I want to have a relationship with you

Seeing the reply, Wen Yan froze in place.

He looked at the message from the other party in disbelief.

So is he.

I also miss myself very much.

In five years, more than 800 long days and nights.

Wen Yan couldn't count how many times he had said it.

I miss you so much.

Su Jingming was stunned the moment the news was sent out.Su Jingming hesitated for a few seconds until the other party called in almost seconds, and tapped to answer with trembling fingers.

The corners of his mouth trembled slightly, and he heard a light smile on the other side, "Since you miss me, then say it face to face, it looks more sincere, doesn't it?"

On the New Year's Day many years ago, Wen Yan braved the wind and snow to come to him in order to say a happy New Year to him face to face.

After so many years, he is still like this, which makes people overwhelmed.

It's Wen Yan's small details, which break Su Jingming's armor bit by bit, and penetrate into it.

I haven't heard his voice for a long time, and I even breathe very slowly, for fear of missing the slightest movement on the other side.

Wen Yan seemed calm, but his palms were already soaked with sweat, and his heart was about to jump out.

He was still the same as before, waiting quietly.

As time passed by, Su Jingming's fingertips felt numb, and his brain was completely out of control.

I have so many things to say to you, but I don't know where to start.

It wasn't until the bus slowly stopped that Su Jingming came back to his senses, and the current location was broadcast in the car.

Just as Su Jingming was about to speak, he heard a loud rustling sound from the other end of the phone.

Wen Yan couldn't help it: "You're back."

"Yeah." Su Jingming got out of the car and scanned the surrounding streets. His voice was low and hoarse, not the same as when he was a teenager, "Do you still remember the Internet cafe where I played games with you all afternoon?"

"Remember." Wen Yan said immediately, "I'm here to find you, don't run around."

Su Jingming once secretly imagined what it would be like if they met again one day.

Perhaps it was excitement, or restraint.

In a certain way, they all have the most perfect tacit understanding.

The moment Wen Yan heard the announcement in the car, he subconsciously walked towards the entrance.

He hadn't been so excited for a long time, every street he passed and the wind he faced felt sweet to him.

I almost forgot that I am also an emotional person.

Su Jingming wrapped his windbreaker tightly, and stood at the door of the Internet cafe with his hands in his pockets.He raised his head slightly, and sent his gaze into the night.The hand hidden in the windbreaker pocket began to tremble unconsciously.Even the heartbeat gradually accelerated.

He didn't know whether it was his own sensitivity or an illusion, but he heard irregular breathing, which made his whole body stiff.

Su Jingming swallowed, and with his back turned to Wen Yan, he slowly closed his eyes.

His mind went back to that day, the day he told Wen Yan not to run around.

How did Wen Yan answer him later?

he was thinking.

Wen Yan bent down and took a few deep breaths.His eyes were burning hot, as if he wanted to see through Su Jingming who was turning his back to him.

He seems thinner than he was five years ago.

Wen Yan took a deep breath, and after calming down for a few minutes, he stood up straight and walked towards Su Jingming step by step.

Every step is filled with his endless thoughts.

When the elongated figures on the ground were about to overlap.

Su Jingming said suddenly: "I didn't run around, I didn't move a step."

Wen Yan opened his eyes slightly, and pulled him into his arms forcefully.

He was very hard, Su Jingming turned his back to him, and heard Wen Yan's heavy breathing.

The two fiery hearts calmed down at this moment.

Wen Yan buried his head on Su Jingming's neck, he wished he could integrate Su Jingming into his own bones.

"When did you come back?" Wen Yan asked hoarsely.

"……today."

Wen Yan hummed lightly, and the strength in his hands increased, "Do you still want to play games with me?"

Su Jingming was startled, and he frowned: "What are you talking about?"

Hearing Su Jingming's doubtful question, Wen Yan smiled softly in his ear, and he suddenly let go of his hand, facing him.

I don't know if it was Wen Yan's illusion, but he saw a bit of gentleness in Su Jingming's eyes.Suddenly, he seemed to understand something. He stroked Su Jingming's red eyes with distress, and his Adam's apple moved up and down, "Where do you live now?"

"hotel."

Su Jingming brought Wen Yan back to the hotel. The reunion was obviously a joy, but he was so embarrassed that he didn't know where to start.

In the next second, Su Jingming took out mineral water from the refrigerator and threw it to Wen Yan who was by the window.Wen Yan raised his eyes faintly, smiled at him, opened the mineral water, and drank one gulp after another.

Su Jingming stood where he was, carefully looking at Wen Yan.

He's not what he used to be.

Su Jingming couldn't tell what was different.

23's gentle words are different from the gentle words of [-], there is simply a huge contrast between the two.

The bits and pieces about Wen Yan only stayed five years ago.

The two of them were silent tacitly, more quietly looking at each other.

Suddenly, there was a crisp sound on the floor.

Su Jingming heard the sound and looked over, a silver plain ring was lying at Wen Yan's feet.

Su Jingming: "..."

Wen Yan slightly raised his eyebrows, bent down to pick up the ring and put it on his finger, "Sorry, my hands are slippery."

"...It's okay." Su Jingming's eyes were still on Wen Yan's fingers, and he was about to open his mouth to ask.

Wen Yan pointed to the ring on his hand, "It's the same as five years ago."

Su Jingming couldn't tell that the ring was the one from five years ago. He clenched his left hand tightly, stroking his middle finger back and forth several times with his thumb.

After a long silence, Su Jingming said, "Wen Yan, you... how have you been in the past five years?"

He really couldn't think of how to speak.

Wen Yan's eyes were deep and deep, and there was indifference and alienation in his brows and eyes.Seeing Wen Yan's expression like this, Su Jingming's heart skipped a beat.

It's still his fault.

Su Jingming lowered his eyelids, not daring to look any further.

I only heard Wen Yan's hoarse voice slowly say: "Not good."

Su Jingming raised his eyebrows and stared fixedly at the ground.

Wen Yan smiled, "What about your courage to reply to my message just now, Su Jingming."

His voice is no longer the gentleness in memory, with a touch of sarcasm.It seemed that the person who hugged him tightly just now was not him.

Su Jingming did not answer.

Wen Yan walked up to Su Jingming, he pinched Su Jingming's chin, seeing Su Jingming's slightly erratic expression, his heart and throat became even more congested.

"What are you hiding, Su Jingming? Didn't you promise not to hide back then? What's the point of coming back now? Seeing that so many messages I sent you have disappeared, what kind of feeling do you feel in your heart?" Wen Yan The breath sprayed on Su Jingming's face little by little.

Su Jingming watched as the expression in Wen Yan's eyes gradually became blurred, and the hand hanging beside him was gradually clenched, unable to utter a single syllable.

Thinking of the cowardice and cowardice back then, which caused such gentle words today.

Su Jingming's heart ached so badly that he could hardly stand up because of the real pain.

In a daze, he seemed to see the warm words that burst into tears five years ago.

Su Jingming took a deep breath without leaving a trace, and once again entangled his eyes with Wen Yan.Wen Yan squeezed Su Jingming's chin hard, and kissed it.

His kiss was different from five years ago, with a bit of roughness to rob Su Jingming's reason.

Su Jingming subconsciously grabbed the clothes on Wen Yan's chest. He was almost out of breath after being kissed by Wen Yan, and Wen Yan let him go.

Wen Yan lowered his eyes, and kissed Su Jingming's lips lightly.

His low and hoarse voice rang in Su Jingming's ear, "Didn't I say it, no, I still don't understand?"

There was force in his words, he surrounded Su Jingming little by little, and gradually devoured Su Jingming's only rationality.

Only then did Su Jingming realize later what Wen Yan's words meant.

This answer is five years late.

It was just this answer that made Su Jingming's eyes red again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Su Jingming lowered his head, and he kept repeating three words.

Wen Yanting's heart was about to burst, and the person in his arms made him uneasy.He sighed softly, and rubbed against Su Jingming's ear twice, his voice was still the same as in his memory, as gentle as the spring breeze in April, "I'm going crazy, I'm really going crazy."

"Little hero, you are really going to kill me."

"Don't go any more, I'll take care of anything."

"Trust me one more time, okay?"

It took me five years to be you.

In just a few hours, I found the important meaning of life.

Wen Yan suddenly felt that his five years had become blurred, like a dream, and he was immersed in the dream all the time.

One day, it's like waking up from a dream.

The author has something to say:

In the end, Brother Yan still couldn't bear it.

If there is a chance in the future, I will write a side story about Brother Yan in the past five years.