulled Wen Yan downstairs, and when he saw the unfamiliar street, he was stunned for a moment, "We..."

Wen Yan saw his doubts and didn't answer his question directly.Resisting customers, he grabbed Su Jingming, led him to the corner of the street, and asked softly, "What do you want to eat?"

Su Jingming thought about it seriously: "Hamburger!"

Wen Yan really took Su Jingming to eat a hamburger. There were not many people in the morning, and most people bought it and took it away.After Wen Yan and Su Jingming ordered, they found a seat by the window and sat down.

The doubt in Su Jingming's eyes has never stopped since he left the house.

"What do you want to say?" Wen Yan asked him.

"Mom said it's not healthy to eat this early in the morning."

Wen Yan hummed, "It's really not healthy, don't you want to eat it?"

"Then will you tell mom?" Su Jingming asked seriously.

"No." Wen Yan repeated again, "No."

Su Jingming got his wish and ate hamburgers and Coke on a summer morning. After he drank the last sip of Coke, Wen Yan asked him again: "Then where do you want to go?"

In Su Jingming's memory, going out to play is arranged by adults.

This time I let myself make a decision, I couldn't believe it, "...are you really taking me out to play?"

"Well, take you. You can do whatever you want today."

With Wen Yan's words, Su Jingming became bold: "I want to go to the playground."

Wen Yan brought Su Jingming to the largest playground in Liangcheng, which happened to have just opened, and it was a working day and there were not many people there.

Wen Yan pulled Su Jingming's wrist without hesitation, Su Jingming couldn't hide the novelty in his eyes, he almost wanted to break away from Wen Yan's hand.

Wen Yan pulled him hard: "Don't run around."

"Oh." Su Jingming responded dryly.

"What do you want to play?" Wen Yan asked him again.

Su Jingming thought for a while, and finally pointed to the roller coaster in front of him, "Play this first!"

To everyone's surprise, what kicked off the last day of June was actually a roller coaster.

The staff fastened the seat belts and protective fences on the two teenagers with a strange expression, but he still said worriedly: "Are you really here to play?"

Wen Yan nodded, and Su Jingming on the side poked his head over, "Of course I'm here to play."

The staff swallowed silently. He couldn't figure out what the young people were thinking. The first thing they skipped class and came to the amusement park was the roller coaster.

With a harsh bell, the roller coaster slowly climbed up to the top, and they sat in the front row with no one behind them.Wen Yan's expression was indifferent, and suddenly a cold hand grabbed his fingers.

Wen Yan looked over, and saw that Su Jingming had tightly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were pursed into a straight line.

"Little monster." Su Jingming called him, "If I make too much noise later, don't dislike me."

Before Wen Yan could answer Su Jingming, the roller coaster at the highest point suddenly descended rapidly.An astonishing scream sounded in Wen Yan's ear.

"ah---!!!!"

Wen Yan subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, it turned out that Su Jingming was afraid of roller coasters.

After the trip, Su Jingming's voice became hoarse when he shouted. He looked at Wen Yan, his face was still indifferent except that his hair was a little disheveled.

Wen Yan reached out to him and pulled him up from his seat, "Is it fun?"

Su Jingming shook his head, "It's a waste of voice."

Wen Yan smiled silently and shook his head, holding Su Jingming's hand without letting go, "What else do you want to play?"

Su Jingming glanced over, and the large and exciting projects in the amusement park came into view.Scanning around, and finally resting his eyes on the big pendulum, he raised his chin: "Play with that!"

Wen Yan raised his eyebrows slightly, and led Su Jingming towards the big pendulum.

The staff wrinkled their noses. He still couldn't understand the young people nowadays, who were afraid and loved to play, that's what they should say.

With the experience of riding a roller coaster, Su Jingming seemed less frightened on the big pendulum, and even the screaming sound was much quieter than before.

As soon as he came down, Wen Yan asked him, "Why are you not afraid soon?"

Su Jingming snorted, "Didn't you just say it, the roller coaster has a bad voice."

Oh, it turned out that he couldn't shout anymore.

Wen Yan pursed her lips, still a little coquettish.

One morning, Su Jingming played almost all the facilities in the playground.

The last two were on the ferris wheel. Su Jingming looked curiously at the slowly rising ferris wheel, and the figure under his feet became smaller and smaller, and he could even overlook the entire amusement park.

Wen Yan sat opposite him, facing the scenery outside the window, his side face was covered by most of the sunlight, and he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

Su Jingming wrinkled his nose, "Little monster, why did you agree to let me come out to play today?"

He kept this question in his stomach all morning, and finally found a suitable opportunity to ask.

Wen Yan didn't look at him, "You've been at home for a long time, don't you want to go out for a stroll?"

"I really want to, but my mother doesn't agree." Su Jingming's voice gradually became softer, "Besides, the home has changed, even the streets outside have changed."

"How different?" Wen Yan asked him.

"It's changed... It seems that I don't know each other anymore." Su Jingming's words contained everything. "Why did you move? Why isn't Dad at home? And little monsters...why do you want to stay with me?"

Wen Yan didn't answer his questions, but asked instead: "Su Jingming, are you willing?"

You are willing to live like this for the rest of your life.

Also willing to leave here, leave me.

Su Jingming didn't understand what Wen Yan meant, so he said to himself again, "Can I call Mom after a while, or Dad."

Only then did Wen Yan turn his face to look at him, and he raised the corners of his mouth with difficulty. At the highest point of the ferris wheel, the scorching sun of summer penetrated through the glass and shone on them.

Wen Yan said: "Su Jingming, happy birthday, I hope you are safe, everything goes smoothly, and you will always be happy."

Hearing this, Su Jingming frowned.

He seemed to have heard such words somewhere.

Following Wen Yan's movements, a crisp bell sounded in his ears.

Su Jingming heard the sound and looked over. He hadn't noticed it before. There was a bell tied to the black bracelet on Wen Yan's wrist.

Wen Yan followed his gaze to look at the past, and their eyes stayed on his wrist.His bony fingers were clenched into fists. His skin was very white, shining white under the sunlight.

Wen Yan rolled his Adam's apple up and down, and asked hoarsely, "Do you still remember..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Jingming said, "Your bracelet is so pretty."

The words were silly, like a naive child.

The words that were hesitant to speak were stuck in his throat, and finally he swallowed them back abruptly.The expression in the eyes became more and more serious, reflecting Su Jingming's innocent smile, "Little monster, shall we go to the haunted house to play later?"

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然后在收刀感谢在2021-08-0520:47:58~2021-08-0700:01:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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