The school grass fell in love with me at first sight

After six days of vacation, Lin Xingyou also passed the six days in a daze.

In the past few days, Yu Sheng's talk about breaking up has been on my mind all day long, but I can't figure out why Yu Sheng broke up suddenly. During this period, I didn't dare to send messages or call Yu Sheng, for fear that I would accidentally make Yu Sheng angry again.

It was not easy to get the leave and go back to school.

On Monday morning, Lin Xingyou washed up at home and changed into his school uniform and went out. When he arrived at the school gate, he habitually walked into the breakfast shop that he and Yu Sheng often went to, hoping to meet Yu Sheng there.

Sure enough, as soon as he arrived at the door of the store, he saw Yu Sheng sitting inside drinking porridge.

After Lin Xingyou ordered his breakfast, he consciously sat across from Yu Sheng, and called "Brother Sheng" tentatively.

Yu Sheng raised his head, said "good morning" lightly, then lowered his head and continued to drink porridge.

The atmosphere was extremely harmonious, so harmonious that Lin Xingyou almost had an illusion—the incident that Yu Sheng said to break up did not happen that night, but in fact, that incident did indeed happen.

Yu Sheng didn't speak, and Lin Xingyou didn't dare to speak, the two just remained silent.

When the ordered breakfast came, he immediately pushed the breakfast towards Yu Sheng, "Don't just eat porridge."

Yu Sheng ignored him, still drinking porridge with his head down.

Lin Xingyou didn't care, and continued to push Yu Sheng's favorite food towards him.

"Don't give me gifts in the future, it's unnecessary." Yu Sheng said suddenly, "I'll transfer the money to you when I go back at night."

After learning about Yu Sheng's live broadcast, Lin Xingyou downloaded the live broadcast software and registered an account to give Yu Sheng a gift.

Every month, he will pay the rent to Yu Sheng first, keep a small part for living expenses and some daily expenses, and give gifts to Yu Sheng for the rest.

In the whole winter of last year, he didn't even buy a new piece of clothing, and even when the game released a new skin, he dared to buy it only after weighing it.

After being with Yu Sheng this year, he doesn't have so much money to give gifts to Yu Sheng, because he is keen on buying couple clothes.

Originally, Yu Sheng disagreed, but he couldn't bear Lin Xingyou's acting like a baby, so he reluctantly agreed.After Yu Sheng let go of his promise, Lin Xingyou would place an order without hesitation when he saw suitable ones on the Internet. Every month, buying clothes alone cost more than half of his life, but at the end of each month, he could still have one or two thousand dollars left over. , barely able to give Yu Sheng a gift.

Some time ago, when Yu Sheng was playing with Lin Xingyou's mobile phone, he found that he also had the live broadcast software on his mobile phone, so he went in curiously to have a look, and then saw the very familiar ID by accident.After Yu Sheng knew about it, he educated him for a long time, and threatened him that he would not be allowed to give gifts in the future, and he could keep it for anything, but he could not give gifts.

During the few days of vacation at home, Yu Sheng still couldn't help but give a gift during the live broadcast, but Yu Sheng knew that it was his account, so he didn't even say thank you.

Lin Xingyou peeled a marinated egg and put it in front of Yu Sheng, "No need, I gave it myself, and it has nothing to do with you."

Yu Sheng knew Lin Xingyou's rascal character, so he didn't say anything more, but changed the subject: "When will you come and take your things back, it's not the same thing if you leave them with me all the time."

Lin Xingyou immediately panicked: "Brother Sheng, didn't we agree to calm down for a while before talking about this matter, why are you rushing me away now?"

Yu Sheng put down the spoon in his hand, raised his head, looked at Lin Xingyou, with a vague smile on his lips, "Xing Xing, do you think I'm not calm?"

"Yes." Lin Xingyou said, "It's because you are not calm that you suddenly said those words, so let's calm down for a while before talking?"

Yu Sheng seemed to hear something funny, and laughed twice, "I am very calm and very clear, what I said that night, I didn't say those words on a whim, on the contrary, I thought about it for a long time, and I also wanted to It's clear, that's the result. But if you want to calm down, then calm down slowly."

Lin Xingyou looked at Yu Sheng in disbelief: "Is that the result of your thinking for a long time?"

"Yes. It's the result of my long-term thinking." Yu Sheng stood up to pay the bill, and then came back to get his schoolbag, "I've already paid for it, so take your time."

Lin Xingyou quickly grabbed Yu Sheng's wrist, "Aren't you waiting for me? You used to... always wait for me."

"That was before." Yu Sheng reached out to break Lin Xingyou's hand, but he couldn't do anything, so he had to give up, "Take it easy."

Lin Xingyou always looked soft and weak in front of Yu Sheng, Yu Sheng almost forgot that Lin Xingyou was not like that in the first place, he only acted like a child when facing himself.

Lin Xingyou quickly let go of Yu Sheng's hand, "I'm sorry."

Yu Sheng looked down at his red wrist, "It's okay. I'll go back to school first." After speaking, he turned and left.

"The rest of my life."

Yu Sheng pretended not to hear, and left without looking back.

Lin Xingyou suddenly felt that he had no appetite, so he just ate some casually, and got up to go back to school.

After arriving in the classroom, he put down his schoolbag, took out the book, and then lay down listlessly on the table. During the period, the class representative said several times, and he said that he was sick and lacked energy. Later, the class representative didn’t bother to talk about him. .

Not long after, Lin Xingyou felt a little thirsty, and habitually went to get the water glass on the table, but Yu Sheng quietly removed it.

He retracted his hand resentfully, as if nothing had happened, and continued to lie on his stomach.

Lin Xingyou just lay down like this all morning, Yu Sheng went out several times during this period, and he followed him every step of the way.

Yu Sheng pretended not to see it and let him follow.

After school at noon, Lin Xingyou put away his schoolbag and prepared to go back to have lunch with Yu Sheng.

"Calm down?" Yu Sheng asked.

After being reminded by Yu Sheng, Lin Xingyou realized that they are still in a cooling-off period and cannot be the same as before.

He lowered his head and said "oh", made room for Yu Sheng, put on his schoolbag and followed Yu Sheng, and only when Yu Sheng went downstairs did he honestly go home for lunch.

After going home and having lunch, he returned to the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, put down his schoolbag, sat in Yu Sheng's seat, and found a comfortable position to sleep on his stomach.

He has been insomnia all night at home for the past few days. He finally fell asleep, and dreamed of the night when Yu Sheng said to break up, and he woke up immediately. This happened several times.Later, he simply didn't sleep, and bought coffee to remind him that he would fall asleep when he couldn't bear it any longer.

When the preparatory bell rang, Lin Xingyou raised his head in a daze, rubbed his eyes, and was about to say "Brother Sheng, why didn't you call me", but when he saw Yu Sheng who was standing there, he spoke abruptly gag.

"Let me in."

Lin Xingyou got up slowly to make room for Yu Sheng.

"Why don't you go home and go to sleep? Sleeping like this for a long time is not good for your cervical spine."

Lin Xingyou woke up a lot and shook his head: "It's okay." After speaking, he got up and left the classroom, went to the toilet and washed his face with cold water before returning.

In the next half a month, the two have been in a cooling-off period, and the daily exchanges are some very polite words between classmates, which are so strange that Lin Xingyou can't help but wonder: the past few months with Yu Sheng , Did you imagine it yourself?

Lin Xingyou immediately felt like he was facing a formidable enemy. If Yu Sheng was allowed to calm down like this again, he would score regardless of points.

So one afternoon when he was calm for half a month, he followed Yu Sheng directly to the door of Yu Sheng's house.

"What are you doing?" Yu Sheng couldn't help frowning.

During this period of time, Lin Xingyou followed him home every day, but he only followed him downstairs and never went upstairs, so he didn't care, but he never thought that Lin Xingyou would follow him directly to the door today, even He didn't panic when he was discovered, instead he called out "Brother Sheng."

Lin Xingyou said, "Let's talk."

Yu Sheng ignored him, opened the door, went in and changed his slippers without closing the door, threw his schoolbag on the sofa, and glanced at Lin Xingyou who was at the door.

Lin Xingyou didn't speak, and kept staring at Yu Sheng.

The two remained silent for a while, and finally Yu Sheng was defeated first, sighed helplessly, and patted the seat next to him, "If you want to say something, just come in and say it, it's not a big deal to stand at the door all the time."

Lin Xingyou froze at the door for a long time before he dragged himself into the room to close the door, changed into his slippers, threw his schoolbag on the ground casually, and walked to sit next to Yu Sheng.

"Speak, say what you want to say."

"I don't want to break up." Lin Xingyou said.

Yu Sheng squeezed the space between his eyebrows: "Then what do you want to do?"

Lin Xingyou repeated again: "I don't want to break up. Why is falling in love a matter for the two of us, and breaking up is a matter for you alone."

"Why are you so persistent?" Yu Sheng sighed, "I've made it very clear, what else do you want me to say, we've already broken up, so don't waste your time with me."

"...but what's the point of wasting time if you can't waste it on the person you like."

"Okay." Yu Sheng crossed his hands and leaned back, "This is your own time, you can waste it as you want, I have no right to control it, and I don't want to control it. But, can you stop following me in the future? , we're done."

"You have the right to control." Lin Xingyou said quickly, "You have the right to control, don't be angry, I won't follow you anymore, okay? I don't want to annoy you by following you all day, but I miss you so much, I Miss you so much, Brother Sheng, let's not break up, okay?"

"Xing Xing," Yu Sheng wiped Lin Xingyou's tears helplessly, "It's impossible for the two of us, so don't waste your time with me."

"How do you know there is no result for the two of us?" Lin Xingyou stretched out his arms to hug Yu Sheng, and said in a crying voice, "Yu Sheng, don't break up, okay, we will definitely have a result. If you want to go to Sichuan, then we will go to Sichuan in the future." Okay? If you don’t want to go back to Nanjing in the future, then we will never come back again. I can go with you wherever you want to go, and I can accompany you.”

Yu Sheng stretched out his hand and patted Lin Xingyou's back, and said helplessly, "There's no need. You are Lin Xingyou, not someone from Yu Sheng. You have your own life, so there's no need to give up your own ideals for me. , choose a life you don't like..."

"There is nothing I don't like." Lin Xingyou interrupted Yu Sheng, "My ideal is to be with you, and the life I like is to be with you, and that's what I like."

"But I don't like it." Yu Sheng said, "I don't like Xingxing, so let's break up."

"Why? You obviously still like me. Why do you want to break up? Are you angry with me? Is it because I did something wrong that made you angry? Tell me, I will change, I really Will change."

Yu Sheng covered his eyes with his arms, with a slightly lonely expression, "I don't want to talk anymore, I'm too tired."

As soon as this remark came out, Lin Xingyou was obviously stunned, and even Yu Sheng himself was stunned.

"Is it because of me?"

"...Yes. It's because of you that I feel very tired." Yu Sheng said, "You are like a child all day long. You have to tell me everything before you know where you are wrong? But every time I tell you Don't take it to heart, if you continue to make mistakes next time, is there any need for me to say it? And I'm very busy, I don't have so much time to pay attention to what you did wrong again, so..."

The latter words are self-evident.

Lin Xingyou's mind went blank, and it took him a long time to recover.

"...I'm sorry, I didn't know I would be so annoying." Lin Xingyou stood up staggeringly, and wiped away tears, "I promise you, break up. We break up. So can you wait for me, wait for me to learn how to do it A good boyfriend, let's get back together again, okay?"

Yu Sheng smiled wryly, "It's okay to be friends, but it's impossible to be a boyfriend."

Lin Xingyou couldn't help growling: "But I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your boyfriend, a boyfriend."

Yu Sheng said: "Since you don't want to be friends, then we don't want to be friends anymore, just be ordinary classmates."

Lin Xingyou believed that Yu Sheng could do what he said, so he threw Yu Sheng down on the sofa.

Yu Sheng grunted in pain.

Lin Xingyou didn't pay attention, buried his head in Yu Sheng's neck, and begged in a low voice: "Don't be a boyfriend anymore, just be friends, okay? What I just said was angry, don't take it seriously, don't take it seriously."

Yu Sheng rubbed Lin Xingyou's hair, "Go back first, I'm too tired today, let's talk about it tomorrow."

After a while, Lin Xingyou responded, propped up his body and stood up, "Can I pick up my things when I have time?"

"can."

"Can I keep the key for now?"

"You keep it first."

"Okay." Lin Xingyou grabbed the schoolbag that he had thrown on the ground, walked to the shoe cabinet, changed into slippers, and left.